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Sunday, October 5, 2025

πŸ‘»πŸŽƒSunday's Safe Word ShelfπŸŽƒπŸ‘»: Bound by Thorns by Sean Michael



Summary:

The Dragon Soul #3
Meet the Beteferoce brothers. Five dragon shifters, each with a strong elemental power. And each with a fierce desire to find his soul mate.

Park ranger Luke Beteferoce likes the quiet of the forest—a place he can be alone. The dragon shifter keeps himself busy maintaining his territory in the park…that is, until he meets ex-soldier Greyson Paulson. Suddenly, Luke finds himself thinking of all sorts of scenarios that involve Greyson. And with the kind of tension he’s feeling, hot, sweaty, nonkinky sex is only the beginning.

While he’s perfectly fine being left alone, Greyson finds he enjoys the company of the bossy yet tender park ranger. Soon, trying to fight the heat between them is a losing battle: he’s ready to give in to the irresistible lust he feels for Luke. Greyson may not be ready to completely submit, but he still can’t stop himself from following every command Luke whispers his way.

Luke hasn’t felt this kind of connection and satisfaction with anyone ever before, leading him to discover Greyson’s marked as his mate. But with Greyson battling his own limitations and lack of experience, it’s going to take Luke more than hours-long hot sex to convince Greyson to stay and accept his destiny.

The Dragon Soul Series
Book 1: Branded by Flames
Book 2: Seduced by the Tide
Book 3: Bound by Thorns
Book 4: Born of Air
Book 5: Owned by Fate



Chapter One
The snow was whiter out here. In the city it turned gray so quickly; here it just built up around the cabin and insulated the world, leaving him alone with his whiskey and his private war.

Greyson had never been anywhere this isolated. It wasn’t a matter of his nearest neighbor being a certain distance away—he had no nearest neighbor.

The whiskey burned all the way down and he winced. He needed to grab wood. He needed to make a tin of soup. He needed to do a lot of shit.

What he did was sit and watch the snow.

The leafless trees made interesting shadows and he watched them moving, changing with the wind. That one there looked like a dragon, big wings flapping across the landscape. Then the next looked like a missile, and he closed his eyes against the memory of fire licking against him, of the shrapnel biting into him.

No. No. Eyes open. Focus. Snow. White. Cold. Implacable. The snow simply was.

Greyson took another swig of the whiskey and let it drown him that much more. Please, God, I don’t want to remember. I don’t want to dream.

A crunching noise made itself known, getting slowly louder, drawing near.

He frowned and stood on shaky legs, looking out the window. No one was supposed to know he was here. No one was supposed to be here. No one.

A guy geared up for the winter appeared, some sort of insignia on his sleeve. He kept coming toward Greyson and he didn’t disappear. Not a hallucination, then.

“Great. Fuck.” He made sure the door was locked, closed the curtain. He wasn’t talking to anyone.

The knocks on the door sounded like shots, breaking the heavy silence.

“Go away. I don’t want any.”

“Park ranger. Open up.”

Goddammit, he didn’t want to see anyone. He imagined “park ranger” was as good as “police” out here in the extreme boonies, though, and not answering the door was going to be more trouble than not.

“Oh, for fuck’s sake.” He opened the door. Christ, he hadn’t changed his clothes in two days. At least. “What can I do for you?”

“You can tell me who you are, what you’re doing here, and how long you’re staying.” The voice was all growl.

“I’m just a guy. I rented this cabin. And as long as I want to.” He could snap with the best of them.

The ranger crossed his arms. “This land is a part of the park, so you’re in my territory. You respect that. You respect the land.”

Greyson snapped to attention and saluted.

Piercing dark green eyes narrowed. “Are you sassing me?”

Sassing? Really? Did he look like a fucking twelve-year-old? He’d been a fucking sergeant for Christ’s sake. “I am. I rented this place. I’m not hurting anything.” And he’d asked for their most isolated cabin when he’d made the arrangements. He hadn’t wanted to be bothered. He’d paid for a month in advance and they had his credit card number to keep charging unless he told them otherwise. This was not in his plans.

“Have you been drinking?”

“Yup.” It took the edge off the constant ache in his thigh and made the daily muscle cramps and shooting pains more or less tolerable. Not that it was any of this asshole’s business.

“Out here all by yourself? You might want to reconsider. If you forget to put on winter clothes when you go out—or even if you do, but pass out in the snow—it’ll kill you. And then there will be paperwork. I don’t like paperwork.”

“Paperwork. God forbid. I’ll try not to freeze to death on your watch.” He’d bet dying like that wouldn’t hurt.

“See that you don’t. I’ll be back to make sure of it. You got enough fuel? Food? Water?” The words were concerned, the tone more exasperated.

“I think so, yeah. Thanks.” Did he? How the hell did he know? He’d never done this before. But he wasn’t about to tell Dudley Do-Right that.

“You think so?” Dudley snorted. “I’ll be back. Try not to die before then.”

The guy was huge, and, Greyson imagined, intimidating, if he was in a place to be intimidated. Either way, Greyson wasn’t fucking impressed.

“I’ll do my best. Have a fab day.” Asshat.

That earned him another snort. “Ditto.”

“Yeah.” He closed the door with a click, locked it, and stumbled to his chair.

The crunching of the ranger’s footsteps faded away, leaving him alone in the woods once again.

Alone with his nightmares. Alone with the snow.

It was all he needed.

* * *

Luke patrolled the forest every day, shifting into his dragon and flying over it, making sure everything was as it should be. For a couple of weeks, he avoided the quadrant where the stranger was staying. No one had been at the little cabin on that corner of the land in a long time. It was too far out even for the service to use as storage, so it sat empty. He went by twice a year to make sure everything was in good repair, but aside from that, it had been empty for years.

