Summary:
Cole Sullivan
Life's been pretty amazing. Moving back to my hometown of Coral Pointe Inlet and opening Shore Thing Management with my four best friends is the best decision I've ever made. Falling back into old habits with an ex? Not so much. When Aiden, the sexy, straight owner of SandBar comes to my rescue pretends to be my boyfriendâhanding me the flashlight I need to make my way out of the darknessâlines begin to blur. Suddenly, I'm falling again, but is it stupid of me to want Aiden to land by my side?
Aiden Rafferty
I've made a name for myself in this town. Granted, sometimes it's passed around in a morsel of gossip over morning coffee. I've poured my heart and soul into SandBar, and despite some townspeople thinking I turned my back on the family business, it's become a tourist hotspot. I see and hear a lot as a bartender, but I never get involvedâuntil Cole. There's something about him, something that makes me want to protect him. Problem is, he's been hurt before. This fake relationship was my idea, so how do I go about convincing Cole there's nothing fake about it?
Summary:
Sage Rafferty
I've wanted Levi ever since my friend Cole introduced us. When Levi moved to my hometown of Coral Pointe Inlet, I thought I finally had a chance to land the sexy, misunderstood man. After months of trying, though, it's clear he doesn't want me the way I want him. Putting some space between us is the only way to reclaim some of my dignity. I'll suffer through as many bad dates as it takes to get over the oblivious man. It's time to face the facts: He's never going to notice me when he's too busy looking at someone else.
Levi Hansen
The life I have in Coral Pointe Inlet is one I never dreamed possible, but watching one of my best friends fall in love has me questioning everything I thought I wanted. When my friends try to convince me that Sageâthe sexy owner of Bluefinâhas feelings for me, they have to be out of their minds, right? So, how the hell do I end up volunteering to help the manâand manage to make a complete fool of myself in the process? The answer is staring me right in the face, but is it too late to admit I've been completely Saged?
***This book picks up after the last chapter of Convincing Cole, before the epilogue. It may be read as a standalone, but itâs suggested the books be read in order as shenanigans between these five best friends begins from the start of the series.
Ford Ashton
They say you never forget your first. Whoâs they, you ask? Good question. I wish I had the answer because Iâve tried everything to get Abe Manning off my mind. Now heâs here, in Coral Pointe Inlet, staying in the inn that I co-own with my four best friends. Okay, I may have had something to do with that, but these thoughts are driving me crazy. I need to know what happened all those years ago, because if the saying is true, how was it so easy for Abe to forget about me?
Abe Manning
A free trip to Coral Pointe Inlet, the shore town that is the very definition of paradise, is exactly what I need. The best part being thereâs no chance of running into two lying liars who lie. For the first time in a long time, Iâm able to take a much-needed deep breath. That is, until my past shows up on the beach with a sexy smile and an unexpected confession. It was hard enough forgetting him the first time, and now here he is againâa temptation Iâd never been able to deny. I have to admit, though, itâs incredible to know I still have the ability to fluster Ford.
Flustering Ford is book 3 in the Shore Thing series. While it can be read as a standalone, it's recommended that the reader get to know this hilarious group of friends in Coral Pointe Inlet by starting with book 1.
Convincing Cole #1
Chapter 1
COLE
âCole, can you come to the front desk? Weâve got some lovely guests here who would like to speak to a manager,â Miss Margie practically purred in her sweet-as-pie voiceâthe one she reserved for lovely guestsâand abruptly hung up the phone. I sat there looking at the receiver in my hand and cursing under my breath. âShit.â What the hell happened now?
âYou know better than to say youâre leaving out loud. Thatâs when the shit hits the fan.â Levi tossed his pen on his desk, which faced mine in the small office we shared, and sat back in his chair. Selfishly, weâd made sure our office had an ocean view. One of the perks of living and working in paradise. âDid she say lovely?â
âSure did. Howâd I end up as Hotel Manager for the Coral Pointe Inn again? Itâs all a blur. Was I drinking? Can I take it back? I want a refund on my poor decisions.â I slumped down in my chair and looked at the ceiling, shaking my fists above my head. âWhyyyy?â
Leviâs shoulders shook, a rumble of a laugh rolling out of my so-called friend. âIâm pretty sure itâs your sunny disposition. Or maybe itâs your ability to spin shit into gold. Or because youâre just so darn cute.â He leaned forward, clasping his hands on the desk and quirked an eyebrow. âOr maybeâŠjust maybeâŠitâs because you take peopleâs shit with a smile.â Levi huffed. âWe just came full-circle, didnât we? Poor decisions.â
âI do not take peopleâs shit.â Except I did. I totally did. One personâs in particular.
âMaking sweet Miss Margie wait too long is a really bad decision. Almost as bad as the excuse you made up about what youâre doing tonight. You know she can usually handle things on her own, so if sheâs calling you about lovely guestsâŠâ By lovely, of course she meant batshit crazy, pompous, impossible-to-please guests. Unfortunately, it wasnât good for business to call them all that to their faces. Shame.
I jumped up out of my chair, knowing all too well the truth in Leviâs wordsâat least about making Miss Margie waitâslamming my knee into the desk in the process. âSons a bitches!â Levi lamely offered to take care of it so I could leave, but I shot him the finger as I hobbled out of the office, hearing the jackass bark out a laugh behind me.
