Wednesday, October 7, 2026

September Book of the Month: Lessons in Tracing a Dangerous Scent by Charlie Cochrane




Summary:

Cambridge Fellows Mystery #16
When the normally reliable Mortimer Pollock goes missing, amateur sleuths Jonty Stewart and Orlando Coppersmith are called in to investigate. But the country is at war, time away from secret duties is scarce and edicts come from on high not to get involved.

Then a dying man insists on Jonty’s father being informed of his death, an apparent accident that appears less accidental by the moment. Are the two cases related, will the combined Stewart family resources be up to the task and who is leaving a distinctive trace of perfume behind them?










Oh how I love this series! Some mystery series can get tired and repetitive over time but IMO Cambridge Fellows is not one of them. As I've said many times, the author could write a full length novel or a 2-page pamphlet and I would snatch it up without a second thought. Drs Stewart and Coppersmith just never get boring, whether its early on, later in life, or anywhere in between they remain fresh, intriguing, and fun as they were in book 1, Lessons in Love. Jonty and Orlando are right up there with Holmes and Watson for mystery solving duos, even if that comparison would infuriate the lads, especially Orlando.

As for Lessons in Tracing a Dangerous Scent, YAY! just YAY!

The author takes us back to the early days of WW1 as we see the lads working in the respective elements of codebreaking and administration, and of course by going back to this era, we also get to see the always fun and entertaining Mr. and Mrs. Stewart.  As a matter of fact, this just may be the most we've seen of the parents of all the entries, they may not be front and center but as close as they could without the complete removal of the MCs.  I won't lie, it makes me intrigued by the idea of them having their own mystery to solveπŸ˜‰πŸ˜‰.

I won't go into too many details on the mystery front as this always has been and remains a spoil-free zone. There are times when I was confused(but in a good way) and thought there couldn't possibly be any more questions before some answers started to pop up, but frankly, in a great mystery there are always questions until the very reveal(hence the confused in a good way wordageπŸ˜‰).  The confusion cleared but not until just a few pages prior to big reveal and the fact that it took that long for me is what makes this so yummy(well the duo themselves plays a little factor tooπŸ˜‰). 

Because the author does jump around the timeline from entry to entry, you really don't need to read more than the first couple in the series to enjoy all the crimes and mysteries of the Cambridge Fellows Mysteries. I say it that way because I really do recommend at least the first couple of books to fully appreciate the characters, the setting, the era, and everything that makes the lads who and what they are. Once again, the author has proven why I rank her as one of the top Queens of Mystery. Here's to hoping for many more crime-solving adventures for the Cambridge crew.

RATING:





March 1915 
“‘It is a truth universally acknowledged’,” Orlando Coppersmith read aloud, “‘that a single man in possession of a good fortune, must be in want of a wife.’ What a load of nonsense.” 

“I told you not to read that book.” Jonty Stewart viewed him over the top of his glasses. “I knew you’d get annoyed at it. But would you listen? Would you my Aunt Fanny.”

“It’s well regarded in the college. Drs Peters and Panesar were singing its praises.” 

“That I admit. As I do my own partiality to the story.” Jonty laid down the book he’d been occupied with. “However, I was able to get past the first line and appreciate the rest. It’s Jane Austen’s opinion, you know, not something set in stone like Pythagoras’s theorem.” 

“Well, it’s a stupid opinion.” Orlando shut the book and laid it down in a marked manner. Perhaps he was in too bad a humour to appreciate the prose, having recently heard that one of his old professors at Oxford had been spouting unpatriotic opinions. “You possess a good enough fortune, but you aren’t in want of a wife.” 

“That’s because—item one—I have no inclination to share my life with any member of the female of the species and—item two—I have your good self to meet my every matrimonial need. If only in the true state of our shared life, rather than the name given to it.” 

Despite England having moved from the Edwardian to the new Georgian age, a romantic relationship of any kind between two men would be liable to find the two spouses incarcerated, unless they were lucky with the front they put up, as this pair had been. Two Cambridge academics who shared a house for convenience and because nobody else would have put up with them had proved a successful cover story. 

However, Cambridge and academia had been temporarily—they hoped temporarily—put aside for London, where they were currently living with Jonty’s parents and tootling off every day to cramped rooms in Whitehall. One to his codebreaking duties and one to more of an administrative role, both placements secured by the good offices of their colleague Dr Panesar, who’d dropped a word in the right ear that this pair were just the chaps the head-hunters were presently looking for. All hands to the pump in a war that hadn’t been over by the previous Christmas, and jolly well looked like it would outlast the next one. 

A distinctive triple knock on the door of their little sitting room no doubt heralded the arrival of Jonty’s father. 

“Come in, come in, whoever you are, Papa,” Jonty said. 

“Sorry to intrude on your precious leisure time.” Mr Stewart poked his head round the door but intruded no further. “Do you have a moment now or later when I could avail myself of your brains?” 

“Several,” Orlando replied, a hopeful look in his eye that read as plainly as the text of any book. It is a truth universally acknowledged that a man in possession of an exceptional mind, must be in want of a mystery to solve. 

Mr Stewart sidled into the room, seating himself in the third chair. “This does seem rather less important than whatever it is you two do when you’re wherever you’ve gone to do it, but it’s bothering me.”

“Then tell all, Papa. Orlando is quite capable of solving a murder, developing an abstruse piece of mathematics and writing a letter to the Kaiser simultaneously.” Jonty glanced at his partner in both love and solving crime, amused to find his face now reading, I’m trying to pretend that you exaggerate my qualities, all the time believing that you don’t really. 

“Thank you. There’s a chap at my club, Mortimer Pollock. He’s gone missing.” Mr Stewart raised his hand before they could make any comment. “I think we can safely eliminate one of the current reasons why a man might disappear from circulation. I doubt he’s lied about his age, signed up and is currently heading off to training camp, because he’s my age and walks with a limp. Unless they’re more desperate for men than anybody is admitting, I doubt the King’s shilling has been bestowed on him.” 

“If he could have signed up, would he? What’s he like, in terms of character?” Orlando asked. 

“A reliable man and a sensible patriot with a realistic outlook on events abroad, I’d say. Not like some of the old buffers who go on and on about how the war would have been over by now if they had been in charge. Pollock’s not a man who’d shirk responsibilities or danger were they to come his way. Therefore, I also don’t believe he will have taken himself off to the furthest tip of Wales or anywhere else he would be out of the range of airships.” 

Orlando grinned. “You’ve understood my question perfectly. Are his family worried about him?” 

“He’s a widower, without issue, which is why he haunts the club so regularly and why his absence was remarked upon.” Mr Stewart ran his hand across his hairless scalp. “Sir Charles Bracken proposed that he’d go round to Pollock’s house, ostensibly to return a book he’d borrowed, but really to see if the chap was, for example, dangerously ill. Before he could undertake his reconnoitre, Pollock’s butler contacted the club. His master hadn’t returned home the previous night and the man was becoming gravely concerned. At that point, which was Wednesday morning, he’d not been at the club since he left late on Monday afternoon.” 

“By which,” Jonty said, “one might conclude that whatever befell him—or whatever he decided to do—can be dated to Tuesday morning. Two days ago. Did anyone ask this butler whether Pollock had taken a bag with him?” 

“Not at the time, although I did this morning when our friend still hadn’t shown his face. I may, possibly, have played the Stewart as in ‘Stewart and Coppersmith’ card when I was on the doorstep.” Mr Stewart grinned sheepishly. “Broom, the butler, appeared suitably impressed. No bag had been packed or taken by his master, simply the umbrella Pollock always carried, come rain or shine.” 

This mystery sounded exactly their cup of tea. “And what else did you ask Broom, oh Sage?”

“I didn’t need to ask him much. Our names alone loosened the floodgates.” Mr Stewart produced a small notebook. “I made some notes afterwards, although it’s possible something evaded my memory. Significantly, it was out of character for Pollock to have gone anywhere and not left word of where he’d be. He would normally inform Broom of his plans for the day, including whether he had an appointment with his doctor or solicitor or whoever. Pollock did regularly visit an old friend from university days, but the household would obviously be informed well in advance and he’d take a suitcase with what he needed for the stay.” 

“Has this old friend been contacted?” Orlando asked. 

“Not that I’m aware.” Mr Stewart pursed his lips. “Broom said he wasn’t sure of this person’s name and there are plenty of people listed in Pollock’s address book.” 

Orlando shared a glance with Jonty. “Could be significant, that Broom wasn’t told the name, given that Pollock visited this man—or woman—frequently.”

“Yes,” Jonty said. “Especially if this person wasn’t invited to the Pollock house in return. Our staff would know all the comings and goings, wouldn’t they, Papa?” 

“They would, my boy. I suspect they’re aware of our every move.” 

Orlando, clearly unsettled at the notion of those below stairs knowing exactly what went on upstairs between him and Jonty when the chance presented itself, hurriedly said, “Is it possible that Broom knew the name and was holding it back?” 