It wasn’t empty anymore, as he’d discovered by accident when flying over it some fifteen days ago.

No. Now it was filled with a shaggy blond drunk with the palest blue eyes he’d ever seen. Someone had dropped the ball somewhere, not letting him know the place was now occupied, especially given the time of year.

He found himself flying too close again, sniffing hard, seeking the stranger’s scent to make sure the guy was still alive. If he wasn’t careful, he was going to get caught. There was only one thing for it. He was going to have to go back. He’d take over a lasagna, a case of water, and maybe some milk and a box of cookies or something. Check up on the man. That ought to assuage his need to make sure the guy wasn’t about to expire on him.

He packed the cooler on the trailer behind the snowmobile and headed for the cabin. He was going to deal with this nonsense, once and for all. These were his forests. Nobody came here during the winter. It was too isolated, too far north, too easy to get trapped once the rain turned to snow.

He pulled the snowmobile up next to the cabin, and slowly got off it, noticing a car-shaped tarp next to the building. Was the guy going to come to the door because of the noise, or was he really going to wait until Luke knocked? It wasn’t like he was here for anyone else. He took a moment to look under the tarp, finding a beat-up jeep that had seen better days. Letting the tarp go, he went back to the front door.

When no one appeared, he shook his head, then knocked.

The man answered the door in a pair of boxers and nothing else, long blond hair covering his shoulders, beard masking a heavy frown. Fuck, that lean body was covered in scars, most of them concentrated on one thigh. Luke tried hard not to stare, but damn, they were brutal. Made him wonder what had happened to the guy.

“Can I help you?”

"Wellness check,” he said, pushing his way in. Luke wasn’t waiting for an invitation, especially as he didn’t figure he was going to get one.

“What the fuck? I’m fine!” The place was cold and a wreck, the roof leaking heat, the scent of whiskey almost, but not quite, faded.

“You’re freezing to death. When was the last time you ate?” He closed the door firmly, then put the cooler on the ground in the little kitchenette. First order of business was getting the fire going. “You got clothes?”

“What? I was... I was... I’m fine.”

He took off his gloves and went over to the guy, grabbing his arm. Freezing. Fucking freezing. “No, you’re not. You’re halfway to hypothermia. And I’m not coming in here in the spring to find your fucking frozen body.”

Fucking idiot. If this dude wanted to kill himself, he should do it on his own turf, not Luke’s.

The guy yanked his arm out of Luke’s hold. “I’m fine. I was sleeping.”

Oh, this guy could growl. Electricity shot through Luke, buzzing along his nerves.

“You weren’t going to wake up at this rate.” He went over to the fireplace and quickly put together a bunch of kindling. He set a match to it, then began to build the fire.

“I—Why are you here?”

“To make sure you don’t die.” He added a log, watching for it to catch before he put on another one. “And I brought dinner.”

“I’m fine. I’m great.” Those blue eyes were fastened on him, watching every move.

“Sure you are.” Once he had the fire going, he went over and grabbed a blanket off the couch. He went right to the idiot in his underwear. Despite all the scars, he seemed to be in good shape, whipcord lean without an ounce of fat. Some might say too lean. The guy even had an incredible belly. Some scars there, though the worst of those were on that poor thigh. Luke wrapped the blanket around freezing cold shoulders. “Sit down. I’ll get you some water and get the lasagna heated up.”

“I—I’m fine, man. I just...fell asleep.” The guy sounded aggrieved.

More like passed out, but Luke wasn’t going to split hairs. He held out his hand. “Luke Beteferoce.”

“I’m Greyson. Greyson Paulson.”

A rhyming name? That couldn’t have been easy growing up.

“So what brings you here, Greyson?” he asked, going over to the stove.

“I needed to get away.”

“Well, you don’t do things by halves, do you?” Luke didn’t figure there was more away than here. Shaking his head, he turned the oven on. Only to have it not come on. He checked it. “You haven’t even lit the pilot light! How the hell are you eating?”

Greyson rolled his eyes. “I’m fine. I have granola bars and shit.”

Fine. It was like this guy didn’t know the meaning of the word.

“Granola bars, booze, and no heat. That’s a recipe that will get you killed.” He grabbed the matches and lit the pilot, nearly singeing himself. He didn’t, though. It took a lot of heat to burn him. Setting the temperature to 350F, he put the lasagna in.

While he was doing that, Greyson was busy pulling on sweats, and yanking his hair back. Luke watched out of the corner of his eyes as the lean body was covered—making sure the guy was getting dressed.

He unpacked the cooler and brought Greyson a bottle of water. “Drink that, okay?” He was going to make coffee, but Greyson needed that water first.

“Thank you.”

He shook his head as Greyson sucked it back, throat working as he drank.

This man needed a keeper. Luke ignored the voice in his head that said that looking out for people in his territory was his job, as the park ranger. At the same time, one of the reasons he was out this far was because eight months of the year the place was, for all intents and purposes, deserted. He didn’t really like people. He was a loner. He certainly didn’t need to be anyone’s keeper.

“You bring food to every stranger in the forest?” Greyson asked, voice dry.

“You’re the first one who’s needed it. Of course, you’re also the first stranger I’ve seen here in the winter in a lot of years.” And summer hikers tended to be self-sufficient. “Besides. When was the last time you had a real meal?” He found the old—really old—tin coffeepot and filled it with water before sticking it on the stove and turning the gas on under it.

“I’m not here for meals. I mean, I’m just trying to get away from things.”

What did that mean? Drugs? Crime? A woman? The last would surprise him. He had a hunch Greyson wasn’t into women.

