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Thursday, March 23, 2023

Blogger Review: Breathe My Name by Davidson King



Summary:

Welcome Boulevard #2
Life is pretty good for Clove; he’s miles away from where he was a year ago. He has a roof over his head, food in his stomach, safety, security—even a job. And nothing means more to him than pleasing his boss…nothing. He wants Marcel, though the man is way out of his league. If Clove can’t have Marcel’s heart, he wants to earn his respect, and when he receives his first solo task, he is ready. At least until the mission results in a dead body.

The moment Marcel lays eyes on Clove, he’s consumed by the need to be with him in every way. So he brings him into the fold, offering him employment, in the hopes that it will be enough. But when a simple errand yields murder, missing money, and criminal powerhouses out for destruction, Marcel realizes he will do anything to keep Clove alive…despite the fact that he clearly has a death wish.

Clove and Marcel are thrown together on a quest for answers. As dangerous as they think it’ll be, it’s far worse. With bullets flying, lives in the balance, and a future unknown, Marcel and Clove must face their feelings for one another. Tumbling into love isn’t easy, especially in their line of work, but they finally have what they want, and nothing in this world will stop them from keeping it.

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Breathe My Name is book two in the Welcome Boulevard series. It does not follow a story arc and can be read as a standalone. Characters from book one, They Call Him Levity, are incorporated into this story, if that is important to you check out the first book in the series…I mean, Levity is pretty fabulous.



I feel the need to scream "HOLY HANNAH, BATMAN! Davidson King has done it again!" but that seems almost redundant because there hasn't been a time King hasn't done it with her brilliant knack at storytelling. So I guess I'll skip it this timeπŸ˜‰πŸ˜‰.

How can one not love Clove and Marcel?  When I read the author's first Welcome Boulevard entry, They Call Him Levity, I just knew the pair needed a story all their own . . . I wasn't wrong.  The mystery they find themselves trying to solve(or perhaps more appropriately said "get out from under") is chock full of mayhem, questions, answers, more questions, more mayhem, and many many stones to peak under.  With the help of friends, Levity and Sal(if one gets picky Sal is Marcel's boss but I see it as so much more than boss/employee), the stones might not seem quite as heavy.

That's all I'm going to say to the mystery aspect of Breathe My Name so not to spoil anything but I will say I had a flurry of quotes pummeling my brain while reading:

"Danger, Will Robinson!"  --Robbie the Robot, Lost in Space

Your eyes can deceive you, don’t trust them.”  --Obi Wan Kenobi, Star Wars: A New Hope 

"You'll Find I'm Full Of Surprises."  --Luke Skywalker, SW: The Empire Strikes Back

"You Can Either Profit By This, Or Be Destroyed."  --Luke Skywalker, SW: Return of the Jedi

"Your feeble skills are no match for the power of the dark side."  --Emperor Palpatine, SW: Return of the Jedi

"I'm the Doctor." --Doctor Who

Those who are unfamiliar with these quotes probably won't understand what I'm getting at so here it is.  Simply put: Breathe My Name had my emotions running amuck, from warnings to lessons to solutions, Davidson King brings it all.

As to Clove and Marcel, as I stated above I new they needed their own story that was true to who they were and who they were meant to be.  I'd say I wanted to wrap them in bubble wrap to protect them but Marcel didn't really need protecting and Clove is stronger than you realize at first glance, after all he survived the streets with Levity prior to meeting Marcel.  Individually these men are strong and incredibly intriguing but together they are an explosive and completely unwavering combination of heat and heart.

Technically, Breathe is a standalone as the story arc doesn't carry over from book one however I can't imagine not reading Levity first.  I think I was able to appreciate more fully where the characters were previous and the chemistry that is already brewing BUT, I will also say had I not read Levity first, I would in no way be lost.  The author does an excellent job at recap without rehash.  

Some authors specialize in certain genres and others are prolific in many.  Davidson King may find mafia her main course genre as it were but she can do all of it.  In my opinion she proves that with her deeply detailed world building and character creations.  As said, many of her stories fall under mafia tag but they have so much more within that tag.  Breathe My Name is a perfect example: mafia, lust, action, humor, romance, danger, heat, mystery, and wrapping them all together in a huge heart filled read. 

RATING:



CHAPTER ONE 
Clove 
Dead. The man was dead. I didn’t question it; I just stared at the guy currently lying on his Persian rug, blood haloing his head. Judging by his gray skin, milky eyes, and the mild stench that I was sure would get worse soon, he had been this way for a while. 

“Shit.” I pulled the phone from my pocket, ready to call Marcel, my boss, but hesitated. This was the first solo job he’d given me as his assistant. 

Marcel believed in me. Not all that long ago I’d been homeless, living in squalor, begging for enough money to buy a slice of bread. Now I lived in a cottage on the property owned by my best friend’s boyfriend and had a job that paid well. Speaking of best friend, Levity was exactly who I should call. 

It rang twice before I heard his sunshiny voice. “Hello, Clove.”

“Lev, I’m in trouble. Okay, like, not the kind of trouble where I’m in jail, but the trouble where I’m in a room with a dead guy who Marcel sent me to collect money from.” 

“Um.” Levity, ever the helpful wordsmith. 

“What do I do?” 

“Have you called Marcel?” 

I scoffed. “This is the first time he’s let me go do a job for him. How’s it going to look if I’m all, ‘I didn’t get your money because the guy was dead’?” 

Levity chuckled, actually fucking laughed. “It’s not like you killed him, Clove. Marcel will understand.” 

I closed my eyes, took a deep breath, gagged because of the smell, and slowly opened them. “Lev, I wanted to do this.” 

He was silent for a moment. I knew he understood. Handouts weren’t something I was comfortable with. I lived on the property of Salvatore Grillo, a known crime boss—though he’d been working to lean toward the better side of the law. Levity had begged me to live at the cottage, and I’d agreed but only if I could pay my way. Which had led to me needing a job. I’d accepted the one Marcel had all too eagerly offered me, and I wanted to excel at it. 

“Here’s how I see it, Clove. You’re there. At this point you need to call Marcel, and probably the police.” 

“The police? Do you kiss your man with that mouth?” 

He chuckled again. “Seriously, what if someone’s seen you? Call Marcel, then the cops, or at least do whatever Marcel tells you to do.” 

“I hate that plan.”

“I know, but there’s no choice. Tonight, I’ll binge-watch anything you want and comfort you with junk food.” 

I narrowed my eyes, and the dead man stared at me with his lifelessness. Was I maybe jealous he was dead, and I was living and had to face Marcel? Perhaps. 

“Fine. But if I’m also dead, make sure my tombstone says something kickass.” 

“Done.” Levity ended the call. I took another deep breath, reminded myself to stop doing that because this corpse didn’t smell like a field of flowers, and hit Marcel’s number. 

“Clove.” His voice was like honey—no, really, even when I’d heard him yell at a guy last week, it was beautiful. 

“Dead man on floor no money sorry.” And then I hung up. Yes, while Marcel’s voice was smooth and perfect, I was like a chicken on speed. I had no chill at all. 

My phone buzzed immediately, and I wanted to toss it out the window to avoid speaking to Marcel, but I answered. 

“Hello, this is Clove. How may I hel—” 

“Clove, what the hell was that?” 

“Oh, Marcel, good afternoon. How are you today?” 

“Hank Rose is dead?” 

I gasped. “He is?” 

“Clove! I sent you there to collect money. I deduced that was what your frantic choppy message meant.” 

I sighed. The gig was up. “Yeah, Hank’s dead. I swear I didn’t do it; he’s been dead a while.” 

“Shit.”

“Yeah, he did, actually, which is making the scent a lot worse and—” 

“Clove, unfortunately, you’ll need to call the police. Tell them you’re a messenger sent to inform him he won a massage at Lily’s Massage Parlor. I own it, so when they verify, it will add up. You’ll tell them you found the man and called nine-one-one. Understand?” 

Did I? “Sure.” 

“Sure isn’t comforting.” 

I nodded even though Marcel couldn’t see me. “Yeah, call the po-po, tell them I found him there, was sent to tell him he won a happy ending, yadda yadda.” 

“Fucking hell. Okay, if they arrest you or bring you to the station, which I fear they might since you aren’t sounding convincing at all, call me, and I’ll get a lawyer over to you.” 

“Arrested?” 

“Call now, Clove. You’ve already been there too long.” 

Marcel disconnected and I stared at my cell. Shit. I closed my eyes and counted down from ten. “I can do this.” I cleared my throat and dialed 9-1-1. 

From there, my day went from simple and hopeful to chaotic and worrisome. 

*****

“I don’t understand, Clove.” Levity was running his fingers through my hair while I lay with my head on his lap, watching a crime drama.

“Cops came, asked what happened, and I tried to remember what Marcel told me to say, but you know the police, Lev. I got scared. They never listened to us on the streets and oftentimes roughed us up worse than the ones we were asking them for help with.” 

“I know.” Levity sighed. “They wanted a play-by-play, and what did you say?” 

“Well, when I called nine-one-one, I told the dispatcher I found a dead body and the address. That was the easy part. When the cops came, this big guy stepped up and wanted to know how I ended up in Hank’s office.” 

“Sounds okay so far.” 

