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Wednesday, September 9, 2026

August Book of the Month: Blood and Sand by Jordan L Hawk




Summary:

The Pride #3
War has come to the streets of Chicago…

Sam Cunningham didn’t set out to work for a gangster, but his job as Mickey Sullivan’s hexmaster seems safe enough…until a gang war puts a target on both of their backs.

Cheetah-shifter Alistair Gatti is desperate to keep his family’s speakeasy up and running. But with a brutal assassin killing off the city’s bootleggers, his options are growing slimmer with every passing day.

Their one chance to remain safe and keep The Pride afloat lies in the form of an ancient hex looted from an Egyptian tomb. If Sam wants to escape Sullivan’s grasp, he needs to recreate the hex and get it to work.

But in a gang war fought by magic as well as guns, the odds are in no one’s favor, and the streets of Chicago will soon run red with blood.






Absolutely delicious! I've loved Jordan L Hawk's work since I first ventured into Widdershins waybackwhen and each new book from the author's many series I've dived into, just gets better and better. The Pride's third entry, Blood and Sand is a perfect example of that.

I won't spoil anything so details will be vague, if you follow my reviews then you are well aware of my no spoiler mottoπŸ˜‰. I will say you need to read the series in order, technically you don't really have to read the author's Hexworld series that The Pride connects to but I personally would recommend doing so. It's not a case of plot points or characters crossing over so much as I felt I had a better, more deeper understanding and appreciation of the witch/familiar dynamic and the blending of magic and fact that went into the author's world building, but that's just my take on it.  

Back to Blood and Sand. We see Sam and Allister pick up pretty much where Lion's Tail, book 2, left off. Their relationship is both stronger and weaker due to Sam's employer and its interesting to see that scale trying to balance out. Don't get me wrong, love for each other is never in question. Since reading the second book, I lost my mother and can certainly understand Sam's pull towards what he wants to do(no spoilers #sorrynotsorry) even though the reason behind it is on the complete opposite end of the emotional spectrum.

It's the above eluded to point that I feel earns B&S a "dark elements" label. I've certainly read darker books but there is an ambiguous moral line Sam contemplates that puts it in the dark column, some readers might not quite see it the same but I wanted to put that out there.

There isn't a single thing in this story that is just page filler, every scene, every interaction, every hex, every drink is needed and furthers the story along fluently. I don't know if the author has anymore stories in this series planned, the ending could go either way, but if more come I will definitely read them and if not, I'll enjoy what there is for years to come in revisits.

RATING:




1
Alistair stared down at the dead bootlegger and wished he’d stayed home.

The man—Charlie O’Keefe—sprawled on his back on the deck of his yacht, which was currently tied up at a little marina not too far from Towertown. A single gunshot marked the center of his forehead. Fortunately, the back of his head was against the deck, hiding at least some of the carnage of the much larger exit wound.

Not an unfamiliar sight, Alistair having served on the front lines in France. Though in the war, few casualties were shot at such close range, at least judging from the powder burns on O’Keefe’s skin.

“Must’ve got the jump on him,” Doris observed from where she stood a few feet behind him on the deck. Philip didn’t say anything; he’d taken on snow leopard form and leapt to the bridge’s roof to better survey the area. “There’s no sign of a struggle. He still had a drink in his hand when he went down.”

Indeed, a battered flask lay in O’Keefe’s fingers, liquor pooling beneath it. His assassin had walked right up and shot him in the face. Someone he knew, then.

Whoever had done it, it was bad news for them. O’Keefe was meant to be their new source for booze, since their last bootlegger died in a fiery airplane crash.

So much for that.

“Check below,” Alistair said. “See if the cargo is still intact.”

“Aye-aye, captain.” Doris saluted him; he returned it with his middle finger.

She went below in tiger shape, ready in case of an ambush. Alistair didn’t think she’d find any trouble, though; aside from the gentle slap of waves against the hull, the marina was utterly silent. Autumnal chill had set in, the wind over the lake promising winter, and the best days for pleasure sailing were behind.

He went into cheetah shape to take advantage of his nose. The world took on new dimensions around him, smelling of blood and brains, oil and fuel, salt and algae, snow leopard and tiger, and…

A human, probably a man. And…ink? Did the assassin have a leaky fountain pen?

Either way, it wasn’t going to help him figure out who had put O’Keefe on ice. A rival? A personal grudge? A gang boss who didn’t want the competition?

He hoped it wasn’t the latter, because the only gang in the area was headed by Mickey Sullivan. Who Alistair’s lover—and witch—worked for.

Sullivan wasn’t usually so aggressive when it came to small-time rumrunners. But between the death of his only child and an ongoing war with Isabella Fabiano and her gang, maybe his patience had run short.