“If you don’t eat, you get away from life in a pretty permanent way.” The chill was gone from the air so he took his parka off and hung it on the hook by the door. “You want some more water?” He didn’t wait for an answer, simply tossed Greyson a second bottle. He was going to have to find out if the guy had put in a store of water. If Greyson hadn’t, Luke would bring more. Dehydration would kill a man as fast as the cold could.

“I’m not suicidal. Just tired.” Yeah, he looked tired. Actually, he looked exhausted. The second bottle of water went down more slowly.

“Glad to hear it. You do seem ill-prepared for a winter here, though.” Luke went back to the stove and added grounds to the top of the percolator, then let it do its thing while he scrounged around for a couple of mugs. They were in the second cupboard he checked, after finding the first one pretty much empty. Had Greyson brought any food other than the aforementioned granola bars with him?

Greyson stared at him like he’d lost his mind and those pale eyes looked bruised. “I needed to get away.” Greyson kept saying that.

“So you simply came.” That was insane. And he’d just become this man’s keeper. At least until the spring, when Greyson could have supplies put in. Now that he knew Greyson was here and alone and in need, he couldn’t ignore the man. Didn’t Greyson have anyone to look out for him back home?

“I just came. It seemed like the best option.”

“That must have been a hell of a situation you were leaving behind if this is your best option.”

The coffeepot began whistling, so he went over and pulled it off the ring. When he looked up, Greyson was curled up in the window seat again, eyes on the snow.

Luke poured the coffee and added a touch of milk to his own. “How do you take yours?”

“Black.”

Yeah, that figured.

He brought the cup over and handed it off, nearly hissing at the electricity that went through him as their skin touched. Crazy. Clearly it had been too long since he’d last had any human interaction

“Th-thank you.” Greyson’s eyes opened wide.

He held Greyson’s gaze. “You’re welcome.” Taking a sip of his coffee, he kept staring. He wondered if he could talk Greyson into leaving. That way he wouldn’t have to worry about the guy dying out here under his watch. “You know, I’ve got the snowmobile. I’d be happy to get you back to civilization, where you don’t have to think about things like supplies for the next six months or so.” He was pretty sure Greyson’s jeep wouldn’t survive the trip in the snow.

Greyson folded his arms across his chest, and jutted his chin out. The man looked as stubborn as they came. “I’m good right where I am.”

Looking away, Luke wandered back to the fire. “If you keep this thing stoked, it’ll keep the entire cabin heated. You haven’t got much wood in your stack, though. I’ll bring a bunch in for you before I go.” If Greyson wasn’t going, he could at least make sure the man didn’t die out here.

“You don’t have to. I’ve got my crutches.”

“Crutches?” Luke frowned.

“Yeah.” Greyson pointed over to the wall, where a pair of arm crutches stood.

“But you weren’t using them when you got the door?” Luke frowned. “What happened?”

“Landmine. I do fine around here. Inside is easier and it’s not a lot of space to move around in”

“I’m sorry. I didn’t know.” Now that he knew the guy was injured, he needed to take care of Greyson more than ever.

“I don’t advertise.”

“Makes you coming all the way out here on your own seem even stranger,” Luke admitted. Not to mention now it would make even more sense to get Greyson back to civilization. He settled on the couch, watching Greyson closely.

Greyson stared at him, quiet, still, so steady.

He could be as stubborn. Maybe Greyson would take the hint and decide to go. Or maybe the man would tell him why he had come out here. Either way, the lasagna had an hour to cook and he had his coffee. To get the message across better, he leaned back and put his feet up on the coffee table, demonstrating what an immovable object he was.

Greyson looked back, silent as a stone, but Luke had been still a hell of a lot longer. He knew Greyson would break eventually. Maybe not before supper, but Luke had all the time in the world.

He had to admit, he wanted to know the story.

It took almost twenty minutes of steady waiting before Greyson sighed. “Why are you here, man?”

“Because if I wasn’t, you’d be passed out on this couch on your way to freezing to death. I mean that literally, too.”

“I had a blanket.” There was a wealth of sadness in that voice.

“Right. A blanket.” He rolled his eyes. Like that was going to do the job. Especially if it wasn’t being used. “So what do you do all day out here? Besides drinking yourself into a stupor, of course.”

“I stopped doing that a week ago.”

“Why?”

“I ran out of booze.”

Luke bit the inside of his cheeks to keep from bursting out laughing. That wouldn’t help anything. “So you’re here, staring at the walls? How is that better than where you were?”

“It’s quiet. No horns, no screaming, no slamming doors.”

Now that, Luke understood, deep down in his bones. “Amen to that.”

Greyson almost smiled at him. “You get it.”

“Needing to get away from”—people—”all that noise, I totally understand. This is a good, quiet place, I’ll give you that. I’d be happier if you were more prepared than you are. A lot more prepared.” Because if Greyson had the supplies he needed, Luke could happily ignore his presence—maybe check in once every few weeks, to make sure, but otherwise ignore the man entirely.

Greyson sighed again. “Sorry. I did my best. It was all very quick.”

“How come?”

“I lost my shit. I needed to get away.”

Lost his shit? “Like a breakdown? Or did you attack someone?”

“None of your damn business.”

Luke wasn’t sure about that. “Well, I think you need a lot more than just to get away.” He thought Greyson needed a hell of a lot more, and Luke, for all his preference for solitude, was a pretty good judge of people. This guy needed a keeper. Someone to feed him. Probably someone to help with physio therapy for that poor leg—make sure he actually did it and didn’t cause himself further injury.

“Getting away was the option I took.” Greyson sipped his coffee and closed his eyes.

Luke watched. The best outcome here would be the lasagna bringing Greyson to his senses. Then he could drive the man back to civilization and go back to his own life of solitude.

He cleared his throat, and put his feet down, got up and went over to the oven, checking the lasagna. Yeah, it still had another forty minutes or so, he thought. Like he knew.

