Sunday, June 26, 2022

🌈Sunday's Short Stack🌈: Gay Freedom Day 1977 by Frank W Butterfield



Summary:

Nick & Carter Holiday #13
Sunday, June 26, 1977

It's a foggy Sunday morning and Nick and Carter are hosting a breakfast brunch at their house on Sacramento Street.

It's the perfect way to start off a day that will include the Gay Freedom Day Parade which is promising to be bigger than ever!

However, Nick is running late and is still getting dressed when a friend from Florida knocks on the bedroom door.

Turns out he wants Nick to have a quick meeting with a client which ends up being quite surprising, to say the least.

It's the 70s and nothing is like it used to be...

But love is still love and, by the end of the day, Nick is in Carter's strong arms, and all is as it should be.



Yet another perfectly timed short for my Happy Pride Month 2022 blog posts.  Normally I would probably have posted this as a Monday Memorial Moment post(though considering I turned 4 in 1977 it's hard to think of that year as historicalπŸ˜‰πŸ˜‰) but as today is June 26, the same date as the story is set I couldn't not post today.

Now onto Gay Freedom Day, 1977.  

Another excellent short in this holiday snippet series.  Nick and Carter are strong as ever, happy, in love, and yet Carter seems to be having thoughts of mid-life crisis, at least that is what it seems like to Nick with all the heartachy music his partner has been listening to.  When we discover the reason behind his choice of music, it's a highly heart-filled scene.  Not having read the original series before experiencing these holiday shorts, probably lessened the connection for me just because I didn't have "first hand" knowledge of the facts but it didn't lessen the heart of the moment.

I love the blend of fiction and the real life events of 1977's Anita Bryant and orange juice boycot.  That meshing of fact and fiction brings an interesting and emotional point in Nick and Carter's journey to life.    Do they have it easier because of their wealth?  Of course but that doesn't mean they didn't face road blocks too but it does allow them to help others find a piece of happiness.

Once again having a look into the window of Nick and Carter's journey has upped the original Nick Williams Mystery series a notch on my TBR List.  As much as I'd love to jump in immediately, it looks like a long series(which I am always a big fan of as I'm very much a series kind of galπŸ˜‰) and I know once I start I won't want to stop but right now real life keeps getting in the way of my reading time.  One of these days I won't be able to resist and I have a feeling once I do, I'll revisit many of these holiday shorts to get the full-on Nick and Carter experience.

RATING:



1198 Sacramento Street
San Francisco, CA 94108
Sunday, June 26, 1977
9:12 a.m. PDT 
"Nick?" That was Ronnie Grisham, a private investigator who worked for us in Fort Lauderdale. He was also a good friend and, along with Tom Jarrell, his husband, were staying with us for a couple of days. They were in town for the Gay Freedom Day parade which was scheduled to start at noon. 

"Yeah?" 

I heard the door to the bedroom open. 

"Are you in the bathroom?" 

"Yeah. Just finishing shaving." 

"You want me to come back, boy? Are you decent?" 

"I try to be, Ronnie. Did you sleep well?" 

"Sure did." 

I turned towards the doorway as I ran my razor under the water. "Have a seat on the Chesterfield and I'll be out in a minute." 

"Sure thing," was the reply.

Bending over the sink, I rinsed my face, feeling for any stray whiskers I might have missed just like my father had taught me to do. 

"You sleep well?" asked Ronnie. 

"Yeah. How about Tom? Did he like the Sapphire Room this time?" 

"He never likes strange beds, but he did pretty well, all things considered." Ronnie paused. "I think that, of all three of them up there, that room is my favorite. No offense to your mama, but that Rose Room is way too pink for my taste." 

I laughed, turned off the water, and then reached for a towel. As I patted my face dry, I said, "I never did ask you at dinner last night—how's Howie doing?" I was referring to Howie Kirkpatrick, another private investigator who worked in our office in Fort Lauderdale. Ronnie had trained him back in the 40s and 50s. 

Ronnie sighed. It was big and dramatic. I could hear it even in the bathroom. 

"Alright, I guess," came the reply as I splashed some aftershave on my face and grimaced just a little at the slight stinging sensation. 

"Why just alright?" 

"He's way too handsome for one thing." 

"He's definitely a looker." 

"He's just over 50, you know, but looks like he could be in his early 30s. Everyone swoons over him. He's the most popular gay man in Broward County." Ronnie laughed. "Hell, he's the most popular guy in all of South Florida. If he were to run against Anita Bryant, he'd win, hands down." 

I laughed at that as I cleaned up around the sink. "Run for what? She's not in government, is she?"

"Hell, no, boy," replied Ronnie. I walked out of the bathroom and crossed over to the dresser to grab a t-shirt. 

"That's what I thought. Did you know—?" 

"Jesus, Nick!" exclaimed Ronnie. "You're hairier than ever. Must be all that Welsh blood." 