“Booze is still here,” Doris called.

Alistair shifted form so he could talk. “Grab the hooch, then we get out of here before anyone else shows up.”

Philip sprang down to the deck and took on human shape. “Just steal it?”

“Not like he’s going to miss it.” Alistair turned his back on O’Keefe’s body, its eyes fixed lifelessly on the clouds above.

Philip shrugged. “We should check to see if it’s tainted.”

“We’ll do it back at The Pride. I don’t want to spend any more time than we have to here. The killer might have friends who are on their way to pick up the liquor right now.”

Philip swore, but it got him moving. The living space below had been converted to a cargo hold filled with crates of illicit liquor. They hauled the crates out, Doris lifting them easily by herself, Philip and Alistair panting and cursing to move them together. As soon as the truck was full, they shut the hatch behind them, leaving what remained.

As they crammed back into the truck, Philip said, “This load won’t get us through the end of the month, Alistair. With O’Keefe bumped off, we need to find a new supplier fast.”

Alistair ground his teeth in frustration. Running a speakeasy in Chicago was good business, but not exactly the most stable way to make a living. They were getting squeezed left and right, and pretty soon their only choice was going to be between serving whatever panther piss Sullivan sold them or packing it all in.

“Don’t worry about it,” he said as Doris steered the truck away from the dock, its lights off so as not to attract attention. “We’ll come up with something. We always do.”

* * *

Sam took off his hat and held it tightly in his hands as he walked through the front door of The Silvervine. He’d been in some equally fancy joints since he came to Chicago, but that fact didn’t seem to be helping his nerves tonight.

The cabaret was in full swing, a constant flow of men and women in fashionable clothes coming in, and a smaller stream departing. Just inside the door, two hosts guided diners to their tables. Sam cleared his throat when his turn came. “I’m here to meet Mr. Sullivan? Sam Cunningham.”

The man didn’t bat an eye at the mention of Sullivan—but then, according to Alistair, the gangster owned the place, even though his name wasn’t on the paperwork. “Of course, Mr. Cunningham. Right this way.”

Sam followed him, trying not to gawk. He’d been in Chicago for a little over six months now, but its nightlife still had the power to dazzle him. Back in Gatesville, where he’d spent most of his life, the town would have already rolled up the sidewalks for the night. Most folk would be in bed by now, or else listening to the radio if they couldn’t sleep.

Here, the evening was just getting started.

The Silvervine was decorated in rose and gold, with red velvet covering the walls. Tables surrounded a dance floor where customers did the Charleston to the accompaniment of an eight-piece orchestra. More diners watched from a second-floor balcony. Waiters threaded their way through the tables, carrying drinks—none filled more than halfway to allow for illicit alcohol to be added—and plates of spaghetti, linguini, and steak.

After pausing at the coat check, the host led him through the dining room to an arch on the far side. A velvet curtain hung in the arch to shield the occupants in the room beyond from curious eyes.

It was another dining room, this one much smaller than the main hall, with fewer tables and only a four-piece orchestra. The dance floor was mainly unoccupied, though a pair of women drunkenly swayed together, laughing hysterically at their own lack of coordination. Sam followed the host up a set of stairs to the balcony above.

Sullivan sat at one of the three tables, his right-hand man Leonard Turner at his elbow. The other tables were occupied by men and women Sam recognized as members of Sullivan’s gang whom he’d met over the summer. Several of them called greetings when he entered, and a few leaned back in their seats to shake his hand as he passed.

Heat crept up his neck at the attention, even as he tried to smile and return all the greetings. He barely knew them, but apparently that didn’t matter. The important thing was he was Sullivan’s, just like they were.

“Glad you could make it, kid,” Sullivan said, pulling back the empty chair at his table. “Have a seat; have a seat.” To the host, he added, “Get the man a Canada Dry, would you? Fill it to the top. And another scotch and soda for Lenny here.”

“Thanks.” Sam’s palms sweated as he sat down, and he wiped them on his knees beneath the table. He wasn’t used to any of this—when he took the job as Sullivan’s hexmaster, he’d assumed he’d be spending his days working in the lab and his nights at home with Alistair or at The Pride.

And for the most part, he did. But his promotion had unexpectedly put him in the upper echelons of the gang, which meant the other members wanted to get to know him. Most of the time he was able to politely dodge invitations to dinner or drinks, but when Sullivan summoned him, he had no choice but to attend.

“How are you doing?” Sullivan asked him. “All healed up?”

The man who’d formerly held Sam’s job, Vic Nagorski, had shot him in a misguided attempt to force Sam to help him with a hex, one that could heal any wound—but only at the cost of someone else’s life. Fortunately, ordinary doctors and hexes had been able to save him, though he was only now really able to move without pain again.