Greyson watched him intently. It made him itchy.

“I’m going to go get you some firewood.” Before he let the growls out and was grouchier to Greyson than he needed to be. He slipped his parka back on and pulled his hat down over his head.

“I said I could do it!” Greyson stood up and stumbled toward the crutches.

“Hey!” He caught Greyson. The muscles beneath his fingers felt surprisingly firm, strong. “Take it easy!”

He could feel Greyson’s heart beating under his hand, fast as a bird’s.

He carried Greyson over to the couch and set him down. “Why don’t you sit and nap for a half hour or so. I’ll bring in the wood and the lasagna should be ready at that point.”

Greyson’s mouth opened. “Bu—”

“I said it’s time for you to nap,” he growled out. Luke used a rush of energy, sending Greyson to sleep. Boom.

Oh fuck. That shouldn’t have worked. Not that well, or that quickly. Not with a stranger. He hoped he hadn’t harmed the guy.

Luke put his fingers on Greyson’s neck, nodding when he felt a pulse. Then he got up and headed out into the cold. No thinking, no worrying. He was going to carry wood. Period.



Sunday Safe Word



Sean Michael
Best-selling author Sean Michael is a maple leaf–loving Canadian who spends hours hiding out in used book stores. With far more ideas than time, Sean keeps several documents open at all times. From romance to fantasy, paranormal and sci-fi, Sean is limited only by the need for sleep—and the periodic Beaver Tail.

 Sean fantasizes about one day retiring on a secluded island populated entirely by horseshoe crabs after inventing a brain-to-computer dictation system. Until then, Sean will continue to write the old-fashioned way.

Sean’s  can always be talked into, well, talking about Sean, and all the characters taking up space in Sean’s brain.. Just drop Sean an email.


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Sunday, January 26, 2025

🍾Sunday's Safe Word Shelf, Short Stack, & Sport Stats🍾: Best of 2024



πŸ‘€I'm later than typical for my Best of postings but with my mom's passing earlier this month everything was thrown upside down but it was always important to her that I had my blog as an outlet for "me time" so though it seems odd to do it right now, I'll continue because that's what she'd want.πŸ‘€

Click on the title links to take you to the original posts.  It's possible not all the original purchase links will still work, in those cases be sure to check the author's websites for latest purchasing details.



As the new year moves forward and we say goodbye to the old, we find ourselves looking at our "Best of" lists.  So this week's Sunday's Safe Word Shelf post features the 3 most viewed of 2024.







As the new year moves forward and we say goodbye to the old, we find ourselves looking at our "Best of" lists.  So this week's Sunday's Short Stack post features the 3 most viewed of 2024.







As the new year moves forward and we say goodbye to the old, we find ourselves looking at our "Best of" lists.  So this week's Sunday's Sport Stats post features the 3 most viewed of 2024.





Tuesday, December 17, 2024

πŸŽ…πŸŽ„Random Tales of Christmas 2024 Part 8πŸŽ„πŸŽ…



Unto Us the Time Has Come by Sean Michael
Summary:
Last Christmas, Kenn Greyson gave husband Chris Martenson an ultimatum—spend more time with the family or we’re leaving. He never expected Chris’s reply would be “then leave,” but that’s exactly what happened, and Boxing Day took on a whole new meaning.

Separated for nearly a year now, both men are miserable apart and coping the best they can for the kids’ sake. With Christmas just around the corner, a new conflict arises: neither man is willing to forego Christmas morning with their children. Chris finally suggests they spend the holiday together at the house and, to his shock, Kenn agrees.

Armed with the knowledge that he’s been a stubborn idiot, but that perhaps he can change and begin to repair their relationship, Chris takes steps to win his husband back. He just hopes he can get Kenn on the same page before Santa comes down the chimney on Christmas Eve.

Original Review December 2016:
I have featured Sean Michael on my blog, many times and have a few on my Kindle but I have never actually read one. Unto Us the Time has Come was a perfect place for me to start. A great little holiday novella that warms the heart but also makes you just want to reach inside your ereader and knock Kenn and Chris' heads together. Communication, communication, communication is key but then if they had the talk we all know will happen early on it would make for a very short and probably a bit dull one chapter long story. Sometimes we have to step away to realize what we actually have and that's what Unto Us is about, the cliche "love conquers all" might apply but that doesn't mean this one reads as a cliche. A great addition to my holiday shelf and a great introduction to the author, I look forward to reading more from Sean Michael.

RATING:





Crazy Together by Marie Sexton
Summary:
Camp Bay Christmas
In the wake of his husband's recent passing, nightclub owner Bryan Nantel feels smothered by sympathy from his well-meaning friends. Tired of being seen only as a grieving widower, Bryan decides to spend the holiday with his father in Houston, even though he fears it will be the end of his hard-fought sobriety. But a chance encounter at the airport changes everything.

Noah Porter is a former baseball player whose career was cut short by a devastating injury. He’s not quite ready to come out of the closet, but he has every intention of losing his virginity ASAP. On a whim, he invites Bryan to spend the weekend with him at Camp Bay Chalet, a secluded B&B tucked away in the panhandle of Northern Idaho.

Bryan knows running away with a man he just met is crazy and reckless. Maybe even dangerous. But it sure beats his other options. He figures what happens at Camp Bay can stay at Camp Bay. And a bit of Christmas craziness may be exactly what he and Noah both need.





Betting on Snow by H Lewis-Foster
Summary:
On the advice of his best friend, recent graduate Paul bets there'll be snow in London on Christmas Day. He knows it was a daft thing to do, as he's having no luck finding work after his studies. Four months later, he takes a job as an au pair for Ben and his young son, Jamie. It's been a difficult year for them, and Paul does his best to look after Jamie and give Ben the break he needs. Paul also tries to curb his attraction to Ben, but being sensible isn’t so easy when the festive season begins.

