Monday, September 23, 2019

Monday's Mysterious Mayhem: Kept in the Dark by Charlie Cochet


Summary:
Former Army Ranger turned government assassin Álvaro Montero and CIA Officer Caiden Cardosa crossed paths two years ago in Vienna, where their encounter ended less than amicably—despite the explosive sexual chemistry between them.

Now Caiden is riding a desk at Langley after his cover is blown. And Álvaro—who was “killed”—has a new identity and purpose as Delta/D, an operative for the Locke and Keyes Agency, under the leadership of the mysterious Alpha Orion.

When D and Caiden team up in a deadly black ops mission, the urge to kill each other will have to take a back seat to the desire for revenge against the man who betrayed them both. Surviving the mission won’t be easy. Resisting the passion between them—that might be impossible.


I just love series reads, granted I tend to prefer series that center on one couple throughout but I also enjoy those that have a new couple each entry.  So when I saw Charlie Cochet's new series, Locke and Keyes Agency, I knew I had to check it out.  What's not to love?  Alpha males, covert mysteries, bickering banter, kick-ass danger, friendships, humor, heat, endless chemistry, AND it's Charlie-freakin-CochetπŸ˜‰πŸ˜‰. 

As for Delta and Caiden, their chemistry is on fire and as we see through actions and internal monologues they both struggle with it until it becomes too much and they give in.  Now I'm not going to speak much more of any specifics to the story because it is just too delicious and you definitely need to experience it for yourself to grasp the full awesomeness of their journey.  I will say that there are times you just want to smack their heads together one page and before you know it you're wanting to wrap them up in a big bear hug.  It's this level of emotions that make Kept in the Dark heart pounding.

What little I will say about the case they are working undercover on is you have a mix of bad guys, good guys, and the ones that make you scratch your head thinking "Wonder what their game is?".  I love the mix of jealousy, humor, danger, drama, and heat.  Some might think there's too much packed into one story but Charlie Cochet blends them all perfectly.  I can't wait to see what she has in store for further installments and to be perfectly honest, if future entries are only half as good as Kept in the Dark they'll still be a jaw-dropping, high-end energy winning read.

One last note, there is so much amazingly fun chemistry-fueled banter mixed within D and Caiden's covert case that I am almost tempted to add a romantic comedy tag to the story but I don't want that side of the tale to take away from the mystery, possibly discouraging some readers.  Don't get me wrong, this is definitely not something you'll find on the Hallmark channel but it does make for an all-around journey of goodness that will make you laugh out loud(so you might not want to read in a public place to avoid getting funny looksπŸ˜‰).  Kept in the Dark is a brilliant read and start to a new Charlie Cochet series that will surely delight fans of multiple tropes and sub-genres.

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Chapter One
“My God, you’re amazing.”

Jerry stumbled through the darkened living room, nearly tripping over his own feet as he toed off his Italian loafers. He fumbled with the buttons of his designer shirt, attempting to undress himself without tearing his mouth away from the curvy brunet wearing the snug black cocktail dress. Giving up on the buttons, he stepped back and tugged at his shirt, pulled it over his head, and tossed it somewhere behind him.

“I’m going to make this a night you’ll never forget,” Jerry promised, hands sliding up her body to cup her breasts, his breath labored.

“That’s because he intends to strangle you to death.” D’s gruff voice carried through the shadows, and he grinned at Jerry’s startled red panda impression. D loved those little guys. He’d never seen a more overly dramatic animal. Except for Jerry here. Red pandas were adorable, unlike Jerry, who didn’t deserve the air he breathed.

“Fuck!” Jerry jerked the brunet in front of him, using her as a shield.

“Real classy, Jerry.” D shook his head and emerged from the darkness, gloved hand raised, his trusty SIG P320 with suppressor aimed at the monster standing in the living room of the multimillion-dollar South Florida mansion. Jerry’s eyes went comically wide from behind the brunet, who gasped, terror filling her big brown eyes. “It’s okay, sweetheart,” D assured her, keeping his tone soft. “I’m not here for you. I’m here for the guy who was planning on killing you during sex and then having his goons dump your body where no one would find it. Just another Saturday night for our psychopathic friend here. Isn’t that right, Jerry?”

She choked on air and darted away from Jerry, arms wrapped around herself as she started to tremble. Poor girl. She had no idea how close she’d come to becoming a tragic statistic. As it was, D hated he was too late to save the others, but how could he stop something he hadn’t known was happening?

Now he knew.

Jerry attempted to move, and D shot him in the leg, ignoring Jerry’s howl as he hit the tiled floor.