"Guess so," I replied, feeling myself blush. I pulled the t-shirt over my head. 

"You'd never know it by all that fog out there, but it's gonna be a warm day, I hear." 

I turned to glance out the window. There was a low fog that was maybe a hundred feet above the twin towers of Grace Cathedral. I then walked over to the window, leaned over, and looked at the sign above the Huntington Hotel. The sky was clear beyond. 

"Whatcha lookin' at?" 

"The fog." I turned back to Ronnie and added, "It'll be gone by about 10." 

Standing, Ronnie turned and looked across at the cathedral. "I don't know that I could fuck Tom if I knew that church as lookin' in the window. It's a good thing we couldn't see it from upstairs." 

I was sitting on the bench at the end of the bed and pulling on my sneakers by then. I laughed. 

"That's been there all of my life. I forget about it most of the time." 

Ronnie crossed his arms and stared down at me. "How'd that thing survive the 'quake?" 

I laced up my left shoe and said, "I'm not that old. The first stone wasn't laid until 1910. It was still under construction, more or less, until '65, when—" 

I was interrupted by music blaring over the speaker in the corner of the room. 

Ronnie grinned over in that direction and said, "The Marshall Tucker Band. Must be Carter." 

I sighed and laced up my right shoe. As I did so, I pulled on the laces so hard that the part in my right hand broke. "Fuck!"

"What's goin' there, boy?" asked Ronnie. 

Holding up my lace, I said, "I really hate this song." 

"'Heard It in a Love Song'?" 

"It's Carter's anthem to his mid-life crisis." 

Ronnie laughed, staring at me as I walked back over to the dresser and knelt down to open the bottom drawer. "Mid-life crisis, huh?" he asked. 

"Yeah," I replied, digging through a stash of patterned handkerchiefs that I hoped Ronnie wouldn't notice as I looked for the spare pair of laces I'd seen Gustav put in there back around Memorial Day. 

"I just turned 60 in April and I think Carter's just a few years younger—" 

"He'll be 57 on the 2nd of August." I found the laces. As I pulled out the pack, two hankies came tumbling out of the drawer. 

"What have we here?" asked Ronnie, bending over and snatching up the hankies before I could stuff them back in the drawer. 

Deciding not to be coy, I said, "What do you think they are?" 

Ronnie stood, grinned, and walked over to the window. "Let's see. Mustard and gray." 

I closed the drawer, stood, and walked back over to the bench. Pulling out the broken shoelace, I asked, "Do you know what they stand for?" 

His lips pursed in amusement, Ronnie said, "Hell, yeah. I may live in Florida, but I don't live under a rock." He examined the mustard hanky. "So, I'm gonna go out on a limb and say that this one must be Carter's and he wears it in his left pocket since his is a lot longer than 8 inches from everything I hear." 

"You've seen it in the pool, Ronnie. You know how big it is."

Ronnie chuckled and then said, "This gray one must be yours and you wear it in the right pocket since we all know how things are between you and Carter." He waved that hanky in the air. "I can't imagine you callin' him 'master' though." 

I reached up to grab the hanky but he held it up in the air so I couldn't reach it. He was about an inch taller than Carter at 6'5". 

"In fact," he said, "I know he calls you 'Boss', so this is rather confusin', if you know what I mean." 

"And I call him 'Chief'," I said as Karen Carpenter began to sing all about how 'All You Get From Love Is A Love Song'. 

Ronnie walked over to the dresser and began to fold the hankies. "Is this the radio?" 

"It's a reel-to-reel that's playing in the cabinet by the bar in the dining room." 

"So, Carter purposely chose this song?" 

"Yeah," I said as I sat down to pull on my right sneaker and lace it up. 

Ronnie sighed. "I see what you mean. This is a song for single people." He sighed again. "Or people who're divorced." He knelt down, opened the bottom drawer, and put the hankies back. He then chuckled. "Black. Of course. There should be two of those in here." 

I couldn't see him from where I was sitting but I knew what he would find. 

"Yep. And there are." He closed the drawer, stood, and then leaned against the dresser. Crossing his arms, he looked at me with a lascivious grin and asked, "So do y'all have a dungeon somewhere? I mean I know this house gets bigger every time we come and visit." His grin widened. "Hell, it could be in the attic above where we were last night." 

I shook my head. "We use the attic for storage. That used to be where Doris lived when she lived in." She was our cook.

He nodded and wiggled his eyebrows. "So where do y'all do your thang?" 

I patted the big post on the corner of the bed closest to the window. "Here." 

He tilted his head and then walked over to stand next to me. Reaching out, he grabbed the post and tried to shake it. It didn't budge, of course. "Solid." 

I stood. "Yeah. My grandfather built a bed so sturdy that his grandson's husband could throw me around however he wants to." 

Ronnie frowned a little. "You're the grandson, right?" 

I laughed as I moved the bench out of the way and got down on the floor. "Yeah." 