Mr Stewart considered for a moment. “I didn’t get that impression. I believe he was trying to be as helpful as he could be. Broom’s clearly a worried man.” 

“Then maybe Pollock is drawing a veil over this person’s identity,” Orlando suggested, “because it’s a woman whom he’s visiting to…ah…satisfy the particular needs he has now that he is widowed.” 

Mr Stewart nodded. “Quite possibly. Yet if he’s gone to her this time, why make the visit without so much as a spare collar or a ‘by your leave’ to anyone else?” 

“What else did Broom tell you?” Jonty asked.

“That he, very sensibly, has been in contact with the police and the local hospitals and has drawn a blank. Nobody matching Pollock’s description has been brought in, for example following an accident, and he’s not hard to mistake because he still has a fine head of black hair apart from the white patch on his crown he’s apparently had since he was a child. He might, of course, have travelled further afield and be trussed up in a hospital ward miles away but he appears to be the kind of man who’d get word sent home.” Mr Stewart spread his hands. “Unless he’s out for the count with concussion.”

“Or unless he’s been leading a double life and has totally abandoned his present situation for the new one. Run off to join the circus as a strong man, with his beloved bearded lady.” Jonty chuckled. “Do they still have circuses during the current unpleasantness?” 

“I wouldn’t know, my boy, although I do know Pollock, and unless he’s managing to hide his true character from us, he’s a man of integrity, with no obvious inclination to the flying trapeze and no obvious enemies, to boot.” 

“Can a man truly have no enemies?” Jonty asked. “We three must have accumulated some over the years, given the number of people we’ve helped bring to book, and there will be others, with no connection to our detective activities. Anyone from the college next door, to start with, simply because we are St Bride’s men.” 

“Pollock’s private life could have generated people who’d wish him harm,” Orlando pointed out. “What if he has a married woman as mistress and her husband has discovered what goes on behind his back?” 

Mr Stewart steepled his fingers to his chin. “I confess I didn’t specifically probe Broom on such intimate matters, as the man was so upset. Would you like me to return, with a list of questions?” 

“Perhaps we could find time to go together, when we’re not on one of our shifts,” Orlando said, wistfully, “although trying to co-ordinate all three of us would be difficult.” 

Jonty slapped his knees. “We’re all here now. Papa, would Mama—or indeed the cook—allow us to defer dinner by half an hour so that we could employ some time now to nip over and see Broom?” 

Mr Stewart beamed. “I’m sure that can be accommodated, given the circumstances. The problem will be persuading your mother not to come with us. I wouldn’t like Broom to be presented with a scrummage at his master’s door.”




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If the men of St. Bride’s College knew what Jonty Stewart and Orlando Coppersmith got up to behind closed doors, the scandal would rock early-20th-century Cambridge to its core. But the truth is, when they’re not busy teaching literature and mathematics, the most daring thing about them isn’t their love for each other—it’s their hobby of amateur sleuthing.

Because wherever Jonty and Orlando go, trouble seems to find them. Sunny, genial Jonty and prickly, taciturn Orlando may seem like opposites. But their balance serves them well as they sift through clues to crimes, and sort through their own emotions to grow closer. But at the end of the day, they always find the truth . . . and their way home together.

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Be sure and check the author's website for a complete chronological list of novels, novellas, free short stories in the Cambridge Fellows Mysteries Universe.

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Charlie Cochrane
As Charlie Cochrane couldn't be trusted to do any of her jobs of choice - like managing a rugby team - she writes. Her favourite genre is gay fiction, predominantly historical romances/mysteries, but she's making an increasing number of forays into the modern day. She's even been known to write about gay werewolves - albeit highly respectable ones.

Her Cambridge Fellows series of Edwardian romantic mysteries were instrumental in seeing her named Speak Its Name Author of the Year 2009. She’s a member of both the Romantic Novelists’ Association and International Thriller Writers Inc.

Happily married, with a house full of daughters, Charlie tries to juggle writing with the rest of a busy life. She loves reading, theatre, good food and watching sport. Her ideal day would be a morning walking along a beach, an afternoon spent watching rugby and a church service in the evening.


EMAIL:  cochrane.charlie2@googlemail.com



Lessons in Tracing a Dangerous Scent #16

Cambridge Fellows Mysteries
Series #1-12

Series Novellas

Cambridge Fellows Box Set #1-12

Alasdair & Toby Investigations Series
An Act of Detection #1

The Case of the Grey Assassin #2

The Case of the Undiscovered Corpse #3
(πŸ‘€Alasdair & Toby and Cambridge #1πŸ‘€)

The Case of the Deadly Deception #4


πŸ’€πŸ”ͺRandom Tales of Murder & Mayhem 2026 Part 1 πŸ”ͺπŸ’€




Part 1  /  Part 2  /  Part 3



The Amorous Attorney by Frank W Butterfield
Summary:
Nick Williams Mystery #2
Monday, May 18, 1953

Jeffrey Klein's love affair is heating up and Nick has to chase him down because, frankly, he needs a lawyer to set up his new business.

Oh, and Eddie Mannix at Metro is on the warpath and being a general pain in Nick’s ass.

After finding Jeffrey shacked up in a compromising position, Nick has to deal with his own personal mess when it comes to saying goodbye to an old flame.

After receiving a telegram asking for help, Nick and Carter end up flying south of the border, down Mexico way.

When they get there, they find a corrupt politician, a flirtatious police captain, and a woman terrified of an uncertain future and what it holds for her.

Original Review June 2024:
In The Amorous Attorney, we get to see a little more of what happened to Nick's attorney, Jeffrey Klein and his actor lover, Taylor Wells despite the studio's fixer, Eddie Mannix putting the kibosh to the affair.  I won't spoil anything as certain parts of this journey are continued on from book 1, The Unexpected Heiress, and if you haven't read that one there are a few mentions here that could spoil that one. As you know this is a spoiler free zone.

Nick has issues to contend with that linger from book one as well so let's just say he needs his attorney.  Nick and Carter find themselves on a little trip trying to figure out just what is going on.  Do they? You'll have to read that for yourself but if you know Nick & Carter you know trouble just seems to find a way to their door.  Will these troubles help or hamper their journey for answers? You know my answer to that.

Just know that despite finding more questions than answers at times, Nick & Carter and their ever growing friends and family never fail to entertain.

Blogger Note for 1-3:
I'm glad I went to the beginning because at least for the first 3 I had opportunity to read now, there is a few things that linger from one story to the next.  Would you be lost? Not really as the author does a wonderful job keeping the reader in the know but I'm glad I read it this way and not just because I'm typically a series read-in-order gal.  The overall feel just meshed so perfectly.

RATING:





Rio by RJ Scott
Summary:
Redcars #3
Hunted by killers. Protected by a monster.

Hidden deep in witness protection, Lyric Thornwood thought he was untouchable. But when federal agents close in on his family and a kill order bearing his real name hits the dark web, he realizes the truth—someone inside the system wants him dead. And a powerful billionaire with a vendetta is hunting him like prey.

Desperate and alone, Lyric turns to the last name in a buried file—a ghost contact, a final Hail Mary. He never expects it to lead him to a rundown LA garage… and Rio Villareal.

Rio is all sharp edges and shadows—an ex-con brawler with blood on his knuckles and rage in his bones. He doesn’t play the hero, doesn’t take in strays. But Lyric is hunted. Helpless. Beautiful in a way that screams danger. And something in Rio breaks.

What begins as distrust sharpens into protection—and spirals into obsession. As the noose tightens and bodies fall, Rio is left with a brutal choice: walk away to save his family, or become the monster they should’ve feared all along to keep Lyric alive.

Rio is a gritty, high-stakes M/M romantic suspense featuring a conspiracy-laced manhunt, found family, trauma recovery, a murdering billionaire with revenge in mind, and the kind of love that isn’t safe—but might be worth dying for.

Trigger warnings for revenge, past abuse, dark themes, violence, murder.

Original Review October 2025:
I read this book back in September but time just got away from me for this review. I gotta start by saying this series just gets better and better. It is a series that has to be read in order. We were originally introduced to the Redcars gang in the author's Single Dad entry, Pride, and though I recommend reading that first to get a better idea of the whole Redcars situation and a little heads up on the whos and whats, it is not necessary to read it to understand the current storyline.  I know there is another entry to come, from the description I would guess it's a different story arc than Enzo, Jamie, and Rio.

Onto Rio.

This has been a dark series to read, definitely darker than what one has come to know from the author but that's okay because sometimes I love a little dark with my romance.  I still say the first entry, Enzo, is the darkest but Jamie and Rio are not exactly unicorn and rainbows.  I couldn't help but compare some of the bad guys to certain real figures in the world today, maybe it's just me but I found that element adding a new layer of satisfaction when certain means of justice was put to useπŸ˜‰.