“It’s just a flesh wound, Jerry. Stop being such a baby.” D rolled his eyes. Really? The guy dragged himself dramatically across the floor like he was a WWI soldier who’d been shot in no-man’s-land. “You can use your left leg, you know. There’s nothing wrong with your left leg.” Jerry ignored him, grunting and groaning as he pulled himself, smearing a trail of blood along the way. Idiot. D approached the young woman, hands up in front of him. “I’m not going to hurt you.” Not that he expected her to believe him, what with the gun still in his hand.

“Please.” Tears streamed down her cheeks as she slowly backed away.

“What’s your name?” D asked gently.

“M-Miranda.”

“Miranda, there’s a driver waiting out front, ready to take you wherever you want to go, but I can call you a Lyft if you prefer. You’re safe, okay? No one is going to hurt you.” He offered her a warm smile. “I know that’s hard to believe coming from a guy who just shot someone, but trust me, he deserves it.”

“Was he really going to kill me?” Miranda asked, chin wobbling and voice breaking. Her eyes went to Jerry, and D glanced behind him, releasing a heavy sigh. He stopped beside Jerry and pressed a booted foot to his wrist, stopping him from picking up the cell phone he’d pulled out from the pocket of his discarded suit jacket.

“Jerry was planning on making you victim number twelve.”

“Twelve?” Miranda gasped, her hand flying to her red lips.

“He’s been doing it for years, and Daddy’s been helping him cover it up.” D crouched down, grinning broadly at Jerry. “I’m afraid dear old Dad won’t be in the race for governor next election. What with him facing prison time for helping you keep your dirty little secret.”

“You have no proof,” Jerry spat out.

D reached into the inner pocket of his leather jacket and pulled out the photos tucked inside. He tossed them in Jerry’s face. “I think the bodies of the eleven young women you raped and murdered is proof enough, wouldn’t you say?”

Jerry stared down at the photos. “How… how did you get these?”

“Exposing secrets is my business, Jerry, and I’m very good at my job.” He also had an entire agency and team of professionals behind him, but Jerry didn’t need to know that. It’s how he’d found Jerry’s little trophy stash.

A screech pierced the silence, and D jumped to his feet. One second Miranda was standing on the other side of the room all quiet and scared, the next she was kicking the shit out of Jerry. D cringed when Miranda stabbed her stiletto into Jerry’s back. Ouch. That had to hurt. Judging by Jerry’s wail, D gathered it hurt a lot. Should he do something? Maybe he should do something. In a minute.

“You sick motherfucker!” Miranda kicked Jerry in the balls so hard, D felt it. He sucked in a sharp breath and cupped himself. Holy shit.

“Okay. Time to go,” D prompted, wrapping an arm around a cursing and spitting Miranda. He lifted her and put her on her feet by the door. “Go home. Take care of yourself, and if anyone asks, you never saw me.”

Miranda nodded, her brown eyes almost black as she glared at Jerry, no doubt wishing him a long and painful demise. “Just promise me you’re going to make that hijo de puta pay.”

“Him and everyone else involved,” D promised. He’d knocked over the first domino in a very long line of depraved and corrupt pieces. They had no idea what was about to hit them.

Miranda gave him a curt nod, then disappeared.

“When my father finds out about this, you’re dead!”

D chuckled at the threat.

“What’s so fucking funny?”

In reality, nothing. If the average person saw even a flicker of the horrors he’d witnessed, it’d break them. D didn’t break. It was why he could do what he did, or at least what he used to do. The term compartmentalize had been created with people like him in mind. He’d come across the most putrid, dehumanized filth the world had to offer, and locked it away behind closed doors, the keys of which he’d tossed into the ocean of his mind to be forever lost. Then he would do his job. Jerry wasn’t the worst he’d seen. Not even close. Which was why D found the man amusing.

D crouched down in front of Jerry. “Can’t kill a guy who’s already dead, Jer.”

Being dead had its advantages. For one, people who’d been out to kill him were no longer looking to do so, and those who wanted him dead now were chasing a ghost. Dying wasn’t fun. It had hurt like a son of a bitch, and then came all the misery of leaving people he cared about behind, people he’d never be able to talk to again, but he’d brooded over that enough.

His death had not been peaceful, and he sure as shit hadn’t gone quietly into the night. Bitter betrayal and a bullet to the chest tended to do that to a guy. No, his last breath had been coupled with blind fury.

“You don’t look dead to me,” Jerry spat, eyes narrowed.

Wow. Sharp as a whip, this guy.

Clearly he wasn’t actually dead, but he had died. When Alpha found him, he’d expelled his last breath. They’d revived him and placed him in a medically induced coma. No one came to visit him. Not that anyone would have been able to find him had they known. His funeral had been lovely, or so he’d been told.

Two years later, here he was, in possession of a new name, a new life, and a new purpose. Today’s purpose was currently glaring at him in the hopes D would explode into human confetti.