Ronnie leaned over. "Whatcha doin' now?" 

I looked up at him. "My Uncle Paul left me all sorts of things when he died." 

"Oh?" 

I reached under the bed and pulled out an old wooden chest. "Yeah." 

"What in the world is that?" 

I patted the top. "It's something Carter and I picked up in Paris back in '56 after Uncle Paul's best friend passed away." 

"What's in there?" 

I opened the lid and said, "A century of depravity." 

Ronnie knelt down and looked inside. He picked up a set of iron manacles. "Are these old timey handcuffs?" 

I nodded. "Yeah." 

"Kinda rusty, aren't they?" 

I grinned at him. "Makes 'em more fun that way."

He laughed and then put them back in the chest. He then pulled out something else. "What the hell is this?" 

I cleared my throat, suddenly realizing what I was doing and, for the first time, remembering Grace Cathedral was staring at us through the window. 

"Never mind," said Ronnie as he looked more closely at it. "I wonder if Tom would like something like this." 

"It's for looking at only," I said, the rush of embarrassment getting stronger. Right then, Barbra Streisand started singing about how the feeling was gone and that her heart belonged to her. 

Ronnie nodded and put the thing back. He stood and rubbed his hands together. "Everything in here is clean." 

Nodding a little nervously, he pointed to the bathroom and asked, "You mind if I wash up?" 

"Sure." 

While he ran the water, I put the chest away, wondering if I should have just kept it hidden away. Only a few people knew about it and what was inside. I knew Ronnie could be a little gossipy at times, but he was a good private investigator and knew when to keep his mouth shut. 

As I stood and pushed the bench back into place, Ronnie turned off the water and began to dry his hands. "Hearin' this song, you'd think that you and Carter were on the rocks or somethin' like that." 

"I know," I replied, thinking we really needed to get downstairs. There was a small crowd gathered for a pre-parade breakfast buffet and, for a variety of reasons, I was late getting down there. I could smell all the good stuff Doris and her team of helpers were cooking for everyone and my stomach was starting to rumble. 

Ronnie walked out of the bathroom. "Is there anything wrong?"

"Nope," I replied, mostly confident I was right. "Like I said. It's just a mid-life crisis." 

Ronnie leaned against the bed post. "He seems a little old for that." 

I nodded. 

"And these sad songs don't sound like his normal kinda thing." Ronnie grinned. "Remember Albany? Right after his mother passed?" He rubbed a bare arm. "I still get goose pimples when I think of him dancin' to all that Motown music." 

I nodded. 

"Any other symptoms of a mid-life crisis?" 

I grinned. "He wants to go visit the French station down in Antarctica." 

Ronnie's jaw dropped and his eyes widened. "What?" 

"If we go, we can't go until December since it's winter down there right now." 

Ronnie nodded as if I was crazy. "Sure. Yeah." He ran his hand through his hair. "And I guess it's dark, right?" 

"Definitely."

 "The French station? Why not American?" 

"Remember, we're citizens of both. And when we met with President Giscard d'Estaing"—I mumbled through his name like I always did since my French was terrible—"right after he was elected in '74, he promised Carter we could go." 

"Of course," said Ronnie. "Why, just the other day I was talkin' to President Carter about goin' to the moon." He rolled his eyes.



Nick Williams Mystery Series
In 1953, the richest homosexual in San Francisco is a private investigator.

Nick Williams lives in a modest bungalow with his fireman husband, a sweet fellow from Georgia by the name of Carter Jones.

Nick's gem of a secretary, Marnie Wilson, is worried that Nick isn't working enough. She knits a lot.

Jeffrey Klein, Esquire, is Nick's friend and lawyer. He represents the guys and gals who get caught in police raids in the Tenderloin.

Lt. Mike Robertson is Nick's first love and best friend. He's a good guy who's one hell of a cop.

The Unexpected Heiress is where their stories begin. Read along and fall in love with the City where cable cars climb halfway to the stars.

Long before the Summer of Love, pride parades down Market Street, and the fight for marriage equality, San Francisco was all about the Red Scare, F.B.I. investigations, yellow journalism run amok, and the ladies who play mahjong over tea.


Saturday Series Spotlights
Part 1  /  Part 2  /  Part 3
Nick & Carter Holiday Series
Welcome to a year of holidays with Nick Williams and Carter Jones!

This is a series of short stories with each centered around a specific holiday.

From New Year's Day to Boxing Day, each story stands on its own and might occur in any year from the early 1920s to the first decade of the 21st Century.




Author Bio:
Frank W. Butterfield is the Amazon best-selling author of 89 (and counting) self-published novels, novellas, and short stories. Born and raised in Lubbock, Texas, he has traveled all over the US and Canada and now makes his home in Daytona Beach, Florida. His first attempt at writing at the age of nine with a ball-point pen and a notepad was a failure. Forty years later, he tried again and hasn't stopped since.