Original Review January 2024:
A short, lovely tale to brighten your day.  Not a lot of pages and I don't want to spoil anything so I'll just leave it at this: Paul, Ben, and little Jamie manage to bring joy to the mix that some might find rushed but sometimes happiness has no set timeline and hits when least expected.  This is the second story by H Lewis-Foster I've read and I look forward to discovering even more.

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Nuts and Bolts Holiday by BL Maxwell
Summary:
Foggy Basin
Hudson Carter returned to Foggy Basin and now owns his family’s hardware store Nuts and Bolts. He not only gained a new business when he moved home, he also found the love of his life.

Jack Hulbert loves all the changes his new boss and boyfriend, Hudson, has made to the old, failing hardware store. But as the holiday season gets closer, he wants to do something different this year.

Jack is from a big family, while Hudson’s an only child. When they're invited to spend Christmas with Jack's family, Hudson is hesitant but willing. When the weather takes a turn there's an even bigger chance of chaos but what's Christmas without chaos?

A Foggy Basin Holiday Short Story











Once Upon a Wish by Shane K Morton
Summary:
Home for the Holidays 
When Jax returned home to his small town of Hardin, Kentucky- the last thing he thought he'd find was the life he left behind, and the desire to return.

Jax- I'm going home for the holidays for the first time in three years. It's also been three years since I've gone home. I blame work and the life I worked hard for in Los Angeles. It's a major league team, and if I hadn't worked so hard, I wouldn't have accomplished this. But I had to come back. My high school coach is retiring and he asked me to be his keynote speaker. Home... It comes with a lot of baggage. Why did I have to bump into Kenny? He's the largest piece of baggage I left behind. But he smiled at me, and all I could think of were the good times we had. Not the heartbreak he caused... I need to remember that he was never good for me. He was selfish and full of himself, and he had no right to look so hot.

Kenny- The holidays always bring about a bunch of crap that I really don't want to deal with. This one comes with my father's retirement and the party I have to throw him. I've been alone for five years. But maybe this holiday will be different? I'm tired of being alone, in my own forced exile. Maybe it's time to embrace the future? Besides, Jax is back in town. That's a surprise! But am I ready to see him again after all the hurt I know I caused him? I know what my heart says. It's only ever been Jax for me, even if he does deserve better.





Random Tales of Christmas 2024

Part 1  /  Part 2  /  Part 3  /  Part 4
Part 5  /  Part 6  /  Part 7  /  Part 8
Part 9  /  Part 10  /  Part 11  /  Part 12




Unto Us the Time Has Come by Sean Michael
“DADDY, NO! I don’t want to go to Da’s! I want to stay here and go to Holly’s for her birthday!”

Jesus fuck, six-year-old girls could scream. Kenn’s head was going to explode like an overripe melon. Just boom. “Honey, your Da has you this weekend. It’s not up to me.”

“But he won’t take me! He has to work on his ’puter, and Holly lives here in the ’partments!”

“Sarah Jane, enough! I will talk to your da, okay?” Because that was his favorite thing on earth, talking to his ex. His soon-to-be ex. Whatever.

“Promise?” Just like that, the sunshine shone through the thunderstorm. “Oh, Daddy. Thank you!”

“I said I’d talk to him. No promises. Micah, get your backpack. It’s time to go to your Da’s.”

“Good. Da has the big TV. This one sucks.”

Ah, eight going on thirty. What bliss.

“I know, son. I’m sorry, huh? This was what I could afford.” Being a starving artist was way more romantic when your husband was paying all the bills and fronted the cost of the studio. Now he had two part-time jobs and a two-bedroom apartment where he slept on the sofa.

Amazing what an ultimatum could cost a guy.

“Whatever. It’s cool, Dad.”

It’s cool, Dad. So casual, so easy. Micah was growing up so fast.

The knock came at the door, and Sarah went screaming past him. “Da! Da! Da!”

God, he hated when Chris came here. He had to be at work in an hour, though. The coffee shop counted on his weekend hours, and he counted on them too.

Sarah’s dark curls bounced everywhere, the wild mass as untameable as his daughter was. She threw the door open, wrapped her arms around Chris, and squealed. “Da! There’s a party at Holly’s!”

“Right now?” Chris asked, giving Sarah a bear hug and making her squeal again.

“No, silly Da! Tomorrow! Daddy, tell him.”

Kenn looked into the deep dark eyes he’d fallen in love with fifteen years ago. Chris was still the finest man he’d ever seen. He resisted the urge to smooth his hair. Not that it mattered. Chris wouldn’t even look at him for more than a second. “Tomorrow at three. It’s here in the complex. I have the invitation. I told Sue, Holly’s mom, we were a maybe.”

Chris sighed, and Kenn refused to notice the dark bags under Chris’s eyes—he wasn’t the only one who was tired.





Crazy Together by Marie Sexton
BRYAN 
The man who drove me to the airport was a complete stranger to me. 

He was also my best friend. 

Sometimes I marveled that both things could be true, but this was what my life had become—a strange play I acted in, surrounded by people I knew but who didn’t know me at all. 

Dustin slowed as he neared the drop-off zone of Grand Junction Regional Airport. He did that thing I’d become so familiar with over two years of friendship—giving me a side eye as he cleared his throat, tugging at his short but bushy beard with his free hand as he tried to decide whether to speak and what to say if he did. 

“Are you sure you want to spend Christmas with your father?” he finally blurted out. 

I was quite sure I didn’t want to spend Christmas with any member of my family, but I nodded. “It’ll be fine.” 

He slowed to a crawl, seemingly looking for the perfect place to pull over amidst the other cars. In reality, he was buying time. “You could stay here with us.” 