I huffed. “That’s when I was like, he won a rubdown and I was here to deliver it.” 

“Oh, my…” 

“Then the cops wanted to know if I was selling that service. I told them yes because Marcel said to tell them I worked at a spa of his and well—” 

“That’s how you ended up at the police station in a holding cell.” 

“And Filly from the streets saw me there and punched me in the face, saying I left him behind when we rescued so many to work for Sal.” 

“Jesus, Clove.” 

I lifted the ice pack from my eye and sat up. “Thanks for coming to get me. I was too embarrassed to call Marcel after that.” 

Levity smiled…not one of his beautiful “I love you, best friend” smiles. This was totally creepy. 

“Why are you looking at me like that?” 

“Well, when you called me I was with Sal. Sal called Marcel, and he’s the one who got you released. I only picked you up.”

“So he knows?” 

“Yes, Clove, I know.” 

I spun my head so fast, I had a moment of dizziness. There, in the archway to Sal’s living room, stood Marcel in all his godlike glory. He was wearing a charcoal suit with a crisp white shirt underneath. His brown skin was flawless, and I swore he sparkled with power. He was bald, but it worked for him. His five o’clock shadow was hot as fuck, and even though he was scowling at me as if he wanted to punish me—and I wasn’t necessarily against that—he was still yummy. 

“I don’t do well under pressure,” I blurted. 

Marcel rolled his eyes. “Let me join you on your way to the cottage; we have a lot to discuss.” 

When Marcel walked away, I turned back to Levity. “Is he going to kill me?” 

Levity blew out a breath, clearly exasperated. “No, there are other things I believe that man wants to do to you, and murder isn’t one of them.” 

I cocked my head to the side, wanting to ask what he meant, but Marcel’s voice boomed through the house. 

“Let’s go, Clove.”






Author Bio:
Davidson King, always had a hope that someday her daydreams would become real-life stories. As a child, you would often find her in her own world, thinking up the most insane situations. It may have taken her awhile, but she made her dream come true with her first published work, Snow Falling.

When she's not writing you can find her blogging away on Diverse Reader, her review and promotional site. She managed to wrangle herself a husband who matched her crazy and they hatched three wonderful children.

If you were to ask her what gave her the courage to finally publish, she'd tell you it was her amazing family and friends. Support is vital in all things and when you're afraid of your dreams, it will be your cheering section that will lift you up.


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Breathe My Name #2

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Saturday, February 4, 2023

Saturday's Series Spotlight: Shielded Hearts by Elle Keaton Part 2



As Sure as the Sun #4
Summary:
Love lost. Love found.

It’s time for a change. After a case that nearly ends with him in traction, US Marshal Sacha Bolic decides to move west and restart his life, this time as an out gay man.

Seth Culver avoids entanglements, romantic or otherwise. Who needs them? He’s learned the hard way that people betray you or leave. Or both.

Sacha’s ready to live the life he’s been missing; everything about the younger man is compelling and he’s not going to let him go easily.

But Seth’s commitment to no commitments may have met its match in Sacha.

As Sure as the Sun is a dual POV about a taciturn US Marshal and a free-spirited younger man finding their way to each other. The Shielded Hearts series follows a different couple in each book as they stop killers, unravel a human trafficking ring and fall in love.

(Formerly published as Accidental Roots)




River Home #5
Summary:
Wanted: A good home for a stray.
Needed: A worthy man.

Miguel arrived in town a broken man, having barely escaped an abusive relationship with his life. Since then he’s buried his deepest desire for family and taken what life doles out; one-night stands are as close to a relationship as he’s going to get.

Federal Agent Nate Richardson; focused, reliable, career minded. No time for relationships outside work. Nate doesn’t care about sex and doesn’t believe in love. He’s also never met Miguel Ramirez—until now.

Nate is a force Miguel doesn’t foresee; a red-haired officer of the law with a galaxy of freckles splashed across his face, he encompasses everything about relationships Miguel has rejected as out of his reach.

Outside forces drive Nate and Miguel apart, they’ll need to work together to conquer their demons and win the fight for their love.

River Home is a dual POV about a man with a beautiful soul who refuses to be kept down and the stoic federal agent who falls in love with him. One man knows what he wants, the other needs convincing. The Shielded Hearts series follows a different couple in each book as they stop killers, unravel a human trafficking ring and fall in love.

(Formerly published as Accidental Roots)



As Sure as the Sun #4
Original Review October 2017:
When Sacha Bolic has a fall on the job that had the potential to be a lot worse than stiff joints and achy muscles, he decided it was time for a change in direction.  Seth Culver may be the half-brother to a member of law enforcement but that doesn't stop him from helping out a stranger with the offer of a hot shower and coffee.  When researching the past, will Seth and Sacha find a happily ever after or just a happy for now?

I couldn't help but love Seth's carefree nature but he is more guarded than you think and it actually makes me want to wrap him up in bubblewrap so he has to listen and give him a good talking to about taking chances.  Sacha on the other hand is guarded about his past, for good reason, but he is open for the first time that love is possible.  One of the things I loved about this pair is that on the surface they really should not mix, they appear to be almost too opposite to fit the "opposites attract" trope but really they aren't that different when you get to know them.

As a history buff and lover of historical fiction, Seth's desire to learn Owen and Theodore's story really sucked me in, probably even more than Seth's need to discover their tale.  There's a little bit of everything in As Sure as the Sun: romance, history, lust, family, friends, and of course love.

This installment in the Accidental Roots series is a standalone and can be read without the first three entries but for me, I am glad I read them in order.  There are cameos of the other Skagit couples from the first three with minor references to their stories that I felt knowing those journeys made it flow together better.  But, I don't think I would have been lost either had I started with As Sure as the Sun.  However you choose to start, I highly recommend this series because I am already looking forward to number five.



River Home #5
Original Review February 2018:
When Miguel Ramirez found himself in Skagit, WA he also found himself a job and friends but he wasn't able to let go of his past and the trust issues that came from it but he's getting closer every day.  Nate Richardson is part of Adam Klay's FBI team still trying to get a hold on the human trafficking case.  When these two meet, the passionate attraction is obvious but will they be able to find happiness amongst trust and crime?

I love this series by Elle Keaton, in fact it was one of my Best Reads of 2017 so when the opportunity to read the newest installment crossed my desk, how could I not jump at the chance?  River Home is a perfect fit for the Skagit universe, not only do we get to know Miguel from Buck Swanfeldt’s Garage but we also get to meet Agent Nate Richardson working the case with Adam Klay.  The characters are as appealing and engaging as ever, definitely fictional but with just the right amount of what I like to call "next door neighbor factor".  I just wanted to wrap Miguel in one never-ending bear hug to keep him safe and loved but I also knew he had the strength to say "Bring it on!".  As for Nate, well he screamed the classic case of needing to risk something before discovering how important it or they are to him.

As for the mystery aspect, Elle Keaton blends the case perfectly with the characters and romance between them.  We get to see some of our favorites from previous entries that helped fill in their own lives as well as make Miguel and Nate's more rounded.  Speaking of secondary characters who were main in the other installments, if asked whether River Home is a standalone I would say, yes technically.  However, I am glad I have read them in order I just find the connections between friends to flow better which in turn just adds to the warmth and heart of the story but the case too just meshed better in my head.  But, yes it could be read without having read the previous entries I just don't think I would recommend doing so.

River Home(the whole Accidental Roots series really) at its core is about friendships and love and reminding us that family does not have to be blood alone, or at all, its about heart and those who are there beside you that makes a family.  Elle Keaton's Accidental Roots series is not only  entertaining but it also reminds us what is really important in life and when you can blend those two factors together, you know you are reading something special.

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As Sure as the Sun #4
One 
Sacha: March, Kansas City, Missouri   
“Bolic.” 

Sacha glanced in the direction Rick was pointing. Their target slipped out from between some loose pieces of plywood covering the doorway, gesturing with his free hand while he talked on a cell phone. The man saw Sacha, and his eyes widened for an instant before he turned and bolted in the opposite direction. 

Sacha took off after the government’s prize witness against the US boss of the Molejevic crime family, keeping his prey’s flashy red parka in view. He heard Rick shout something but couldn’t quite make out the words. As he ran, he gave thanks that Jacobsen looked like a Ross Dress for Less clearance rack had thrown up on him. He and Rick had spent two days freezing their asses off waiting for Jacobsen to show. No way was Sacha going to lose him now. His knee twinged, threatening retribution as he pushed himself faster; he ignored it. 

Jacobsen was no Usain Bolt but he knew the neighborhood better than Rick or Sacha, plus the streets were slick from intermittent rain showers and Sacha had to avoid slipping on metal sewer and electric access points as well as litter and unidentifiables. The rain started spattering down again. In moments, Sacha’s hair was plastered to his head and rivulets of rain ran down his face made it hard to see. Still, he had almost gained enough ground to grab the back of Jacobsen’s jacket when the man took a sharp left into a tiny alley. 

The stench of past-due trash rose up around Sacha. He forced down a reflexive gag as he sped down the dark, narrow space between two brick buildings. It was dank and barely wide enough for two men to walk side by side. Sacha was big enough to feel claustrophobic as he pounded after Jacobsen, losing a little ground because a trash container loomed from the shadows, forcing him to slow down. Jacobsen glanced over his shoulder at Sacha and grinned. Putting on a burst of speed, their uncooperative witness leapt to catch the bottom rung of a sketchy-looking fire escape and began to clamber up it with familiarity. 