Gay Freedom Day, 1977 #13


Saturday, June 25, 2022

🌈Saturday's Series Spotlight🌈: Joker's Sin by Davidson King Part 1



My Whole World #1

Summary:
Atlas Durand’s whole world is built from the spoils of his past. Joker’s Sin is the most popular gay club in all of Haven Hart. Many clubs have come and gone, none able to compete with Atlas and his enigmatic power over his patrons. He would do anything to keep it thriving and anyone who stands in his way will be met with serious regrets.

Toby St. Claire hates working at Vick’s Tricks and longs for his nights off so he can go to Joker’s Sin. Like everyone who steps foot into Atlas’s club, he’s taken by the owner himself and the magical pulse that owns him when he’s there. Joker’s Sin is Toby’s escape from his life and Atlas is his dream come true.

When Toby’s boss realizes he can use Toby to help take down Joker’s Sin and make Vick’s Tricks the club to beat in Haven Hart, it turns everything upside down. Lies, deceit, and corruption threaten to tear Atlas and Toby apart. Is their love strong enough to survive it all or will they become victims of mayhem?



To Die For #2
Summary:

Managing the bar at Joker’s Sin, a gay nightclub, is Max’s dream job. Where many seek fame or fortune, he’s living his best life, surrounded by family and friends. The only thing he doesn’t have is the guy to complete him.

Lane, AKA Sparkles, sees too much of the person he used to be when he looks at Max, and none of it is good. But the stubborn man won’t let up, and when Sparkles’s past threatens to unravel his whole life, it’s Max who steps in to save him.

Can these two opposites push past their differences to see just how right they are for each other? Will they get a chance before it all falls down around them? Or is their love one to die for?

πŸ‘€While it is book 2 in the Joker’s Sin Series, it can be read as a standaloneπŸ‘€

My Whole World #1
Audiobook Review May 2021:
Not sure what took me so long to listen to My Whole World considering it was one of the best books I read last year but I listened to it now and I'm just as WOW-ED over as I was a year ago.  Still won't go into details for those who have yet to discover Joker's Sin but the blend of drama, romance, humor, and all around yumminess plays out just as well in audio as it did on the page(or screen to be more precise).  Philip Alces and John Solo bring the characters of Joker's Sin to life in a way that you aren't just listening to it, you feel as if you are sitting right there enjoying a drink at the bar or moving your feet on the dance floor.

As I said a year ago, Toby and Atlas complete each other but it's really more than that and before you ask "how can there be more than 'complete each other'?"  It's hard to find the words but some people, in fiction and reality, no matter where their journey takes them, how old they are, no one else they meet could possibly ever give them a feeling of utter calm and peace, for me Toby and Atlas are one of those couples.  Now if you've been following Davidson King's Haven Hart world you already know that "calm" and "peace" aren't exactly the go-to existence but she's all about the HEA and trust me, it's not easily found but they always get there.  Frankly, being able to ride along in her world of mayhem that most of the men bring to the table, is a joy because despite the obstacles, there is also an overabundance of heart, friendship, and joy.

My Whole World is  journey that I will be reliving for years to come.

Original Review May 2020:
EEEEP!!!!  WOWWWW! and a thousand other expressions all saying: HOLY HANNAH BATMAN!

We all have different pictures of characters in our head and as a member of the author's FB group, I've seen her visions of Atlas and Toby.  Now while her ideas are lovely I'll admit they look completely different in my mind's eye.  As for Atlas, well partly because I'm not a huge fan of guys with long hair but mostly because I read My Whole World just a day after Star Wars Day where I #Maythe4thd out of marathoning, I picture John Boyega(Finn from the sequel trilogy) and Oscar Isaac(Poe from the same trilogy) as Toby.  Now I realize that they are far from the character descriptions but that's who I see and since Finn and Poe's should-have-been relationship was never explored by Disney, in a way Davidson King allowed me to "see it through" and for that I can't say thank you enough.

Now onto My Whole World.

I was completely blown away at the amazing mix of romance, drama, suspense, action, humor, and heat.  I wasn't amazed out of surprise because Davidson King's talent for storytelling is always topnotch but because as a spin-off of one of my all-time favorite series I had some doubts about being able to love a story set in the Haven Hart Universe without any of the characters I love so dearly.  Well I needn't have had those doubts, sure I missed the Manos family and Black's organization but I am completely hooked on Atlas' bar, Joker's Sin and his employees.

I don't want to give anything away so I won't go into specifics but I will say this, in a place like Haven Hart you have an eclectic mix of good guys, bad guys, crime lords, and wanna-be bad guys and though you certainly aren't going to run into them every day, King manages to make them real.  Toby and Atlas complete each other, they have their flaws, their weaknesses and their strengths, the yin to each other's yang.  Whether their appearances in your mind's eye is similar to the author's vision or like mine almost completely opposite, there is no doubting that the two belong together.