Rio and Lyric are perfectly complex yet open characters.  Not everyone enjoys books written in dual POVs but I love them and when it comes to dark stories, it gives an added texture of individual insight which helps me to connect to the characters but to also understand who they are, how they got to where they are, and what keeps them going.  Rio needs the fight like Jamie needs the flame, both are a bit outside my comfort zone and yet the author tells their journey, their need in a respectful way that, though I may not fully understand it I can empathize with them and want them to find whatever they need to calm their soul.  Rio's need for the fight is balanced by his need to be dominated, to a degree, in manners of the heart and Lyric fills that role. I loved how the two go against physical stereotypes, Rio is the physical one but needing to be dominated goes against what most of us picture in that role and as for Lyric, he's a tech nerd all the way but he can more than hold his own as surviving multiple contract hits have proven, even if he's hurting when he arrives at Redcars door(Rio plays a part in making that hurt worse but in his mind he's protecting Robbie). 

Before I say too much I'm going to stop but just know, Rio is a hugely satisfying read that you don't want to miss. I'll admit though, at this stage, I can't imagine cheering for Doc in the next entry considering his cold bedside demeanor in Enzo and Rio, but I know the author will do his journey justice and that there is more to him than what we've seen so far.

RATING:





The Redemptive Rifleman by Frank W Butterfield
Summary:
Nick Williams Mystery #29
Wednesday, November 24, 1965

It's the day before Thanksgiving and Nick and Carter have been in Paris for nearly a month when an early-morning call brings the news they've both been dreading for three years: Louis Jones Richardson, Carter's mother, has passed away in her sleep. The funeral will be on Monday in her hometown of Albany, Georgia.

With that, Nick is determined to find a way to get into Georgia since, in 1953, he and Carter signed an agreement they wouldn't enter the state without permission. And, in spite of the sad circumstances, neither the district attorney in Albany nor the state's attorney general are inclined to let them in.

Help comes in the form of two of their operatives: Tom Jarrell and Ronnie Grisham.

Meeting up in Miami on Thanksgiving Day, the four of them make the trek north and surreptitiously cross the Georgia-Florida state line in the early morning hours of Friday.

At Belle Terre, a plantation-style house nestled between cotton fields and the banks of the Flint River south of Albany, Nick and Carter begin to play hosts to friends and family who come by to pay their respects, since neither man will be able to safely show their faces on the day of the funeral.

But then something unexpected happens that turns a time for grieving into a devastating tragedy...

Original Review November 2024:
Once again I jumped ahead as I was in search of Turkey Day stories(and there aren't many of them in any genre but especially LGBTQ) and this time the jump was about 10 years or so.  I wasn't lost by any means but there were a few characters and a few tidbits of info that had occurred in Nick and Carter's universe that I had not discovered yet but there was a scene where some backstory was given to a new-to-me couple who had not been aware of all the little facts that transpired over the years relating to Georgia.  It was this scene that helped fill in a few blanks as well as refresh my mind on a few things I had experienced but overall it made me hungry to learn those missing years in 2025, always nice to have something to look forward to.

Onto The Redemptive Riflemen.

I would say(of those I've read) this one had less on the mystery front but it wasn't lacking in moments of danger for the men and their found family.  I don't want to give anything away so this review will be shorter than most.  Nick and Carter are just as in love as ever and their circle continues to grow but it has also lost a member as they are trying to find a way to give Carter's mom a proper goodbye when they aren't allowed back in Georgia.  Never fear, their found family pulls together and finds a way, though not quite as involved as I'm sure the men would like to be in the final send off but sometimes being close and surrounded by loved ones is all that's needed.  Just so much love all around that it can't help but make your heart warm and what better holiday than Thanksgiving to help them, and the reader, feel the love and thankfulness.

One little personal sidenote: As with the other entries(the one's I've read anyways) involving Carter's Georgia history, there is mention of the Klan.  It made me think of how this spring after watching something on TV my dad mentioned how he remembers his dad telling stories of the Klan being around when he was younger.  This is not in the South, we're Wisconsinites and have been for several generations so it really struck me how far reaching hatred and bigotry reached even in my grandparents generation.  With Frank W Butterfield's Nick and Carter universe he helps to show just how far we've come, granted we have a long way to go(and unfortunately in this country recent events have shown we may be in for a bit of setback in the coming 4 years) but as heart-hurting as N&C's experiences are they do give one hope by showing the contrast of yesteryear to today, and more specifically how far we had come just within the timeframe of their journey.  This may not have been something the author set out to do and not every reader may find it but Nick and Carter's journey brings a layer of comfort to me and for that I have to say a huge "thank you" to Mr. Butterfield.

RATING:





Be My Monster by Davidson King
Summary:

Be Mine #1
Born without the ability to feel pain or fear, Pennsylvania has lived his life believing he’s a monster and a freak. Because most people either keep their distance or are cruel, Penn has spent the last few years wandering from town to town, never putting down roots, never letting anyone know who he really is. Then one night he steps out of the shadows and into the light to save children from a burning house, not knowing he’s saving a mob boss’s kids. That split-second decision changes everything for Penn.

Gideon is a dangerous and powerful man trying to keep his territory profitable and safe, and it’s been peaceful for the last couple of years. Though raising twins as a widower is hard, at least he has family to help him. Family is everything to Gideon, so when someone tries to take them away from him, the once quiet streets turn into chaos. Determined to find his family’s savior, Gideon discovers so much more. His heart, which has felt like it’s barely beat since his wife died, comes to life again when he looks into Penn’s eyes for the first time…the man who risked everything to save his family.

With a war on the horizon, Gideon and Penn have to navigate staying alive, figuring out if there’s a future for them, and destroying the real monsters trying to dismantle everything Gideon’s built.

Original Review March Book of the Month 2026:
Davidson King has once again proven she is the Queen of Mayhem. Be My Monster is danger personified and lets face it, despite what Gideon calls himself, it's a mafia setting, or at least maifa-ishπŸ˜‰. Now, there are several mafia-style books out there so you might be wondering what makes King's stories stand out? Honestly, it's the heart of the characters. If you live in that life, I think its safe to say you aren't reading this review so I think it's equally safe for me to say none of us can speak from personal experience and doubt any of us will ever face that kind of danger in our lifetime and she creates these characters we'll never meet in our daily lives and yet, you feel as if you could. Her characters are a mixture of OTT-can't-possibly-be-real and family-is-everything-could-be-my-brother-from-another-mother and it's that bat-crap crazy which makes King's mayhem stand above the rest.

I'm not going to talk specifics about the danger the author has created within the pages of Be My Monster so as not to spoil anything but know that it doesn't slow down at all, fast-paced, adrenaline-pumping, knee-bouncing grit that hooks you quick and doesn't let go. When I swiped the last page, I was not prepared to say goodbye.

How can one not love Penn? He is just so darn lovely, I want to wrap him in bubblewrap and never let him go. I think in general most people are inherently good and want to do the right thing with little to no recognition, or at least I'm that way. I would help others, as Penn does when coming across a burning home, and though my reasons behind it may differ, I'd be happy to slip away with my identity unnoticed as I'm definitely on the introverted side. This plays a huge part in what connected me to the character(I'll mention a little more on connecting to Penn further down) and added to the heart I stated above.  

As for Gideon, despite his penchant for provoked violence, and "provoked" is very important here and also adds to what I mentioned in the beginning of this review, I think he is also very freakn' lovely.  Family seems to control his every action, or reaction in some cases, and I can certainly relate to that aspect of his character.  Don't get me wrong, he is no pushover and he has no qualms about letting his monster side out when it needs exercising but he is not fueled by power for the sake of power.

Throw these two guys together and the result is explosive, a well balanced journey.  I just learned this morning there are plans for further Penn/Gideon stories and I'm ready to reserve my seat to hitch a ride whenever they let the author in on more of their tales.

As for the supporting cast, well the kids are super uber adorable. Kids can be tricky to write, too often they either come off as spoiled brats who need a hard timeout or sugary sweet they should be living in the dentist's waiting room. Olivia, Owen, and Mateo are definitely the kind of kids you wished you saw more of in stores and restaurants, energetic but respectful. Little Olivia is a spitfire and I have a feeling she'd be the sure fire fit to take over Gideon's position if it really was a mafia household, which we all know it's notπŸ˜‰πŸ˜‰.