Sweat trickled down the side of Jerry’s face, his soulless eyes studying D’s face, as if trying to figure out an angle he could exploit. His lips spread into a satisfied grin, and the hairs on the back of D’s neck stood on end.

Click. D sprang into action, darting toward a large leather sofa and diving behind it as a spray of bullets turned the once quiet living room into a war zone. D removed his second SIG from the shoulder holster beneath his jacket, followed by the suppressor tucked into the slim pocket beside it. Fucking Jerry. He’d clearly pushed some kind of panic button while D had been dealing with Miranda.

Where the hell had these guys come from? He’d knocked out all the guards in the small command center behind the house as well as the half dozen patrolling the property. He’d done surveillance on the place before making his move. Always did. He tapped the tiny earpiece in his right ear.

“Alpha, I’ve got unexpected company. I need eyes on the new guests.”

“I’m on it,” his boss’s digitally altered voice replied. “Accessing security feed. Six heavily armed hostiles, more on the way. Three near the sliding glass doors, two near the front door, and one with the target. Police have been notified of an intruder, and officers have been dispatched. ETA fifteen minutes.”

“I’ll be done in ten.”

“I thought you took care of security.”

“I did,” he said through his teeth, rolling onto his stomach, preparing to make a move.

“I’ll look into it.”

D waited for a pause in the gunfire before darting out from behind the couch and shooting two of the goons by the glass doors—clean shots to the legs. Once upon a time, he would have aimed much higher and taken them out of the equation, but that wasn’t him anymore. That wasn’t his job. These weren’t targets. They were stupid men who’d picked the wrong employer. D landed behind the loveseat, his pulse steady. Two down, four to go.

Alpha’s voice came over the line. “Target had a panic button built into his belt buckle. Extra security came from a van parked down the street.”

“For when he killed Miranda.” Maybe they hadn’t picked the wrong employer after all. Still. He had his mission, and he never deviated from the mission.

“Five minutes,” Alpha stated.

“Got it.” D ducked behind a pillar, grateful for the open-plan layout of Jerry’s ridiculous, modern two-story mansion. “Police are on their way, Jerry. It’s over.”

“Please,” Jerry scoffed from somewhere across the room. “My dad has the police in his pocket. Not that it matters. All you’ve done is put me in a position to garner sympathy from the public, which will only serve to boost my father’s campaign.” The shooting stopped while Jerry fed his ego. “Just think about it. He’ll appeal to them as a parent, promising to do something about the crime and corruption. How crime in South Florida is out of control, his own son a victim of a violent and ruthless criminal who broke into his home and shot him.”

“All the while Daddy continues to bury the bodies of the innocent women you rape and kill.”

“What else are those whores good for?”

D stepped out from behind the pillar. One, two, three, four. The bodies crumpled to the floor. Jerry stood, stunned stupid. He gaped at D before throwing his hands up.

“Please.”

Sirens sounded in the distance, and D ignored them, stalking to Jerry who tried to hop away, his back coming up against the bar. The men Jerry had hired were too busy trying to save themselves to bother with their employer. Hire scum, get scum service. D put the muzzle of his suppressor under Jerry’s chin. “I should save the taxpayers their money and go straight to the execution.”

D’s earpiece crackled. “Delta, killing the target is not the objective.”

D gritted his teeth, his jaw muscles clenched so tight his face hurt. “Those women didn’t deserve what they got, but you….” D moved the suppressor of his second gun to Jerry’s crotch. “You deserve to be in the ground.”

“Please. I’ll give you whatever you want.”

“Police vehicles approaching,” Alpha informed him. “Get out now.”

D’s finger twitched over his trigger. He’d killed for so much less. “Those women deserve justice.”

Jerry’s bottom lip trembled, but D wasn’t talking to him.

“And they’ll get it,” Alpha assured him. “Story’s breaking now.”

An evil grin spread across D’s face. He punched Jerry in the balls for good measure before securing one of his SIGs into the waistband of his jeans, then turned to swipe the TV remote off the couch. The blue-and-red lights from the small army of police cruisers pulling into the expansive driveway sent streaks of color swirling through the many open windows and glass doors, reflecting off the various mirrors and white walls, making the room look like a seedy nightclub.

D turned on the TV, a special news bulletin blaring through the surround-sound system, Jerry’s face plastered on the screen along with images of his victims, followed by news of his father’s involvement. D smiled as he headed for the side door, calling out over his shoulder.

“Have fun in prison, Jerry. Hey, maybe you and your dad will be cellmates. That’ll be real swell.” D slipped out into the darkness of the garden as a boom resounded and the shouts of SWAT officers echoed. He moved silently among the lush greenery, removing the suppressors from his SIGs and returning them to his jacket’s inside pockets before tucking his SIGs into his shoulder holster. Officers flooded into the mansion, and he crossed the street, strolling onto the dock, where a small speedboat waited for him.