Using the brick wall to push off, Sacha leapt for the fire escape, barely grabbing hold of the grimy metal bar. Praying to any possible saints of US Marshals, he hoisted himself upward, hoping the flimsy, weathered metal would support his weight. Sacha’s prayer held for a few seconds into the climb when two things happened. The first was an ominous creaking that echoed up and down the alley, along with the earsplitting shriek of metal on metal. The second was the silhouette of a large-caliber handgun appearing from a window several stories above him. Fingers flexed on the trigger as Sacha lunged to his right, leaping off the fire escape… except that it followed him, peeling away from the brick wall it had formerly been attached to. 

This was going to hurt. 

His stomach lurched, and for the briefest moment he was weightless before gravity came calling. All the air left his lungs when he hit the top of the old recycling container. He sort of bounced and, unfortunately, rolled off onto the concrete underneath the now-defunct fire escape. Flakes of rust, pelting rain, and litter that until that moment had been lodged for God knew how long in the metal grating of the fire escape showered down around him, on him. In a kind of slow motion he had only read about, the fire escape creaked to the right and smashed into the brick wall opposite. More rusty flakes showered down, along with pieces of the old metal structure itself. 

Sacha lay where he’d fallen, trying to suck a few molecules of oxygen into his lungs, thanking fuck for the fire escape collapsing under his weight. If it hadn’t chosen that moment to disintegrate, rather than reconsidering his life and most especially his career choices, Sacha would be a dead man with a hole in his head the size of a fist. The weighty mass of the forty-caliber bullet displacing the atmosphere alongside his ear was as close as Sacha wanted to get to death today. 

Groaning, he rolled over and craned his head toward the window Jacobsen had disappeared into. There had only been the single gunshot. Sacha didn’t know if the guy had actually been trying to kill him or was simply trying to get him to stop following. Regardless, whoever it had been was going to be extremely sorry he opened fire on an officer of the law. 

His partner, who hadn’t been right behind him, came panting around the corner. Rick’s searching gaze landed on Sacha where he lay in the stinking trash and dog… or possibly human… shit behind the derelict building their perp had disappeared into. Sacha thought even Sig Jacobsen should have had better taste than this place. Fuck, rats had better taste. 

“Fucking hell.” Sacha rolled onto his hands and knees, pushing himself to his feet. Every one of his thirty-nine years was making itself known. By some kind of miracle he’d merely had the wind knocked out of him and would have some impressive bruises tomorrow from hitting the trash container, but nothing felt broken. His knee throbbed, threatening imminent collapse, but after a second he was able to ignore it. Rick, the prissy asshole, didn’t bother to offer a hand, and when he got close enough he wrinkled his nose. 

“Where the fuck were you?” Sacha brushed at unnamable bits stuck to his jacket and jeans without much result. Giving up, he unzipped his jacket, took it off, and dropped it to the ground beside him. Sacha didn’t care that he was shivering in the forty-degree weather and getting wetter by the minute as the rain increased in intensity.

“I was a little behind you. I tried cutting through to the other side when he turned.” Rick brushed nonexistent grime off his suit jacket. “You know, to head him off. But the other end was blocked. I had to turn around and come back.” Sacha forced aside the urge to grab Rick by the neck and throttle him. They had been after Jacobsen for weeks, and now the guy had vanished into thin air. “Oh, wow, Bolic, you landed in—” 

“I know what I fucking landed in,” Sacha ground out. “I could have been fucking killed. Did you see the shooter?” 

Rick looked around, like he was going to see the shooter waving for his attention from a nearby window. Sacha had been lying in non-metaphorical shit for several minutes, checking all his parts to make sure they worked properly. The shooter was long gone, and Sacha was going to be hellishly sore for a few days. “You know what? Never fucking mind.” 

They walked back to their car in stony silence, abandoning Sacha’s jacket in the alley. Rick knew better than to try and talk to Sacha when he was in a shit mood. Which was most of the time. 

When Sacha had returned to regular service after two brutal years undercover, he’d hoped the transition would be easier than going under. Not so far. He took a deep breath, immediately regretting it when his side hitched, searching for patience he wasn’t known for. It wouldn’t help his case if he ripped Rick a new one… in public, anyway. 

Since returning to duty in February, Sacha had been assigned three partners. The first lasted a single retrieval before demanding a change, claiming insurmountable personality differences. What the fuck ever. The second lasted three weeks before digging up a reason not to work with Sacha ever again. The kid had been witless. Sacha tried to get him to understand that there were capital-R rules, and then there were guidelines. Not every fucking guideline had to be followed with unerring rigidity. Sacha hadn’t survived twelve years in the Marshals service because he followed every guideline like it was God’s word. 

Unfortunately, their current vehicle had not been stolen, vandalized, or towed away. The early-2000s Subaru Forester was so boring no one, not even taggers, took a second look at it. It sat where they’d left it, three blocks up from the alley. 

“I’m driving.” Sacha held his hand out for the keys. 

“Sacha…” Rick whined. 

“I’ve had enough close calls for one day; I’m driving.” 

“Fine.” Rick slammed the keys into Sacha’s palm before opening the passenger door and getting in. 

Sacha slid into the driver’s seat. “What’s your problem? I’m the one who was almost killed. Once by you and once by Jacobsen.” 

“Whatever.” 

Fuck’s sake. Sacha took a deep breath in through his nose. Ignoring Rick’s passive-aggressive bullshit, he started the engine. Talk radio blared out of the car’s speakers, making conversation unnecessary. Neither one of them moved to turn it down. 

Partner number three, for the past two months, had been Rick Lancer, prick extraordinaire, who was smarter than he acted. But this was the third time (or fourth if Sacha counted nearly being T-boned the other day when Rick was fucking talking while driving and not watching the road) Sacha had nearly been killed since he’d been back on active duty. Maybe the universe was trying to tell him something. Maybe it was time he listened. 

The lure of something different flitted along the edge of his thoughts. Maybe he needed real change, not merely a new partner. A career change. He’d had the thought before, but the onus of duty had always stopped him from leaving the service. When he left the army and joined the Marshals, his drive had been to bring down as much scum as he could. He’d made a promise to his foster sister Mae-Lin, and to himself, that as long as he walked this earth he would work to rid it of human traffickers. 

His heart wasn’t in the fight anymore. Not with the same fire that’d led him down this path so many years before. Maybe he needed to find a different way to fight. He didn’t see himself giving up, but he needed something else, something intangible and indefinable. He was tired of trying to explain himself when no one listened. His body wasn’t bouncing back from back-alley tackles— or falls from fire escapes— quite the way it had when he was twenty-five. Change was in the air.





River Home #5
Chapter One
Miguel
“For crying out loud, Miguel, pull yourself together.” 

The bedroom door banged shut, vibrating in its frame for a few seconds. Joey’s angry tread faded away as he stomped back downstairs. Not good. Miguel didn’t think he’d ever seen Joey angry before. Whimpering, he rolled over, misjudged where he was on Joey’s bed, and ended up in a painful pile on the hardwood floor. He landed on something hard and pointy that dug painfully into his lower back. He grunted and pulled it out from under him. A shiny black dress shoe. He glared at it. 

Right. Wedding. Drinking and dancing. Sex. 

Miguel groaned again, louder and longer this time. His head throbbed painfully in time with his heartbeat. He struggled against gravity until he was mostly upright— on hands and knees anyway, nowhere to go but up. Finally he stood, still naked, but upright. He kicked spitefully at the shoe, and it skittered across the hardwood before thunking against the wall under the windowsill. 

Yeah, it hadn’t been the wisest choice to hook up with the hot boy from the east side of the mountains. Even then, it wouldn’t have been so bad if Owen had stuck around for a little bit of post-hookup snuggling. Miguel liked his skin time, and he could take the heat from Joey over the indiscretion. Waking up in an empty bed with only shame for company? That was different. 

The bedroom was dim; late-evening shadows stretched across the hardwood floor, creating monsters out of stacks of laundry and making the open closet door especially menacing. Miguel squinted around, trying to locate all of his clothing before making his body move in the general direction of his crumpled dress shirt and rented tuxedo. Only for Buck, Joey’s new husband, had he donned one of those monkey suits. If he ever tied the knot— he snorted at the random thought, because no way in hell was he ever getting married— it would be on a beach wearing board shorts and a T-shirt, or maybe a swanky Hawaiian print shirt, with the sunset behind him. Fuck, his head hurt. 

For him to be anywhere close to considering marriage he’d have to date, meet someone who’d evolved past crawling up onto the hot desert sand— at least he assumed the sand would be hot; why would a creature crawl out into the cold? And why was he thinking about marriage when the evidence of a very recent poor choice surrounded him? The lingering smell of sex and strewn clothing was damning. 

In fairness, Miguel mused as he struggled to make himself fit for public, Sara Schultz was absolutely decent. They just weren’t quite right together— and that was okay; they’d managed to get back to being friends. They’d danced, hadn’t they? He was pretty sure he remembered dancing and Sara laughing while he demonstrated his moves to an Arctic Monkeys song. Or maybe it had been Maroon 5. Or not Sara? No, it had been Sara. He was sure. 