I can't mention this next part without a little personal backstory so #sorrynotsorry. I have no experience with the very rare no fear & no pain gene mutation, FAAH-OUT, Penn lives with, I do however have extensive experience with peripheral neuropathy, which is not "no pain" and certainly not "no fear" but it does come with similar warnings. Both of my parents deal/dealt with neuropathy(my mother who passed away last year lived with it for 20+ and my dad only the past couple) where the limbs, legs and hands, are numb so even though there is technically no pain there is more accurately "no feeling" or complete numbness. Most recently my dad, for example, was testing the softness of the pasta I was cooking for him and his fingers came out wet. Luckily I had turned the temp down so there was no lasting damage but he never felt the near boiling temp or even the wetness. We all wish we didn't feel pain, it sounds like a very good thing actually but what most of us don't think about is pain is how our bodies tell us something is wrong so having no feeling of pain is in fact a very bad thing. I mention this, probably wordier than needed to be, because I want to commend and thank the author for getting this danger behind no pain concept spot on. I also want to talk about a scene towards the end, Penn has a memory flashback of sitting at Tenny's bedside telling her he wished he could take her pain away and Tenny responding "I wouldn't let you", it's as if the author was inside my head because I can't begin to guess how many times I said that to my mother over the years with her chronic pair and that was always her response as well, “I wouldn’t let you, Heather”.  I mention this because, yes, that simple line made the tears fall uncontrollably at the memories it brought to mind, it also speaks to the realism behind the characters and helped me connect to them. So thank you, Davidson King for a great story but more importantly, the research and respect you put into the "little details" that connect readers and characters.

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Reckless Roulette by Alice Winters
Summary:
The Elite #1
Seven days until game over.

Len
Kade has seven days left to live… unless I do something about it. I am one of the best assassins around, after all. But… I’m not sure I exactly care what happens to Kade. He’s rude, only cares about himself and his casino, and did I mention he doesn’t know a single thing about video games?

Okay, okay. Maybe that’s not enough of a reason to watch him dash headlong into danger while I kick back and enjoy the show.

It’s kind of fun though.

Now I know what you’re thinking… doesn’t that make me the selfish one? See, I don’t mind helping people—it’s kind of my thing. But the ones I help aren’t anything like Kade. They’re people who have nothing left who are willing to go to great lengths to save those they love, even at the cost of losing themselves. Still, maybe Kade can show me that beneath his icy exterior is a man worth saving. A man worth loving. And maybe even a man worth risking everything for.

Issue is… he only has seven days to do it.

Reckless Roulette is a part of the multi-author series The Elite. Each book can be read as a standalone and in any order. What links these books together is The Anonymous, a club beneath the gritty city where only the elite are welcome.

Original Review August 2023:
Gotta start by saying I have loads of Alice Winters books on my Kindle & TBR lists but have only read a few.  I love her ability to write humor and to make it such a huge part of the story.  Many authors will write great comedy moments but few can add so much to the story that it borders on rom-com status.  I don't know if the author considers her works to fall under that category but I place every one of her books I've devoured in the genre.  

I mention the above statement because even though I have all entries in the multi-author series, The Elite, on my kindle I have only actually read Davidson King's book, Dealer of Secrets, so when I needed something dangerously snarky to combat the miserable no AC heat and seeing as it was the first entry in the series, it was a no brainer that Alice Winters' entry would be next up.

On to Reckless Roulette.

I've never been a gamer or into anime and my comic book knowledge is limited but as a lifelong devoted Star Wars fangirl geek, I loved, appreciated, and 150% respected Len's devotion to his geekness.  As for going against the stereotype and making the geek and the not-so-squeaky-clean-Robin-Hood-ish one in the same was fresh and exciting.

As for Kade.  Well what can I say about Kade?  At face value you completely understand and don't mind the fact that he's only got 7 days left to live per the threat that sends him to Len's door.  Let's be honest, he is not the most likeable guy on paper HOWEVER you know there is more to the man underneath and Len may just be the guy to poke holes in that basement floor to give the good guy hiding a chance to break freeπŸ˜‰.

That is about all you're going to get out of me as this is a spoiler free zone and I'm a no spoil kind of galπŸ˜‰.  Just know this: once you start Reckless Roulette you won't be able to put it down, you'll be left surprised a couple of times, shaking your head "I knew it!" once or twice, and totally sad when you reach the final page because you just never want it to end.  I wish I had read it slower to savor all the snark and cuddle goodness but in truth there was no way I could have slowed because I just had to know what was on the next page.

RATING:






The Amorous Attorney by Frank W Butterfield
Chapter 1 
137 Hartford Street
San Francisco, Cal.
Monday, May 18, 1953
Mid-morning 
From upstairs, I heard Carter banging around with something as he was coming in the front door. I knew he'd taken the Buick out to make a purchase on that Monday morning, but that's all I knew. I, on the other hand, had decided to take some time to actually do a little light housework so our sweet, charming bungalow didn't fall into utter ruin. 

I called down, "Whatcha got there, big boy?" 

All I got in response was a grunt. 

I decided to let him play with his new toy, whatever it was. 

Carter Jones was my husband. Or, at least that was the word we'd decided to try out. He was a big man, standing just about six inches taller than me at 6'4". He had sandy blond hair, green eyes, and a seductive Georgia drawl that he had brought with him to San Francisco in '39, when he and his best friend, Henry Winters, had driven an old Ford across the south, through the desert, and up the California coast. 

After about twenty minutes of listening to him move things around, I decided I was as done as I was going to be. I also decided it was time to hire a housekeeper because neither of us was as good at it as a real professional would be. We'd long ago given up on the yard and hired a friend of a friend by the name of Manuel Perez to maintain the whole big mess that was now looking good and respectable. 

As I stripped off my need-to-be-burned-now trousers and pulled off my shirt, I heard Carter hobbling up the stairs with his cane. A few months ago, Carter and a firetruck had a misunderstanding and his knee was the innocent victim in the fracas. The doctor had done a swell job of getting him mended and his cane did a swell job of getting him around. I was the primary beneficiary of all the weight lifting he was doing down in our basement in an effort to stay in tip-top form. And, boy, was it tip-top! 

Finally rid of all my clothing, which was in a big pile in the corner of the bedroom, I reached into the shower and started the long process of bringing hot water to the second floor from the basement. 

I heard Carter ridding himself of unnecessary clothes as well. Any clothes on him when we were alone always struck me as being completely unnecessary, but that was beside the point.

Or, at least, I thought it was beside the point until he stomped into the bathroom. 

. . . 

After once again draining the overworked hot water heater, we were soaping up each other in the walk-in shower. 

"So, where'd you go this morning?" I asked. 

"Not telling. There's a surprise for you downstairs and I think you'll like it." 

I studied his back for a moment, tracing a line in the soap that was running down across various pronounced muscle groups. 

Carter asked, "Has Jeffery called yet?" 

"No. I talked to Robert about ten minutes before you came in." Robert was Jeffery's efficient receptionist. "No one at the office knows where is." 

"Do you think he's shacked up somewhere with someone?" 

I paused. That was my exact thought. And I couldn't tell Carter, at least not yet, who that someone was. 

The mystery man was Taylor Wells, who was supposed to be on the lot that morning at Metro down in Culver City doing color tests for the movie he was filming, It Was Raining Then. I had a call in to Metro to see if Taylor was actually at work, but I doubted that would be the case. 

Carter turned around and looked down at me, his eyes dancing with mischief. 

"Are you going to tell me about it?" 

I shook my head.

"I can get it outta you, if you want, son." 

I wasn't sure if I wanted that or not. We did have a meeting at noon at my office. 

"Can I get a rain-check on that?" 

Carter ran his right hand along the left side of my face. "I dunno. You seem like you're almost ready to confess." 

I shook my head. "We have that meeting at the office. How would it look if the C.E.O. and Chief Fire Investigator were late on the first day?" 

On the previous Friday night and into Saturday morning, we had come up with a plan to salvage the careers of Carter Jones (my husband and current shower buddy), Mike Robertson (formerly of the San Francisco Police Department), Ben White (also a former policeman), and Carlo Martinelli (a former fireman). 

Technically, Mike, Ben, and Carlo were just on suspension, but it was indefinite and without pay and likely to become permanent. Carter was now a former fireman, having been plain fired by the Mayor of our fair city at the same time the others were suspended. 

This all happened because, on Friday night at dinner, I was an idiot and told off George Hearst, son of William Randolph Hearst, who was on the board of the Hearst Corporation which published The San Francisco Examiner. He deserved being told off because Hearst and the Examiner seemed to think that it was a good business decision to sell papers on the backs of unfortunate homosexual men whose ruined lives were certain once their names, addresses, and places of employment were on page one of that yellow rag.

Of course, George Hearst was just following in the footsteps of his father. From the sinking of the Maine to the internment of innocent Nisei, those Americans of Japanese descent whose lives and property had been unjustly destroyed, there really wasn't a bad idea that the Hearst papers didn't support. 

The only person who seemed to be really happy about my public scandal was my evil father who, for the first time in his life, had looked at me with something like pride when Carter had told him the story. Parnell Robert Williams was no saint, by any stretch of the imagination, so he loved seeing a pompous man like George Hearst get his, and in public. 

Unlike my father, I did give a rat's ass about how this event might affect other people. We'd run into a blitz of photographers after the encounter happened. Our faces were plastered over all the papers the next morning, so now all was known. As a result, four men, good and true, had been relieved of their civic duties because they were now known to be associates of yours truly, an avowed homosexual. So I had decided that I needed to come up with an idea that would turn this around from a disaster into, perhaps, the start of something good. 