“Good job,” Alpha said, and D smiled as he steered the boat away from the crumbling empire behind him. “How do you feel?” The electronic voice had taken some getting used to, not to mention the fact he had no idea who it belonged to. He’d stopped trying to figure out the identity of his mysterious employer a year ago. Whoever they were, they’d saved him, given him a reason to get up in the morning.

“One less monster in the world,” D replied, loving the smell of the ocean, the salty wind whipping in his face.

“Good. Report to the agency.”

“You got it.”

Music filled the air, and the colorful lights of Bayside Marketplace danced on the water’s dark surface as he approached the marina, steering past a small party boat filled with women and a handful of men. Salsa music blared from the boat’s speakers as everyone aboard danced and cheered. When they saw him, they clamored over to the railing, waved, and catcalled.

“Oye, guapo!”

A perky blond wearing a satin sash stating she was the bride leaned over the rail, her ample assets on display for him. “Hey, baby, come join us! It’s my last night as a single woman!”

He slowed down and grinned up at her. Beside her, a tall dark-haired drink of water licked his lips, and D blew him a kiss. The bride-to-be’s mouth formed a perfect little O before she threw her arm around her companion.

“He’s single too!”

“I’ll take a dance from both of you,” D yelled up, laughing at the delighted shrieks. Boat secured, he climbed up the rope ladder hanging off the side, and jumped over the railing, the crowd of pretty people losing their minds, a sea of tipsy and drunk men and women up for anything as they helped their friend celebrate her upcoming nuptials. The bride took his hand along with the hand of her friend and led them to the center of the dance floor. D spun her around, smiling at her laugh before he pulled her against him, her friend stepping in behind him.

“Fuck, you’re gorgeous. Come home with me,” the handsome man begged in his ear, his hard erection grinding into D’s ass. D wrapped one arm around the bride as he danced with her, his free hand finding his male dance partner’s neck. He turned his head, responding to the plea with a deep kiss, the taste of beer swirling around his tongue.

The music pulsed, colored spotlights casting a wave of sparkling rainbow diamonds across the dance floor. He danced and kissed his way through the crowd, men and women grabbing fistfuls of his shirt, fingers trailing through his hair, hands sliding over his biceps and tracing his spine. Handsome returned, and he’d brought a friend, a cute blond twink with pouty pink lips.

“Well, hello, boys.”

Author Bio:
Charlie Cochet is an author by day and artist by night. Always quick to succumb to the whispers of her wayward muse, no star is out of reach when following her passion. From adventurous agents and sexy shifters, to society gentlemen and hardboiled detectives, there’s bound to be plenty of mischief for her heroes to find themselves in, and plenty of romance, too!

Currently residing in Central Florida, Charlie is at the beck and call of a rascally Doxiepoo bent on world domination. When she isn’t writing, she can usually be found reading, drawing, or watching movies. She runs on coffee, thrives on music, and loves to hear from readers.


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Sunday, September 22, 2019

Week at a Glance: 9/16/19 - 9/22/19



























Sunday's Short Stack: Three Little Words by Charlie Cochet


Summary:
After months of unfounded rumors, world-renowned archaeologist Dr. Nicolaus Scofield finally has a solid lead on the location of the Artemis bracelet. There’s only one problem. The Temple of Artemis site is closed for a charity event.

If that’s not bad enough, rumor has it notorious thief and fencer of antiquities, Agon, is on his way to find the bracelet.

Thanks to Nico’s meddling assistant, Nico finds himself one step closer to the bracelet, but will his quest be derailed by the appearance of the beautiful and mysterious Aedan Armstrong?

One outcome is certain: it’ll be a night neither men will soon forget.

Please note that this short story was previously titled Athens and was published as part of the Heart2Heart Vol 2.0 charity anthology. No new content has been added.


I hadn't read the Heart2Heart Vol 2.0 Charity Anthology so this little short was completely new to me and I loved every bit of it.  Yes, Three Little Words is short and I would certainly love to read more of Nico and Aedan if they ever decide to fill the author in on more of their adventures, but this particular look into their lives is a brilliantly written tale.  The setting, the chemistry, the romance, the heat, and the humor all blend together making this short a heartwarming gem that is entertaining and just plain fun from beginning to end.

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Chapter One
“Why are we here again?”

To say this wasn’t Nico’s scene would have been the understatement of the year. Any occasion that required him to shout to be heard by someone who sat right next to him was not a place he wanted to be. He enjoyed drinking and dancing as much as the next guy, but a huge, packed to the brim nightclub in the center of Athens was not his idea of a good time.