Checking the full-length mirror hanging on the back of the bedroom door, he grimaced. His unruly black hair stood up in random tufts, making him look like an unsexy version of that actor from Shakespeare in Love. There were bags under his eyes the size of carry-on luggage, and his skin had a sort of ghostly pallor. Also, he’d missed a button on his dress shirt, so it was bunched up awkwardly. He stared down at it for a minute trying to decipher which button to undo and rebutton before deciding it was never going to happen. He shoved his arms into the uncomfortable suit jacket and gingerly made his escape. 

Joey was right: it was time for him to get his shit together. The wedding debacle was another in a long string of poor choices. All those choices started with wanting something that just wasn’t possible, but he’d allowed himself to keep trying anyway… with the same results. Wasn’t that the definition of insanity? 

Miguel shut Joey’s door behind him and negotiated the stairs one careful step at a time. He needed to focus, decide what he was going to do with his life. Between the top stair and stepping out into the hallway two floors below, Miguel swore off men. And women too. Done. For a while, anyway.

He’d been in Maureen James’s house enough times by now to know there was a side door leading out to the almost-wraparound porch. The murmur of wedding guests lingering in the living room and kitchen reached his ears. Probably some were still out in the backyard as well. It was late, but in the Pacific Northwest this time of year it was barely dusk, and the cleverly placed mason jars with solar-powered lights inserted into them were beginning to wink on. 

Miguel tiptoed along the hall toward the side door, his best and only hope. The voices behind him rose in laughter. Joey was probably telling a work story. Or Kon, Maureen’s foster kid, was entertaining. Miguel twisted the crystal doorknob, pushing the door open just enough so he could slide out sideways and pull it shut behind him. Turning as quickly as his hangover would let him, he ran smack into someone. Someone with a hard chest. They were the same height, and their foreheads cracked together, leaving Miguel with black spots dancing in his vision and a stomach threatening to empty itself. “Jesus fucking Christ, watch where you’re going!” 

The man who’d run into him glared back, rubbing his forehead with a pale, freckled hand. Miguel recognized him as one of Adam Klay’s cops; couldn’t remember his name. “Excuse me? I think you’re the one trying to sneak out of the house. You need to work on your exit moves, buddy.” 

What’s-his-name had fiery red hair, the kind that looked like a copper penny that had been in someone’s pocket for a while. Freckles exploded across his face and down his neck like a galaxy of stars. Miguel wondered if he had them all over. He almost smacked himself in the forehead again. He’d just been ditched by a hookup. 

“Whatever, just move already.” 

“Are you all right? You smell like a distillery.” The man waved a hand in front of Miguel’s face. Should he bite it? “You aren’t driving, are you?” 

“Fucking fuck.” 

Miguel had come with Joey and Buck, not having a car of his own. Why would he have one, since he worked at an auto repair and could borrow the shop car anytime? Miguel cast around, thinking who he could hit up for a ride. He’d have to slink back into the celebration to find someone. He hadn’t thought he could feel any worse. Someone turned up the sound system; Dennis Edwards crooned Papa was a rolling stone… wherever he laid his hat was his home… Buck had finally wrested control of the music selection from his new husband. 

What’s-his-name pulled a set of keys out of his pocket. “Let me drive you home. Even if you aren’t drunk, you look terrible. You aren’t going to be sick, are you?” 

Home sounded so good. 

He would have walked, truly he would have, but the thought of making the three-mile trek in rented dress shoes made him want to cry. Or throw up. Maybe he was going to be sick. Relentlessly he squashed the feeling, refusing to admit he felt less than stellar. “No, I’m not going to be sick, thank you very much.” Taking a deep breath and letting it back out, he tried to gain some control over this weird situation. Sticking his hand out, he said, “Miguel Ramirez.” 

“Nate Richardson.” The man grinned, and his somewhat plain appearance went from what Miguel privately called “cop face” to a thing of beauty. He was devastating. It was a good thing Miguel had sworn off men only minutes earlier, or he might be tempted to see if Nate wanted to take a walk on the wild side. 

“It’s, ah, great to meet you, Nate. Normally I’d say ‘No, thanks,’ but I need to get out of here. I could use a ride.” He’d done an inadvertent double take and now was trying not to stare… and probably not doing a very good job of it. Awareness spiked inappropriately, rolling thunder careening across his sensitive skin, reminding Miguel of what he could not have. 

“Thank god; I need a reason to leave. I’m happy to give you a ride. Hopefully you’re miles out of town?” Nate asked, blue eyes sparkling with humor. Miguel wondered if he had any idea how attractive he was. “My boss made me come. I’ve never been forced to attend a wedding before. Let’s get out of here.” 

Yes, let’s, Miguel thought, only barely managing to suppress the urge to flirt. Nate was slim and strong; he’d look good behind a desk or out in the field— a modern-day cowboy. And the way he looked at Miguel, thoroughly, assessing, like maybe he was really seeing him. It left Miguel a little breathless. 

Nate led the way across the porch and down the three small steps to Maureen’s driveway. He pointed his keys and squeezed the fob. In the distance, red lights flashed. 

“You don’t need to say goodbye to anyone?” Miguel asked. 

Nate looked over his shoulder, giving Miguel a knowing glance. “Do you?” 

“Fucking hell no. Let’s get out of here.” 

Nate drove one of those shiny, black cop-style SUVs meant to intimidate other drivers and pedestrians On the other hand, it had a decent sound system that blared a song Miguel didn’t recognize when Nate cranked the engine. “Oops,” he said sheepishly, reaching to turn it down. 

Miguel stopped him with a wave of his hand. “Not on my account. I need something to wash all the sappy love song crap out of my ears.” 

Nate chuckled. “It was a little over the top.” 

“Dude. You have no idea. The things Joey wanted to do; he claims he settled.” Miguel settled into the passenger seat, leaning back against the headrest. “Buck would have let him do anything. I think we’re lucky we didn’t have to all sit and watch a special showing of Beauty and the Beast. His mom put her foot down, and Kon— the ring-bearer kid— claimed he would be embarrassed at school. Thank god.” 

It was only a fifteen-minute drive between the two houses, with traffic lights, and this time of night traffic was almost nonexistent. Dark had fallen by the time Nate pulled up in front of Buck and Joey’s. Miguel’s stomach plummeted when he remembered something else he didn’t want to think about. Buck and Joey didn’t need a third wheel hanging around their marriage. He had to find his own place to live.

Briefly he considered going back on his newly minted vow of chastity and seeing if Nate wanted to come inside for a while. They would probably have some fun in the sack. Chances were that the guy was open; he’d witnessed a marriage between two men, after all. But really, it was too depressing, inviting a guy back to a house that wasn’t his. 

Nate fumbled around, and the door locks clicked open. Miguel opened his door. “Thanks for the ride, man. I owe you one.” 

“Seriously, it’s fine. You have no idea how much I wanted to leave.” 

“Weddings aren’t your thing?” Miguel chuckled, standing with his hand on the door, not ready for the empty house. 

“Not really.” The engine rumbled as the SUV idled. “I hate making small talk, and I hate talking about myself, and I’m new to town so I don’t know anyone.” 

“We’d make the perfect couple; I have no trouble talking about myself.” Miguel waggled his eyebrows. Then realized what he’d said. “Oh crap, I’m sorry.” He dragged a hand down his face. “Sometimes my mouth gets away from me.” 

“Only sometimes?” Nate teased. 

“I need to put myself to bed before I dig an even bigger hole for myself. Thanks for the ride. Look me up sometime. I work at Swanfeldt’s; maybe we can grab a coffee or something.” 

“Yeah, sure.” 

Miguel shut the car door, stumbling a bit on the uneven sidewalk. Maybe he was still a little drunk. He’d made it about halfway to the front door when he stopped in his tracks, realizing he didn’t have any keys. Or his ID. Because he’d left them in his favorite pair of jeans when he’d put on the monkey suit. His jeans, which were somewhere in Maureen James’s house. 

“Fucking fuck.”

“You’re locked out, aren’t you?” Nate’s voice startled the crap out of him. 

Miguel spun around and would have fallen if Nate hadn’t grabbed his arm. 

“Wha-?” His vision swam, and his forehead hurt where he’d smacked into Nate. 

“I’m a pretty smart guy. Also, I know how to break into places. Unless you want to head back to the wedding?” 

“No! Break in all you want.” He gestured at Buck’s two-story bungalow. 

Ten minutes later they were standing in Buck’s kitchen. Nate was insisting Miguel drink a gallon of water before he tumbled into bed. He wasn’t that drunk, but he could feel the residual alcohol in his system. Nate disappeared for a minute before returning with a bottle of ibuprofen. 

“I rummaged through the medicine cabinet. I think you may want this.” 

“Oh hell yeah. You are my knight in shining armor tonight. What did I do to deserve you?” 

Nate blushed. Miguel couldn’t avert his eyes. When Nate blushed he went big; there was no hiding the tide of red that swept across his face. 

“Aw, it’s okay, baby. I needed a hero.” 

“I’m pretty sure you need some more water and to go to bed.” 