One last note, if you're wondering as it's a spin-off you have to read the original Haven Hart series to "get" My Whole World, you don't.  Personally, I highly recommend reading HH because . . . well it's a brilliant example of pretty darn near perfect storytelling but you don't need to read it prior to Joker's Sin.


To Die For #2
Original Review September 2020:
Once again Davidson King has stomped on my heart, kicked me in the gut, Mama Bear Hugged me into submission, and all around bedazzled the beejeesus out of me.

From Max deciding whether or not to apply a little self-love before his sister walks in to the satisfying ending to Sparkles' past hiccup(and yes it's far, far worse and heartwrenching than a hiccup but I don't want to give any details away so let's go with "past hiccup"), To Die For is certainly worthy of the Joker's Sin tag, the Haven Hart Universe, and the storytelling stamp of the incredibly talented Davidson King.  Just Yummy!

When we met Max in book 1, My Whole World, I'll admit I was less than impressed with him but I also knew there was more to the man than bedding anyone and everyone on two legs so I held back any permanent judgement.  Boy was I right to do so.  So much more to him.  Again, I won't give anything away but just know that if you are familiar with Miss King's work than you know nothing is as it seems at first glance but getting to watch what makes her characters tick is an absolute dream.

As for Sparkles(Or Lane as he is known in his day job)?  He is the kind of character you really need to experience for yourself to grasp.  He too is more than what many see: club patron and dancer, I don't like to label people too much but I will say he has this aura around him that make some see only the outside and not the inside, see his moves but not what makes him move.  I said "aura" well that may seem a bit flowery, but it certainly understandable why they call him Sparkles, when he's dancing he literally sparkles, he shines, because that is where he can "be free".  Will he let people see(and yes by people I mainly mean Max) that aura, that sparkle goes far deeper than appearance and moves, it's just part of who he is.

Together Max and Sparkles have the potential to exude brilliance but will they live up to what each thinks the other needs?  You know the answer to that: read to find out.  You won't regret it. Do I want to say they evolve before my eyes once they found "the one"?  No, but they certainly grow, they seem to find their spot in this world, not because they had to have someone to make themselves special or complete but because once they find each other there's this desire within to be what the other needs and in turn it gives them a focus to see other things around them and inside themselves clearer too.

Once again, we see that Joker's Sin is not just a place of employment, a club to let go, it is a family and as it should be, family looks out for each other.  As in My Whole World, this family comes together to help Max and Sparkles with the previously mentioned "hiccup", to keep them safe.  I don't do spoilers and I don't really think I am spoiling anything with these vague mentions because Davidson King always has heart, a HEA in her stories but it's the journey that is the where it all comes together and I'll never spoil that.

Is To Die For as brilliant as My Whole World?  Definitely.  Did I love Max and Sparkles as much as Atlas and Toby? Probably not quite.  Is the difference even worth rating? Hell no.  The men who work and play at Joker's Sin will grab you until you can't let go, they are characters that remain long after you've swiped/turned that last page.  If you haven't read Davidson King before, don't wait another minute!  She is definitely on my Top 10 All-Time Favorite Authors list, if there was an All Star game for authors she would be a shoe-in.  Truth is(and I know I've said it before but I just can't stress this point enough) she is a genuine storyteller.  What is the difference you ask?  For me, an author spins a good yarn, entertains you, makes you see other aspects of life but a storyteller will create a world you not only read but you find yourself living within the covers of the book, you become part of the story, your senses come alive and in the case of her Joker's Sin series, you are sitting at the next table, you are standing on the street corner waiting for the light to change so you aren't late to get in the doors, so much so that there is a level of grief when you reach the last page and have to say goodbye(for now) to the people and the places.

RATING:



My Whole World #1
Chapter One 
Atlas 
All my life, I wanted to have purpose. Growing up in foster care will make you seek out something to belong to, and when I couldn’t fit in, I created my own home. A world built around me…and I employed it with a bunch of misfits. Joker’s Sin was the type of place I’d dreamed of. It fed my need to entertain, and everything was played by my rules. It had a rocky start, and sure, I made some shitty business decisions at first. But now, it was the most popular gay bar and nightclub in Haven Hart. Through the many years I’d been here, I’d seen other clubs come and go, and gay or not gay, none held a candle to Joker’s Sin. The only one around for the last two years was Vick’s Tricks, and what an eyesore that place was. 

Joker’s Sin was unique, with spontaneous themed days only my staff was aware of. If patrons wanted to know what they were walking into that night, they had to check out the Joker’s Sin website, and Lord help you if you showed up dressed like a sexy alien on 80s night. My head of security, Ciro, would just make a swipe with his hand, and you’d be gone. I knew what worked and what didn’t work in this business, and it was my whole world. If anyone tried to come between me and its success, they’d be met with a very angry man. 