“Us” meant him and his two best friends, Chase and Lance, but I knew them even less than I knew him. They’d only come to Colorado to help him run the bar while I was busy watching my husband die. It seemed like they’d decided to stay, which made Dustin happy, but I could hardly stand being around them, not because they were unfriendly, but because to them, I was still “the widower.” I was the guy who’d basically lived at the hospital for six long months while they managed the business I didn’t even want. To every single person I knew, I was still the guy in mourning. 

I wondered when I’d get to stop being that guy. 

“Bryan?” Dustin prodded, and I realized he’d stopped the car at the curb and I was still sitting there, staring out the windshield at the pale blue winter sky, wondering how this had become my life. 

I shook myself out of my self-pity. Or at least I hoped I did a decent job of pretending. “Thanks for driving me.” 

“Not a problem. You know that.” 

I hoped he’d leave it at that. Just let me retrieve my carry-on suitcase from the back of his 4Runner and drive on, but of course that wasn’t his way. Dustin may have looked like an extra from Sons of Anarchy—all tattoos, piercings, and muscle—but at heart, he was a gentleman through and through. He climbed out of the car and pulled my suitcase out, but stopped short of handing it to me. He wore no coat, even though it was only 45 degrees outside. Only a t-shirt made for somebody half his size, but the cold never seemed to faze Dustin. He didn’t even shiver. Just stood there with his bulging biceps, my suitcase looking tiny in his hand. 

“Thanks,” I said again, reaching for the bag. “Really, I appreciate it.”

He almost pulled it away. I swear I could see the gears in his head turning as he debated how much to say and how much to let lie. Holding my suitcase hostage would have given him time to decide, but he let go of it with a sigh. 

“I’ll see you in five days,” I said. 

He let me turn and take one or two steps before saying, “Hey, Bryan?” 

I turned back. “Yeah?” 

“I’m still your sponsor.” 

I almost smiled. “I think I’m yours, actually.” 

“Just promise you’ll call before you do anything you’ll regret.” 

He didn’t mean “anything” I might regret. He meant one very specific thing. “I promise I’ll call before taking a drink.” 

He nodded, his jaw tight with things he still wanted to say but knew I didn’t want to hear. I left without looking back. I wasn’t checking a bag and already had my boarding pass on my phone, so I headed straight for the mercifully short security line. 

Once I was through the TSA checkpoint and had my shoes back on, I found my gate. 

Right next to the bar. 

Of course. The entire airport only had three gates so where else would it be? 

I sat at one of the stools, my suitcase at my feet. 

My hands shook as I ordered a gin and tonic.





Betting on Snow by H Lewis-Foster
“YOU sure about this, love?” The woman behind the counter gave Paul a concerned, maternal look that made him feel about twelve years old. “You a student, are you?” 

“Not anymore.” Paul glanced down at his Green Day T-shirt and the jeans he’d been wearing for at least a week. He’d really have to smarten up if he was going to get a decent job. 

“Well, if you’re sure.” Crimson-lacquered fingertips picked the crumpled notes from Paul’s hand. “So that’s twenty pounds at 30-1 that it’ll snow on Christmas Day. You know it has to snow in London, don’t you? They can have ten foot of the stuff in Scotland, it won’t count.” 

“I know.” Paul took his receipt and put it into his wallet. As he made his way out of the betting shop, past the old men who seemed to spend their whole lives there, Paul wondered what the hell he’d just done. Twenty pounds was almost all the cash he had, and he couldn’t remember the last white Christmas in London. For the hundredth time in the last three years, he asked himself why on earth he’d listened to Steve Roedean. 

Paul had met Steve on his first day at uni, where they’d lived on the same corridor in halls. While their chosen subjects of English and maths were at opposite ends of the academic spectrum, they’d found they had plenty of things in common. Among these were shared passions for American rock music and late-night discussions on the meaning of life and their favourite real ales, which made them the best of friends, if not always popular with their neighbours. No one could make Paul laugh like Steve, and they’d got into more scrapes than was good for their grades and quite possibly their future careers, but Paul couldn’t imagine going through his student days without Steve. 

Looking back, Paul was amazed he hadn’t fallen for Steve, whose soft Irish accent and striking green eyes seemed to charm almost everyone he met. Paul was also relieved he hadn’t succumbed to his friend’s undeniable allure, as Steve was totally and irretrievably straight. He always had a girlfriend on the go, and his attractiveness to the opposite sex wasn’t harmed by the fact he was never short of money. Steve supplemented his modest monthly allowance from his parents with the occasional flutter, as he liked to call it. He’d bet on everything from political appointments and obscure sports events to the names of celebrities’ soon-to-be-born babies. 

Luckily for Steve, his gambling wasn’t compulsive but more of a mathematical challenge, in which he used his skills in the field of probability—as well as a hefty dose of luck—to his financial advantage. Steve often let him in on his wagers, but Paul had never dared risk more than a pound or two. So why had he bet his last twenty quid on such a ridiculously long shot as this? 

Steve had looked so sincere as they’d staggered home from their final night at the union bar. “Paul, mate, it’s the safest bet ever. I’ve studied the long-range forecasts and historical records, and I am absolutely certain it’s going to snow on Christmas day. You could put your last penny on it.” 

And so Paul had, for old times’ sake and for friendship’s sake. But as he walked out into the July sunshine, Paul truly wished that he hadn’t.





Nuts and Bolts Holiday by BL Maxwell
Hudson 
I watched as Jack buzzed around the store putting lights and decorations anywhere he could hang them or affix them to a display or a spare hook that happened to be empty. “You really don’t need to go to so much trouble. I mean we’re a hardware store. Do you really think people will be coming in here to Christmas shop?” I questioned him, and as soon as he turned his head and met my eyes, I knew for a fact it was the wrong thing to say.

