Summary:
The Christmas Angel #4
August 1939. Roger Miller and Jack OāBrien have been close since childhood. By the time they realize thereās more between them than friendship, Jack is leaving their sleepy Iowa town for college. But they console themselves knowing heāll be home for Christmas. Right?
It is Christmas before they see each other again, but that Christmas comes six years and a world war later. Aged, beaten, and shaken by combat, theyāre not the boys they were back then, but their feelings for each other are stronger than ever.
Neither know the words to say everything theyāve carried since that peacetime summer kiss, though. Even as they stand in the same room, thereās a thousand miles between them.
But maybe thatās some distance the little angel in Rogerās rucksack can cross.
This 24,000 word novella is part of the multi-author Christmas Angel series, and can be read as a standalone.
It is Christmas before they see each other again, but that Christmas comes six years and a world war later. Aged, beaten, and shaken by combat, theyāre not the boys they were back then, but their feelings for each other are stronger than ever.
Neither know the words to say everything theyāve carried since that peacetime summer kiss, though. Even as they stand in the same room, thereās a thousand miles between them.
But maybe thatās some distance the little angel in Rogerās rucksack can cross.
This 24,000 word novella is part of the multi-author Christmas Angel series, and can be read as a standalone.
Original Review December 2018:
One last splash through the local swimming hole for the summer leads to realizations for Roger Miller and Jack OāBrien but is it too late since Jack is leaving the next day for college? With promises of seeing each other at Christmas they wonder where they'll end up but the promised holiday reunion comes six years late after the long years of war have shaped their lives. Will Roger and Jack find happiness with each other finally or has their time passed them by?
Yet another amazing story in the multi-author Christmas novella series, The Christmas Angel. LA Witt's Christmas Homecoming is full of everything that makes holiday romances great: promises of more, separation by unseen circumstance, and inevitable reunions. I don't think I'm giving anything away by saying this is a HEA because as it so often is with holiday tales, the meat-and-potatoes of the story isn't in the ending but the journey the main characters take to get there.
For those who don't usually go for historicals all I can say is please go outside your norm and give this series a try. So far I've only read three of the seven tales but they have all been respectful for the past all while telling a great little gem of love story. With Roger and Jack's part of the Angel's journey we get to see them warring within themselves between what their hearts desire and what is expected of them: getting married and settling down(they don't call the years following WW2 the Baby Boom for nothingšš). As a forty-five year old woman in 2018, its hard to imagine what Roger and Jack faced as returning soldiers but LA Witt does a wonderful job of telling their story in a heartwarming entertaining Christmas package. Who says we have to wait till Christmas morning to unwrap all our treats?
I really don't think I can recommend this series enough. Is it one you need to read in order? No. As a matter of fact, I myself read book four before book three(a rarity for me but I accidentally opened Homecoming first and went with itš). The Angel is the connection and since we don't really learn how she gets from one era to the next, it is not necessary to read in order. I will say that even though each entry is a standalone from a different time, I would highly recommend reading book one(Christmas Angel by Eli Easton) first simply because we learn how and where the angel came to be. It isn't something that will leave you lost if you don't start with the first one but personally I would be left wondering about her origins and it would leave me a bit distracted from completely enjoying each of the authors' entries, but that's just my personal opinion.
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Chapter 1
Roger
August 1939
āThis place wonāt be the same without you around.ā
My best friend, Jack OāBrien, smiled at me as we strolled down the long dirt road that would take us from town to our houses. His hands were in the pockets of his dusty trousers, the brim of his cap shading his eyes from the late summer sun. āI wonāt be gone forever.ā
āFour years is a long time.ā
āYeah. It is.ā He let his elbow brush mine. āBut youāll be so busy you wonāt even notice.ā
I laughed halfheartedly. āIām pretty sure Iāll notice.ā
He glanced at me, and he started to say something, but then didnāt. I was glad, because I had a feeling I knew what he was about to say.
āYouāre gonna be married soon.ā
I stared down at the dirt at our feet. I didnāt know if I would be or not. Everyone in town had been pushing for me and Daisy Morton to get married, and she always got this hopeful look in her eyes whenever someone mentioned it. Me, I got a funny feeling in the pit of my stomach that a man probably wasnāt supposed to get when he thought about marrying the nicest girl in town.
We continued through the dusty heat, and finally made it to the woods. We both sighed with relief as the road took us out of the bright sunlight and into the shade.