They hadn’t saved his mother, though.

“Once a failure, always a failure,” whispered his father’s voice in his head.

“Good as new,” he told Sullivan. “How is Mrs. Sullivan?”

A look of sorrow flitted across Sullivan’s face, there and gone in an instant. He’d aged since his only child’s death, his hair grown out so darker roots showed, more lines around his eyes. “She’s visiting her mother in New York for a bit. I’ll pass along your greetings.”

A waiter came with their drinks, then took their orders. Sam got the steak, since he’d never mastered the knack of twirling spaghetti on a fork, and didn’t want to look like a fool in front of his employer. Once the server was gone again, Sullivan said, “How are things going at the hexworks?”

Sam wasn’t sure why he’d been invited to this dinner, when Sullivan could have summoned him to his office at any time. But being asked to talk about hexes put him on surer footing, and he sat up straighter.

“Good! We’re fully up and running now—one of the scriptoriums wasn’t working out, it was too dark, but we figured out how to amplify the hexlights without needing more magic to run them, so that’s taken care of.”

Vic had burned the old hexworks to the ground, which meant the entire operation had to move to a new location. Sullivan acquired a building that once housed a Lithuanian-language newspaper, now out of business, and Sam had been helping to convert it to a hexworks ever since.

“Excellent, excellent.” Sullivan took a sip of his drink, which looked like a gin and tonic. While working at The Pride, Sam had learned more than he ever wanted to know about cocktails. “And you’ve figured out the counter to that look-away hex, I believe.”

“We have.” Sam had to restrain himself from going into details; most folks didn’t particularly care about how hexes worked, so long as they did. “It’s ready to be copied now.”

Sullivan beamed at him. “Well done. You’ve earned a bonus.”

Turner slipped a hand inside his suit coat and came out with a thick envelope, which he passed over to Sam. Sam’s throat constricted—he wanted to protest, say it hadn’t been anything, really. He was already being paid more than he’d ever dreamed and certainly didn’t need a bonus.

But it wasn’t just him now. Luke and Glenda, his teammates in the lab, deserved acknowledgement for their hard work.

Silently pledging to split the entire sum between the two, he accepted the envelope and put it in his own coat, beside his hexmaking kit. “Thanks, Mr. Sullivan. That’s very generous of you.”

Sullivan smiled and clapped him on the shoulder. “I take care of my people.” His eyes went past Sam, and he sat back. “And here’s that dinner.”

Talk turned to inconsequential things while they ate. Turner regaled them with a story about an excursion to Milwaukee in which he’d encountered a pair of contortionists, and soon had Sullivan and Sam both choking on their laughter. When they’d first met, Sam had thought Turner severe—and he could be, especially when carrying out Sullivan’s orders. But he had a lighter side to him, always ready with a preposterous anecdote or amusing joke.

After dessert—chocolate ice cream with shavings of chocolate sprinkled on top—a steady stream of the other gang members came by for a quick word with their boss. Sullivan and Turner lit cigars; Sam demurred, to Turner’s amusement.

“Maybe we should call you Choirboy,” he said with a wink. “You don’t smoke, you don’t drink, you’re going steady with that cat when you could be working your way through Bughouse Square—you’ve got to have some vice.”

Sam’s face heated, but Sullivan only laughed. “A smart man keeps his vices under wraps,” he said, pointing his cigar at Turner.

“Still waters run deep, I guess.” Turner clapped Sam on the shoulder.

The teasing wasn’t mean-spirited, which was a change from Sam’s former life back in Gatesville. There, it was meant to set him apart; here, it was a signal he belonged. “Deep as a puddle,” he replied, and got a chuckle out of Turner.

Sullivan checked his watch, then rose to his feet. Turner and Sam did the same, as did another of the gang, Eddie Bellinowski. “Bring around the car, would you?” Sullivan asked Bellinowski, who nodded and hurried away down the stairs.

Assuming Sullivan’s departure meant he was free to go as well, Sam trailed along after him and Turner. At the coat check, Sullivan retrieved a fur coat that looked too hot for the fallish weather but probably had a hex on it to keep its wearer comfortable. He made quite a sight as they strolled toward the glass doors at the front of the cabaret: fur coat, diamond tie pin, tailored suit, and shining shoes.

At the door, Sullivan paused and turned toward Sam. “Always a pleasure to⁠—”

The front of the building exploded inward in a shower of fire and glass.




A group of cat-shifters run a speakeasy amidst
the magic and violence of 1920s Chicago.
The Pride takes place in the same universe as the Hexworld books.