Club Merlot’s boudoir theme came complete with scantily clad women in nighties and bare-chested, slicked up men in skimpy boxer-briefs. Colored smoke shot out from smoke machines at regular intervals and silver confetti rained down from the ceiling. The strobe lighting was enough to give Nico a headache, and as tempting as the men and women who hit on him were, he wasn’t interested.

Despite what some of his coworkers thought, being bisexual did not mean he had twice the number of partners to choose from. He was still him. Any allure a potential partner saw in him tended to evaporate the moment they asked him about his job. Personally, he found the destructive science of archaeological excavation to be a perfectly suitable topic of dinner conversation. Was it his fault his dinner dates didn’t agree? What the hell else was he supposed to talk about? Social media? Good God, he couldn’t think of anything more mind-numbing.

“We’re here because of this,” Wade replied, poking the side of Nico’s head and bringing him back to a different mind-numbing experience. “You’re so tense you’re about to hurt something. It’s one day, Nico.”

“One day is all that bastard needs,” Nico growled, ignoring his assistant rolling his eyes at him. Just the thought of that no-good thieving son of a jackal getting to his find before him had Nico ready to break out in hives.

Wade shrugged. “Maybe he’s taking the day off?”

“Maybe you should cut back on those,” Nico suggested, pointing to the luminescent cocktail in Wade’s hand. “It’s making you spout nonsense.”

Wade shook his head in amusement as he danced on his barstool to the electronic music thumping so hard Nico could feel it reverberating in his chest. He was surprised his ears weren’t bleeding.

“I know you want to dance, so just go. I’ll be fine.” Nico motioned to the dance floor and the two pixie-faced young women inviting him to play.

“Come with me.”

“No thanks. I’m getting that whole praying-mantis-eating-her-mate vibe from them, and I like my eyeballs just fine.”

Wade jumped off the barstool and glared at him. “I hate you so much right now. I will never be able to unsee that. I’m still having nightmares about it. Harmless nature video my ass.”

Nico cackled as Wade turned, but not before he flipped Nico off. With a smile, Nico ordered another top shelf glass of whiskey then went back to his people watching. He should have stayed at the hotel.

No matter how many times he ended up leaving early and alone, he continued to follow Wade to these places like a stray puppy. He couldn’t believe he’d let Wade convince him to come. It’ll be fun, Wade said. Yeah, Nico would bet that’s what the male praying mantis thought during sexy times until chomp. He became nothing more than a post-coital snack. Not so fun then, huh? Okay, so maybe his job wasn’t the only reason he lacked in second dates.

After months of listening to chatter on the dark web amounting to nothing more than unfounded rumors, he finally had a lead, a real lead. Nico was onto something spectacular, and he was big enough to admit he’d pulled out the big guns for this trip, including throwing his name out there to get him in front of the right people. As a world-renowned archaeologist, the name Dr. Nicolaus Scofield opened doors for him that didn’t even exist for lesser known archaeologists. He had a certain reputation, one centering around his ruthlessness in acquiring his query.

Two days ago, Nico received word of a once in a lifetime opportunity. The gold owl Artemis bracelet was said to be buried in the base of a column at the Temple of Artemis, and he’d used every connection he possessed to make a deal that would allow him to excavate the piece, bring it back to the United States, and unveil it in a new exhibition at The Met before the piece was packed up and sent on a world tour. There was one slight hiccup. The Temple of Artemis site was closed for a whole day. And why? What could possibly be so important as to jeopardize this momentous occasion? A date.

A date.

It was ridiculous! Here he was on the verge of a phenomenal archaeological find and he didn’t have access to the temple because Club Merlot decided the site would make a great location for a date! If that wasn’t bad enough, rumor had it Agon was on his way to find the Artemis bracelet. Did the man have no shame? Fencing antiquities and selling them to the highest bidder. It was despicable. The thief should be rotting in prison somewhere. How had no one caught him yet? The guy left freaking popcorn kernels at his crime scenes!

Movement caught Nico’s eye, and for the first time in his life, he did a double take. A shit-you-not double take. It was like something out of a cheesy ‘80s movie where the leading man’s dream girl enters the scene laughing, eyes sparkling— in slow motion of course— while Foreigner plays in the background.

Very little had the capability of holding Nico’s attention this long, and when something did capture his interest it was usually several thousands of years old. He couldn’t stop his gaze from following the gorgeous young man slinking through the crowd, his long legs eating up the distance. Good God, he was beautiful, high cheekbones, eyes so dark they were almost black, thick eyebrows matching the black hair that fell in a disheveled mess around his face, and pouting lips that shone with pink lip gloss.

“Stunning,” Nico murmured to no one in particular. Not that anyone would be able to hear him. He sat frozen as the tall, slender, Adonis headed in his direction. Had he stopped breathing? It felt like maybe he’d stopped breathing. The whole inhaling-and-exhaling-of-oxygen thing wasn’t happening, especially when the man stepped in between Nico’s spread knees, the corner of his lips tugged in a sinful smile as he held a delicate hand out.