It had been a year since my best friends and I had the brilliant idea to open a hotel in Coral Pointe Inlet. A year since Levi found the listing in my childhood hometown for the inn foreclosure when heâd been working in commercial real estate. A year since weâd quit our respective jobs, pooled our savings to start Shore Thing Management, and moved to Coral Pointe in the hopes of âliving the dream.â
Donât get me wrongâŠweâd worked our asses off to get Coral Pointe Inn up and running over the last six monthsâstill wereâand there was no one I trusted more to do this with than my four best friends. But, for the love of Chris Hemsworth, if one more thing went wrong, I wouldnât be responsible for my actions. Because, surely, the crazy shit we dealt withâlike calling animal control for a baby alligator a genius guest put in a bathtub or the cleaning crew opening the dresser drawers to find them full of orangesâdidnât fall under the definition of living the dream.
Still, pride filled my chest as I walked down the hall to the ocean-breeze-filled lobby. Antique pine flooring stretched from the French entry doors to the reservation desk and down each modest wing of the twenty-nine roomâbecause no way were we messing around with a room number thirteenâhotel. A cross-breeze from the front entrance to the beach and pool access exit cooled the lobby considerably in the Florida heat. Bamboo furnishings and comfy lounge-style seating in shades of coral, teal, and beige gave the space the laidback, Caribbean feel we were going for. Potted palms and tropical plants brought the calming outdoors in, blending the wraparound porch and the lobby into one cohesive design. It was our pride and joy. I kept telling myself that as I geared up for whatever the hell awaited me at the front desk.
âSir, if youâll just wait a few more minutes, Iâm sure heâll beââ
âRight here,â I interjected, reaching my hand across the reservation desk in greeting. When it remained there, awkwardly hanging in the air without reception, I plastered a smile on my face and dropped my hand to the desk. So, youâre one of those guests, hmm? âWhat can I do for you, MrâŠ?â
âStafford. Mr. and Mrs. Stafford.â Miss Margie wrung her hands together, worry creasing the dark skin around her eyesâŠand that just wouldnât do.
The disgruntled older man twisted his face into a scowl, his nervous wife standing at his side. âI was just telling your desk personââ
âHospitality Clerk,â I corrected, keeping that shit-eating grin on my face so as not to deck the condescending man.
âI beg your pardon?â
âMiss Margie is our Hospitality Clerk. Weâd be lost without her.â I could hear Miss Margie let out a breath beside me, her posture easing.
The man waved his hand in the air. âWhatever. I was telling her we were highly disappointed in our dinner last night. The shrimp was bland and the bread was like biting into Styrofoam.â
Burkeâs gonna blow a gasket when he hears someone shit on his cooking. Canât. Fucking. Wait.
âI apologize that you had such a poor experience in our restaurant. I assure you, Oceanside Bar and Grill strives to serve our guests the finest cuisine on the Florida coast.â
âNot here. My wife and I didnât travel all this way to eat subpar food in the hotel restaurant.â Oh no he didnât⊠âSheââhe rudely pointed at Miss Margieââgave us a list of restaurants in the area, and Iâm telling you the food at Bluefin was horrible.â
Breathe, Cole. Breathe. âSo, let me see if Iâm understanding you. My Hospitality Clerk gave you a list of local restaurants, as she does as a courtesy for every guest who checks in, you chose a place from that list, and were unhappy with their food?â
The man gave a curt nod. âIâd like to know how weâre going to be compensated for our troubles.â
âWell, sir, if youâd like, I can contact the owner of Bluefin and make them aware ofââ What a supreme asshole you are.
Mr. Staffordâs gnarly pointer finger punctuated every other word on the desk as he made his disgust known. âI would like to know how you are going to reimburse me for her error!â
Now, listen, Iâd always been a sensible guy, at least where business was concerned. There was a reason that, out of the five of us, I took on the task of Hotel Manager. By now, Burke wouldâve shown this guy to his car by way of the front window, Levi wouldâve yawned, completely unimpressed with the guyâs tantrum, Ford wouldâve nervously joked the whole thing off, and Noah wouldâve escaped the situation altogether. I was the one least likely to lose my cool, even if I had the urge to grab the asshat by the collar of his Ralph Lauren polo and drag him out of the Coral Pointe for upsetting Miss Margie. No oneâI repeat no oneâwas allowed to speak about sweet Miss Margie the way this jerk was.
âMr. Stafford, Iâm going to have to ask you to lower your voice so as not to disturb our other guests.â I gave a polite nod and a gleaming smile to a couple leaving the hotel, whose curious looks said theyâd heard at least part of this guyâs rant. The disgruntled man scoffed, most likely about to spout off more insults, but I raised my voice. âNow, Iâm sorry your dinner at Bluefin wasnât to your likingââMaybe the entitlement reeking from your pores fucked up your senses?ââhowever, they are not affiliated with this inn directly. As a convenience, the town of Coral Pointe got together and made up a brochure for tourists, highlighting activities and local fare. Aside from our own inn, restaurant, and Shore Thing Tours, Iâm afraid I have no control over your experienceââor your pretentious, I-want-it-now tantrumsââat another establishment. If youâd like, I can offer you a complimentary lunch in ourââ
Veins bulging out of Mr. Staffordâs neck, he slapped his hand down on the desk and spat, âThis is outrageous! I demand to speak to a manager!â
Breathe in through the nose and out through the nose. âI am the manager, sir.â Patience? Yeah, that left the chat five minutes ago.
âThen I want to speak to the owner.â Beside the man, his wife shifted uncomfortably, looking back over her shoulder at the front doors as if planning her escape from her husbandâs embarrassing outburst.