Saturday's Series Spotlight
Hexworld
Part 1  /  Part 2

Monday's Mystical Magic

Saturday's Series Spotlight
The Pride

August 2026 Book of the Month




Jordan L Hawk
Jordan L. Hawk is a trans author from North Carolina. Childhood tales of mountain ghosts and mysterious creatures gave him a life-long love of things that go bump in the night. When he isn’t writing, he brews his own beer and tries to keep the cats from destroying the house. His best-selling Whyborne & Griffin series (beginning with Widdershins) can be found in print, ebook, and audiobook.

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Sunday, September 6, 2026

πŸ“šSunday's Short Stack(Back to School Edition)πŸ“š: 44.1644° North by Josh Lanyon




Summary:

The decades-old disappearance of twenty-one-year-old teaching student Deirdre Duncan is the Holy Grail for true crime buffs—and Skylar Brennan, the host of the Ugly Town podcast, is no exception. In fact, on the mean streets of the internet, he’s considered an expert on the case. (In law enforcement circles, he’s viewed as just another crackpot internet sleuth.)

Every February, the remote New Hampshire village of Woodlark is the site of a candlelight vigil for Deirdre. Family, friends, and “supporters” of the long missing girl, gather at the spot where she was last seen. This is Skylar’s first vigil, and his fans are excited, but maybe not as excited as the person who’s been anonymously emailing him coordinates to what this poison pen pal claims is Deirdre’s grave.

Original Review June 2023:
Even though I'm not a podcast listener, I am a true crime story watcher so  I completely understood the whole "armchair detective" desire to uncover the truth.  Frankly, it's not a setting I've come across in the MM genre, matter of fact about a year ago I asked in a FB book rec group for this very kind of story and got nothing so I definitely jumped at this one.  Being Josh Lanyon didn't exactly hurt my desire to read either as she is one of my very favorite authors.

Being a mystery I won't delve into too many of the ins and outs of the story so as not to spoil anything, I will say I found it fascinatingly fun and learning in the author's notes that it was a real cold case crime that inspired her, well that just added another level of intrigue to it.  I will admit the case sounded vaguely familiar as I was reading it but it wasn't until I looked it up after reading the author's notes that I recalled seeing the story on an episode of Disappeared on ID, it had been awhile so it wasn't vivid in my recollection but I jotted it down and will keep an eye out for the episode on a rewatch.

I think I can honestly say there is less romance in 44.1644° North than most of the author's works but that's okay.  Don't get me wrong, I love a good Lanyon romance and her mysteries are always so brilliantly-page-turnery(yeah I know not a real word but it's one of the boxes I label for ticking when determining the difference between a good and great mystery) but  sometimes letting the reader further the romance internally heightens every element of the story.

One factor I really loved(probably minor in terms of on-page wordage but stood out to me) was the townsfolk battling within themselves the desire for answers and not wanting their community used for profit with the annual vigil.  Keeping the word out is the best way for answers to be found one day but the vigil has almost become a "festival"(for lack of a better word) for armchair detectives.  I can understand why that would cause heartache for many.

44.1644° North is a lovely blend of crime, romance, mystery, flirting, truth, and hope that one day the answers we seek will find a portal.  Okay some of that might be a bit over the top but in all honesty, 44.1644° North is a quick and easy read.  Not because there is no substance to the story or that it's rushed but because it hooks you in, from wanting to find the answers behind Deidre's disappearance to Skylar and Rory's snark and cuddle chemistry, you find yourself so involved in the story that before you know it you swipe the last page.

I don't know if the author has any future plans for the podcasting amateur detectives, she probably doesn't either as an author is at the mercy of the characters desire to speak to them.  If Skylar and Rory ever have more investigations they want to clue Josh Lanyon in on, I'll be the first in line to read them.

RATING:





Prologue
She was not afraid of the dark.

But now, beyond the ominous red flash of the Saturn’s hazard lights, her flashlight beam seemed to feebly poke and prod at the shroud of night enveloping Route 112.

It was very dark.

Unnaturally dark.

Uh, hello, Deirdre. This near total absence of light was as natural as it got.

Primordial. That was the word.

Really, it wasn’t the color of night. It was the woods spooking her. The forbidding black line of sentinel trees that seemed to swallow every sound—her boots crunching on the snow, her brisk, steady inhalations, the crisp rustle of her parka.

She felt like she was being watched.

And that would be because the woods were full of things watching her: deer, rabbits, squirrels. Things that were much more afraid of her than she was of them.

Bear. Occasionally. But there hadn’t been a fatal bear attack in New Hampshire since the 1700s. She knew because her family used to summer about forty miles from here.