“Hudson, we’ve been working hard to make sure we have a good variety of anything anyone in this town could need that isn’t a food item. Now why the hell are you ruining my fun?” He crossed his arms making the lights he still held clatter around on the floor at his feet. 

“I don’t mean to ruin your fun. I just don’t understand the need to add more stuff.” Since we’d remodeled Nuts and Bolts it was neat and clean, and we now knew where everything was and how many we had of every item. Looking at all the decorations all I could see was it making it harder for us to clean, and harder to keep track of inventory. He walked closer to me and slipped his arm around my waist. 

“I promise I’ll keep it neat, and I’ll take it all down right after New Year’s, but I ordered some ornaments, lights, and artificial trees as well as a few live ones. I thought we could put them out front and use them for decorations before they sell.” He grinned before kissing me. “I love you,” he said. 

“That’s not fair. You know I can’t say no to you when you look at me like that.” He chuckled and looked at me from under his lashes knowing exactly what he was doing. 

“I don’t know what you mean,” he said with just a little too much innocence. 

“Okay, so tell me what you have in mind,” I said, and listened while he laid out his elaborate plan to string lights around the front of the store, as well as inside.

“Oh, and I hired someone to paint the window,” he said. 

“Is that all?” 

He squinted one eye and tipped his head before answering. “I think so. I mean I wanted to put a little Christmas tree lot out back, I know we talked about that, but I like the idea of selling live trees better. And we have artificial trees if they want a bigger tree. Don’t worry, I’ll sell all of them.” 

In that moment, I knew he’d ordered more than he’d admitted to. “How many are we talking?” 

“Well, they had a better deal if I ordered more. At first, I was only going to order ten because I didn’t want to go crazy, but it was such a good deal to buy fifty I went ahead and bought them. Plus, it’s not like they’ll go bad or anything.” 

I wanted to be mad at him, but Jack worked his ass off and he knew the business way better than I did. He’d worked here longer and had always been a part of the small town of Foggy Basin while I’d moved away for a while. “I trust you. If you think you can sell fifty trees then have at it,” I said making him smile. 

“Yes!” he said, and fist bumped the air. “I’m going to set one up right in front of the window then put some of the tools and household items under it for gift ideas. What do you think?” he asked, his eyes now bright with excitement. “They’re going to paint a wreath of holly outlining it. It’s going to be so awesome.” He might have squealed just a little bit but when he cleared his throat, I knew better than to comment. “Don’t forget we’re spending Christmas with my family.”

“I won’t. But are you sure they don’t mind having three more people?” They’d invited Mom and Dad over too. It had been a while since I’d spent a holiday here. I usually drove over for dinner and got out of town before the traffic got too crazy. We’d stopped exchanging gifts years ago and looking back I regretted that. It didn’t need to be anything big, but I wanted them to know I cared about and loved them.





Once Upon a Wish by Shane K Morton
1
JAX
“Are we understanding the situation, Mr. Mason?” The doctor raised his eyebrows as he stared at me from behind his desk with a concerned look on his face. All I could do was glaze over as the enormity of what he had just said washed over me.

“This isn’t the news we were hoping for.” My manager, Dan, practically hyperventilated.

“I know.” Doc looked me in the eyes. I knew this sucked for him too. Telling someone that their life was over couldn’t be easy.

I had known, though. As soon as the ball left my hand, I knew my career was over. I could feel the tear underneath my skin – the burn and instantaneous pain that rocketed through me. I stayed on my feet and screwed my face tight as I walked off the field and into the dugout. I had known – but it didn’t make the truth any less hard to hear. I had done everything they suggested – surgery that kept me on the bench for too long had sucked. Watching everyone else do their part –was the hardest thing of all as I sat there, willing the muscle to heal correctly.

It had been my fault. My choice.

It had been stupid.

Wishes…

If wishes were fishes – as my dad used to day.

“You’re sure that another surgery and hardcore therapy couldn’t…”

“Dan,” I said softly. My manager had big plans for me, and now… I guess I wouldn’t really need his services any longer.

Doctor Brown nodded. “Like I said – anything is possible, but the muscle would have to be shortened again, and that would completely change the radius of what his arm could do. If he played any other position, this wouldn’t be the same conversation – but as a pitcher and the force that is put upon his shoulder and back muscles, I’m afraid that this is the end.”

“I understand. Well, it was a good run, I guess.” I bit my bottom lip. “I came expecting this, but… I knew that it wasn’t… that it wasn’t going to be the same. I could feel it. I had no rotation.”

“It’s hard to hear. I know.” Doc Brown stayed behind his desk and closed my file. It felt final, and I swallowed the lump in my throat. “A surgery isn’t the… If you’re not playing, Jax, I’d just walk away and continue your therapy. But a fast ball… I’m sorry, son. This is the end of being able to play at your top condition.”

“We gave it our best. I did everything that I was told, doc. So, what now?” I looked over at Dan. His face was ashen with the news of one of his star players being forced into retirement.

He shrugged. “I don’t know. Maybe they’ll keep you on the bench and wait out your contract. But… My guess is they’ll buy you out. They’ll need to replace you, Jax.”

I straightened up in the chair. Bad news felt less bad if you faced it with your head held high and your spine as straight as steel. That was something Coach Criss had taught me my freshman year as the state championship slipped from my fingers with a bad curveball. I still woke sometimes in a cold sweat as I dreamed about that ball flying high toward the center field and landing beyond the wall. The homerun that changed the course of my life.

Looked like my life was changing course again. This time the curveball was coming right at me.