I channeled my inner Kardashian and forced my biggest smile, reaching a hand out over the reservation desk. âCole Sullivan, co-owner of the Coral Pointe Inn and Shore Thing Tours.â
Oh, the look⊠You know the oneâeyes bulging, mouth gaping like a guppy seeking air, floundering for a snarky comeback but failing miserably. Finally, he grumbled, âWell, as the owner, the least you can do is refund us for last night.â
Iâd officially had enough. âIâm afraid I canât do that, sir. Like I said, weâd be happy to give you both a complimentary lunch in ourââ
Nostrils flaring, Mr. Stafford slammed his fist down hard on the counter this time, making both me and Miss Margie flinch. âListen, you littleââ
âIs there a problem here?â Not gonna lie, the deep timbre of Burkeâs voice to my left released tension in my shoulders I hadnât even been aware of. Yeah, I had a level head, but I also avoided physical confrontation like Superman avoided kryptonite.
Burke, howeverâŠ
He crossed his arms over the wide expanse of his chest, his dark eyes narrowed beneath an equally dark furrowed brow, and his ever-present five oâclock shadow gave off that menacing look heâd been perfecting since college. âSeems to me weâve offered more patience than you deserve, given how you just Hulk-smashed the counter I meticulously stained with my own two hands.â Burke looked down, flexing those massive hands out in front of him before lifting hard eyes to Mr. Stafford. Thankfully, Burke was smart enough to move those hands to his hips because, letâs face itâŠhis glare was enough to make grown men whimperâand not in the way he got off on.
âYouâll be hearing from my lawyer!â Mr. Stafford shouted, yanking his poor wife toward the front doors.
âLooking forward to it!â Burke retorted, getting another dirty look from Mr. Stafford. âWe spent a pretty penny on our lobby camerasâŠcomplete with sound. Iâd love to show them off.â
âLetâs go, Becky.â Mr. Stafford pulled his wife along, mumbling curses along the way.
âGood riddance,â Miss Margie breathed out. âThank you, boys. You know I can hold my own, but I know when to throw in the towel and call in the big guns.â
âAw, then whyâd you call Cole, Miss Margie?â Burke asked, kissing her on the cheek and making her laugh. Sheâd been my sixth grade teacher and had lived in Coral Pointe all her life, only a block from the inn. It just so happened she was looking for something to do because retirement was, as she said, more boring than watching grass grow. It had been a no-brainer hiring her with her sweet, welcoming smile.
âHey.â I shoved Burke aside, then flexed my biceps. âIâve got big guns.â Okay, so Burkeâs biceps looked like they ate mine for breakfast, but my lean muscle was hard earned, dammit.
Burke patted my cheek, his bottom lip pushed out into a pout. âDonât feel bad, Cole. Weapon dysfunction happens to the best of us. I mean, Iâve never experienced it, but I hear itâs a thing.â
I narrowed my eyes at another one of my so-called friends. Between him and Levi giving me shit today, I had two openings in the best friend category. Ford and Noah were already skating on thin ice and they didnât even know it yet. âYou know, you and Levi can go jumpââ
âNow, now, boys. I didnât ask you to calm one storm just so you could rile up another. Back to work.â Miss Margie clapped her hands together twice, using that donât-even-think-of-disobeying-me voice sheâd perfected over the years teaching smart-ass kids.
We were no fools. Burke and I both hung our heads and said, âYes, maâam.â
Burke rubbed the top of his buzz-cut hair and sighed, lumbering off toward the kitchen. âI have soufflĂ©s to prepare.â Only Burke could threaten a man with just a look and then go and bake something as delicate as a soufflĂ©.
âMiss Margie, Iâm done for the day. Leviâs in the office if you need anything.â
âSure, honey. Everythingâs under control now.â She gave me a soft smile then went about tidying the already-organized reservation desk.
Instead of leaving through the front doors, which led to the porte-cochĂšre and valet, I meandered down the same hallway I had come from and out the back French doors onto the wraparound porch. The second my skin hit the warm, Florida air, I took in a deep, cleansing breath. I kicked my loafers off at the bottom of the wooden stairs and picked them up, following the path that ran alongside the pool and to the white sands of the beach that had always been home.
The decision to pack up and move back to Coral Pointe Inlet hadnât been a hard one. All Iâd wanted after I graduated high school was to be out from under my momâs overprotective worrying. Paying off a student loan on the east coast had been cheaper than moving across the country to go to a school in California. Georgia had seemed like the best of both worldsâfar enough away from my parents to live a little, but close enough to go home for holidays.
Ford and I met when weâd moved into the same dorm room freshman year. Burke and Levi had been next door, and Noah across the hall. After wrestling with and figuring out that we all waved the rainbow flag in one respect or another, our friendship solidified. For the next four years weâd been inseparable, even renting our own off-campus house together.
After living in Georgia for thirteen years, a stoneâs throw away from each other, the dream to open our own place on the beach started swirling around our brains. The guys had already been to my beachy hometown a few times, and weâd unanimously decided to set up shop thereâwhich had pleased my mother to no end. It had taken a year to find the perfect place and another year to make it a reality. That perfect place happened to be on one end of the horseshoe that made up Coral Pointe, where the inlet met the ocean. But, as I gazed out at the blue waterâheard the persistent call of the laughing gulls, breathed in the briny smell of the ocean, and felt the grainy sand between my toes and the gentle touch of the water as it glided over my feet before retreatingâI knew Iâd made the right decision to come home. See, I can make good decisions, dammit. Question wasâŠwho was I trying to convince?