Technically within walking—or running—distance. At least, for a girl who ran marathons.

But not at night. Not in February. Not in the snow. Not alone. She was not crazy. She was not drunk.

That was not to say she could necessarily pass a breathalyzer test. The way things were going, better not to risk it.

Still. She knew this was not a great idea.

Her dad would have a fit if he knew. Is this the advice you’d give one of your students? That’s what he’d say. And no, this was not the advice she’d give one of her students. Especially since her students were kindergarteners. Kindergarteners rarely got nailed for DUIs.

She huffed a shaky laugh. What did it say that she’d rather brave the unknowns of a winter’s night in the White Mountain National Forest than face what lay behind her?

And just that…the memory of her compounding troubles made her heart flinch and recoil.

How? How did I get myself into this?  

How do I get myself out?

Her father would say, The O’Donnells don’t run from their troubles.

She was not running. She was choosing a strategic withdrawal. A tactical retreat.

You’ve the blood of Irish kings and queens in your veins, girls.

Probably not. But they were named for Irish princesses. All four of the O’Donnell sisters: Grania, Grace, Eva and Deirdre.

She was no princess, but she was strong. She was smart. She would figure this out.

One day it might even be funny.

Fingers crossed.

Gosh, it was quiet out here.

In a dark, dark wood…

She’d been reading that to the kids last Friday, and she smiled faintly, remembering their shrieking delight at the ending. It never failed.

It’s not like she was in the middle of nowhere. Not really. She could see a few scattered window lights, porch lights through the trees. She could ask for help at any of those homes. Better though, to put some distance between herself and the crash site. Just in case the sheriff’s deputy returned.

She needed somewhere warm and quiet to spend the night. It had been a few years since she traveled this road, but she was pretty sure there would be lodges, motels down the highway a bit.

Tomorrow she’d retrieve her car and deal with whatever there was to deal with. Everything always looked brighter in the morning. She just needed a good night’s sleep—something she hadn’t had in…weeks?

Impossible to make important decisions, life-changing decisions when you were this exhausted.

Now that the initial heart-pounding surge of adrenaline was past, she was starting to feel the aches and pains of the crash. And the cold… The cold really sucked the energy out of you.

Well, the best remedy for that was to keep moving. The white circle of her flashlight beam bounced playfully ahead of her.

She’d kill for a cup of hot coffee. The stop for lunch at that diner felt like a week ago.

The quiet was getting to her. The crack of every tree branch under snow sounded like a gunshot.

How far had she gone? It felt like miles but her Saturn was only just out of sight. Maybe she’d flag down the next car that came by. If she could get to a phone, that would simplify things.

After all, she’d been camping a million times. She loved the outdoors.

She began to sing one of those goofy old songs her dad loved, raising her voice in defiance of the ringing silence around her.

“When Irish eyes are smiling…” The air tasted of snow and pine. “Sure, it’s like a morn in spring…”

Overhead, the tufted stratocumulus layer of clouds drifted, pulled apart, and for a few encouraging seconds, the waning moon glowed warmly, brightly off the snow banks, gilded the tree tops.

“…You can hear the angels sing…”

All too soon, the light faded and shadows fell once more. The trailing threads of clouds rewove themselves into a tapestry of darkness and silence.



Josh Lanyon
Bestselling author of over sixty titles of classic Male/Male fiction featuring twisty mystery, kickass adventure and unapologetic man-on-man romance, JOSH LANYON has been called "the Agatha Christie of gay mystery."

Her work has been translated into eleven languages. The FBI thriller Fair Game was the first male/male title to be published by Harlequin Mondadori, the largest romance publisher in Italy. Stranger on the Shore (Harper Collins Italia) was the first M/M title to be published in print. In 2016 Fatal Shadows placed #5 in Japan's annual Boy Love novel list (the first and only title by a foreign author to place on the list).

The Adrien English Series was awarded All Time Favorite Male Male Couple in the 2nd Annual contest held by the Goodreads M/M Group (which has over 22,000 members). Josh is an Eppie Award winner, a four-time Lambda Literary Award finalist for Gay Mystery, and the first ever recipient of the Goodreads Favorite M/M Author Lifetime Achievement award.

Josh is married and they live in Southern California.


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Thursday, August 27, 2026

πŸ“š⏳Throwback Thursday's Time Machine(Back to School Edition)⏳πŸ“š: Off the Ice by RJ Scott & VL Locey




Summary:
Chestorford Coyotes #1
A coming-of-age love story with high school, hockey rivalry, friendship, family, and coming out. 

Soren’s life changes in an instant when he and his younger brother are adopted by hockey royalty. Making sense of his new life is hard enough, but when he’s enrolled in a private school it means facing a whole new set of problems. Navigating friendship, family, and hockey is one thing, but being attracted to the boy who vexes him is a whole new thing..