āWhere do you think youāll go?ā I asked. āAfter college?ā
Jack shrugged, staring at the ground like Iād been doing a moment ago. āWherever thereās work, I guess.ā
There wasnāt much work in this town. Hadnāt been in years. We hadnāt even felt the crash in ā29 because things had already been tough here. If not for the newspapers, I doubt we would have known about it at all.
So all I could hear in Jackās words was: I donāt think Iām coming back.
As we kept walking, the silence between us as uncomfortable as it was unusual, I couldnāt think of what to say. How to tell him I wanted to go with him. There was nothing for me here except my parentsā farm, and Lord knew if that would still be standing in a few years.
I didnāt imagine there was much for me in the city either, but Jack would be there, and that seemed like enough. I didnāt say it, though. The train would take Jack away tomorrow, and I wouldnāt be going with him, and that was final. What did it matter if none of this seemed right?
We walked on, and we still didnāt talk. The quiet made me itchy. I wasnāt used to it. Not with Jack. We talked so much we drove our folks and friends crazy. But ever since weād met up at the carnival this morning, things had been different. I couldnāt figure out what to say. I couldnāt even look at him without getting this ache in my chest. I was afraid to say anything because I was sure all that would come out was ādonāt leaveā or ālet me come with you.ā
Up ahead on the left was a well-worn trail that went deep into the woods. How many times had we gone tromping down that trail over the years? There were berries you could pick and eatāand a few weād figured out real quick you shouldnātāand if you followed the trail far enough, there was a swimming hole. Jack told me a while back heād had his first kiss down there. Tenth grade with Dottie McAllister. My first kiss had been with Daisy a couple of months ago, on a dare in front of all of our friends. I liked to think Jackās was more fun than mine.
It was hard to believe that time was over. Not the embarrassing first kisses, but our days of jogging down that path, vines whipping at our bare shins and both of us whooping and shouting with our friends before we cannonballed into the swimming hole with the leeches. Betting Jimmy Davenport he couldnāt hold his breath longer than I could. Tossing in coins and diving to find them, even though the pond was usually too deep and murky. Tying ropes to branches and swinging so we could sail through the air before splashing into the water, and still doing it after Bobby Harwood swung too far and broke his arm. Smoking stolen cigarettes and drinking stolen liquor and batting away mosquitoes.
I would miss those daysāmosquito bites, leeches, broken arms and all.
And more than that, Iād miss the friend whoād been there for all the most amazing adventures.
Iād always known there would come a time when weād drift apart and turn into memories. My dad told stories about his childhood friends, and even if he got a little melancholy now and then, he didnāt seem sad that those days were behind him. He had a family, and he had friends here in town, and he seemed happy like that. Iād always known that would be me someday too. Jack would be someone I talked about with a smile, just like I talked about David Sullivan, whoād moved to the city with his family five years ago. Sure, we all missed David, but life had gone on and so had we. That would happen after Jack was gone too. I didnāt know when or how, but it would.
As we closed in on the overgrown entrance to that little side trail, Jack slowed. Then he stopped. I watched him, and he stared at the grass-lined trailhead for a moment. When he finally turned my way, he had that smile that always meant we were about to do something crazy. Usually something that got our hides tanned once our folks found out. Worth it. Always worth it.
āNo oneās expecting us for a while.ā He gestured at the trail. āWant go down to the swimming hole?ā
I blinked. āWhat?ā
āCome on.ā The grin widened as if he knew I could never say no to him. āGo jump in the water. Cool off. Have a swim for old timeās sake?ā
It sounded crazy. Two grown men spending an afternoon in a swimming hole?
It sounded crazy and⦠irresistible.
So I grinned back and nodded toward the trail.
Jack went first, breaking into a run as soon as he was off the road, and I stayed on his heels. All the way down the winding trail, across the gully where we used to catch frogs, past the tree where Jack and Dottie had carved their names two days before theyād broken up, and into the clearing that would be littered with maple leaves in a few weeks.
At the center of the clearing was the swimming holeāa pond about ten yards across and so deep in places weād never actually been to its bottom. The rope we used to swing on still hung from a tree branch, half-covered in moss as it swayed in the warm wind.
Sometimes there were kids and people our age, but almost everyone was in town for the carnival, so there wasnāt a soul in sight. We had the whole place all to ourselves.
A ways up from the waterās edge, we quickly stripped down to our drawers. Then we exchanged glances, ran, and cannonballed into the swimming hole.