My phone vibrated in my pocket, and I reached for it, pushing away the pang of disappointment as I looked at the screen and answered. âWhy, hello there, Sage. What can I do for you on this beautiful day?â
âDonât you, âhello there, Sageâ me. What the hell is wrong with my bread?â Sage Rafferty demanded, his high-pitched tone piercing into the calm Iâd built around myself. And, just like that, my mood lifted again.
âApparently, it tastes like Styrofoam. You should really look into that. And, just a heads up, I know theyâre called packing peanuts, but I donât advise you use those in your peanut butter pie, either. Youâre welcome.â I rolled my lips in, pressing my fist against my mouth.
âAre you fucking kidding me? Where is that asshole? Iâll tell him where he can shove his sanctimonious sentiments about myââ
âStyrofoam?â
âYes. NO!â Sageâs anger slipped as he chuckled into the phone. âJackass.â His feisty mood seemed to deflate as he exhaled. âI make delicious shrimp, too, dammit.â
âYou make amazing shrimp. You know it, I know it, the whole town knows it. That guy wanted a comped room, end of story.â It wasnât the first time and it wouldnât be the last, either.
âYeah, wellâŠsorry you had to deal with that. I donât know who it was, but we didnât get a single complaint about a meal last night. To compensate you for getting your ass chewed out, you should send Levi over, and Iâll make him the best shrimp heâs ever had in his life.â
âWaitâŠyouâre going to compensate me getting yelled at by feeding Levi a delicious dinner?â Leave it up to Sage to somehow turn this convo into a way to hit on Levi. Sage had all but camped out on Leviâs front yard, naked, with a sign that read, Fucking take me already! The only one who seemed oblivious was my dear, sweet, clueless best friend.
But, letâs face it, Levi could do worse than Sage. A hell of a lot worse. My habit of getting caught up in the web of the absolute wrong guy was something I was trying desperately to break. Did you ever read that quote by Warren Buffett? Chains of habit are too light to be felt until they are too heavy to be broken. When Iâd read that a few weeks ago on some random social media post, I felt it in my soul. Nothing was heavier than the weight of a bad habit. Remember when I said I was level-headed? Yeah, well no one was perfect. I may have been smart enough to avoid physical confrontation, but Drake was a kryptonite I couldnât stay away from. Instead, I sought it outâhim outâknowing what the ultimate outcome would be.
âListen, sweets, I love you and all, but itâs never gonna happen between us. Thereâs too much cheer in your beer. I need a broody, dark stout. I need layers of creamy, rich flavor. I needââ
âAre we still talking about Levi? Because it sounds to me like youâre trying to take a LandShark and disguise it as a Guinness.â I pulled my feet out of the sand they had sunken into, leaving wells in their place that immediately filled with salt water.
âYou laugh, but I know thereâs something brewing in that man. Lucky for him, Iâm patient enough to wait for those flavors to meld together.â
âThanks, Sage. Now my pride is wounded and Iâm thirsty.â I turned and headed south down the beach toward my place, leaving the tension from the earlier confrontation to blow away in the breeze.
Sage laughed into the phone. âNo, seriously, Iâm sorry you guys had to take the brunt of that. Come on by Bluefin tonight. There will be a decadent chocolate cake with your names on it. Hell, Iâll even cut you the same size piece I give Levi.â
âYouâre a giver, Sage.â
âI know. Itâs a weakness.â
âIâve got plans tonight, though. Raincheck?â
It was never a good sign when Sage was silent. âPlans, huh?â When I responded with a sigh into the phone, he asked, âWhere are you meeting him?â
I snorted. âWhat makes you think Iâd tell you that?â
âItâs a small town, Cole. Iâll find out anyway.â
I absolutely hated that he was right. Weâd all exchanged privacy for paradise when we moved to Coral Pointe. âSandBar.â I glanced across the inlet to the opposite end of the Coral Pointe horseshoe, hearing the faint music dance across the air from SandBar Brewing Co.
âWhy do you do this to yourself?â Sageâs voice softened, a tell that his concern was sincere.
âIâm not doing anything to myself, Sage. Drake and I have historyââfuck that damn line about history repeating itselfââbut weâre not exclusive.â We werenât. Heâd made me no promises. I could walk away anytime I wanted to. Jesus, you make him sound like a drug.
âBut you would be in a heartbeat if he stopped dicking you around. I know you have history, but after the shit he pulled in college, and continues to pull, why do you let him treat you that way?â
The truth stung like a bitch, but I was in too deep now. Just like I had been back in high school. My parents werenât the only people Iâd needed a break from when Iâd graduated. Drake had graduated a year before me, and about six months into his freshman year, heâd dumped me to expand his sexual horizons. Seriously, who said shit like that? Neither one of us had been out back then, but Iâd thought what weâd had was real.
I was stronger now, though.
I was.
Really.
âI gotta go, Sage.â Because denial was easier than admitting I was getting in too deepâagain. Reluctantly, Sage said goodbye. Of course, there was no Have a good night tacked on to that. Whatever. I didnât need anyoneâs blessing or permission, and I sure as hell didnât want anyoneâs unasked for advice or guilt.
I knew all too well about weaknesses. Except, instead of mine being a personality trait like Sage, it was a tall blond with commitment issues.