Felix has a reputation to protect. He's the kid who seems to have everything but looks can be deceiving. Spinning lies about his perfect life, he’s created a fantasy world that even he has started to believe. Only, it’s not long before everything crumbles, all of his pretty lies are revealed, and only his closest rival sees through his pain and stands by him.

Fighting is easy, friendship is hard, but love is everything.








Original Review July 2023:
There are 2 types of a**hole characters in fiction:

1. The truly evil bad guy that you are left salivating over the idea of their hopefully very painful demise.

2. The good guy with a very weighty chip on their shoulder that you know will soften and grow but still want to smack with an iron skillet to the back of the head at times.

Felix falls under #2.  Oh how I wanted to knock some sense into him on many occasions BUT I also knew he had to get there on his own to fully grow.  Authors can't help him, it's his journey and knowingly or cluelessly, he controls the timelineπŸ˜‰.  There were enough hints throughout his inner monologues that made me empathize with him but in no way excused his actions.  Soren on the other hand is all kinds of adorableness.  Having read Perfect Gifts in the authors' Harrisburg Railers series, I was aware of Soren's background and how he and his brother, Milo, came to be in the Madsen-Rowe household.  So I watched a very similar but not equal chip disappear from the teenager's shoulder previously.  There will always be hints of said chip there considering his journey to Ten & Jared's door but he understands it and has learned to cope, making him older than his years yet still very much a teenager.

Put these two lads together and the chemistry is undeniable but it's not easy.  It's Scott and Locey so you know the HEA is a foregone conclusion but the journey getting there is where the fun is.  I'll admit there are times when you doubt wanting Felix to find that HEA but then he does or says something that surprises you, course then there is the one thing(and no I'm not telling what that is) that breaks your heart instantly because it appears to show a backward slide in his growth.  Sometimes one needs to be shattered to finally find perspective and that's what happens to Felix and things slowly but realistically change.  I know that sounds very vague but I don't want to spoil anything, just because we know it'll end in HEA doesn't mean we know what they win and lose to get there.

Now I mentioned Railers entry, Perfect Gifts above being where we are introduced to Soren and Milo and though I highly recommend reading, at the very least the Ten/Jared entries in that series first, it's not a must.  You won't be lost if you start with Off the Ice.  It's just a personal need to read character growth in progression so that my heart can fully connect to said characters, but that's just me.

Truth is, with a few exceptions(Little House and Anne of Green Gables books that I shared with my grandmother) I haven't read too many young adult stories since I was 12 or 13.  At that time I read Judy Blume's Forever after which I went straight from Blume to Sidney Sheldon, Danielle Steel, LaVyrle Spencer, and a few Jackie Collins. . . in terms of reading lets just say I grew up very quickly.   I mention this because I can't honestly compare Off the Ice to other YA stories in the LGBTQ genre in regards to handling pure adolescent narratives.  What I can compare it to is the beauty in which Scott & Locey have written the characters' natural, realistic, and completely relatable growth that makes a good story great.

Honestly? I think the fact that I don't seek out YA genre and still loved every word of Off the Ice speaks more volume to the amazingness of the story than anything else I could put in to words so maybe I'll just end my review with that sentiment.

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Chapter One
Soren
“…a good summer where you enjoyed yourselves and, yet, practiced and worked out as much as possible. Welcome to the JV Hockey squad, which is a responsibility to not only yourself, but to your family and, perhaps biggest of all, to Chesterford Academy.”

Coach Sennett paused as he scanned the room. I’d heard a similar speech to this last year, only then, it had been me as a newbie, unsure of my place in the world, let alone the team.

“Remember that what you accomplish on the ice, here, follows you through the rest of your lives. What you strive for academically, also will. We’ve lost some of our seniors, but we’ve picked up some new faces, and we’ll work hard to come together as a team first, then, we’ll click as the champions I know we can be. Go Coyotes!”

“Go Coyotes!”

We all shouted and clapped for Coach’s speech. Everyone respected our coach because he was a good guy, warm and open to all his players. He’d played in the AHL for seventeen years, then took this position after he retired, and his word was law.

When he and the other coaches—both volunteers—as well as Mr. Holley, our hockey director, left the locker room, we all looked at each other. Coach was right, there were new faces. Some freshmen who’d managed to fill the open slots on the team, but there were more sophomores—like me—and it was on the older guys to help the younger ones.

