“We’re back on affluent suburban Long Island—Isaacs country—and she doesn’t miss a beat or a bet when describing its inhabitants.” —New York Times Book Review
Written with her trademark style, effervescent charm, and snappy wit, New York Times bestselling author Susan Isaacs delivers a delicious and insightful look at love and marriage—and homicide.
The day after her lavish wedding anniversary bash, Rosie Meyers gets a big surprise: Her nouveau riche husband, Richie, is leaving her for a sultry, sophisticated, size-six MBA. So, when he's found murdered in their exquisitely appointed kitchen, no one is surprised to find Rosie's prints all over the weapon.
The suburban English teacher is the prime suspect—the police's only suspect. And she knows she'll spend the rest of her life in the prison library unless she can unmask the real killer. Going into Manhattan on the lam, Rosie learns more about Richie than she ever wanted to know. And more about herself than she ever dreamed possible.
After All These Years is an irresistible mystery, replete with Isaac’s razor-sharp wit, splendidly drawn characters, and a brave, irreverent heroine readers will love.
One
After nearly a quarter of a century of marriage, Richie Meyers, my husband, told me to call him Rick. Then he started slicking back his hair with thirty-five-dollar-a-jar English pomade.
Okay, I admit I was annoyed. But in all fairness, wasn’t Richie entitled to a life crisis? He was just two years from fifty. His jaw wasn’t so much chiseled from granite anymore as sculpted from mashed potatoes. His hairline and his gums were receding at about the same rate. And when his shirt was off, he’d eye his chest hair in disbelief, as if some practical joker had plunked a gray toupee between his pectorals.
Well, I could empathize. At eleven months younger than Richie, I didn’t exactly qualify as a spring chicken. Still, unless a man’s taste ran to pre-pubescent milkmaids with braids, I would probably be considered somewhere between attractive and downright pretty. Shiny dark hair. Clear skin. Even features. Hazel eyes with green specks that I liked to think of as glints of emerald. Plus one hell of a set of eyelashes. And not a bad body either, although in the fight between gravity and me, gravity was winning; no matter how many abdominal crunches I did, I would never again be tempted to include getting my panties ripped off in broad daylight as a detail of a sexual fantasy.
Like Richie, I wasn’t so crazy about growing old, especially since I had at last come to appreciate the unlikelihood of immortality. A person who can laugh in the face of eternal nothingness is a schmuck. So my heart went out to him. And I made a sincere effort to call him Rick. But after all those years of “Richie,” I’d slip up every so often—like in bed. I cried out, “Oh, God! Don’t stop, Rich…Rick.” But by then he was shriveling, and seconds later, it looked as if he’d Scotch-taped a shrimp to his pubic area.
The signs were there, all right. I just didn’t read them. That’s how come I was surprised when, on the bright blue June morning after our silver anniversary party, which we’d celebrated on what our real estate broker had called the Great Lawn behind our house, in a white tent festooned with creamy roses and thousands of twinkly white lights, Richie told me he was leaving me for his senior vice-president, for—his voice softened, then melted—Jessica.
Jessica Stevenson had been one of the two hundred guests the night before. In fact, Richie had fox-trotted with her to a Cole Porter medley that had included “You’d Be So Nice to Come Home To.” Yes, Jessica was a younger woman. But not obnoxiously so. Richie wasn’t one of those fiftyish guys who run off with twenty-two-year-old Lufthansa stewardesses. At thirty-eight, Jessica was a mere nine years younger than I. Unfortunately, she had luminous aquamarine eyes and was learning Japanese for the fun of it.
At what turned out to be the final party of my marriage, I kept waiting for Richie to say: “Look at you, Rosie! As beautiful as the day we were married!” He didn’t. In the humid night air, the pleated, Grecian-style white silk gown that had caressed my curves in the fitting room at Bergdorf Goodman clung to my bosom and legs with crazed malice.