“Yeah, probably, but you know I’m gonna try and get you to join me.” Yep. Vow of chastity out the window. 

Nate blushed harder, but he grinned too. “I don’t think we play in the same league. As in I’m an amateur and you must have several gold medals under your belt. So to speak.” Even more blush. He was cute. And way too good for Miguel.

“Is this your place?” Nate asked, while refilling the water glass. He tapped two ibuprofen into Miguel’s palm and watched as he swallowed them. 

“Nah.” Miguel waved a hand at the kitchen walls. “It’s Buck and Joey’s. Buck— who, before I start sounding truly ungrateful, is my best friend and possibly the nicest person in the world— got all high-handed when he found out where I was living and basically made me move in with him.” 

Nate glanced around the kitchen, and Miguel was struck by how much he’d miss this place, he felt physically sick and didn’t think it was the alcohol. It was homey and comfortable, with little touches like a goofy black cat clock with a swinging tail and a vintage tin Mobil gas sign with a red Pegasus leaping into flight taking up most of the wall behind the breakfast nook. The back door they had come through led out to a small deck with potted flowers and a two-person table-and-chairs set. 

“I gotta find my own place before they get back.” Miguel tried not to let on how depressing he found that idea. 

“They asked you to move out?” 

“No.” He let out a heavy sigh. “But it’s time this little bird left the nest. I can’t keep letting Buck take care of me. Joey is enough of a handful.” 

Miguel made his way upstairs to his bedroom, Nate followed him. 

“Are you gonna tuck me in? Isn’t that below your pay grade Fed? 

He threw himself dramatically onto his bed. The covers were a tragic mess as usual and Miguel didn’t care enough to try and straighten them. 

“Are you going to sleep in your tuxedo? Let’s at least get the jacket off.” 

“Fucking tuxedo.” Miguel muttered but he sat up so Nate could help him take the jacket off, his own fingers fumbling helplessly with the various parts that needed unbuttoning or unsnapping. How’d he managed to get the cummerbund back on? Nate carefully folded it along with the jacket, laying them across the back of a chair sitting in the corner. Then he returned to unbuttoned the stupid shirt. Miguel just sat there, a dress shop dummy, and watched while Nate took care of most of his clothes. 

“What about your slacks?” Nate eyed Miguel with 

“What about my slacks? You wanna see what’s underneath? I gotta secret…” Miguel waggled his eye brows. “I don’t like underwear.” 

“I think you can sleep with the slacks on.” 

“Fine.” He pouted, he’d take them off as soon as Mr. Straight-laced left the room. 

“That’s enough, Romeo,” Nate chuckled after a stray hand ran down the inside of his trouser-covered leg. It was Miguel’s hand. Huh. 

“I’m just being friendly.” 

Nate rolled his eyes. “You have the hands of an octopus.” 

“Octopus have tantacula, tentacles. Right.” Amused blue eyes stared down at him. “Wow.” 

“Wow, what?” 

“Your face… mmm.” Miguel lifted a hand, trying to reach Nate’s cheek. His freckles fascinated Miguel. He had the most ridiculous thought that he wanted to trace them and see if the constellations he was imagining led anywhere. Exhaustion and alcohol finally overwhelmed Miguel; he shut his eyes and swirling images of galaxies and red-haired men with eyes like the night sky beckoned him toward sleep. 

A hand touched his shoulder, startling him. Nate— right— pulled the duvet up over his shoulders. Miguel loved the weight of covers despite the early-summer heat. His pillow was cool under his cheek, and the last thing he was conscious of was the bedroom light blinking off.   

“There you are, you jerk.” 

A bright light shone directly into Miguel’s eyes. He rolled over, fumbling to pull his pillow over his head and eyes. The pillow was pulled ruthlessly from his head. 

“You are such an asshole. Did you ever think for one minute that people were worried about you? You couldn’t have left a note or told someone you were leaving?” 

Miguel tried to blink the sleep from his eyes while he processed and deciphered what was being said. “Please turn the light off?” 

Buck huffed but did as Miguel asked. The dark was a blessing. Miguel wondered what time it was and how long he had been asleep. Buck came over and sat on the edge of his bed, a serious expression on his face. Oh, great, it was daddy-chat time. 

Miguel rolled over onto his stomach, his head resting in the crook of his elbow. “I’m sorry. I just wanted to get home, and Nate Richardson offered me a ride. I didn’t want to barge in and interrupt anything.” 

“You mean you wanted to sneak off without a lecture.” 

“Yeah, that too.” He turned his head so he could see Buck. He was still wearing his wedding tux. The man looked incredibly hot. Miguel could hear noises coming from downstairs, where Buck’s new husband was probably plotting Miguel’s death. “What time is it?” 

“Late. But I was worried about you.” Buck ran a hand through his thick blond hair. He sighed. “Look, are you going to be okay while we’re gone?” 

Shit. He must have really messed up if Buck was this worried about him. Miguel cast around for a way to reassure his best friend that he would not careen off the tracks while Buck and Joey were off enjoying Disneyland, or World, or wherever it was they were going. 

“I was blowing off some steam, all right? Please don’t worry. It’s all good. I got this, the boys and I have the shop under control, and you are going to go off and enjoy your honeymoon with your man, all right?” 

He must have said the right things, because Buck looked relieved. “Okay. If you need anything, call, okay? We can come home.” 

Right. Miguel was going to interrupt his best friend’s honeymoon by calling him home. No fucking way. “I’ve got this. I promise. You go keep Joey out of trouble— if that’s possible.” 

An indignant “Hey!” floated up from the first floor. 

Buck grinned and dragged Miguel into a huge hug, which he didn’t protest against, because who wouldn’t like a great big hug from a handsome bear of a man? 

Four hours later, the airport shuttle arrived to whisk his friends off on their three-week honeymoon. Miguel said goodbye and watched as the van drove away from the little bungalow. It settled into an odd silence, like it knew Miguel was alone. He could hear the creaks and groans of the old house, the tick of the kitchen clock, the slow hiss of the toilet tank filling back up. 

He wasn’t going to be able to go back to sleep. Hitching up the sweats he’d dragged on, he headed to the living room. Buck had set up an old desktop computer system in the corner, and Miguel booted it up. He needed to start looking for his own place; he might as well start now.



πŸ‘€Formerly published as Accidental RootsπŸ‘€

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Author Bio:
Elle hails from the northwest corner of the US known for: rain, rain, and more rain. She pens Shielded Hearts, Veiled Intentions, and West Coast Forensics series all set in the Pacific Northwest. Elle's books feature hot mm romance with the guarantee of an HEA. The men start out broken, and maybe they end up that way, but they always find the other half of their hearts.

While Elle often claims she was raised by wolves, she was in fact raised by her mom and step-dad in a little village called Seattle. When she grew up there were still lawn darts and pull tabs on pop cans, and she went to the park with just her trusty dog (who once went home without her) as company. Later in her life she tried adulting and found it wasn't "all that". She loves both cats and dogs, Star Wars and Star Trek, pineapple on pizza, and is known to start crossword puzzles with a ballpoint pen.


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Storm Season #1
Summary:
Death brought him home, will love keep him there?

Agent Adam Klay is home to bury his father, not fall in love.

Micah Ryan's been running on remote for years; the arrival of Adam Klay brings emotions to life Micah thought he'd never feel again.

When a series of sinister incidents leave Micah vulnerable to an unknown killer, Adam vows to protect him.

Can Adam safeguard Micah without losing his heart?

Storm Season is a dual POV about a terminally grouchy Federal Agent who discovers his softer side and a sweet man who thought he had nothing to live for. The Shielded Hearts series follows a different couple in each book as they try to stop killers, unravel a human trafficking ring and find family of their own.

(Formerly published as Accidental Roots)



No Pressure #2

Summary:
Home is where the heart is…unless your life is in danger.

When an anonymous note threatens Joey’s family, he springs into action. Family means everything; he will anything to keep them safe, even break the law.

Buck’s had crush on Joey for years, but he’s never acted on his feelings—for any man.

Fate seems intent on pushing Joey in Buck’s direction. Clearly, Joey needs somebody at his back.

As Joey is drawn further into intrigue the demands become more sinister. Will Buck listen to his heart and throw caution to the wind, protecting Joey at all cost?

No Pressure is a dual POV about an irrepressible male nurse and a quiet man who breaks out of his shell to protect those he loves. The Shielded Hearts series follows a different couple in each book as they try to stop killers, unravel human trafficking rings and find their own family.

(Formerly published as Accidental Roots)



Convergence Zone #3
Summary:
The spark between them is undeniable, unless they’re careful somebody’s going to get burned.

An FBI investigator, a permanently single bartender. The men meet by chance; converging weather patterns creating a private storm of their own.

Agent Carroll Weir wants to escape dreary damp Skagit for a warmer climate, instead he’s assigned to a cross-agency smuggling case and working 24/7 to find a killer.

Sterling Bailey tends bar and considers his customers and employees as family since he doesn’t have one of his own. Weir wanders in his bar one night exhausted and tense…and one thing leads to another.

Will the two men weather the storm? Maybe, but in order to change the course of tomorrow they’ll have to accept their pasts and admit they want a future together.