Shaun Stanton stood up and addressed the room from the lofty position of being the best player on the team from last year. “Okay, Connor Clooney, our previous captain, is now on the varsity team, so we’re going to need to think and vote on a new captain. Voting will run through the next two weeks, so think hard on who you feel will fill the role best.” He smiled at the newbies. “I know you freshmen don’t know us well, but we’re all amazing, smart, and incredibly handsome.” We all chuckled. It was obviously true, but we all knew we’d be voting to make Shaun our new captain. “You’ll get to know us better over the course of our practices leading up to the season opener against the Altoona Hawks.”

We all booed at the name of one of our competitors. The freshmen joined in, and we were already bonding. Coach would be so proud. Smiling at the bullshit Shaun was tossing out, I scanned the room, happy to be back for another season. I enjoyed the sport, and while some people thought I was for sure aiming to be a pro player, given one of my adoptive fathers —Tennant Madsen-Rowe—was a generational phenom and skated for the Harrisburg Railers; not to mention my other dad—Jared Madsen-Rowe—was a coach for the Railers and played at the NHL level; I wasn’t sure that was what I wanted to do with my life.

I really enjoyed working with kids, so maybe a counselor? I knew what it was like to come up through the system before being lucky enough to get adopted. Still, I had time to figure it out. As my one dad, Jared, said: “There’s no need to decide your entire future before you can even drive.” Not that driving was that far off. I’d be sixteen in October.

My adoptive parents are cool. Jared is cool. So is Ten. I couldn’t have asked for better fathers for me and Milo. I couldn’t be luckier.

Raucous laughter came from the far corner where Felix Maxwell-Sinclair held court. Ugh. That dude was a complete dick, and the only person from last year’s team that I detested. I wasn’t sure how he could skate, what with that fat head and that stick shoved so far up his ass. I mean, sure, he was cute, hot even, but man… those looks did not make up for his toilet personality. Richest kid on campus, he had two lumbering dumb-ass suck-ups who followed him everywhere, and who laughed loudly at whatever Felix said. Given the way the ass was staring at the back of my friend Tyler’s head, I bet he’d said something nasty.

Tyler—my fellow winger—was jawing about something, and then, he turned to face Felix, saying something. Felix was wearing that sneer that someday, someone would be jonesing to knock off his face, and I hoped I was there to witness it.

Just as I was thinking of Felix’s face meeting a fist, he shot to his feet, gave Tyler a shove, and jumped on the smaller guy when Tyler fell off the bench to the floor. I reacted instantly, and was into the fray in a second, rolling Felix off Tyler with a body check that would have cleared any of the Railers off their skates. Not really, but it sounded boss. Tyler was smaller than most, a speed demon on ice, but we protected him—I protected him.

“Get the fuck off me!” Felix snarled, swinging at me as we grappled for control. He was strong, about my height and weight, but I had the advantage. Or I thought I did. He swung back in a flash, clocking me in the mouth. My front teeth dug into my lower lip, and I tasted blood, which kind of pissed me off. We wrestled around amid shouts from our teammates until I managed to get him under control. Mostly.

He was splayed out on the floor, his face pressed into a pair of wet sneakers lying in front of a locker. I put my knee into his back while the other guys scrambled to get Tyler on his feet.

“What the hell, Sinclair?” I barked down at Felix. We never used our full last names, not since he’d decided that having gay dads meant I didn’t deserve to inherit both last names. Whatever. He hated that I responded in kind, and that was just one more point against the freaking idiot.

“Get off my back, Rowe!” he snarled, adding something else to the comment, which was hard to make out since his face was jammed into a skanky, soggy, grey and black Nike belonging to one of the guys who had run here across the sodden sports field. Caleb had kicked them off to wring out his socks but had yet to dress his smelly feet. Caleb liked to hear us complain about his foot stink for some reason. Dude was weird.

It sounded like Felix might have used a queer slur, but I couldn’t be sure it was the F-word, although I’d heard him use it before. He should think twice about using that in front of me. My new family was all kinds of queer, as were I and a few other players. Coach, also, did not put up with any racist, sexist, or queer slurs. I’d already hit Felix once, way back, when he started shit about my dads, but that had ended up with me in an office with my new dads, wondering if they were going to send me back in the system.

Of course, they hadn’t—they loved me and Milo, and wanted us as their sons, alongside their daughter. We were family, and it was all official and everything. Still, the thought that I’d disappoint my dads meant I genuinely tried not to rise to Felix and hit him again.

But he’d jumped Tyler, and that wasn’t right.

I glanced up through my mop of dark hair that really did need cutting, to see Tyler was on his feet, shaking. I swallowed blood, jumping off Felix before stumbling to stand and taking a few steps back to give him room. He pushed to his expensive sneakers, blond hair in his eyes, mud smeared across his cheek and mouth, and glared at me.