Jessica, naturally, did not look as if she’d wrapped herself in a wet sheet. No. She glowed in a gold lame off-the-shoulder bodysuit tucked into a transparent cream chiffon skirt that hung, petal-like, in soft panels; her top was divided from her bottom by a four-inch-wide gold leather belt. It goes without saying she had a slender waist—although to be perfectly candid, her bosom was nothing Richie would normally have written home about; she was fairly flat, except for those overenthusiastic nipples men go crazy for, the kind that look like the erasers on number two pencils.
I had actually blown her a kiss as I raced by, searching for the caterer to tell him that a guest, Richie’s banker’s girlfriend, had converted to vegan vegetarianism the previous weekend. Jessica, in awesomely high-heeled gold sandals, was standing with a couple of the other Data Associates executives, laughing, squeezing a wedge of lime into her drink. She waved back with her usual energy: Rosie! Hello! With her gold bodysuit and the bronze highlights in her dark-gold hair, she looked shimmery, magical, almost like a mermaid.
But that Richie would actually leave me for her? Please! He and I had a history. We’d met in the late sixties, for God’s sake, when we were both teaching at Forest Hills High School in Queens. We had made a life together. A rich life—long before all the money. We had children. So yes, I was surprised. Okay, stunned.
Across our bedroom, Richie’s black-olive eyes were overflowing. He gulped noisy mouthfuls of air and was so choked up I could barely hear him. “I can’t believe I’m saying this, Rosie.” As he wiped his tears away with the heel of his hand, he turned crying into a manly act. “What gets me”—his chest heaved—“is that”—he sobbed, unable to hold anything back—“it sounds so damn trite.”
“Please, Richie, tell me.”
“For the first time in years, I feel truly alive.”
The late-morning air was hot, sugary with honey-suckle, a reminder that lovely, sweaty summer sex was just weeks away. But, as the song goes, not for me. In spite of the season, I shivered and pulled the blanket tight around my shoulders. Sure, I was cold, but I suppose I also had the subconscious hope that all bundled up, lower lip quivering, I’d be an irresistible package.
I wasn’t.
Richie was. With his combed-back steel-gray hair, his rich-man’s tan, his hand-tailored white slacks and crisp white shirt and white lizard loafers, he looked like an ex-husband who had outgrown his wife. But his face was wet. His tears were real. “Rosie, I’m so sorry.”
I couldn’t think of a comeback. I just cried. He shifted his weight from one loafer to the other, and then back again. The confrontation was either horribly distressing or it was running longer than he’d expected and he had a lunch date. “Richie,” I sobbed, “you’ll get over her!” As fast as I could, I changed it to “Rick, please! I love you so much!” but by then it was much too late.
That summer, I went through all the scorned-first-wife stages. Hysteria. Paralysis. Denial: Of course Richie will give up a worldly, successful, fertile, size-six financial whiz-bang for a suburban high school English teacher. Despair: spending my nights zonked on the Xanax I’d conned my gynecologist into prescribing, regretting it was not general anesthesia.
I was utterly alone. Husband gone. Kids grown and off on their own. And our beagle, Irving, died the first week in August. I wandered through the house, weeping, remembering Richie’s body heat, the children’s warmth, Irving’s cold and loving nose.
At least wandering was exercise. When Richie hit it big, he did not believe that less was more. More was more. One day we were in our Cape Cod, with its original, early sixties all-avocado kitchen, its off-the-track storm windows, its cockeyed basketball hoop over its one-car garage. The next, we were two and a half miles north, right on Long Island Sound in Great Gatsby country, in a Georgian-style house so stately it actually had a name. Gulls’ Haven.
Admittedly, a nocturnal wanderer in a New York Shakespeare Festival T-shirt, pointlessly sexy black panties, and Pan Am socks left over from our last first-class flight to London (before Richie got even richer and we started taking the Concorde) given to rambles through a deserted house clutching a wad of damp Kleenex wasn’t the picture “Gulls’ Haven” ought to have evoked. But it was the truth. That’s how it was on that fateful night.