“It’s over, huh?” I dragged myself out of the doc’s office and toward the elevator. I had been stewing with worry over my fucking shoulder for half a year. Now the stew had simmered, and I had a lot of figuring out to do. My career, short as it was, had come to an end. Six years of pitching in the major leagues, and three years ago, a giant break as my team won the series. I had been at the top of my game, and my salary had started to show it.

What did I have now? A few pennants and a win and a loss in the World Series. A house that cost more than I ever thought I could afford, along with a few endorsement deals that would probably dry up when I finally broke the news of having to retire.

Oh yeah… And a mountain of depression. I also had that.

“Not over, Jax – but things will be different now. You still have endorsements, and I don’t see them dropping you right away. Get the money and put it in your bank. When we announce, and we’ll have to plan that, we’ll see a rush of offers. If we play it right, you could walk away with a large enough nest egg to keep you comfortable for the rest of your life.”

“Why would anyone want a washed-up baseball player to be the face of anything, Dan? I’m over, bro.”

Dan chuckled as the elevator doors opened, and we walked inside.

“What’s funny?” I asked stiffly. My world was falling apart, and my manager had the fucking giggles.

“Baseball may have opened the door for you, kiddo. But it’s the way you look that brought the money in. You could have been a shitty player, and that face of yours would have still gotten you that deal for shaving cream. Your body is what got you deodorant. Once Celeb Magazine named you one of the five hottest celebrities, people started calling. We can ride that train for as long as you’re willing – get you on some reality shows, and your fame will only grow – baseball or not.”

“Dude… You know that’s not what I want to do.”

He sighed, and the elevator dinged. “I know. But it’s what we got. You can’t be an all-star pitcher anymore. But you can be an even bigger celebrity if you want. Think of the money you could be making me.” He whined. “I like money, Jax.”

“I like my privacy, Dan.” I held the door open with my hand as we got off and walked through the lobby. “So, what now?”

“I’ll talk to the owners and see what kind of deal I can get you. I assume you don’t want to be benched, right?”

“Exactly. What’s the point of sitting and watching? It would kill me. I don’t want to do that ever again.”

“Then we’ll try to get you paid out, and you can walk away. But promise me that you’ll think about the offers we’ll get. Commercials and print aren’t the type of money you walk away from, you know.”

“Yeah… I just have to… Can we talk about this later?”

“You promise to think about it?”

“Sure. But now, I have to go home and start packing. Sorry, but I have to do this, even if I don’t really want to. Going home with all of this hanging over me just… Well, it doesn’t feel right.”

“Oh, yeah… The high school coach thing. When’s the last time you’ve gone back home?”

“It’s been a… three years. My mom is thrilled, but… Going back home has a lot of…”

“Baggage? It always does, my friend. It always does.”

“You really are a fucking poet, Dan.”

I stopped in front of my Maserati and held my head low. This wouldn’t be my last time coming to the ballpark – but it was the last time I would leave it belonging to something bigger. Being part of a team had always been the lifeblood – the iron in my spine – that camaraderie between brothers had been a touchstone since I was old enough to hold a bat in little league. It was over.

“When you come back, Jax, we can deal with all of this. I’ll let you know when I hear back from the owners. Until then, try to enjoy some down time, and don’t dwell on this. Your life isn’t over, kiddo – it’s just beginning.”

“A new chapter, huh?” I opened my door and pushed down the urge to slam it as hard as I could. “I’m not good at… not knowing, Dan. I’ve had my future planned for so long that now I…”

“Dude… Just go home, and I’ll take care of the rest.”

I shut my door and drove as fast as I could. There wasn’t a reason to be careful any longer.



Sean Michael
Best-selling author Sean Michael is a maple leaf–loving Canadian who spends hours hiding out in used book stores. With far more ideas than time, Sean keeps several documents open at all times. From romance to fantasy, paranormal and sci-fi, Sean is limited only by the need for sleep—and the periodic Beaver Tail.

 Sean fantasizes about one day retiring on a secluded island populated entirely by horseshoe crabs after inventing a brain-to-computer dictation system. Until then, Sean will continue to write the old-fashioned way.

Sean’s available for interviews, by the way. He can always be talked into, well, talking about himself. Just drop him an email.





Marie Sexton
Marie Sexton lives in Colorado. She’s a fan of just about anything that involves muscular young men piling on top of each other. In particular, she loves the Denver Broncos and enjoys going to the games with her husband. Her imaginary friends often tag along. Marie has one daughter, two cats, and one dog, all of whom seem bent on destroying what remains of her sanity. She loves them anyway.





H Lewis-Foster
H. Lewis-Foster lives in the north of England and has always worked with books, in one form or another. A keen reader and writer of gay fiction, she is now the proud author of several short stories and a debut novel 'Burning Ashes'.
 
H. likes to create characters that are talented, funny and quite often gorgeous, but who all have their faults and vulnerable sides, and she hopes that you'll enjoy reading their stories as much as she loves writing them.




BL Maxwell
BL Maxwell grew up in a small town listening to her grandfather spin tales about his childhood. Later she became an avid reader and after a certain vampire series she became obsessed with fanfiction. She soon discovered Slash fanfiction and later discovered the MM genre and was hooked.

Many years later, she decided to take the plunge and write down some of the stories that seem to run through her head late at night when she’s trying to sleep.






Shane K Morton

Shane Morton has performed in all 48 continental United States as well as Canada, Mexico and Germany. He lives in California with his husband and their sweet pup. Shane's series include Point Pleasant Holiday Series, Drag Queen Detective Cozy Mysteries, and The Bluegrass Boys. He has written quite a few standalones and even ventured into the world of YA. He likes writing stories of the LGBT experience.

When not writing, he can be found in a dark dive bar performing cabaret or at a film festival.



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Unto Us the Time Has Come by Sean Michael
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Once Upon a Wish by Shane K Morton