Landing Levi #2
Chapter One
Sage
I closed my eyes and breathed in a deep, soul-filling breath, taking in the smells, sounds, and sights of paradise. The salty ocean air off the Atlantic, the crashing waves on the shore, the palm trees and thatched umbrellas on SandBarâs patio were all truly magnificent.
But they had nothing on Levi Hansen.
His fresh, deliciously masculine cologne permeated my senses, his deep, southern drawl tickling its way down my spine. I wanted to run my fingers through his short dark brown hair and swim in those brooding pools of melted chocolate in his half-lidded gaze. I was lucky if I could look at fondue and not get hard. Everything about the man just did it for me.
Well, everything except for his inability to take a freaking hint.
Maybe he got the message loud and clear, and youâre the one not taking the hint.
I huffed, tuning back in to the conversation going on around me and ignoring the look my cousin Aiden was giving me as a group of us stood on the patio of his bar. Aiden had his hand on the back of Coleâs neck, claiming him openly now that theyâd professed their love for each other in front of half of Coral Pointe a couple of days ago. I wasnât jealous of what they had. Nope. Not at all. Just because my cousinâwho had identified as straight all his lifeâmanaged to turn a fake relationship with Cole into the best damn thing to ever happen to him while I practically threw myself at Levi for over a year with no luck, didnât mean I was jealous. Why would I be jealous?
I was so fucking jealous.
The song âRed Red Wineâ floated on the breeze, but it was Leviâs deep baritone that was like music for my soulâdespite the ridiculous conversation going on.
âYâall are crazy if you think that thing is getting set up again,â Levi grumbled. âAnd youâre completely outta your damn minds if you think Iâm gonna man it. Have we learned nothing from the Memorial Day fiasco?â He shook his head, taking a step back from us.
âWhy, yes. Yes, we did learn something.â Ford slapped the back of Leviâs shoulder, making him wince. âThatâs precisely why we suggested it. Plus, the red, white, and blue paint already matches the occasion.â Levi gave Ford a wide-eyed look that Ford didnât seem to notice. âThink about it. Cole sat atâSage, what did you call it?â
âPuckers for Suckers,â I replied, wiggling my eyebrows. âMy personal favorite was Lip ânâ Sip.â Because, letâs face it, there wasnât a single part of Levi I didnât want my mouth on. Iâd drink down that man in a heartbeat.
âRight! Puckers for Suckers, and Aiden swooped in like Prince fucking Charming and kissed the hell outta him.â Ford sighed, leaning the side of his head against Leviâs, his hand over his heart. âTrue love, forever and ever.â
âIâd be happy to give you a test run.â I pulled my lip gloss out of my pocket and waved it at him. Slowly opening it, I swiped the wand over my lips, while holding Leviâs gaze, then rubbed them together, giving Levi a flirty smirk.
Levi swallowed hard enough for me to see the bob of his Adamâs apple as he nervously shook his head, giving me the look he always gave me. Not one that said, âHoly shit, Sage, youâre so fucking sexy!â No. Levi tended to look at me like I was an enigma, which made no sense to me since, with him, I was an open fucking book. Seriously, these pages are completely interactive, my friend. Choose your own story, and Iâll make sure it has a happy endingâŠin more ways than one.
âThere you go!â Ford chimed in. âSage is more than willing to warm up those lips.â Hell yeah, I am. Ford gave me a huge grin and a wink. I appreciated the effort he made trying to get Levi to see what was right in front of him. Unfortunately, Ford was missing something that I had been trying to ignore for the last month. Because, while I stared at Levi, Levi stared at Ford, giving him a look I wished was for me. Jesus, the guy was killing me and he had no idea. What was it they said about falling for someone who didnât want you back? Something like⊠Donât fucking do it because itâs stupid and sucks and will tear your heart out through your mouth? The same damn mouth Levi was refusing to kiss.
Levi held up his hand and shook his head. âIâm good, thanks.â
Ouch. I tried to hold a smile on my face, but my confidence took a fucking hit with that rejection. So, I did what I always did to save face. âYour loss, my friend. Actually, itâs better if you donât kiss these lips. I wouldnât want to ruin you for all other men.â I waggled my eyebrows, still avoiding the pity in my cousinâs eyes.
âDude, you gotta live a little,â Ford said, flashing his big Ford smile in his big Ford way that made it impossible to hate Big. Damn. Ford. I wanted to throw a tantrumâeven though the man had no idea he was stomping all over my sandcastleâbut my outfit was much too fierce to get dirty. âPeople here have you pegged as the uptight, standoffish type,â Ford continued, âbut the guys and I know thatâs not really you.â Guys, meaning Ford, Cole, Noah, and BurkeâŠLeviâs four best friends. They knew Levi better than anyone, which made Leviâs feelings for Ford impossible to compete withâeven if, deep down, I had a nagging suspicion that Levi was confused. If Ford was someone Levi was so comfortable with, why hadnât he made a move yet?
âNo, thatâs not who he is,â Noah said gently, âbut I think itâs safe to say the kissing booth will not be making an encore appearance at Oceanfest.â The tall, blond man was a gentle giant, knowing exactly what to say in any given situation to calm someone down.
âI donât know. Maybe Iâll give Sit and Spit a go.â What the hell was I doing? The last thing the Fourth of July festival needed was another awkward few days with the germ-infested stand.
The look Levi shot me was somewhere between confused and shocked. âHell no.â
My spine straightened, hope flaring to life that maybe just once Levi gave a shit whom I shared my lip gloss with. That quickly deflated with his next statement.