Fateful? To tell you the truth, that night didn’t seem any more or less ominous than any other. When we’d moved, Richie had ditched the digital radio-alarm on his night table for a brass carriage clock, so I’ll never know the precise time I woke up or, more important, what wakened me. But it was around three-thirty. I realized I wouldn’t get any more sleep because I was scared to take any more Xanax. My luck, the next pill could be the one to put me in what the doctors would diagnose as a persistent vegetative state. Richie, driven by guilt, would pay for the best custodial care, so I’d spend the last three decades of my life cosmically desolate and unable to read, a prisoner in the solitary confinement of my own body.
I wandered some more. When Richie had taken the hike that last week in June, he’d made the twenty-six-mile trip west into Manhattan with just an overnight bag. How could a guy want to leave nearly his whole life behind? But I was past sniffling in front of the closets full of his custom-tailored suits, touching the toes of his handmade shoes. I was able to get past them, and past his bathroom too, all rich green marble and chunky gold fixtures; we’d made love in his stall shower the first night we’d moved in.
At that point, my stomach rumbled. I thought: A container of nonfat yogurt couldn’t hurt. Deep down I knew, as I descended the curving flight of stairs, that I’d go to the freezer and—Oh! Would you look at this!—find one of the sausage-and-meatball pizzas I’d bought to have in the house for when the boys came home. Or maybe I’d microwave a hot dog, which would turn out to be three hot dogs. Since Richie left, I’d developed a tummy. Well, tummy is too diminutive a word. Another few weeks of compulsive snacking, and I’d look as if I was at the end of the first trimester of pregnancy, not a great look for the menopausal.
I walked into the dark, basketball-court-sized kitchen wondering whether I had any hot dog rolls or if I’d have to beat the hot dogs into submission so they’d curl into hamburger rolls and also, as a matter of intellectual curiosity, if a person could whip up a really thick malted in a Cuisinart. And I tripped.
Tripped? God almighty! Tumbled over some huge—what the hell was it?—thing. My close-to-insane cry of terror frightened me even more. I scrambled backward until I crashed into the warming oven of the big iron stove. Whatever it was didn’t move. I heard my own whimper, a pathetic, bleating sound. Frantic, I looked over at the readout panel for the security system near the back door. Green light, which meant someone had turned the alarm system off. I was positive I’d turned it on. Another whimper. Dear God, no. But then it hit me…
Alexander! Of course! He had run out of money, so he’d come back home and, as usual, dropped his backpack on the floor, no doubt cradling his guitar and tenderly conveying it up to his room. I said “Shit!” over his carelessness. But I was so full of joy that one of my kids was home. I reached out and switched on the light.
It was not Alex’s backpack on the floor.
It was Richie. He was lying on his back. His lips were a narrow line of displeasure.
No wonder. He had a knife right through the center of his body.
Oh, how I screamed! “Oh, God! Oh, God!” And I ran all about for a minute, flapping my arms, witless. I banged into the maple Welsh dresser so hard that a platter painted with blue and white Dutch girls and a soup tureen shaped like a turkey crashed to the floor. Then I screamed some more. Maybe I’d seen too many movies. When a woman encounters a corpse, what does she do? She emits a shriek so bloodcurdling it could almost persuade God to change his mind.
I bent down, touched Richie’s cheek. Cold. But listen, he was lying on a tile floor. “Richie?” I whispered. Then I screamed: “Richie!” No response. No sign of life. I put my finger near his nose to see if there was breath. No. There had to be a chance; he could be alive. “Richie, please!” Driven by hysteria—no, by hope—I grasped the knife handle, trying to pull it out. It made a squishy, rocking motion, but it wouldn’t move. Neither would Richie. I knew then that he was, truly, dead.
What did I really feel? My heart turned to cold stone. I felt dead. No, that’s not completely true. Richie was definitely the dead one. Looking down at him, though, it wasn’t his absolute stillness that made me keep screaming his name over and over, but how alive he looked. Any minute he would gaze down, scowl at such domestic theatrics, and wrest the knife out of himself. Except he didn’t.