Convergence Zone is a dual POV about two men discarded by their biological families who fall in love despite their differences, finding family in each other. The Shielded Hearts series follows a different couple in each book as they stop killers, unravel a human trafficking ring and fall in love.

(Formerly published as Accidental Roots)

Storm Season #1
Original Review May 2017:
Sometimes going home is the last thing you want but is exactly what you need.  Well, that's what Adam Klay is facing when he returns to Skagit to sort out his father's estate.  Micah Ryan on the flipside hasn't left Skagit since losing his family in a car accident nearly ten years prior.  When fate, destiny, or just plain dumb luck puts these two on the same course their lives will never be the same.

Storm Season is a wonderful blend of romance, drama, mystery, comedy, and it's all tied up together in a great big bow of heat and chemistry.  I always find mysteries to be a very hard genre to review because I don't do spoilers and with a mystery every little detail can be a huge spoiler so all I will say is that I was hooked from page one and dreaded when I had to put my kindle down when my need for sleep overwhelmed my want to read.


No Pressure #2
Original Review May 2017:
No Pressure is much like book one, Storm Season, not because its a copy or too formulaic but because it's jam packed with a little bit of everything and the author meshes it together perfectly.  Joey James is a nurse we met in book one who finds himself in a position he never dreamed possible, and it's not a pleasant one.  Bucky Swanfeldt, who we also met in the first installment, has found that destiny has given him a second chance to get to know his youthful crush.  Just like Adam and Micah from Storm Season, Bucky and Joey are facing a situation that could change their entire existence, good and bad.

The chemistry between Joey and Bucky may not be instantaneous since Joey didn't even remember Bucky when Bucky stopped him and said hello in the store but you just know its lurking in the shadows, kind of like when the bad guys are preparing to spring a trap.  That's not so say I'm comparing Bucky and Joey's connection to bad guys just the "around the corner" feel.


Convergence Zone #3
Original Review June 2017:
**Blogger Note: When I original read this the title was Spring Break not Convergence Zone**

Carroll Weir can't wait to leave soggy Skagit behind now that everything that brought him there is wrapped up but as we all know life doesn't always work how we want, Skagit is not done with Agent Weir.  Sterling Bailey sees so much as the bartender of The Loft but nothing surprises him because of his past and the love he has for his little sister is what brought him home to Skagit.  When their paths cross in a late night hook-up, we all know it's going to become more and boy does it ever!

The mystery and drama that fills the pages of Spring Break may have nothing to do with what was in books one and two, so it is readable by itself and not necessary to have read them first.  Personally, I am glad that I read Storm Season and No Pressure first, the main characters from those two stories pop up as secondary characters and it just made it flow better having known their story.  But I will admit that had I not, I wouldn't have been lost.

Weir and Bailey's journey is a wonderful tale of lust, fighting, friendship, mystery, but mostly it is filled with heart that had me hooked from beginning to end.  With Spring Break, Elle Keaton has cemented her place on my author's to watch list and I can't wait to see what she brings next to the Accidental Roots series.

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Storm Season #1
1 
Adam Klay pinched the bridge of his nose between his thumb and forefinger. He was cold. He was irritable. He was incredibly tired. Of bureaucratic excuses, cold coffee, and things that made his heart hurt. 

A crime scene like this one often started with some variation of “Woman Walking Dog.” It was a little-discussed yet widely experienced phenomenon that a perfectly good walk would be ruined by a gruesome discovery. Today, “Woman Walking Dog” featured a dead body just off the artist’s canvas, but viewers would sense its macabre presence nonetheless. 

Staring down at what remained of the tiny body (birds, small animals, and insects had all arrived more quickly than he had), Adam visually cataloged everything he could without further disturbing the scene or the photographer who had arrived only five minutes earlier. Anger, sadness, and weighty futility threatened his normally calm demeanor. Young children weren’t supposed to end up dead in deserted fields. 

As he turned his back to the photographer in an attempt to block out the dispassionate snicking sound of the camera lens logging evidence, a flash of color caught his eye. Crouching in the viscous mud and dense bramble, he spotted a single grubby pink athletic shoe peeking from a tangled blackberry thicket threatening to overgrow the crime scene. Adam wished he smoked so he would have an excuse to step further away. 

The dog-walker had trudged into this blackberry jungle in pursuit of Rufus or Spot, only to discover the rotting corpse of what had once been a human child. She had known this because the tattered remains of clothing were still attached to the victim. 

The body appeared to be that of eight-year-old Rochelle Heid. Rochelle had last been seen three months earlier, playing outside her home in Muncie, Indiana, sixteen hundred miles to the east. Adam had been working the case since almost the beginning. Her identity hadn’t officially been confirmed yet, but Adam had bought his ticket to Ringling, Montana, immediately. Ringling, eighty miles or so from Montana’s capital, Helena, had never been on his bucket list. Hell, he had never even heard of the place before. Most of the places he traveled to were not on his bucket list. 

Rochelle’s case had made the news because a neighbor boy saw her getting dragged into a car and gave chase on his bicycle for several miles before he was knocked down at an intersection by another car and lost the trail. By the time the police got his story and verified it via a panicked call from Rochelle’s mother, the snatcher had been long gone. 

Adam hated this kind of case, and not just because of the nausea establishing a stronghold in his gut. Monsters who killed children reserved themselves a one-way ticket to a special circle of hell. Adam’s reputation as an unemotional investigator and exacting partner was hard-won. He would see this case through regardless of the deep sense of discontent he’d been experiencing recently; would still hate every minute of it. Closure for victims’ families was satisfying, but he could do without the bodies of children haunting his dreams.

When Adam arrived in Ringling that morning, rampant rumor and wild speculation had a trucker serial killer who trafficked in women and children using Ringling as his dumping ground. Adam disagreed. In his experience, traffickers held onto their inventory; they were in it for profit. Time spent getting rid of bodies was time and money lost. Besides, Ringling was not on a major highway. He’d looked up its history, and the town’s last claim to fame was when it had been a station stop on the transcontinental main line of the Chicago, Milwaukee, St. Paul and Pacific Railroad in the 1800s. He seriously doubted they had a long-distance trucker using a flyspeck on I-89 for a human dumping ground and not one of the nosy citizens had noticed him coming and going. Plus, there were no other bodies. Cadaver dogs had been brought in; Rochelle’s remains were the only human ones in that meadow. 

The file he’d flipped through on the plane had been brief, but Adam felt that Ringling had merely been convenient. He’d learned a long time ago to pay attention to his gut. Details on the initial disappearance were vague; not unusual. Rochelle’s mother had been ambiguous about why the child was outside so late at night; follow-up revealed Rochelle also had spotty school attendance. Judgmental eyebrows were raised. When the boy on the bicycle had finally been interviewed by police, they had all but accused him of the crime, and the kid had clammed up. Adam didn’t blame him. Adam and his agency were brought in because the City of Muncie was getting its ass sued for racial profiling and generally being high-functioning douchebags. 

The Muncie police had had a chance to catch this guy and blew it, then blew it more by trying to deflect blame onto the mother and the kid who’d tried to save Rochelle. Who the fuck cared if Rochelle didn’t always get to school? Her mother had a hard time making ends meet and worked a lot of nights. As a janitor, the American dream.

The dog-walker, Jeannette Graves (the irony), had recognized Rochelle’s clothing from the media coverage after the kidnapping. Rochelle disappeared after the news coverage of a huge plane crash but before the big push to defund Planned Parenthood. The media had grabbed her story and run with it for a few days, saturating viewers with clip after clip of her with a sweet, gap-toothed smile and pink tennis shoes that lit up when she walked. 

His slight headache erupted into a full frontal-lobe throb. 


Less than a day in Ringling and Adam officially loathed the town. To be fair, he hated small towns on general principle; in his experience they lived down to their reputation. Small-minded people living in a small world thinking small thoughts. Reactions were ludicrously predictable: They prejudged victims, they failed to keep privacy protocols, and inevitably someone would complain about the investigation’s cost to the taxpayers. 

“Ya think you got anything?” The sheriff’s voice pulled Adam away from his pessimistic thoughts. 

“Sheriff Woods, no, not really a lot to go on. I can’t comment anyway.” Woods was glad Adam had flown in. That was nice. Usually there was a big pissing contest about who was top dog. They should understand, Adam was always top dog. 

They’d both been at the damp crime scene for hours before retreating to the sheriff’s office. Between the dog rooting around, the dog-walker tossing her cookies, and the deputies tromping over everything before he’d arrived (didn’t they watch CSI out in the boonies?), there had been nothing to be found other than the small corpse and pink shoe.

It had rained on and off while they were processing the scene, and Adam had stood around in his dress shoes and third-best suit waiting for Weir to show up. For some reason Mohammad thought fit to assign the both of them to this case. Adam was not pleased; Weir wasn’t such a bad partner, but he was just a kid. As Weir liked to point out, he was so young they’d had to bend the rules to bring him aboard. As if that made him a better investigator. 

Carroll Weir was young, cocky, and sensitive: a terrible combination. On their last case together, Weir had made some rookie assumptions—the kid was too smart for mistakes. When Adam had called him out in front of their team, Weir had felt publicly humiliated and asked to be partnered with someone different. Wonder boy had never been called on the carpet before. Adam had felt a little remorseful; he didn’t hate the kid, after all. 