âYou bring that thing out and Coleâs mom will think it should be a part of every festival from now on.â
Cole laughed, setting his beer down on the high-top table. âI wish I could say you were wrong, but sheâd absolutely think that.â
âAs long as itâs not your lips,â Aiden growled, pulling Cole to him possessively and planting a big one on Coleâs mouth.
When they came up for air, Cole had a dazed, disgustingly in love smile on his face. I glanced over at Levi, wondering what that would feel like, and caught him giving Cole and Aiden a pensive look. Levi looked to his left at Ford, then back at the mushy couple.
Seriously, what was I doing? Here I was thinking Levi needed to wake the hell up and realize Ford didnât feel the same way, yet wasnât I doing the same damn thing? Pining over someone who was never going to look at me the way my cousin looked at Cole? I was a catch, dammit, but Levi was either too blind to see it or just flat out ignored it. Either way, something needed to change.
I pulled out my phone, searching through apps until I came to the right one. I hadnât used it in over a year. Honestly, I hated using it, but considering the only available gay or bisexual men I knew in this town were either my friends or hopelessly distracted, I really had no other choice. Scanning through the pages, I made sure the info was up to date and my pictures were fabulous.
My finger hovered over the option to unhide my profile, giving one last glance up at the man who made all this necessary, but when I found him, yet again, looking at Ford, I took a deep breath and clicked.
LEVI
I watched Cole and Aiden, the way they couldnât go five seconds without touching one another, the attention Aiden gave to Cole, bringing him his favorite food and drink, the way Cole beamed up at Aiden then softly gave Aiden a peck on the lips in thanks.
Once again I looked at Ford and felt so damn confused. What Cole and Aiden had was what people searched for, right? To be with someone you felt completely comfortable with? Could be yourself with, without fear of them leaving you? That was the way I felt with Ford, right? Cole, Burke, and Noah were the only people who knew me as well as Ford did. Question was, did my feelings for Ford truly go deeper? I just didnât know anymore. A month ago, I would have said yes, but nowâŠ
âWhatcha doing over there, cuz?â Aiden nudged his head at Sage who was staring down at his phone screen.
âIâm doing the only thing I can think of to find a man so I can be as disgustingly cotton-candy-sweet as you and Cole.â When we all continued to stare at him, he sighed and held up his phone facing us. âIâm updating my dating profile.â
âUgh. I hate those sites.â Ford scrunched up his nose.
âWell, unless one of youââSage waved his hand at me, Ford, and Noahââare volunteering, I see no other choice.â His eyes landed on me, his cupidâs bow lips curling upward in the corners. He winked at me, his long lashes, as black as his hair, fanning out against sun-kissed skin.
I snorted, shaking my head at the smaller man. Sage Rafferty was a flirt, through and through. Heâd become part of our circle of friends when we moved to Coral Pointe Inlet over a year ago. Iâd come here with my four best friends to set up our company, Shore Thing Management, but it was Cole whoâd grown up here with Sage. Apparently, Sage had always been unabashed, and who could blame him? The man was gorgeous with more confidence in his little finger than Iâd ever had in my life.
âNo takers?â Sage asked, raising a dark eyebrow as he looked at me. If I didnât know any better, Iâd say he was asking me personally, until he said, âThen I guess that settles it, seeing as the only two available people left arenât here. Burke is too caveman for me anyway, and Jared is way too mellow.â
âWhat do you think this is? Goldilocks and the Three Bears?â Aiden laughed at his cousin, getting an eye roll in return.
âBears arenât my type, but if you must know, the Goldilocks in this scenario would be a bit of bothâŠbroody, yet soft spoken, a hard shell with an ooey gooey center, someoneââ
âWith less cheer in their beer?â Cole asked Sage with a cheeky grin.
Sage arched a dark eyebrow back at Cole. âI stand by it.â They exchanged a look I didnât understand, but then Sageâs eyes softened before he added, âIâm realizing I need to broaden my search, though.â
Cole eyed Sage, his stare holding more meaning than I could decipher. âIt might be a good idea.â
âAm I missing something?â I looked at the rest of the guys to see if they were as lost as I was, each one of them looking at me like I should already know the answer.
âNope.â Sage picked up his margarita, his pink lips taking the rim of the glass between them as he took a sip. I glanced up, feeling my face heat when crystal blue eyes locked on mine. Confidence for miles. I was an assertive businessman, but when it came to dating, my confidence didnât even span the length of the table between us.
Sageâs phone screen lit up in his hand, drawing those blues down. The break in eye contact irked me for reasons I couldnât explain.
âWell, that was fast.â Something flashed across his faceâI really was shit at reading peopleâbefore he looked up with a sly grin that didnât quite reach his eyes. At least, that was the impression I got. Usually when he was happy his blue eyes sparkled like the sunâs rays dancing on the Atlantic Ocean. His eyes werenât sparkling. No sparkle to be found. What the hell do I know? I pushed the thought aside when Sage said, âThe pickup line needs workâŠand an umbrella.â
âAn umbrella?â Ford snorted.
Sageâs mouth twitched before a laugh escaped. âJay3253 says, âIâm no weatherman, but you can expect more than a few inches tonight.ââ
I choked on my beer, my nostrils burning as some came out my nose. Aiden handed me a napkin while the rest of the table erupted in laughter. âHe seriously said that?â I sputtered.