“Keith quit.” Max, my bar manager, rushed into my office in a panic. “It’s Saturday night, Atlas, and I have no floor manager to help it all run smoothly.” 

Fuck. “What? Did he walk in, quit, and leave?” I shut down my laptop and stood from behind my desk, knuckles pressed against the dark wood. “Max, Keith wouldn’t just up and quit.” 

I loved Max like a brother, but the way he was squirming told me there was a lot more to this story. 

“We fought. Is that what you want to hear? He said I was a whore, I called him a prude-ass, he told me to go fuck myself, threw my bar rag in my face, and left.” Max pointed to his face, mystified by Keith’s reaction. 

“And you know he quit, how? Maybe he just left because he was angry.” 

“Oh…yeah…Ciro confirmed he quit.” 

I rounded my desk and stood before Max, a good four inches taller and a lot broader than him. I knew I had a threatening stature when the situation called for it. Max was one of my best friends, and I didn’t want to scare him, but it wasn’t the first time this had happened. 

“How’d Ciro know Keith quit?”

“Ciro came over to me after my argument with Keith and said Keith told him to tell you he quit. But I said I’d come tell you, and Ciro hates getting involved in personal drama so…” He lifted a shoulder nonchalantly. 

“Max,” I growled. “This is the fifth employee in a year that has quit because you couldn’t keep it in your pants. I love you, but Keith’s right. You’re a whore. Fuck another employee, and I’ll kick your Italian ass right outta here, friendship be damned.” His expression was worrisome, and I was glad to see my words were affecting him. “This is my business, my world, and you’re making it difficult when you act more the playboy and less the bar manager I hired you to be. You get one more fucking chance.” 

“Atlas, come on, I—” 

“You’re done fucking employees.” I raised a brow. “Got it?” 

“Fuck. Fine.” 

“Good. Now, I’ll work the floor tonight. Get on the website and post that we’re looking for a floor manager with experience. I’m sure we’ll get bites real fast.” And we would. I was asked daily if there were job openings. 

“Yeah.” Max’s cocky expression was back on his ridiculously handsome face. He was an unsteady guy when it came to love. He fucked until he was tired and then moved on. That was all well and good if the other person involved understood it. Me? I fucked when I needed an itch scratched. Love wasn’t for me, and I was never unclear about that fact with any of my lovers.

After Max left, I moved to the room next to my office. It was a dressing room of sorts with a bathroom and shower. Since I performed every night in one way or another, I needed this space. Working the floor was no exception; it was all still a performance. The floor put me into the thick of it, which I didn’t mind so much, but I felt centered when I was on my stage. Ahh, my stage. My pride and joy. 

When I had the club designed, I wanted it to be unique, somewhere no one had ever been to before. The stage, while the focal point, wasn’t all Joker’s Sin was, but it was where I felt at home. It was a huge circle protected by the bar that ran its circumference. No one could get to the stage unless they jumped over the entire bar, and that wasn’t happening. The only way on or off was the back stairs, which always had security—not to mention, my DJ stood on a raised section against the stage wall. When I opened the stage for dancers, personally selected by me or him, that was the show right there. He overlooked everyone, the Master of Music, and he thrived on it just as much as he hid inside it. He often said he got a serenity from the vibrations, from people transforming with the sounds, and that was something I could relate to. It was his peace and for him to understand. 

I chose a purple silk shirt and black leather pants and brought them with me to the bathroom to take a quick shower. When I was managing a station, I dressed one way and then changed when I was on stage. It was how I got into the right headspace for the moment. 

I hung my clothes on the back of the door, grabbed a thick and sturdy hair tie, lifted my braids, and wrapped them up. I didn’t have time to go through the procedure of washing my hair since I had to be on the floor in an hour, so I’d just wash my body. 

Under the spray of the water, I thought about how the night would be altered now that I’d be on the floor.…And wasn’t that always a fun game? I loved being kept on my toes in situations like this. 

I dressed and sat in front of my large vanity. I wasn’t a man who feared makeup or signs of femininity, and I was a showman who liked to look good. I was blessed with amazing genes: my dark skin was always impeccable, my honey-brown eyes practically glowed, and I loved adding a little liner to help them pop even more. My mama didn’t give me much, but she did pass along her good looks. 

Even though I grew up in foster care, I knew who she was. I remembered her vanilla scent and how she hummed. I also remembered how she tried to sell me for drugs once, and that memory overpowered everything else. 

“Hey, Atlas, you coming out?” Max shouted from my office, and I left to meet him. 

“Of course I am.” I smirked when I noticed how he was drinking me in. 

“Damn, if you weren’t like a brother to me, I’d fuck you.” 

Laughing, I pushed him out the door. “Since when would me being your brother stop you?” 

“Eew, man, even I have limitations.” 

I rolled my eyes and followed him out into the fray. Fuck, I love my life.


Chapter Two 
Toby 
“You’re looking good, Toby.” My sister, Poppy, wheeled herself into my bedroom, fighting her way through the doorway. 