“Dr. Nicolaus Scofield?”

“Um….” Nico shakily took hold of the man’s hand, pleasantly surprised by the strong grip. “Yes?”

“Aedan Armstrong.” He leaned in, his lips brushing Nico’s ear. “I’m all yours.”

Author Bio:
Charlie Cochet is an author by day and artist by night. Always quick to succumb to the whispers of her wayward muse, no star is out of reach when following her passion. From adventurous agents and sexy shifters, to society gentlemen and hardboiled detectives, there’s bound to be plenty of mischief for her heroes to find themselves in, and plenty of romance, too!

Currently residing in Central Florida, Charlie is at the beck and call of a rascally Doxiepoo bent on world domination. When she isn’t writing, she can usually be found reading, drawing, or watching movies. She runs on coffee, thrives on music, and loves to hear from readers.


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Release Blitz: Of Autumn Leaves and New Beginnings by Nell Iris

Title: Of Autumn Leaves and New Beginnings
Author: Nell Iris
Genre: M/M Romance
Release Date: September 21, 2019
Publisher: JMS Books

Summary:
Sometimes love finds you even when you’re not looking for it.

At 47, Oren Walker isn’t looking for love. When he knocks on Pete Higgins’ door, all he wants is to thank him for helping his mom after she broke her femur. He never expected that one look at the man would make his knees weak and heart flutter.

Pete is happy—albeit a bit lonely—after divorcing his wife of 20 years and isn’t looking to replace her. But when Oren shows up, all grateful and handsome and in that fancy suit, the longing for the deep connection of a relationship flares up inside him.

As the leaves turn yellow, Oren and Pete spend a lot of time in honest conversations. Their attraction grows. Will the two men recognize the promise of new beginnings, and take the chance to find the happiness they both deserve?


It's been nearly three weeks since Mom's accident -- and the leaves are more yellow than green but the heat still refuses to let go -- when my phone rings just as I'm on my way back to my office after a long, infuriating meeting. I don't recognize the number but accept the call. "Oren Walker."

"Oren. Hi. It's Pete. Pete Higgins. Your mom's next-door neighbor."

"Oh, hey!" I would be lying if I said I haven't thought about him these last few weeks. In the shower, before bed, while having my morning coffee. He's hot enough to set fire to my pants, but that's only part of the appeal. Mom hasn't stopped talking about him since her accident; about how gentle he was when he helped her. How considerate and thoughtful and nice he was when she was hurt and scared, and in the days that have followed.

Of course, I noticed all his good sides myself, those few minutes we spent together, and he hasn't been far from my thoughts whenever I've had a free moment.

"I'm sorry to disturb you at work," Pete says.

"No problem. I just got out of a meeting with some very upset people and could use a friendly voice right now." I close my office door behind me and throw myself onto my chair. "What can I do for you, Pete?"

"Nothing urgent. I just needed to tell you something."

"Shoot." I lean back and close my eyes, rubbing my temples with my thumb and index finger, trying to fend off the threatening headache.

"I just wanted to let you know that I interfered with your mom earlier. She was on her way to the grocery store. On foot, with her crutches, and I managed to catch her when she hobbled past my house."

I groan. "Oh my God, her stubbornness is unprecedented."

"Yeah, I hear you, man. I had to sweet talk her forever before I managed to convince her to go back home. The thing that persuaded her was when I lied and told her I was on my way to the store myself so I could pick up whatever it was she needed."

"I don't understand. I bought everything on her list the day before yesterday."

"Nuh-uh. You forgot the chocolate chips. She couldn't bake cookies for the church bake sale on Sunday. It was a class one disaster and I'm surprised she didn't call 911."

I groan again. "I can't believe her," I grumble. "I've told her, again and again, to call me whenever she needs anything. I bring my phone everywhere. To bed. To meetings. To the fucking bathroom when I take a shit, so I won't miss her call."

My rant is interrupted by a boisterous laughter.

"Gaah, I'm sorry. That was way more information than you needed." My face heats and I slap myself on the forehead. Good job, Oren. Way to seem like a crazed lunatic in front of the nice man!

"Nah, it's fine."

"No, I'm sorry. That was highly inappropriate. Mom would be so ashamed of me. It's no excuse, but I've had a long day."

"I figured."

I rub my temples harder. "I just don't understand why she won't call me."

"Listen. She's fiercely proud of you and all the hard work you've done to get where you are. She told me she doesn't want to be a bother."

"She's not."

"I know that. I told her. But she insists that you are busy and stressed and don't need more on your plate right now," he says.

"But she's my mom."