The shock of the cold water always startled me, and I surfaced with a gasp. Beside me, so did Jack, and I turned, laughing and ready to say something, whenā
He brushed water from his face and pushed his red hair back off his forehead.
When did you turn into a man?
I shivered, hoping if Jack noticed, he blamed it on the water. Weād both become men in the last couple of years, but we were still kids in my mind. Still two boys with nothing better to do than go out raising Cain, as my mother always said.
But that wasnāt a boy in front of me. That was a man. Broad-shouldered. The earliest hints of a beard that wanted to grow, and would be as red as the rest of his hair when it did. A sharp jaw. Muscles from working on the farm and climbing trees with me and our friends. I wanted to touch those muscles, a desire Iād never had before. And couldnāt explain now. And could barely resist now.
Iām staring at Jack. What in the world?
I pulled my gaze away and splashed some cool water on my face. It was enough to snap me out of that ridiculous trance, and as near as I could tell, Jack hadnāt noticed.
We swam and splashed like we always had. We dove to the bottom for some of the coins that had been down there for years. Jack found a nickel, but otherwise we both came up empty-handed. Still, it was fun, and the cool water was perfect. Not just because of the summer heat, but because it took me back to all the days weād spent out here. One last hurrah before we left our youth behind.
Before Jack was gone.
The thought sobered me, cutting through the carefree feel of the afternoon and reminding me of tomorrow. I tried to ignore it, though. I didnāt want to think about tomorrow.
Unaware of the struggle in my mind, Jack treaded water, smiling as the sun beat down on his face. āAhh. Too bad I wonāt be able to do this when Iām home for Christmas.ā
āYou can if you want to, but your balls might not come back down till spring.ā
Jack laughed, and I didnāt hear what he said because I was too busy staring at him. Weād swum in this place hundreds of times, but Iād never really looked at him like this. Like I needed to drink him in before the train took him away.
Crystal drops clung to the darkened tips of his wet red hair, and slid down the scattered stubble of his not-quite-beard. His cheeks and nose were sun-kissed, and when he met my eyes, his sparkled with⦠no, not with his usual mischief. With something else. Something Iād never seen before.
He waded closer to me, gaze still fixed on mine. I was standing on some solid ground, and I knew when heād found his footing because his shoulders rose a couple of inches out of the water. He was taller than me, but the ground mustāve been lower, because we were eye to eye now.
Neither of us said a word. I had no idea what to say. What was happening? Why was he looking at me like that? Why was I looking at him like this?
And why was the thought of kissing Jackāmy best friend, a boy Iād known my whole lifeāsuddenly irresistible? Even the cool pond couldnāt stop me from getting hard, and my face burned. What if he noticed? What if he was close enough to notice?
And suddenly⦠he was close enough to notice.
Jack. Right there. Our faces inches apart above the water, our bodies nearly touching below it.
His hands found my waist, and I gasped, which drove me a little closer to him. Our hips brushed, and I only had the space of a heartbeat to be embarrassed before I realized he was hard too. In the name of balance, I put my hands on his chest, then slid them up and behind his neck, and we were doing more than grazing each other beneath the surface. The firm ridge against my hip was unmistakable, and there was no doubt he noticed mine.
My heart thumped so hard, he had to have felt that too, especially when our chests nearly touched. Our eyes locked. Weād touched before, but never like this, and now I really, really wanted to know what it would be like to kiss him.
But heās Jack. Heās a man just like you. We canāt kiss.
Can we?
āIs thisā¦ā I licked my lips. āAre we supposed toā¦?ā
āDoes it matter?ā he whispered, and then Jack OāBrienās lips were against mine.
And everything.
Was just.
Still.
Kissing Daisy had never been like this. Nowhere near it. There was no one around to heckle us, but that wasnāt what was different this time. I loved Jackās lips against mine. They were cool, but quickly warmed, and they moved gentlyāalmost lazilyāas he drew me closer. There was nothing awkward or embarrassing. Nothing that didnāt seem to fit quite right. Part of me worried someone might appear and catch us, and the scandal wasnāt one I wanted to imagine, but I couldnāt bring myself to let him go. I hadnāt known until this moment that I wanted to do this, but now that we were, it was like my entire life had been leading up to it.
The cool water seemed to be all that was keeping me from bursting into flames. Jackās body was hot and firm against mine, his hands gentle and maybe even a little timid as he slid them up and down my back. As his tongue slipped into my mouth, I could taste the cigarette weād shared while weād walked, and I held him tighter and refused to think about anything that would happen after this. As far as I was concerned, time stopped here and now, and this moment was too big to be contained in a memory.