My idea was to create a new kind of business, focused on security. Even today, dripping wet in front of the most beautiful man in North America, I still wasn't sure what this business would become. 

However, as Carter had pointed out to me on Saturday, Mike seemed to know. He had run with the idea at my suggestion.  He was the President of our little outfit. Or, he would be, if we could ever find the lawyer whose job it would be to draw up all the necessary papers. 

At the moment, however, Jeffery Klein, Esquire, was missing, and presumed in flagrante delicto with America's new favorite leading man, Taylor Wells. 

Carter was still looking at me. If the water hadn't been running, I thought the room might explode, his eyes were smoldering so intensely. 

I just smiled up at him and said, "We need a new water heater." 

He gave me his slow Georgia smile. 

. . . 

At a quarter after noon, we both waltzed in the door of my office on Bush Street. Marnie looked at me and asked, "Late on the first day, Nick?" 

I took off my hat and held it in both hands, pretending to be penitent. 

"It's all Carter's fault." 

He was standing behind me, so I couldn't see the face he made at Marnie, but she blushed and started to giggle. 

Marnie Wilson was my steadfast secretary. She paid the bills, answered the phone when it actually rang, and could knit a sweater faster than any human should be able to. Up to this point, I'd usually turned away more business than I took in, so I had a couple of those sweaters in my closet. 

When I was 21, I'd inherited a massive trust from my great-uncle, Paul Williams, who put the word "Gay" in "The Gay Nineties" that San Francisco was famous for. He tended to make money in any financial climate, so I had more money to my name than I could spend in ten lifetimes. Much of it was now working for the public good in the Williams Benevolent Foundation. 

But I still had loads of it, and it was getting bigger on its own thanks to the fine men at the Bank of America, so I didn't need the work. I turned away the clients who came in that I didn't like. This was very annoying to the much put-upon Marnie. 

But that might be changing today at the formation of Consolidated Security, our new venture and the topic of this meeting. 

I asked Marnie, "Have you had any calls from Jeffery's office?" 

She shook her head. "No. You want I should call down there again?" 

I said, "No. Poor Robert doesn't need us calling him every thirty minutes."

 Turning to Carter, I asked, "Can you go in there with the boys for a minute?" 

"What? Secrets from one of your business partners? Already?" 

His eyes danced and I tried not to blush. I was good at holding a stony face when I needed. But not with Carter Jones, never with Carter Jones. 

I said, "This isn't Consolidated business. This is Nick Williams, Private Investigator, business." 

He nodded, took off his hat, and hobbled into my office with his cane, closing the door behind him. I tried not to watch him too intently since, even with a bum knee, he was the sexiest thing on two legs. 

I pulled up the extra chair and sat down next to Marnie. Speaking softly, I asked, "Did Metro call?"

She nodded. "He hasn't been on the lot today. They wondered if you knew where he might be." 

"What'd you tell them?" 

"That you would call them when you got in." 

I nodded and asked, "Can you call down there and get whoever it was on the phone?" 

Marnie pursed her lips. "You ain't gonna like it, Nick." 

I rolled my eyes. "Mannix?" 

"Yeah. And his instructions were clear. Call him and only him." 

I took a deep breath and said, "Well, hell. Call the S.O.B. and let's get this over with." 

Eddie Mannix was Metro's fixer. He got their stars and starlets out of any mess they got into, including dalliances with members of the same sex. He hated all things fag and fairy and was always very clear about this fact with me, personally. I had come down hard on him last Wednesday about his own dalliances with a mistress. And that had not gone over very well. 

Marnie picked up the handset and dialed the operator. "Long distance, please." There was a pause. "Culver City. Vermont 7336. Person-to-person for Mr. Mannix from Mr. Williams. Time and charges." 

I looked at Marnie. "Do you always ask for time and charges?" 

She put her hand over the mouthpiece. "I do, Nick. I write it down and always compare it to the bill."

I was fascinated by her efficiency. I would've just paid the damn bill. And probably been late. 

"Ever been wrong?" I asked, meaning the bill. I knew Marnie was never wrong. 

"Four times this year." 

I tilted my head. "But it's only May." 

She nodded. "Exactly." 

I smiled at her. "You're the tops, Marnie." 

"I try—" She took her hand off the phone. "Yes, please. Thank you, Operator." She put down the receiver. "He ain't in. But the operator will try again in thirty minutes." 

I stood up. "Well, Madame Secretary, are you ready?" 

Marnie gathered her steno pad, two sharpened pencils, and stood up. "Yeah, Nick." 

"Let's go."





Rio by RJ Scott
ONE
Rio
The cage smelled of sweat, cheap beer, and old blood.

The makeshift arena was buried deep in an underground parking garage, hidden beneath a half-collapsed building in a forgotten part of Los Angeles, where even the police didn’t dare patrol.

Generators rattled in the corners, belching smoke as they struggled to keep the floodlights, bolted into cracked concrete beams, alive. The lights flickered as if they might fail in any second, throwing long, jagged shadows over the cage. The chain-link structure sagged in places, rusted and slick, with old blood baked into the canvas. Everything here was temporary—easy to pack up and vanish by daylight, leaving only the stink behind.

The crowd pressed against the fence, faces illuminated with flashes of harsh light, wild and rabid. They shouted, cursed, waved fistfuls of cash, eyes gleaming. This wasn’t sport. This was desperation. A place to settle scores, collect debts, and break bones.

No one cared where I came from or why I was here. Even at eighteen, I was already raw muscle, knew how to throw a punch, and that was all people wanted.

I’d grown up in a shitty two-bed over a busted auto shop on the south side. Oil, sweat, and gunfire were the sounds and smells of my life . Mom bailed early. Dad taught me to fight before I could read. Fighting kept me out of gangs, put food on the table, gave me something when I had nothing. Made him proud. Like that meant shit.

He got shot when I was sixteen. Two blocks from home. Stupid reasons—turf, money, who knows. Miguel Villareal—loud, mean, and mine—was gone.

Then came Vinnie. Said he’d promised my dad he’d watch out for me. Gave me a mattress and a way out of the system. Fights, cash, and easy promises.

I was desperate.

Scared enough to bite.

Easy to manipulate.

Vinnie had his hands on my shoulders. “Stay sharp, kid,” he ordered. His breath smelled of whiskey and cheap cigars. “Aim for the head and don’t lose focus.”

Aim for the head?

That was good boxing etiquette, right? Clean shots, controlled aggression. I had dreams of going all the way. Real fights under bright lights. Vegas. Championship belts. Money stacked higher than I ever thought possible when I was fighting in backstreet cages for rent money and promises. Fighting was supposed to be my ticket out. My way to make something of all the pain, all the fists, all the blood.

I nodded because I always nodded. Because back then, Vinnie’s word was gospel.

But the guy who stepped out under the lights wasn’t big, bulked-up Max who was my size and twice as ugly.

It was Danny Carbone.

Smaller than me, not my usual weight class, but I knew him—wiry, compact, quiet. We’d crossed paths on the rotating gym circuit. He had this softness to him, dark hair tied back, sharp jawline, too damn pretty for the world we lived in.

We’d sparred once. Nothing official. He’d helped me up when I slipped, his hand firm on my elbow, eyes steady and warm. It hit me then—something piercing, buried deep. Attraction I couldn’t afford. Not in this world. Not for someone small and sweet and male like him.

But it stuck. The way he stared at me like I was more than fists and bone. I buried it, but fuck, I wanted him. Not only to touch—something real. Mine.

Even now, just seeing him lit me up.

I shot Vinnie a glance, double-checking it was definitely Danny I was facing. I could’ve sworn I’d seen Max listed on the board, the kid I’d prepped for—long reach, lazy defense, easy to work around. But this wasn’t Max. It was Danny. Clear as day. My stomach clenched. “I thought I was up against Max,” I muttered.

Vinnie shrugged, casual as fuck, as if it didn’t matter that he’d thrown me into the ring with someone I wasn’t ready to fight. His eyes were flat, unreadable, as though he didn’t even register the switch-up. Or maybe he did, and this had been part of the plan all along.

Danny’s walk was loose and relaxed, not edgy and hyped like mine, as if his body wasn’t engaged in the moment. But it was his expression that stuck. Dead eyes. Empty. As if all that softness I remembered had been scraped away. As though he was already somewhere else before we even touched gloves. I peered at him, but his pupils weren’t wide; he wasn’t high.

I frowned.

“Shit, are you sure you wanna do this?” I muttered, low enough that only he could hear. I’d taken out people double his size and had a foot on him and thirty pounds at least.

Danny’s mouth curled into a sneer. “Fuck you, CabrΓ³n,” he snapped, his eyes flicking to the side—toward his handler/manager at the edge of the ring.

I don’t like this.

“Just another fight, kid.”

The bell rang.