Sage pinned me with a cocked eyebrow and intense blue eyes. âWhen youâve been in a drought as long as I have, you donât give a fuck where the surge comes from so long as it drenches you. BesidesâŠI asked for volunteers. No takers, remember?â
Jesus Christ. I shifted uncomfortably, my face burning as Sage held my gaze hostage. He was the first to break eye contact, yet I still felt the residual effects of his stare.
âListen up, friends of mine.â Sage tapped his slim fingers on the table. âI may be in a drought, but that doesnât mean Iâm desperate or stupid. If I go out with any of these guys, itâll be here in Coral Pointe. That means Jean Greyâs gonna go all Phoenix on your asses if one of you X-men donât step in and save me when I need it.â He looked at each one of us pointedly. âGot it?â
We all nodded while Ford gave him a salute, knowing damn well that if Sage needed us for anything, weâd be there in heartbeat. Hell, he might have acted like he could handle his ownâand for the most part, he couldâbut that didnât mean he wasnât on our radar.
If there was even a blip of disturbance in his atmosphere, oneâŠif not all of us would be there for him.
Flustering Ford #3
Prologue
Abe
Sixteen years agoâŠ
Donât look at his ass⊠Donât look at his ass⊠Dammit, Abe, you have no self-control! I tried to smoothly move the heavy Calculus book over my lap, praying Ford didnât turn around too quickly and catch sight of the boner I was sporting. If popping wood was an Olympic event, that gold medal would be mine. HuhâŠand Dad says I suck at sports. I snorted and glanced upâoh godâŠdid he catch me staring?
Ford tilted his head, his expression a mixture of amusement and dude, youâre fucking weird. I quickly dropped my gaze. âWhat is that?â he asked.
I groaned internally and screwed my eyes shut as heat warmed my skin. It would be great if the floor opened up and swallowed me whole. He saw you, dumbass. This is when he rips your spleen out through your mouth and hands it to you.
The guy fit his name to a fucking T; Bradford Ashton was built like an F150 and easily outweighed me by at least twenty pounds. Cautiously, I opened my eyes again, shocked to see Ford wasnât about to tear me limb from limb.
Instead, he stared at the shelves above my desk, and there went that flush of warmth again, flooding my face and ears. âTheyâre, uhâŠHappy Meal toys.â
âLike, from McDonaldâs?â
âYup.â No matter how hard I tried to brace for it, the sound of Ford cracking up still hit a nerve.
I got up and crossed my room in a huff , stopping right next to the jackass currently getting a big laugh at my expense. âLaugh it up, but most of those are worth money now.â I looked up and to the right, pointing at the little figurines. âLike those⊠One more and Iâll have all eighty Furbies. A collection like this will probably be like hundreds of dollars one day...once I find the last Furby.â Chancing a glance at Ford, I waited for the guy to bust out laughing again, but instead, he looked back at the shelf and shrugged.
âCool.â
I breathed a sigh of relief after dodging that bullet. He shocked the hell out of me, though, when he started asking about the others in my collection.
We didnât hang in the same crowd in school. Middle school had been different; weâd still been trying to figure out where we fit in. A few months into freshman year clearly defined those groups. Ford, of course, fell into the jock category. Almost four years of football and being treated like high school royalty made the difference between us painfully obvious.
Iâd known since middle school I wasnât like the other guys in my class. It held me back from trying to become some popular kid. I didnât want the attention; I wanted to graduate and get to Harvard.
Ford, however, was usually the center of attention, especially now that he was back on the market after breaking up withâyou guessed itâthe captain of the cheerleading squad. Six feet of hard muscle under smooth, tanned skin, with honey brown eyes and a gorgeous smileâcomplete with pearly white teeth. How the hell was that fair? It should be a rule that someone didnât get to be both well-built and hot as hell. It threw the whole teenage equilibrium off. Either he gets a hard body that can help him pummel an entire football team or a gorgeous face that can help him pound an entire cheerleading squadâbut not both. Of course, if I had my way, Iâd choose a body that could help me pummel the football team. Except, by choose I meant hand myself over on a platter naked and by pummel I meant finally give up my V-card.
Shit, not againâŠ
I cleared my throat, abruptly spinning around and sitting back on the floor by the side of my bed. Quickly, I grabbed the heavy textbook, once again blocking Fordâs view of the one-eyed purple snake trying to make its way out of my shorts.
When Ford didnât make a move to come sit down, I cringed and looked up. There was no mistaking how my shorts had tented or how Iâd been staring right at Ford when it had happened. I was still caught off guard, though, because there wasnât disgust in Fordâs eyes. There wasnât even anger or awkward tension. What the hell?
Ford shifted his eyes down, staring at the Calculus textbook like if he tried hard enough, heâd be able to see right through it. Nope. Donât go making shit up. Those mesmerizing eyes slowly lifted again, catching on me and sending a tempting message to my dick. Ignore the snake charmer⊠Ignore the snake charmerâŠ
âWhat are you doing?â Ford asked, a deep laugh rolling out.
It was then I realized Iâd squeezed my eyes shut again. All I could hope was that I hadnât actually said the whole snake-charmer mantra out loud. I forced my eyes open when a big, warm body sat right next to me on the floor. We were both leaning back against the side of my bed, and suddenly, I found it hard to breathe. Was there really a need for the guy to sit so close? His cologne was getting all up in my senses, sending more wakey-wakey vibes to my dick.