"Yeah. But take it from me, as a parent. When you've spent the biggest part of your life loving and protecting your kids, you can't just turn it off. It's instinct. We want to be the strong, invincible protector we've always been and it's hard to accept that the situation might be reversed."

"Oh." That makes a lot of sense; I've never thought about it like that. "Thanks. That was a lot more helpful than you probably realize."

He laughs. "Yay! Who woulda thought? Me doling out parenting advice!"

"You're better than you give yourself credit for."

Author Bio:
Nell Iris is a romantic at heart who believes everyone deserves a happy ending. She’s a bona fide bookworm (learned to read long before she started school), wouldn’t dream of going anywhere without something to read (not even the ladies’ room), loves music (and singing along but, let’s face it, she’s no Celine Dion), and is a real Star Trek nerd (“Make it so”). She loves words, poetry, wine, and Sudoku, and absolutely adores elephants!

Nell believes passionately in equality for all regardless of race, gender, or sexuality, and wants to make the world a better, less hateful, place.

Nell is a forty-something bisexual Swedish woman, married to the love of her life, and a proud mama of a grown daughter. She left the Scandinavian cold and darkness for warmer and sunnier Malaysia a few years ago, and now spends her days writing, surfing the Internet, enjoying the heat, and eating good food. One day she decided to chase her lifelong dream of being a writer, sat down in front of her laptop, and wrote a story about two men falling in love.

Nell Iris writes gay romance, prefers sweet over angst, and wants to write diverse and different characters.


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Saturday, September 21, 2019

Saturday's Series Spotlight: Begin Again by Morningstar Ashley


A Different Light #1
Summary:
Bennett Cole had lived next door to Mitchell “Mac” Campbell, III for eighteen years of his life, in the small town of White Acre. They’d never gotten along, never seen eye to eye, and never understood one another…not that they’d ever cared to try.

But when Bennett’s so-called buddies ditched him at a party in the woods where he was assaulted and left for dead, Bennett pulled through. The emotional scars rendered him too terrified to go back to school and face his “friends” or his attackers. With little choice, his family packed up and left town.

Ten years later—at the request of his mother—Bennett returned to the place he’d grown up and the home he’d once felt safe, to oversee the repairs before his childhood house was sold. The contractor? None other than Mac, the once annoying boy next door, who still lives there in the home his parents gifted him.

Being in such close proximity—working together every day, to repair the Coles’ family home—Bennett and Mac’s contentious relationship goes from bad to worse as their personalities continue to clash. But their heated exchanges may not be as antagonistic as they seem. And when new information is revealed, can the men begin to see each other in a different light?

Risking it All #2
Summary:
Jaden King was raised in Boston to a wealthy family that taught him what love and hard work is. He has a challenging and rewarding career until everything was turned upside down. What was once a promising future has quickly become a frightening and unknown reality. After months of dealing with the fall out on his own, he decided getting away--or more realistically, running away--to White Acre and his best friend sounded like the perfect plan.

Danny Keegan is a laid-back man with simple tastes and an even simpler life. He adores the little town of White Acre where he grew up, he loves his parents, and he enjoys his uncomplicated life. He’s always told himself the fact that he’s a closeted gay man in a conservative, parochial town wasn’t an issue and coming out of the closet wasn’t necessary. But with the addition of Jaden in his life he realizes as happy as he is, he could be happier and the future of a love of his own doesn't seem so out of grasp as it always had.

When Jaden and Danny meet, their chemistry is undeniable but playful flirting doesn't mean anything. They start spending all their free time together, and what started as a simple friendship quickly turns into something much more than either saw coming. But, Jaden carries a secret that could end it all before it even begins. And though Jaden is scared to tell the truth and risk everything that has come to mean so much to him, he knows that he can’t go on without laying himself bare, leaving Danny with an important, life changing choice to make. His content little life or what could be the love of his life.

Will Jaden’s truth be too much for Danny, or will Danny decide a life out in the open, full of love, laughter, and passion is worth risking it all?

A Different Light #1
Original Review January 2018:
Bennett Cole thought his friends were true and would have his back despite what the boy next door, Mac Campbell said.  He was wrong and Mac was right.  After a horrendous and bigotted attack, Bennet and his family leave their home in White Acre but ten years later he returns to fix up the family home so it can be sold.  He wasn't counting on the boy next door still living there and being the contractor his parents arranged to do the work he can't.  Will they still have the same contentious comradre they had as kids or will adulthood mature them into a new relationship?

I always love giving new authors a read, whether they're new to me or to the publishing world as Morningstar Ashley is, the adrenaline rush I get from wondering "will they be worth my time?" always spurs me on.   Well, I can safely say that Morningstar Ashley is definitely worth my time.  Authors are always learning and growing, frankly an author that doesn't think they have anything to learn is not an author I want to read, so when my first experience with one is as wonderful as Morningstar's A Different Light is I am on a natural high just waiting to see what future stories lurk in her imagination.  This is the author's second book and I have not read her first, Letting Go, but I will most certainly be going back and giving it a read in the weeks to come as I wait for her next one.