Danny circled. Light on his feet. He wasn’t coming for me—he was staying away. Letting me chase, trying to get me frustrated.

I pushed forward. Jab. Feint. Circle. His coach yelled instructions, and adrenaline muted my hearing.

“Stick to the plan!” The plan? Oh yeah, three rounds minimum, more money. Got it.

The crowd screamed for blood. They always did.

Round one, I felt in control. He danced around me, but I kept pressing forward. My footwork was solid, my jabs accurate. I landed a few clean shots, nothing heavy, but enough to score. The crowd was loud, but it all blurred into background noise as I stayed focused on the rhythm of the fight.

Round two, he found a way in. Slipped under my guard and landed a hard shot to my ribs, knocking the wind out of me for a second. Quick and sharp, as if he’d been waiting for that opening. My breath hitched, and I felt my focus wobble. He circled away before I could counter, keeping me chasing, keeping me angry. That hit stayed with me, a dull throb under my ribs, reminding me he wasn’t some nobody.

“This round, finish it.” Vinnie shouted in my corner as he grabbed a towel and wiped the sweat from my face, rough and impatient.

Around us, the crowd buzzed, some chanting my name, others shouting for blood. The lights felt hotter now, the air heavier.

“I don’t want to hurt him,” I said for Vinnie’s ears only.

Vinnie leaned in closer, his breath thick with whiskey and desperation, his lips curling into a sneer, grabbing my face and spitting words at me. “He’s not even a man, queer as shit. You let that little faggot dance long enough. End it. This round. No more games. Make me proud.”

The slur hit me like a punch to the gut—hot and fast, shame and rage flaring up my spine. Not just because it was ugly, but because it cut too fucking close. I wasn’t soft. I wasn’t queer.

Vinnie wanted blood, wanted me to prove something. And fuck, I hated that I still wanted to prove it. But I’d been raised on this—violence as validation. Bile rose in my throat as I stalked back to the center of the ring, fury rolling under my skin.

The bell rang, and returns on bets were larger if we made it to round three. I could already picture my cut—two hundred dollars. Enough for a rebuilt carburetor for my beat-up ’84 Chevy Celebrity. A rust-streaked heap that coughed smoke every time I turned the key but still got me where I needed to go.

Abruptly, Danny stopped fucking trying. He touched a tattoo on his neck—Isabel, maybe, some girl who’d meant something to him once—resigned, waiting, and then, he lowered his guard. Dropped his hands. Exposed himself, like a goddamn gift-wrapped target, and I lunged forward.

One punch. Fast, tight, and perfectly placed.

I felt the moment Danny’s jaw gave under my fist. Felt the bone flex, the crack echo up my arm. Heard the wet pop in his neck as his head snapped sideways.

Danny collapsed instantly. Dead weight. Not even a flinch. The tie in his hair came loose as he hit the canvas, and his dark hair spilled out in a tangled halo around his head.

The crowd roared—wild and deafening at first, as if they were celebrating a knockout they’d paid to see. But as the seconds stretched and Danny still didn’t move, the cheers twisted. Some turned to mutters, others to gasps. A few in the back even laughed, loud and brittle, and money changed hands in the shadows, quick and quiet, bets settled as if Danny’s life meant nothing. No one cared that he lay there, motionless. No one cared except me.

He wasn’t moving.

The ref dove in, waving his arms wildly. Medics scrambled through the gate. Someone yelled for oxygen. For CPR. For something. I stood there, fists clenched, heart hammering, waiting for someone to tell me I hadn’t just killed the kid.

But I already knew.


Vinnie won big that night. He’d bet heavy on the third-round knockout, fist-bumping others, making a killing while I stood over a body.

When the cops came later, asking questions, Vinnie had gone. Vanished like smoke. Left me holding everything. The fight had been rigged. Danny had been paid to lose in the third round—why didn’t anyone tell me? Vinnie had known, and he hadn’t told me. Instead, he’d set me up for nothing more than a couple of thousand dollars in a purse, and a cut so small I didn’t even care when he didn’t pay it.

Turned out, Danny was fighting for money for his pregnant sister, Isabel, and he’d made a deal to drop fists in three. No one had told me to hold back, no one had warned me.

I could have pulled the punch, knocked him out, but I didn’t expect him to lean into my fist.

The guilt. The blood.

My conviction for voluntary manslaughter meant eight years in High Desert—eight years to think about how I’d been used, how I’d been a pawn in a game I’d never agreed to play. Eight years of cement walls, razor wire, and concrete yards under a brutal sun, where survival was measured in split-second decisions and alliances made. Eight years of living with the fact that I wasn’t just some kid trying to fight his way out—I’d been the tool used to murder Danny. And I was the one who’d paid the price.

I grew stronger.

I was a monster, and I let my fellow convicts know that.

Not only physically. The weights, the yard workouts, the fights inside that didn’t come with a ref to stop them—they all built my body into something harder, tougher. But prison did more than that. It sharpened my instincts. Taught me how to read people, how to see threats coming before they could take shape. Taught me how to keep my head down when I needed to, and how to make an example when I couldn’t. Every scar I earned in that place came with a lesson, and each tattoo was a reminder of what I’d seen and done. Each lesson carved a piece of the old me away, until all that was left was someone who wouldn’t be used again.

That was where it had started.

The temper, the anger, the frustration. The pain. The addiction to whatever I could get my hands on.

Fuck. That was where everything’d started.





The Redemptive Rifleman by Frank W Butterfield
6, rue Catherine la Grande
Paris, France
Wednesday, November 24, 1965
4:04 p.m. 
"Nick?" 

"Good morning, Dr. Sylvester." Dr. Ernest Sylvester was a psychoanalyst I'd been seeing and talking to over the phone since the summer of '60, nearly five and a half years. 

"Good morning. Or should I say, 'Good afternoon'?" 

I chuckled. 

"What can I help you with? I think this may be our first Wednesday appointment." 

"Yeah." I took a deep breath and looked around. I was sitting in the library of our house in Paris, right under the kitchen and right above the Turkish bath. I had pulled the big, black phone over to the love seat and was curled up on it, something I rarely did. 

"Nick? What's happened?"

"Well, first things first. Thanks for meeting with me so early. I wasn't sure if you'd be able to do so at 7 in the morning. And I'm sorry they called and woke you up in the middle of the night." 

"I'm at home and, of course, will be billing you for this phone call." 

I laughed. "Of course." 

There was a crackling silence over the phone. I could hear the echo of another conversation happening. The callers were speaking French and, as usual, I understood none of it. That reminded me of something important I had to say. "Before we start, I wanna remind you about Uncle Chester." That was our code word which meant that it was likely someone was listening in on the call, probably the C.I.A., but it could have been anyone. When I'd picked up the ringing phone, I'd heard a subtle click, followed by two more in rapid succession. As far as I could tell, that was the clue that there was at least one extra pair of ears on the line. 

"Ah, yes, dear old Uncle Chester. One of these days, I'd like to have him on the couch." I knew he was specifically talking about J. Edgar Hoover, the long-time head of the F.B.I. 

I laughed. "That would be interesting." 

"At a dollar or more a minute, Nick..." 

I sighed. "I know and I'm sorry." I took a deep breath and then said, "Louise passed away last night your time." Louise Jones Richardson was the mother of Carter Jones who was my tall, muscular, ex-fireman of a husband. 

"I'm very sorry to hear that, Nick. How are you feeling?"

"To be honest, the main thing on my mind is that it seems like it was just a day or two ago when we first got the news she was sick." 

"That was during your trial in 1962, correct?" 

"It was a hearing, but, yeah." There was another long, crackling pause. The French couple were still at it. Finally, I said, "Ed called us at about 8 this morning, which was at 2, Eastern Time. Louise went to sleep and just stopped breathing." 

"I am very sorry." 

"She'd been doing so much better. She was here, you know. Just a couple of weeks ago." 

"I remember your saying so." 

"I feel hollow." That sounded like something I'd once read in a book, but it was also right on the money. 

"That, of course, makes sense. You've suffered a loss. You feel the absence of Louise." 

I sighed. "Yeah." 

More crackling silence. The pair who'd been chatting in French hung up. I could hear the click. The crackling got a little louder and a hiss that I hadn't noticed started up. 

"I sense there is something more you wish to tell me." 

"Yeah. It's about Carter." 

"How is he?"

"Pretty bad. He had already planned a day trip to Marseilles to check on a couple of his gyms down there. He decided to go and should be back in an hour or two, depending on traffic." 

"And what have you done all day?" 

"I've been out walking around. I popped into one of our hotels for lunch. But, mostly, I've been walking around." 

"Where did you go?" 

"Mostly up to Monkmarter. I love going up there. It reminds me of Uncle Paul and Joujou." My Great Uncle Paul Williams, who had passed away in 1932 and whom I had only met once when I was a kid, had spent a lot of time in the very house where I was sitting. That had been back during the Belle Γ‰poque. He had lived elsewhere and spent a goodly amount of time up on the hill above Paris. 