Adam shouldn’t hold it against him, but Weir fit a certain stereotype. Didn’t help that he’d grown up in SoCal and had mannerisms that ticked Adam off. Adam could never tell whether the kid was taking him seriously or not. Weir needed to decide if he was going to be an investigator or king of the boards. “Dude” was not a word Adam associated with a fed. 

Adam’s phone buzzed against his thigh. Again. When he fished it out of his pocket, the screen showed the same unknown number it had the last three times. Also a call from his mother, no message there, and a call and voice mail from Mohammad. Adam needed coffee before he dealt with any phone calls. 

Leaning tiredly against the huge metal desk in Sheriff Woods’s rumpled office while Woods went to grab them coffee, Adam was ready to put Ringling behind him. Woods seemed like a decent person, but Adam didn’t have anything to tell him that the guy didn’t already know.

He’d be leaving tomorrow or the next day, unless Weir did some data magic and discovered a link between trucks and pink tennis shoes. There was nothing else to find in Ringling. The cute retro (but the real thing) ice-cream parlor and new golf course for retiring boomers held no undiscovered clues related to Rochelle Heid. The ladies’ knitting circle was not a hive of septuagenarian killers. 

His phone buzzed again. Fucking relentless. Woods came back into the little room with a mug of steaming coffee in each hand. 

“You gonna get that? Mr. Azaya just called my phone and said to, and I quote, ‘encourage’ you to answer your phone.” 

It had been a long time since Mohammad had circumvented Adam’s phone to get in touch with him. 

“Yeah, I’m going to step outside for this,” Adam grumbled. 

The late-afternoon gloom pressed against Adam’s shoulders while he huddled under the peeling eaves of the Meagher Springs County Sheriff’s Department building. Pulling his phone back out, he called back a number he knew by heart. 

Later, on the tiny tin-can plane carrying him to Skagit, Washington, he worried about who was going to take care of Rochelle.




No Pressure #2
One
“Hi.” 

Joey turned toward the deep, tentative voice coming from behind him. It was a distraction from his tropical-paradise daydream in front of the tidy display of seasonal oranges, starring imaginary cabana boys and fruity drinks. One of the oranges was rotten; he could smell it from three feet away. The odor ruined his excitement for mandarins, but not for a sandy beach with toned men in tiny swim trunks. 

A guy he didn’t recognize was hovering a few feet away. Was he talking to Joey? Maybe Joey did recognize him? He saw so many patients every day, but he rarely forgot a face. This face he didn’t think he’d have forgotten. No way. The guy was tall. A high percentage of guys were taller than Joey, but this guy was practically a tree. Joey would get a crick in his neck looking up at him. He had a nice body, Joey couldn’t help noticing, like he spent a lot of time at the gym or just worked hard. Dark blond hair, with long loose curls that swept the collar of his shirt. Yum. Joey smiled. Smiles don’t cost anything, his mom always said.

“Joey James, right? Buck Swanfeldt.” The silence was awkward. “We went to Franklin at the same time.” Okaaay, so the guy was talking to him. Wow. 

Wracking his brain for a memory of a younger-looking person than the man who was standing in front of him, Joey failed. Because if that had been at the same high school as Joey, no way would he have missed it. 

“Oh. I’m usually pretty good with faces, sorry. It’s nice to meet you again, though.” 

This was becoming more and more awkward with each passing moment. Funny, it was normally Joey who was making a fool of himself. It had become something of a pastime. 

“No, it’s cool. I was a couple years behind you. Anyway, I just wanted to say hi.” The guy rushed the words out in a jumble, then disappeared so quickly down the cereal and baking supplies aisle Joey could almost pretend the interaction had never happened. What the hell had that been all about? He walked over, peering down the aisle, but Buck Swanfeldt had already vanished from sight. 

Suffering from a merciless case of terminal curiosity, Joey dug out one of his old yearbooks when he got home. Oh, lord, he hated being reminded of his senior picture. His stick-straight, reddish-brownish hair had been past his shoulder blades like some sort of wannabe rock star. He looked like a refugee from the 1970s. With the additional shame of pimples and braces. 

Buck Swanfeldt had been in the class two years behind him; who knew? Light-years apart during high school, of course; rarely did juniors and seniors mix with the younger students. Joey still had no idea who Buck was, much less who he’d been back then. Buck’s tiny black-and-white picture looked nothing like the mountain of man who had stopped him by the oranges. 

Joey spent the rest of his evening flipping through his yearbook, snickering at his schoolmates’ bad haircuts and wardrobe choices. Recalling the scandal when another senior had tried to submit a senior portrait of himself dressed up as Harry Potter. Brady Jones and he had argued heatedly about whether Harry had actually graduated or not, and thus was the portrait even valid as a senior picture. He finished off the rest of a bottle of red wine, totally forgetting to make himself dinner. Oops. 

It wasn’t until the next afternoon, after a brutal shift at St. Joe’s, that he thought about Buck Swanfeldt and wondered if he would see him again. His ER shift had been pure misery. He’d started the day sleepy from the wine and hungry from not eating, and like any good Murphy’s Law-abiding hospital, all hell had broken loose: several car accidents, an accidental poisoning, and an entire girls-under-eight soccer team complaining of stomach pain after a team trip to the local pizza parlor. By the time he checked out for the day, he’d been on his feet over eight hours without even a coffee break. He couldn’t wait to get home and pour himself into bed. 

Even though he was beyond exhaustion, Joey stopped on his way out to the parking lot to chat with his fellow nurses. He loved his job, for the most part, and especially the diverse community he worked with. He wouldn’t trade it for the world. After promising Hasanna, the newest nurse staffing the information station at the front entrance, he would bring something for the staff party the following week, he finally escaped, slipping outside into the bitter cold late December had brought to the city of Skagit. 

A flimsy slip of paper was fluttering against his windshield. His beloved car was twenty years young and an unusual shade of orange, except for the driver’s side door, which a previous owner had replaced with a dark-blue one at some point. He had a sneaking suspicion he was going to be in the market for a new-to-him car soon, but hoped that was a few months away. 

No way did he have a parking ticket; this lot was employees-only. Probably some college kid had been paid to drop flyers on all the windshields. It must have been there for a while. He leaned across the hood and tried snagging it with his numb fingers, but half of it ended up still frozen to his windshield, the other half in his hand. What the hell? 

He’d been staring at it for a while before one of the EMTs he knew walked up behind him, scaring the ever-loving crap out of him. 

“You okay? You look like you saw a ghost,” Robert, his name was Robert, asked. 

Joey hastily crumpled the paper, sticking it in his coat pocket. “Yeah, fine, thanks.” 

He scraped off the other half of the paper before getting into his cold car. Even cranking the heat and blasting the defrost could not dispel the cold Joey felt. Based on a quick glance around, his seemed to be the only car with a flyer on it.




Convergence Zone #3
One
“Are you fucking kidding me?” Carroll Weir bellowed, then slammed the connecting room door shut behind him. Tried to slam it. Fucking unsatisfying. The damn thing was on a pressure arm, which meant it continued hissing to a gentle close until the lock engaged with a quiet snick, mocking Weir’s DEFCON red–level anger. 

After working his ass off for months, he was rewarded by being stuck in this backwater fuck-town longer? “Fuck, fuck, fuck!” Just when he thought he was escaping the soggy, mossy shithole of Skagit, a Fish and Wildlife detective goes and gets himself killed. Murdered, even. “Goddammit!” 

The Department of Fish and Wildlife was down to bare bones, only having had three detectives on staff for the whole state before Peter Krystad’s murder. Weir was overreacting, but he had the nearly overwhelming urge to lie on the floor kicking and screaming like a toddler. 

Couldn’t the killer have waited until Weir had escaped back to a warmer, drier climate? Back to the beach? He was starting to feel itchy and closed in, what with the clouds pressing down from the sky and the mountains looming from the east. 

Itchy was the wrong descriptor; moldy was more accurate.

He had been separated from the sun for far too long. 

Late last fall Mohammad Azaya had assigned him to a child kidnapping case, partnering Adam Klay. Weir continued to have mixed feelings about Adam, who could be an ass but was also a dedicated and talented investigator. When Adam had gone on leave, Weir stepped in and took over, following the trail of evidence until it petered out. Only picking it up again when a neighbor made the connection between where the body was discovered and her creepy cousin, the one who drove a truck and had visited close the time of the disappearance. 

There had been no time for a trip to LA and his stretch of beach before he had been sent to Skagit to partner with Adam again. They’d brought down a human-trafficking ring that resulted in an internal affairs investigation of the entire Skagit Police Department. Led by Weir. A team of investigators was still trying to untangle all the details, but Weir’s part was finally done. He had been released from that special assignment two days earlier, and he was ready to go. His bags were already packed, for crying out loud. He’d been on the road so long the plastic plant in his living room was going to die from neglect. 

He wrenched open the bathroom door, really wanting something to slam, but was interrupted by his cell phone. He bristled at the cheerful ring tone. Answering it five minutes ago had put him in this crappy mood. Stalking over to the desk where it rattled along like it was possessed, he glanced at the screen. Mohammad. Great. 