âI, uhâŠI think we should start. You need to pass Calculus and English Lit if you want to graduate.â Why the hell had I agreed to tutor the guy a few days ago? Snake charmerâŠ
Ford brushed a strand of chocolate brown hair off his foreheadâbecause, of course, the guy had to have the trifecta of hotness: dark wavy hair, gorgeous eyes, and that enticing dimple in his left cheek. Just once in my life, I wanted to feel how soft Fordâs hair was or taste the indentation in his smooth skin.
âWhich one do you want to do first?â Ford asked.
âHuh?â I asked, completely confused. Man, was that a loaded question. Uh, both?
Ford barked out a laugh and shook his head. âCalc or Lit, Manning?â
Oh, rightâŠthat. âWhichever one you want.â I tried to make the response sound completely casual, but the longer Ford held my stare with such intensity, the more anxious I got. Could it be that Ford wasâŠ?
No. There was no way.
Bradford Ashton, star quarterback and Barnegat High god, was most definitely not looking at me like he wanted to see how many licks it took to get to the center of an Abraham pop. I snorted again but quickly averted my eyes when Ford looked like he wanted in on the joke.
âOkay, letâs start with CalcâŠâ I decided because, holy shit, if I didnât distract myself now, I was bound to get myself in trouble. Nothing could deflate my dick like derivatives and integrals. I turned my head and found my face inches from Fordâs. Sucking in a breath, I cleared my throat and opened the textbook.
Ford
Should I just ask him? Yeah, because thatâs not awkward or anything. Calc is hard. Are you? Speaking of limits, do you have any? If what was under that textbook was any indication, Abe Manning was definitely gay or, at least, curious.
The rumors about Abe had started around the middle of junior year. Thereâd been talk of him seeing a guy in the next town over for a few months, but if it was true, heâd been really good at hiding it. I knew that game all too well. Hell, I even knew it better than I knew football.
As I listened to Abe go on about shit we were never going to need in the real worldâat least, I wouldnâtâI studied the guyâs profile. His reddish brown hair was cut short, he had a slight bump on the bridge of his nose, and his hazel eyes kept drifting over to me but immediately moved back to focus on the book every time our eyes met. He was a decent looking guyâokay, he was hot in a nervous, geeky kind of way. Hot enough for me to try and figure him outâbecause I had an idea.
It was probably the dumbest idea Iâd ever had, and Iâd made some pretty stupid mistakes in my life so far. After a couple of days of this tutoring shit, Iâd decided I could trust Abe, but I still hadnât gotten up the nerve to just ask the guy already. The perfect opportunity landed in my lap when Abe said we had to study upstairs in his room after spending the last two days at the dining room table. Abeâs younger sister had friends over, and they were watching a movie in the living room. No sweat off my back. The whole point of all this was to get a little alone time with him.
âOkay, soââ The phone on Abeâs nightstand started ringing, and Abe reached up and grabbed it. âHello? Oh, hey, Cassie. No, I canât right now.â
Oh noâŠCassie from my Calc class? Quick say something toâ
âIâm helping Ford study for Calculus so he can pass the final.â He paused, and I could hear Cassieâs faint voice filling in the silence. âThereâs only one Ford in our school, Cas.â Abe turned to me and chuckled, rolling his eyes. âWhat do you mean?â The smile faded as Abeâs eyebrows drew together. He shifted his gaze and stared down at the floor. âBut he saidââ Abeâs head whipped up as he glared at me then pushed the textbook off his lap and quickly stood up. âI donât know, but Iâm about to find out.â
Shit. It was my turn to squeeze my eyes closed just to get away from the daggers shooting out of Abeâs gaze.
âSo, funny story⊠Cassieâyou know Cassie from your Calc classâsaid youâre acing it. So, if this is all some kind of jokeââ
My eyes popped back open when I heard the tremble in Abeâs voice. âItâs not a joke.â
âWhat did you have to get me to do? I know the rumors about me; Iâm not stupid or deaf.â
I stood up, but when I took a step toward Abe, he flinched and stepped back, bouncing off the wall. I held my hands out in front of me to argue, opening my mouth to come up with something, anything, that would get Abe joking again, because this plan was going up in flames.
âNo one knows Iâm here. This isnât some kind of set-up, I swear.â
âWhatever. I want you to leave.â
âAre the rumors about you true?â I rushed out. Abe paled and stood there blinking rapidly. Oh fuck, is he gonna cry? âI mean, shit⊠Look, Iâm not trying toâŠâ I took a deep breath, but that pause was long enough for Abe to push off the door, grab my backpack, and shove it against my chest with more force than I thought he was capable of.
âI said leave.â
Now or never. Now or fucking neverâŠ
I pulled the backpack from Abeâs hands and dropped it on the floor. Abeâs eyes widened as he took a step back, so I did the only thing I could think of to salvage the situation.
I grabbed Abeâs arms, yanked the guy toward me, and with one last thought that this might be a really bad fucking ideaâŠI kissed him.
I have been an artist from a very young age. From drawing cartoon characters and evolving into portraits, making jewelry, photography, and now writing. I have an amazing support system in my family and friends and couldnât be more grateful.
I live in central New Jersey, love summers at the Jersey Shore, rock music, wine, sexy men, and laughing a lot with my amazing friends and family. Sunday dinners at my parentsâ house are crazy, hysterical and you can count on a movie quoteâŠor tenâŠbeing thrown out. Insults between siblings is how we show our love for each other!
When Iâm not creating, you can find me reading books from my favorite authors. Iâm a hopeless romantic, starving for passionate characters and always craving that happy ending, whether in reading or in writing my own books.
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