"Monkmarter? Do you mean Montmartre?" 

I laughed. "Yeah. You should know by now, doc, how bad my French is." 

"I still believe that, if you tried..." He sighed. "I'm rather off the point, aren't I?" Before I could answer, he said, "My apologies. Please, go on." 

"Before I had lunch, I called Carter at his gym in Marseilles. He could barely talk, he was crying so hard." 

"That's quite understandable. How did you feel about that?" 

"I don't know." I thought about that for a moment. "I think Carter is upset because he didn't get a chance to really say goodbye to his mother." 

"How does that make you feel?"

I knew why he asked that question. Over and over and over again. It was a good question to ask. But, still, it irritated me. "Well, I'm ready to go any time, doc. You know because we've talked about it. There's no one in my life who doesn't know how I feel about them. I could pop off right now, and no one would be confused or surprised. Kenneth"—Kenneth Wilcox was our lawyer—"keeps my will in shape. I'm ready to die any time, doc." 

"Nick?" 

"Yeah?" 

"Take a deep breath." 

I did just that. 

"Now, how does it make you feel that Carter is upset?" 

I immediately knew the answer. It was the reason I'd begged Dr. Sylvester's answering service to call him at home. I took a deep breath and just said it, "I said goodbye to Louise when they were here earlier this month." 

"Does Carter know that?" 

"Yeah. I begged him to do the same thing and I think he tried, but I don't know." 

"You don't know if he tried?" 

"Right." 

Dr. Sylvester paused and then asked, "What, if anything, do you think your job is here?" 

That was a good question. "Well, I love Carter and I want him to know that and to feel that."

"You once told me about the first night you spent in that house. In the Turkish bath." 

I grinned in spite of everything. "Yeah. That was quite a night." 

"I believe you told me that was the only place in the house that was warm." 

"Yeah." 

"It seems to me, Nick, that Carter might respond to an action like that much better than to any words." 

I nodded to myself, suddenly feeling like I had something I could do. "Thanks, doc. That's what I needed. Now I know what I can do." 

"My pleasure, Nick. May I ask something?" 

"Sure." 

"Please don't offer to buy out the answering service the next time you need to reach me." 

"Sorry about that." 

"That's quite alright. Simply tell them you're a priority client. But use that word judiciously, Nick." 

"I will. Thanks, doc." 

"I have two more questions." 

"Shoot." 

"Where will the funeral service be?" 

I took a deep breath. "Well, that's another part of what has Carter upset. It's gonna be in Albany, in Georgia, in his and his mother's hometown, on Monday."

"Does he wish to go?" 

"It's hard to say. I think we should." I sighed. "We were both surprised that she wanted to be buried there instead of in Vermont. But, then again, maybe she was too much of a southerner to bear the thought of being buried with a bunch of Yankees." 

I could hear Dr. Sylvester chuckle over the line. 

I asked, "What was your second question?" 

"Do you actually intend to buy the answering service?" 

I laughed. "I will if you think I should. I know you're not supposed to tell me what to do as my analyst, but this is business." 

He chuckled again. "I think you should. Margaret is getting on in years and could use the break. And the money, to be honest." 

"It's a deal then." 

"Good." He paused. "You know, of course, that means I'll have to hire another service." 

"Why?" 

"It's hardly fair to ask the girls who work there to say no to their boss." 

I laughed. "You're right about that. Thanks, doc." 

"You're welcome, Nick. Goodbye." 

"Goodbye." I waited and listened as he hung up. Half a second later, there was a series of clicks. I put the receiver on the base and sighed deeply.





Be My Monster by Davidson King
PROLOGUE
Past
“This is not a typical situation, Tenny. His parents clearly know people and have the money to make this happen so easily for them.”

“I don’t understand, sir. Why would they put their five-year-old son up for adoption? Has he done something? Have they?”

I sat on the bed, my back to them as I stared out the window. My focus was on the pond across the way and the group of ducklings swimming in circles around their parents. Did they love their ducklings?

“The file I was given says very little, Tenny. It does say he isn’t dangerous, just…different. They couldn’t deal with him.” That last part was said under the older man’s breath.

I’d glanced at the two adults as they’d come in. One was older like my grandpa before he died. The other was a real pretty Black lady with braids and a friendly expression. She was older than Mommy but not by much.

“And you want me to talk with him?”

“Please, Tenny. You have a way about you.”

She sighed. I was used to that sound—Mommy and Daddy did that anytime I did something I wasn’t supposed to do.

Footsteps approached, and I dropped my gaze to the floor. A pair of Mary Janes came into view, but I didn’t look up.

“Hey there, Mitchell. My name is Tennessee. It’s real nice to meet you.” She held out her hand. Daddy always said that was a polite way to greet people, so I took her hand and shook it.

“May I sit down?” She motioned to the spot beside me, and I shrugged. I didn’t care.

She was quiet for a bit, and then she finally spoke. “This feels like an unfair situation, doesn’t it, Mitchell?”

Slowly, I turned my head to peer up at her. Honey-brown eyes glimmered, and a small smile played on light-pink painted lips.

“Yes, ma’am.”

“I bet you’re feeling all sorts of ways, am I right?” I nodded and she hummed. “I have no doubt about that. I can’t imagine all that’s buzzing around that head of yours, but you know what, Mitchell?”

“What?”

“I’d like to find out. I know you don’t believe this, or me, and likely all trust for everything has been thrown out the window, but I want you to know I’m here for you, and I’ll wait as long as I have to for you to believe me.”

I didn’t believe her. I didn’t believe anyone. Mommy and Daddy would tell me they loved me; then I’d hear them tell people I was a monster, a freak. I didn’t understand why. I was sure Tennessee would find out soon enough.

I looked out the window once again. The ducks were gone, and even though Tennessee sat beside me, I felt alone.


“Go on now. Lift your shirt and let me see your back—you know the routine.” Tennessee spun me, forcing me to laugh. I lifted my shirt as she’d ordered, and she hummed. “Good, good. Okay, go wash those filthy hands and help me snap these green beans.”

“Okay, Tenny.” I rushed up the stairs. I’d lived at Sunshine House for five years, and in all that time Tennessee had been right beside me.

She was determined to get inside my head, and she asked a lot of questions. I didn’t know why my parents stopped loving me or why they thought I was a monster. It had taken time for her to break the mold with me, but eventually she did, and she’d always reiterated to me that I wasn’t a monster but that I was special.

She never gave up on me and dragged me to more doctors than I’d ever cared to see again. It wasn’t until I was eight years old that we’d gotten some answers about why I was so weird.

“He has a gene mutation called FAAH-OUT. It’s extremely rare and was quite hard to determine” a doctor had diagnosed, and immediately I’d thought I was one of the X-Men, and how cool was that?

Then came the serious talk. We’d gotten back to Sunshine House, and Tennessee told me to join her at the kitchen table.

“I didn’t really notice it all before. I knew there was something unique about you, Mitchell. You don’t get scared about anything. Thunder, loud noises—heck, that bonfire last summer got crazy, and you didn’t even flinch. Last year you fell from that tree house, broke your arm. You didn’t cry, promised it didn’t hurt. You even healed faster than the doctor thought you would. Now I understand why.”

Apparently, this gene mutation allowed me to feel virtually no pain, and no fear, and I healed faster than others. This mutation was so rare that there were only a few cases worldwide…like seriously, only a few.

Tennessee explained things that I should be wary of—like fire, things that could potentially harm me. And because I felt no pain, she made sure I checked myself over every day, twice a day, and any time I did something that could hurt me.

She told me all the time that I wasn’t a monster or a freak. Mostly, I believed her. But the kids in school thought I was weird. I guess my mutation showed or something, I dunno.

I was sitting at the table, helping Tennessee with dinner, when I got up the nerve to ask her a question that had been poking around my brain.

“Hey, Tenny?”

“Mmhmm?”

“Remember that time you told me all the people in your family were named after states?”

She smiled. “I did say something like that. Not everyone, though. My brothers Dakota and Montana, yes, and then me, Tennessee. All because my daddy’s name was Washington. But my mama, her name was Charlotte.”

“I like that. Um…I was wondering…if it’s okay with you, and if you say no, I understand.”

She dropped her green beans onto the towel and took my hand. “Whatever it is, Mitchell, you go on and say it. You know there’s nothing you can’t ask me.”

“Ok, maybe once I’m eighteen, and I’m an adult, I can change my name.”

She cocked her head. “You want to get rid of your name, Mitchell?”

I nodded. “My parents named me that, and they didn’t want me. I hate hearing my name.”

She pursed her lips and smirked. “What name were you thinkin’?”

She wasn’t saying no yet, but as soon as she heard the name and why, would she reject it, not wanting me to be part of her family traditions?

“I was thinking Pennsylvania? Penn for short, like people call you Tenny.”