The blood on his torso formed a three-petaled red flower, with the black knife handle as a giant stamen. Horrible. I felt so dizzy; I cupped my hands over my mouth and nose so I could take in a couple of lungfuls of carbon dioxide. It was only then that it hit me. What I was staring at was not exactly a self-inflicted wound. If the world’s most sensitive microphone had been clipped onto the neck of my T-shirt, it would have picked up my whisper: “Murder!”
Richie was dead because someone had killed him.
I forced myself to look at him. His body lay across the planks of the dark wood floor. His fists were loosely clenched. His right hand was bent at the wrist and his fingers curled into a thumbs-up sign that, considering the circumstances, seemed in terrible taste. My own fingers flexed, wanting to fix it.
But I’d already touched the knife. I knew the police wouldn’t be thrilled about that. See, I wasn’t what you’d call an innocent when it came to homicide. I read too many crime novels for my own good. Dick Lit, my best friend, Cass, the English Department chair, called the genre. Derisively. But I’d read all those whodunits and watched so many detective movies in my life that even in that terrible moment, I should have known not to taint the crime scene. What if I’d smudged the killer’s fingerprints? Or knocked off a crucial skin cell the cops could send for DNA analysis?
I inched back very carefully and made myself look—an objective look. All right, not so objective, since the first thing I noticed was that Jessica had been picking out his clothes: magazine clothes. I’d never seen a real man dressed so fashionably. High-top sneakers, not the dingy, gray-black frayed kind he would have worn for basketball in junior high, but jet black, sleek, modern. They probably cost more than the monthly rent on our first apartment. Deliberately baggy dark-gray cotton pants drawn tight at the cuffs. A form-hugging pullover.
I glanced around him: dirt on the floor—dark, loamy bits of soil in an erratic path that began at the kitchen door. My stomach flip-flopped. I couldn’t take it anymore. A howl of horror caught in my throat, choking me. But I had to look. The dirt could be a clue. I took a long, quavering breath and walked around Richie in a wide arc. Sure enough, the dirt was stuck in the grooves of the soles of his sneakers, particularly the left one. Obviously, he’d tracked it in.
That was it. No more evidence that I could see. But Homicide would find something. I turned my back on Richie and waited in the silence for the cops to come bursting in. It was going to be so awful having to admit that I’d touched the knife handle. Where were they?
Finally I realized why I was waiting. It was only Richie and me—and he definitely hadn’t dialed 911. So I did. A woman with a Hispanic accent answered “Police. Emergency.” I said: “I want to report a murder.” Then I began to babble: There’s no street number, but if you drive to the bottom of Hill Road and go along Anchorage Lane and then up the gravel road on the right—the one with a Private sign—you’ll come to Gulls’ Haven. Then I added: “Oh, the victim…” She waited. I couldn’t say anything. I was hypnotized by a copper skillet hanging from the pot rack. It reflected a tiny, distant image of Richie’s dead body. “The victim?” she insisted. So I told her: “My husband.”
I always preferred art to life, because art seemed more sensibly constructed. Also, it was usually less boring. In English-country-house murder mysteries, for instance, someone finds the body and says, “Egad, the vicar!” No slogging through sixty more pages while you wait for the police to show up. No tedious wait: the chapter ends, and the next one begins right away; in the first sentence, someone is pouring tea for the constable. Film noir doesn’t diddle around either. The camera cuts from a mouth contorted by a scream directly to the cigarette between the lips of a cynical private eye.
It would have been so natural to hear, instantly, the whaa-whaa-whaa of a siren and the reassuring crunch of gravel as police cars sped up to the house. But after I hung up the phone, I was alone. The silence was spooky. In a grim, cobwebby corner of my mind, I envisioned a translucent Richie arising from the mortal coil of his body, drifting over the center cooking island, curling around the brass chandelier over the table until—with a hellish whoosh—the spirit was drawn into the grillwork of the air register near the baseboard. I heard myself say: “Oh, boy, I don’t like this.”
But then I got really scared. Because how did I know how long he had been dead before I tripped over him? Five hours? Ten minutes? Just in case, I called out: “The police are coming!” My voice lacked conviction, though. It was all trembly, Marilyn Monroe-ish.