“Weir.” He closed his eyes and practiced some deep-breathing tactics. He liked and respected his boss, but right now he was afraid he might say something stupid. His mouth got him in trouble more often than not.

“I was hoping to talk to you before Adam did. My apologies.” Weir pulled the phone away from his ear so he could stare at it and confirm that Mohammad was on the other end. Yep. 

Well, damn, that took the wind out of his sails. It was hard to remain mad when his boss was apologizing to him. He sat on the edge of his unmade, uncomfortable hotel bed. 

“This case is a bit tricky.” 

“Aren’t they all?” 

“Yes, but this one is especially problematic. Normally, Fish and Wildlife would investigate this themselves, but they are down manpower. Then it would most likely fall to ICE investigators. However, because we have been in Skagit for months now on the Matveev case, we are in a unique position for it to appear that you are still part of that investigation, while in reality you are on loan to Fish and Wildlife.” 

“So.” Weir stopped to consider his words. Maybe the deep breathing was helping? “So, am I undercover? Why all the secrecy?” 

“In a manner, yes, you will be undercover. Whoever had Detective Krystad murdered believes they have gotten away with it.” 

“All right, what are you not telling me?” 

“You will continue to act as if you are dotting i’s and crossing t’s on the Russian case, but in fact we need you to start researching gooey-duck smuggling and anything associated with Peter Krystad.” 

“Gooey what?” 

“G-e-o-d-u-c-k. A large bivalve, often smuggled from the Pacific Northwest to Asia. China specifically. A Canadian company was caught poaching them and was banned from fishing in US waters several years ago. Start there. Start with the locals who were suspected of working with them. The Fish and Wildlife files will be coming your way soon.” 

After clicking off the call, Weir did a quick Google search on the geoduck. Jesus Christ, the thing looked like a giant cock. It was kind of disgusting, and Weir liked cock. 

Maybe that was why he was out of sorts. He liked cock, and it had been forever since he’d gotten any. Skagit wasn’t exactly bursting at the gills with gay bars, though there was one. He sighed. The Loft was… well, it was okay, but there wasn’t a lot of inventory to go around. Plus Sterling, the regular bartender, got on his nerves. 

He couldn’t put his finger on what it was about Sterling that bothered him. They’d run into each other a few times since Weir had come to town, at the Booking Room and even at Buck Swanfeldt’s New Year’s party—where Sterling had been caught semi-cheating at some card game that seemed to involve sex and bluffing. Weir had forgotten about that. 

Weir left their encounters generally irritated. He decided that, like most people who didn’t know him, Sterling didn’t take him seriously. They saw a young guy with an even-younger-looking face and dismissed him. Most people did, to their detriment. It was one of the many reasons why he was so successful at what he did. 


After spending the remainder of the day researching the giant clam and those who sought it, he found himself heading for the Loft anyway. What could he say? He’d had a long dry spell. He ditched his suit, because nothing screamed “trying too hard” more than a man in a suit after five o’clock in Skagit. Actually, a man in a suit in Skagit any time of day stuck out like a sore thumb.

Weir normally didn’t mind wearing suits for work. For one thing, he knew he looked damn hot in one. Tonight, though, he’d prefer if people would forget he was a federal agent. Hopefully his favorite olive cargos, a gray hoodie paired with a red flannel shirt, and a pair of Vans wouldn’t be too much for the locals. Grabbing his card key and wallet, he debated for a minute before deciding to walk. 

He knew not being able to get out and exercise on a regular basis was central to his frustration. When he didn’t get outside, away from everything, his brain tended to ambush him. Running was more enjoyable and cheaper than therapy, although he’d done that, too. 

The Loft was packed. 

It was a Tuesday night, for fuck’s sake. All he wanted was a couple drinks, see if anyone caught his eye. He had supplies tucked in his back pocket. If something happened, nice; if not, eye candy would do. 

Standing in the entryway debating wasn’t helping his mood. People bumped into him from all directions. After making it in the door, he thought he might as well grab a drink before leaving to sulk in the silence of his hotel room. 

When it wasn’t packed to the gills, the Loft was a pretty cool place. It had a kind of speakeasy vibe. An exquisite mahogany back bar stocked with glittering bottles of liquor dominated the space. A long mirror behind it reflected the multitude of bottles, making patrons’ choices appear endless. Three light fixtures hung over the bartender’s workspace, beautifully wrought stained glass with art deco touches. The dance floor, currently hidden under a sea of bodies, was parquet. Weir thought someone had mentioned it had been recycled from an old dance studio in town. Along the other side, booths catered to casual diners and there were tulip-shaped wall sconces, the lights kept low, adding to the atmosphere.

Semi-politely elbowing his way through the throng, he still couldn’t see why the place was so full. Was it possible that every gay man in Skagit was in the same building tonight? Seriously, what was going on? As he drew closer to the bar he spotted a clue, a banner reading: Happy Birthday to the Loft! Ten years old! 

Crowds had never been his thing. Too many people, too much noise and he got twitchy—his skin started to feel tight. He had a vague memory of being at Disneyland and having some kind of epic meltdown; he didn’t recall the details now. These days, usually, as long as he knew in advance, he could handle it. 

Squeezing into the last open spot at the bar, he ordered a drink from his least-favorite bartender in Skagit and proceeded to brood. If he had turned around and left, the detachment he generally wore like a shield wouldn’t have failed so spectacularly. It would have stayed where it belonged: simmering, lurking, protecting him. Mostly unacknowledged, but still providing a modicum of safety from the world at large. Instead, a heavy melancholy snuck up on him while he sat nursing his drink, stripping his defenses. 

It was a peculiar kind of self-torture to sit and listen to a bunch of strangers interact. Day-to-day emptiness was one thing, but he was generally busy, and work was a good distraction. It was different when he was suddenly faced with every gay couple in Skagit. Jesus, even non-couples were paired up; he recognized Seth Culver sharing a beer with a guy Weir didn’t recognize. 

He found himself engrossed in watching Sterling work. As busy as it was, he never lost his stride, preparing one specialty drink after another. His sleeves were rolled up, showing off his sinewy forearms as they flexed while he shook the cocktail mixer or used a hand press for fresh orange or lime juice. The show was hot and well choreographed. Weir upgraded Sterling on his inner ranking system from a four to about a seven. The jury was still out on his personality, but there was nothing wrong with the sense of authority he exuded. Surely he had all the boys at his beck and call. 

Weir decided to call it a night, tossing back the remains of his vodka-cran before pushing his empty glass forward to try to get Sterling’s attention and the check. The guy was slammed with orders but was managing to chat with a sweet-looking man at the other end of the bar while he mixed drinks. Irrationally, Weir felt his temper rise. 

When the strip-o-gram guy walked in “wearing” a tunic measuring no more than one inch by one inch, carrying a bow and arrow, his body covered with rainbow glitter, Weir deduced something else. It was fucking Valentine’s Day. He wanted to put his head down on the bar top in surrender. How had Valentine’s Day slipped by him, even if it was his least-favorite holiday? What an amazing investigator he was proving to be. 

A second drink landed in front of him. Weir didn’t question it, even though he had been planning on leaving. He nodded semi-gratefully in Sterling’s direction. He needed another drink before he fought his way out through the throng. 

A tingling he hadn’t felt in years sizzled between his shoulder blades, slowly making its way up the back of his neck. Damn. His muscles tightened, and he twitched his shoulders and cracked his neck to try and stop the sensation. 

The crowd had grown exponentially since he’d sat down. He regretted turning around to see how many people were between him and the front door. Crap, he really should leave. He’d known more revelers had arrived, because he was getting jostled and bumped as patrons moved from the bar to the seating area and dance floor, but he hadn’t actually seen the writhing mass. Fuck.

Weir had to be the only single person in the bar. Even the strip-o-gram was getting some love. Cupid was being passed above the crowd on the dance floor, like an old-school grunge crowd jumper. 

As he took another gulp of his drink, he realized his hands were shaking. Enough that cool liquid sloshed over the rim of the glass onto his fingers. Deep breathing, he reminded himself. His shoulders clenched again, and he hunched closer to the bar, fighting the familiar yet unwelcome sensation of everything being too much. The back of his neck was hot and pinched, the top of his scalp tight. The sensation of being trapped increased. He needed to get outside or risk a full-blown panic/anxiety attack. Shutting his eyes against the crowd, he concentrated on his breathing and the glass of alcohol cool and damp against his palms. 

A noisemaker screamed into his right ear, the high-pitched sound taking him completely apart.


πŸ‘€Formerly published as Accidental RootsπŸ‘€

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Elle hails from the northwest corner of the US known for: rain, rain, and more rain. She pens Shielded Hearts, Veiled Intentions, and West Coast Forensics series all set in the Pacific Northwest. Elle's books feature hot mm romance with the guarantee of an HEA. The men start out broken, and maybe they end up that way, but they always find the other half of their hearts.

While Elle often claims she was raised by wolves, she was in fact raised by her mom and step-dad in a little village called Seattle. When she grew up there were still lawn darts and pull tabs on pop cans, and she went to the park with just her trusty dog (who once went home without her) as company. Later in her life she tried adulting and found it wasn't "all that". She loves both cats and dogs, Star Wars and Star Trek, pineapple on pizza, and is known to start crossword puzzles with a ballpoint pen.


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