“You want to…” She covered her mouth with her hand and I braced for rejection, but it didn’t come. A single tear fell down her cheek. “Why do you want that name, dear boy?”

I took a deep breath. “I want to be your family, Tenny, and it makes me feel like I am every time I think of my name as Pennsylvania.”

She wiped her cheek and beamed. “When you turn eighteen, if you still feel that way, I’ll help you change your name. I’d be honored…Penn.”

She never called me Mitchell again. Only Penn—or if I was in trouble, Pennsylvania. And two days after my eighteenth birthday, she kept her word. Soon enough, Mitchell was officially dead and Pennsylvania was born.





Reckless Roulette by Alice Winters
CHAPTER 1
KADE
This isn’t the first time I’ve had a gun pressed against my head.

It probably won’t be the last.

Irritation rolls through me when the man clanks his gun against my skull again as he holds a hand around my throat to keep me from going too far.

A sigh escapes me as I grit my teeth to keep myself from doing something… unreasonable. Three of my guards are currently lying dead at my feet, telling me that whoever decided to rain on my damn parade is skilled.

Doesn’t make me any less irritated. There are two men, a sniper who is the more skilled of the two and the gunman behind me who seems to think he needs to be uncomfortably close for his gun to work.

“I’m sorry, am I bothering you?” the man asks.

“Oh? How did you guess?” I ask as I lower my hand.

“Get your hands up,” he growls.

“I just want a cigarette, and it’s not like you’re going to shoot me. If I was supposed to be dead at the end of this, you wouldn’t even be here. Your sniper doesn’t need you—you’re fodder. You’re here to tell me something that’s going to annoy me,” I say as I take out a cigarette and light it. “I mean, really, why else would they send someone who has a quiver to his fingers?”

“Fuck you,” he says as I aim the cigarette for my lips again before thinking better of it and cramming the lit end into his eye.

He howls out and releases me, not shooting me, of course, because he never took the safety off. It wasn’t because he made a mistake, it was because he knew that if he shot me, even accidentally, he’d be better served crawling in a ditch somewhere and offing himself.

He lets out a growl as he shoves me forward and just as I turn around, he punches me in the face because that’s something hecando. I drop my cigarette as I grit my teeth in irritation.

“Sell it,” he orders.

“Oh?”

“You need to sell out to Norn if you don’t want to be dead at the end of this. He’s kindly decided that starting tomorrow, you have seven days to get your affairs in order and transfer ownership to him, and if in that time you don’t, he’s going to raze everything you’ve built up to the ground.”

“I can’t wait,” I say dryly as I pull out a different cigarette since his eye rudely destroyed my last one. He’s quite squinty, and it’s kind of hard to give him my full attention when he’s leaking tears the way he is.

I step up to him and jab a finger against his chest. “You tell your boss that he’s going to regret fucking with me because it’s the very last thing he’s going to do.”

Fuck, just hearing that man’s name makes me irritated.

The gunman is just staring at me as I walk past him and continue toward the casino. Mostly employees park out here, but the mess will have to be cleaned up before anyone else stumbles on it or it’ll raise some attention… not that this city isn’t used to guns and bodies.

Fuck, would I love to knock down that damn sniper who killed my guards, but gun wielding is not my specialty. My father raised me with the mindset that we were always going to be taken care of by those beneath us and that shooting those who defied us was not what we did.

He was a fucking idiot.

As I walk through the casino, the noise pounds around me. It’s something that’s been an integral part of my life since I was a child when my father built the place, so it’s nothing more than background noise anymore.

I push through the doors into the back room where a group of my men are loitering. When they see me enter, they look surprised, having thought I’d gone home for the night.

“There are two fuckheads who targeted me when I was in the back parking lot. A sniper and a gunman. They killed my guards. Someone go kill them and clean up the mess, please,” I say as I sink down in a chair and lean back while my financial advisor, Harker, raises an eyebrow. A couple of my security guys head out the door, presumably to do my bidding.

Harker is a man I’ve gotten to know through the business side of things, but he’s also probably as close to a friend as I’m going to get. It doesn’t mean we actually do much together, it just means I tolerate him more than the rest. And while his title is as my financial advisor, he does a lot more than that.

He’s about five years older than my thirty-seven, with brown hair speckled with gray. His dark eyes are currently watching me in concern behind blue-framed glasses. Honestly, he’s probably one of the only ones who’d care if something happened to me.

“You hurt?”

I shrug dismissively. “It’s Norn Peterson.”

Harker whistles as he leans back in his chair. “Well… we knew this day would come; he’s been watching you for a long while. It was nice knowing you with a head on your shoulders. Next time I see you, I’m thinking you might not look so pretty.”

I glower at him because of course this is what he has to say. “You’re a fucking irritation, you know that?”

Harker laughs, clearly amused by his own idiocy. Everyone else in the room is dead silent because they all know better than to laugh or ridicule me, but none of them have known me as long as he has. Harker, knowing that I’m not enjoying a lick of this, sighs. “Well, they left you alive. What do they want?”

“For me to sell to him.”

“You’d be absolutely stupid not to.”

I raise an eyebrow, surprised that he’d believe I’m such a pushover. “You honestly think I’m just going to say, ‘Here ya go, I hope you enjoy taking everything I slaved over for the last twenty years of my life’?”

“Yeah, I think you should. He’ll give you enough money for it. You take it and go do something else with your life. You’re not going to win this game.”

“There only needs to be one man dead for me to win this game,” I say.

Harker seems to think I’m hilarious now as he contemplates this. “Yeah. You seem to forget that Norn got his rise to power as a hitman. He literally controls a chunk of the network.”

“So then I need someone better. Simple as that,” I say.

“So fucking simple,” he says dryly.

“I know you have a guy.”

“I don’t have a guy, Iknowa guy,” Harker corrects. “And let me just save you the time… he’s not going to work for you.”

“Call him. He won’t refuse when he hears my offer.”

Harker slowly shakes his head before taking his phone out. “Alright… donotcome bitching to me about your time being wasted when this is over with.” He taps some buttons and holds the phone to his ear.

“Hey, Kade Morris wants to hire you… yeah, I told him that… yeah, I know you’re busy but you’re the only one I can think of… just… fucking hell, he’s not going to go for it… fine. Yeah, bye.”

I stare at him, already not impressed.

“He said he wants to meet you first. He only works for guys he likes, Kade. And you’re not a likeable guy,” he says.

“I’m goddamn Mr. Rogers,” I growl.

That makes Harker laugh as he shakes his head. “Oh, you’re going to die so hard.”

“Fuck off.”

“With that attitude, I’ll be the only one at your funeral.”

I glower at him as he laughs like he thinks he’s hilarious. Everyone else in the room is watching with wide eyes and remaining silent.

“Come to my office tomorrow. I’ll take you to see him,” he says.

“There is absolutely no reason that I need to go.”

“He’s not going to work for you if he doesn’t like you.”

“This is a pain in my ass.”

Harker shrugs. “Be there by ten in the morning. Don’t be late. He doesn’t like it when you’re late, either.”

“Is there anything this person does like?” I ask.

“He’s still ten times more pleasant than you. If I had to be stuck on an island with you or him, I’d pick him or drown myself.”

“You wouldn’t have to do it yourself, I’d do it for you,” I assure him.

“Perfect.”




Frank W Butterfield
Frank W. Butterfield is the Amazon best-selling author of 89 (and counting) self-published novels, novellas, and short stories. Born and raised in Lubbock, Texas, he has traveled all over the US and Canada and now makes his home in Daytona Beach, Florida. His first attempt at writing at the age of nine with a ball-point pen and a notepad was a failure. Forty years later, he tried again and hasn't stopped since.










RJ Scott
Writing love stories with a happy ever after – cowboys, heroes, family, hockey, single dads, bodyguards

USA Today bestselling author RJ Scott has written over one hundred romance books. Emotional stories of complicated characters, cowboys, single dads, hockey players, millionaires, princes, bodyguards, Navy SEALs, soldiers, doctors, paramedics, firefighters, cops, and the men who get mixed up in their lives, always with a happy ever after.

She lives just outside London and spends every waking minute she isn’t with family either reading or writing. The last time she had a week’s break from writing, she didn’t like it one little bit, and she has yet to meet a box of chocolates she couldn’t defeat.








Davidson King
Davidson King, always had a hope that someday her daydreams would become real-life stories. As a child, you would often find her in her own world, thinking up the most insane situations. It may have taken her awhile, but she made her dream come true with her first published work, Snow Falling.

She managed to wrangle herself a husband who matched her crazy and they hatched three wonderful children.

If you were to ask her what gave her the courage to finally publish, she’d tell you it was her amazing family and friends. Support is vital in all things and when you’re afraid of your dreams, it will be your cheering section that will lift you up.







Alice Winters
Alice Winters started writing stories as soon as she was old enough to turn her ideas into written words. She loves writing a variety of things from romance and comedy to action. She also enjoys reading, horseback riding, and spending time with her pets.











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