Nerves, I told myself. Relax. But just as I closed my eyes to draw a deep Lamaze cleansing breath, my lids fluttered. Something was wrong. What? I scanned the kitchen: On top of the white-tiled center island, between the extra stovetop we used for big parties and the small fruit, and vegetable sink, there it was. Another clue: the oak knife block. It had one empty slot, the one for the big carving knife—which was in my husband.
Oh, God, was I getting dizzy!
Stop with the vapors, I ordered myself. And don’t start with the ghost business again. Think! Was it a burglar who grabbed a convenient weapon when Richie surprised him? Could it have been someone who came in with Richie? Wait a second! What had brought Richie back to the house? My lawyer, Honi Goldfeder—a woman who appeared to use throw pillows for shoulder pads—had insisted I change the alarm code so he couldn’t get in: “Babes, change the code and let him know you changed it. And don’t tell me he has no interest in getting into the house, because you never know, and if he does sneak in, it won’t be to tickle your fancy, if you get my drift.” I’d refused: “Men sometimes change their minds. I wouldn’t want Richie to think I’ve locked him out.” She’d pointed an inch-long coral finger-nail at me: “You cannot afford to be a cream puff!” Naturally, I was.
But what had brought Richie back?
The chime at the front door pealed out its Protestant, grace-before-meals four-note chime. I ran toward the front door. The chill from the marble floor of the center hall rose through my Pan Am socks. My thighs broke out in goose bumps. I sprinted over to the guest closet and grabbed a trench coat, one of the three expensive Burberrys Richie bought in his first paroxysm of Anglophilia, after his ship came in.
I flipped on the outside lights. Six uniformed police stood beneath the three arches that constituted Gulls’ Haven’s front portico. As I opened the door, one of them, slightly older and more thickly mustachioed than the others, stepped forward and inquired: “Mrs. Meyers?” I let them in and turned on the hall lights. Slowly, appraisingly, they examined the sconces, the dentil moldings, the green-and-white checkerboard marble, as if they had dropped by for a late-night Decorators Showcase.
“Mrs. Meyers?” The cop was much taller than I. He stood so close that when I looked up I could see he combed his nose hair over his mustache. “Mrs. Meyers. We got a call about your husband. Ma’am, could you show us where he is?”
I pictured the blood on Richie’s shirt turning brown, forming a cracked crust around the blade.
“Mrs. Meyers, we’re here to help you.”
Some lines from Othello popped into my mind. I’d recited them to Richie once, after a whole night of making love. We were both so amazed and resentful to see daylight. “Perdition catch my soul / But I do love thee! And when I love thee not, / Chaos is come again.”
“Mrs. Meyers!” The cop’s voice was much too loud.
That’s probably when I fainted.
Release Date: April 20, 2013
Release Time: 87 minutes
Director: Scott Smith
Cast:
Wendie Malick as Audrey Brandon
Andrea Martin as Anita Dixie
Martha Burns as Phyllis Dietrichson
Gregory Harrison as David Larabee
Adam DiMarco as Alex Brandon
Barclay Hope as Michael Brandon
Ona Grauer as Christine Boll
Paul Jarrett as Carter Dietrichson
Garry Chalk as Sgt. Mulligan
Matt Ward as JJ Sefton
Mary Black as Helen Nickerson
Ellie Harvie as Gretchen van Horn
Ray Abruzzo as Artie Green
Chris Gauthier as Joey Lilac (as Christopher Gauthier)
Malcolm Stewart as Ted Dixie
Laura Soltis as Joan Larabee
Michael St. John Smith as Barton Keyes
Mark McConchie as Jeff Sheldrake
Tobias Slezak as Yard Sale Man
Marc-Anthony Massiah as Turner
Susan Isaacs is the author of fourteen novels, including Compromising Positions, Shining Through, After All These Years, and As Husbands Go. Her newest novel, Takes One to Know One, will be published in October 2019. She is a former editor of Seventeen and a freelance political speechwriter. Susan is chairman of the board of Poets & Writers and a past president of Mystery Writers of America.
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