“Thanks. It’s my only night off so—” 

“So you’re going to Joker’s Sin and hoping super-duper hard that The Atlas will see you, save you from your dull and poor life, and whisk you away.” She batted her eyes at me comically, so I threw a pair of socks at her, making her giggle. 

Poppy was all I had in this shitty world. We were twins in every sense of the word. We looked alike: wavy brown hair and matching eyes, same height, same laugh…same everything. We both even liked men. When we were eighteen, during the summer before college, we went hiking. I was responsible for her. At one point we decided to climb around a steep hill, and I told her I’d go first, keep her safe by tying a rope around her and connecting it to my waist. Every time I remembered that moment, my stomach rolled. In one second, everything changed, everything crumbled. The rope got loose and she fell; I don’t think I will ever forget how she screamed. My mistake left her paralyzed. She had to hold off on college until she’d healed, accepted, and adjusted to her new normal, but she’d lost interest by the time the doctor gave her the all-clear. For years the guilt ate at me, until Poppy got angry one day. Told me climbing that hill was as much her choice as it was mine, and she refused to live a life shrouded in guilt. For her, I tried. I would always wish I caught her or did something differently at that moment, and nothing she could say would change that. 

My parents did what they could, but our father passed when we were twenty and our mom just a couple of years later. We lost ourselves in the grief of mourning our parents and at the end of that tunnel, we clung to each other. Drew strength from what we had together. 

I wanted to provide for her, but I left college after my second year and fucked around so much, that when I was ready to work, all I could get were shitty jobs. Poppy worked for a seamstress and was able to do so from home while I spent my nights mostly at Vick’s Tricks, doing whatever Vick asked me to do. 

On my nights off, I loved going to Joker’s Sin; I wished I were a part of that world instead of the one I was in. Poppy spent these nights with her friends doing what she called “Drunken Book Club.” I loved that Poppy had a group of amazing friends and that even though we were the most important people in each other’s lives, we had our own to live.

“So what book are you all on now?” I shot her a grin. “And what are you drinking?” 

“Oh, Toby! It’s a good one. City of Girls by Elizabeth Gilbert.” 

“The Eat, Pray, Love author?” I asked as I used my fingers to comb styling gel through my hair. 

“Yes, very good, my young padawan. And we’re drinking four different types of wine.” 

“Just remember, if they get drunk, you can’t have them in my room.” 

“One time, Toby.” She chuckled. 

Turning, I folded my arms. “She was drunk, and I didn’t know she was there and when I slipped into bed, she kept calling me Mr. Darcy and tried to get me to ‘make a baby.’ ” I used air quotes. 

Poppy was laughing so hard, tears danced in her pretty brown eyes. “Classic fun.” 

I rolled my eyes and moved in front of her, pushing her through my doorway. “I’ll be home late. No women in my bed—that’s just mean.” 

“I need to get more guys to come to my book club.” She pouted.

“Then I might not mind if they try to make a baby with me in my bed.” I winked, snatched up my keys, and left to the sound of Poppy’s contagious laughter. 


“ID.” The bouncer outside Joker’s Sin was no joke at all. His name was Ciro, and he ran all things security-related. He was huge, head shaved close to the scalp, always in black, and I don’t think he ever smiled. 

“Oh, shoot. I left it in my other boy shorts.” The twink in front of me clearly had never been here before and thought he could bat his glittery eyes and get Ciro to let him in. 

“Guess you better go back home and get it, then,” Ciro grumbled and waved his hand dismissively. “Move.” 

The twink was at least smart enough not to argue, and he did move on. 

“Hey, Ciro,” I said as I offered him my ID. 

“Hi, Toby, go on in.” Still no smile but he was at least nice to me. 

“Thanks.” 

The doors opened, and as always, the sounds and smells hugged me right to my soul. It was crazy how at home I felt here. Whenever I went into Vick’s, I felt dirty, greasy, and like I was in some purgatory. I accepted my life, but it didn’t stop me from dreaming of one that was right here in this magical place.

It was clear from the music playing that it was a full-on dance night. I was glad too, because I’d forgotten to check the website to see if there was a theme tonight. My eyes went right to the stage where the DJ was on his pedestal. I loved how there was a song playing and a video to go with it behind him on a huge screen. This one was a remix of “The Spark.” I’d be sure to add it to my playlist. 

Bodies were jumping, swaying, spinning, and so in tune with the music, it was almost poetic. Each person who entered this place felt that “it.” I didn’t know what “it” was, but it invaded you, and you were honored to be “its” slave. If you went there sad and depressed, out of sorts or lonely, it was as if the magic of the place wouldn’t let you feel anything but amazing. “It” would move your legs, force a smile, make you love just being alive. 

I walked over to the bar; Max must’ve been on the other side, so I ordered a watermelon margarita from another bartender and watched the stage that stood above the bar. 