“Fuck right off, Rowe!” Felix shouted, then pulled the back of his hand across his face.

“What happened?” One of the team asked.

Tyler began rambling about breakfast cereal and how he hoped his mom had bought milk so he could stuff himself on Count Chocula when he got home, and that he thought Felix might not like cereal. None of that made any sense at all, and I eyed Felix as he spat on the floor, then shoved people aside to stalk out of the locker room, never bothering to explain why he’d jumped Tyler.

“Okay, so Sinclair is obviously not a fan of the deliciousness that is Count Chocula,” I said loudly, hoping to deescalate things a bit. A few of the guys snickered. Tyler gave me a look and a shrug. I licked at the split on my lip. Blood still oozed out of it. I wasn’t sure how I’d explain a split lip to my father when he picked me up in fifteen minutes, but I was the king of quick thinking. I’d come up with something…

* * *

“Okay,so you want to run that past me again?” Dad asked as I buckled into the passenger seat. Milo was in the back, brown eyes wide, staring at me openly. He also went to Chesterford Academy, but the elementary school building was on the other side of the large green grounds.

“I tripped going into homeroom,” I said, peeking into the backseat at my ten-year-old brother. His eyes were round as hubcaps. “I’m a dork.”

“Your feet are too big,” Milo said, his worry seeming to disappear after I gave him a lopsided smile.

It hurt to smile, but for him I would. Then, I leaned around the seat even more to wink at my little sister, Lottie. Charlotte had started kindergarten this year and was in her car seat reading. The girl read a lot. Like all the time. Simple words mostly, but she was growing her vocabulary daily. She was always coming to me to read big books to her, and we spent hours curled up with fantasy novels—me, her, Milo, and our dog, Gordie, on the couch in the playroom reading about dragons, heroes and heroines, and mystical palaces floating in the clouds.

“Your feet smell,” Charlotte told me. I stuck out my tongue, and she giggled.

“Soren, your lip?” Dad asked, pulling me back to the puffy lip and outright lie I’d decided to tell. It kind of sat badly on my tongue. Or maybe that was the rank taste of old blood. No, it was the lie. Totally. I undid my tie with a sigh.

“Tripped. I was looking at Chelsea Myers’ new sweater and—”

“Right, we don’t need to go into more detail,” Jared said, rolling his eyes to the back seat.

“Why did she get a new sweater?” Milo asked as he tried to dig something out from under his booster seat.

“Is it pink?” Lottie inquired from behind me. She was into pink. This week. Last week it was purple. The week before red. Which was why everyone in the house got new mani/pedis every week. All three of us wore Chesterford uniforms in red, black, and blue, our school colors. Lottie’s was a little pleated skirt in dark blue, while Milo and I wore slacks. Sexist much, board members? Like, are we in the fifties or what?

“No, it was white and fluffy,” I replied, Jared giving me a look. “Chelsea has really nice…sweaters.”

“Mm-hmm,” Jared mumbled as we waited for the kids in front of us to pile into their cars. “It’s nice to know that the young lady has attractive clothing.”

Jared was bi, like me, so he got the whole pretty girls in sweaters thing. So did his son—my half-brother now—Ryker, NHL skater who was also bi, but married to a gay guy. Like Jared was to Ten. As I said, our house was queer from floor to rafter.

“Yep, really nice sweaters.” I smiled at the mental image of Chelsea. Yeah, she had incredibly nice sweaters.

“Try to keep your eyes on where your feet are taking you instead of sweaters next time,” Jared said, easing away from the curb to follow a gold SUV away from the drop-off and pick-up point at the front of the administration building. The school buses Chesterford provided to students within a certain radius of the school had already left for the day. I’d been a little late for pickup due to hockey practice, or hockey-hello-again day I guess it would be called. “How was the welcome back to the Coyotes meeting?”

“Oh, cool. Yeah, it was tight.”

“Tight. Good. Well, as long as it was tight.” Dad smiled at me, then turned out of the circular driveway to head back to Harrisburg and home. I already had homework. The first day of school, and the teachers were nailing us with work. I mean yeah, I was an honors student, but did we have to jump into calculus on day one? No, no we didn’t. It sucked. Kind of like Felix Maxwell-Sinclair. Maybe Felix sucked more. It was too close to call, to be honest.



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Writing love stories with a happy ever after – cowboys, heroes, family, hockey, single dads, bodyguards

USA Today bestselling author RJ Scott has written over one hundred romance books. Emotional stories of complicated characters, cowboys, single dads, hockey players, millionaires, princes, bodyguards, Navy SEALs, soldiers, doctors, paramedics, firefighters, cops, and the men who get mixed up in their lives, always with a happy ever after.

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