Jackās lips broke away from mine, and he pulled back enough to look in my eyes.
How did I never notice how beautiful your eyes are?
Because we were boys. Men. I was supposed to be with Daisy, getting married like a respectable gentleman, same as Jack would do once he met the right girl. There was a future ahead of us, a future that was coming up quick, and where did something like this fit?
āWhat are we doing?ā My voice shook as if I were shivering.
āI donāt know.ā He smoothed my hair with a wet hand. āI donāt know why, but Iāve been wanting to do that for a long time.ā The sunburn on his cheeks deepened with a blush, and he dropped his gaze. āAnd since Iām leaving tomorrow, Iā¦ā
āIām glad you did.ā
His eyes found mine again, and he watched me silently.
I couldnāt think of a single thing to say. Everything that came to mind would be too sad, and the moment would be lost.
Why did we wait so long to do this?
Do you know how much harder itāll be to watch you leave tomorrow?
Please take me with you.
He must have seen the longing in my eyes, because he caressed my cheek and whispered, āIāll be home for Christmas. Youāll see me again before you know it.ā
We gazed at each other, and my heart ached.
But youāll go back after Christmas.
But weāre men.
But Daisy.
āIāll write you,ā I said, as if it would make any difference. āAs often as I can.ā
His sweet smile made me feel things Iād never known I could feel. Warm and shaky all over, but in a good way, like I could stand here and look at him forever. Like I wanted to.
He cupped my cheek. āIāll send you my address as soon as I can. And you better write.ā
āI will. I promise.ā
āMe too.ā Beneath the water, his hand slid up my back, and he drew me in closer. āIām going to miss you.ā
Before I could speak, his lips were against mine again, and I held on. As the kiss lingered, my body felt things it never had before, but so did my heart. My chest hurt and my stomach was sick because no matter how glorious this moment was, it was just thatāa moment. One that would be over sooner than I was ready to let it go.
Tomorrow, Jack would be gone.
And it had taken me until today to realize I loved him.
In 1750, a master woodcarver poured all his unrequited love, passion, and longing into his masterpieceāa gorgeous Christmas angel for his belovedās tree. When the man he loved tossed the angel away without a second thought, a miracle happened. The angel was found by another who brought the woodcarver True Love.
Since then, the angel has been passed down, sold, lost and found, but its magic remains. Read the romances inspired by (and perhaps nudged along by) the Christmas angel through the years. Whether itās 1700s England (Eli Easton's Christmas Angel), the 1880ās New York (Kim Fieldingās Summerfieldās Angel), the turn-of-the-century (Jordan L. Hawkās Magicianās Angel), World War II (L.A. Wittās Christmas Homecoming), Vietnam-era (N.R. Walkerās Soldierās Wish), the 1990ās (Anyta Sundayās Shrewd Angel), or 2018 (RJ Scottās Christmas Prince), the Christmas angel has a way of landing on the trees of lonely men who need its blessing for a very Merry Christmas and forever HEA.
Since then, the angel has been passed down, sold, lost and found, but its magic remains. Read the romances inspired by (and perhaps nudged along by) the Christmas angel through the years. Whether itās 1700s England (Eli Easton's Christmas Angel), the 1880ās New York (Kim Fieldingās Summerfieldās Angel), the turn-of-the-century (Jordan L. Hawkās Magicianās Angel), World War II (L.A. Wittās Christmas Homecoming), Vietnam-era (N.R. Walkerās Soldierās Wish), the 1990ās (Anyta Sundayās Shrewd Angel), or 2018 (RJ Scottās Christmas Prince), the Christmas angel has a way of landing on the trees of lonely men who need its blessing for a very Merry Christmas and forever HEA.
L.A. Witt and her husband have been exiled from Spain and sent to live in Maine because rhymes are fun. She now divides her time between writing, assuring people she is aware that Maine is cold, wondering where to put her next tattoo, and trying to reason with a surly Maine coon. Rumor has it her arch nemesis, Lauren Gallagher, is also somewhere in the wilds of New England, which is why L.A. is also spending a portion of her time training a team of spec ops lobsters. Authors Ann Gallagher and Lori A. Witt have been asked to assist in lobster training, but they "have books to write" and "need to focus on our careers" and "don't you think this rivalry has gotten a little out of hand?" They're probably just helping Lauren raise her army of squirrels trained to ride moose into battle.
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