“Here you go, sweetheart.” He winked and slid my drink over. It was nice to think I was desired by someone even if he was just doing his job. 

“Thanks.” I sipped the delicious drink. Fresh watermelon squares made up the ice cubes—so fresh, so different from Vick’s. 

It was obvious Atlas wasn’t on the stage, and for a moment I wondered if maybe he wasn’t working tonight. Spinning on the stool, I scanned the crowd on the floor. It was a sea of people, but I knew he’d stand out. I heard a cacophony of laughter so loud it jolted me, I turned and there he was. The center of attention, surrounded by at least twenty people listening to whatever he was saying. I couldn’t make out his story, but the animation on his gorgeous face told me it was probably the best story ever told. Just looking at the man made my heart ache like a lovesick child. 

“You got it bad, sugar.” I turned around at the voice. I’d seen the guy around sometimes, but he never talked to me. He had hot-pink hair, stunning makeup, and was dressed in some sort of glittery jumpsuit. 

“Um…what do you mean?” I shrugged and set my half-empty drink down. 

Hot-pink man lifted his chin, gesturing to where Atlas stood. “I don’t have time for pretending you don’t know who I’m talking about. You got it bad for Atlas.” 

Rolling my eyes, I didn’t deny it. “Yeah, me and like a hundred other people.” 

He chuckled. “Try more like thousands.” He stared at Atlas as if he were a science experiment, and I was intrigued by what would come out of those bright-purple lips. “I don’t think I’ve ever seen him with anyone longer than a night.” 

“Have you two, um?” 

He laughed, transforming his entire face from sharp glamour to stunning joy. “Oh, hell no. Atlas is a hell of a guy, but I don’t need that love ’em and leave ’em sort of thing.” He held out his hand. “Everyone calls me Sparkles, who are you?” 

“Oh. Toby.” Shaking his hand I noticed his nails were red glitter and…wow, he was a show in himself. “I love everything about your outfit.” 

Sparkles smiled. “Thanks, sugar. I’m a work of art, what can I say?” 

“You can say you’ll let me drive you home tonight.” Sparkles and I both turned toward the deep voice. Max stood there with a hungry gaze aimed at Sparkles.

“Aww, aren’t you sweet. But if I wanted herpes, I’d just head on over to Vick’s.” 

Sparkles’s reaction only made Max huff, but I couldn’t hold back my laughter. 

“I don’t have herpes. Come and…come on.” Max gestured to his cock. 

“And they say romance is dead,” Sparkles said and looked at me. “Don’t sleep with that ever. You’ll likely die of something long and hard to pronounce.” With that, Sparkles took the drink Max gave him and sauntered off. 

I finished my drink, ordered another margarita, and got lost in whatever Atlas was saying to his admirers. A guy could dream.



To Die For #2
“Excuse me, can I have a strawberry martini?” I looked up from making a mojito and locked eyes with Sparkles himself. He generally went to other bartenders, but he knew if he asked me, I’d get his drink to him right away. He knew how much I wanted him, and I suspected he used that to his advantage.

“Sure thing, sweetheart. Let me get this one out, and I’ll get you yours.” I winked and was met with an eye roll.

After passing the mojito off to the customer, they handed me their number. I slipped the piece of paper into my back pocket and quickly went over to Sparkles. He stood, eyes wandering over the place while I made his drink. He wore an emerald-green shirt that shimmered when he moved. I couldn’t see his pants, but I had no doubt they matched. His fingers were painted black and he tapped them along the bar. His always hot-pink hair stood out like nothing else, and his face was done up to compliment it all. I had no idea how he did it, but he was a work of art.

“Here you go.”

He dropped a ten on the bar and said to keep it. “Hang on.” I couldn’t hear him huff when I stopped him, but I knew he did. “How is this outfit disco?” I gestured to his garb.

“This masterpiece is the epitome of disco. Look at these pants.” He lifted his leg so gracefully, it was as if he’d done it a million times. Large pieces of what I assumed were sequins were sewn onto the seams of the pants. They were some sort of fancy bell bottoms. “And this top? Are you even being serious right now?” He had a martini in one hand, the other on his hip. “I’m disco inferno up in this shit.”

Holding my hands up in surrender, I smiled and answered, “My apologies. I can clearly see you’re all about funky town.”


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Author Bio:
Davidson King, always had a hope that someday her daydreams would become real-life stories. As a child, you would often find her in her own world, thinking up the most insane situations. It may have taken her awhile, but she made her dream come true with her first published work, Snow Falling.

When she's not writing you can find her blogging away on Diverse Reader, her review and promotional site. She managed to wrangle herself a husband who matched her crazy and they hatched three wonderful children.

If you were to ask her what gave her the courage to finally publish, she'd tell you it was her amazing family and friends. Support is vital in all things and when you're afraid of your dreams, it will be your cheering section that will lift you up.


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