A Different Light is an emotional ride that will leave you breathless.  I really loved how Bennett is a Sheldon Cooper-like character that is slightly better at the social aspect of relationships/connections.  Having compared him to Sheldon, don't think that this is a straight up romantic comedy.  There is definitely some humorous moments, the camping trip from hell comes to mind.  A Different Light is a story about romance obviously but its also about friendship, overcoming past trauma and misunderstandings, going home, and second chances.  Mostly though it is about life. I certainly wanted to whack the two men upside the heads at times but I also wanted to bundle them up in bubblewrap that I had left over from Christmas deliveries.  Morningstar Ashley writes her characters in a way that will confound you and leave you screaming "UGH!!!!" at their stubbornness but also leaving you sighing "AWWWWW" with all the heart she's put into their journey.

A brilliant must read that I know will be on my re-read list for years to come.

Risking it All #2
Original Review May 2019:
I'm going to just jump right in and say though Danny and Jaden didn't quite burrow into my heart as deeply as Mac & Bennet from A Different Light, they definitely gave the first couple a run for their money.  I just wanted to wrap both men up in a bubblewrap until I could make them see that as difficult as life can be they are safe to be who they are.  As I am not a gay man I can't say I understand their fears, especially Danny but I can sympathize with him about being himself in a community that is less diverse than the big city and his fears of rejection from his family.  Sometimes as it is with so many things in life it all comes down to a matter of timing.  When he meets Jaden the time might be right to be true to himself, but whether he does and/or what the "fallout" may be is something you'll have to find out for yourself.  Trust me, you will definitely want to find out.

That's not to say Risking it All is all about Danny's fears, Jaden has healing and discovery to do too, after all its part of why he ran to White Acre.  But I won't touch on his part of the story either because its just something I really feel that you have to experience for yourself to truly appreciate the character's journey.

A Different Light was my first read by Morningstar Ashley and as much as I loved it and had made an internal pact to read more of her work, I'm afraid time just was not on my side so Risking it All is just my second foray into her list but I can definitely say it won't be my last.  Character driven dramatic romances are not for everyone, some need more spice in their gravy to go with their meat and potatoes and hey, I love a well seasoned gravy but I don't have to have the added ingredients of murder, espionage, failing businesses, etc to make the story pop.  Risking is a prime example of an incredibly well written story of friendship, romance, becoming who you're meant to be, and finding your place that hooked me in from the first page.

If you are wondering whether you need to read A Different Light first, I'd say yes.  Is it necessary? Probably not.  I laughed, I cried, I wanted to bang heads together, and I wanted to wrap them in huge bear hugs all at the same time but it was the friendships between Danny and Jaden and Bennett and Mac that held it all together.  I know personally I felt it all just meshed together better and more naturally having known Mac and Bennett's journey from the first book.  Not sure where or if the author is going next with Begin Again series but I loved it and will be right here eager to read more.  Definitely a win-win from beginning to end.

RATING: 


A Different Light #1
Mac was so close he lost his train of thought. So close that Bennett could reach out and grab what he wanted all week, but he was so weak with want, he couldn’t get his mind to cooperate to move his limbs.

“You don’t want a reward for your hard work?”

Mac’s hand came up as if in slow motion. At first, it was just his fingertips, gliding against Bennett’s waist. A shiver rushed through him. Then Mac’s palm touched, warming, moving around his side until it settled at the small of Bennett’s back. Mac slowly pulled him to his chest. He could feel Mac’s heat seep through his own shirt. “There’s nothing you can think of that you’d want?”

Bennett’s breathing picked up. His mind raced. His balls tingled and tightened. He knew Mac had to see the pleading and want through his eyes. Bennett couldn’t hide it, not then, not so close to Mac, feeling his body against his and his breath wisp across his lips as they stared into each other's eyes. It felt big, like Mac wasn’t just staring into his eyes but into him, searching for something.

Then Mac was closer, so close he could feel the words against his lips. “Because I think you deserve a kiss for being such a good boy. You want that kiss, Princess?”

All Bennett could do is close his eyes and nod. Speaking was beyond his abilities at that point. When did Mac become so sensual, so full of sex, and radiate desire so easily? Bennett loved sex, the tease, the lead up to the physical explosion of pleasure. But Mac brought it to a whole other level. Using words and small innocent touches, turning it dirty and provocative.

“B, open your eyes.”

Bennett listened. As hard as it was to not just stay floating in the place of just feeling, he opened his eyes. What he saw made him moan. The want, the need in Mac’s eyes matched what Bennett felt coursing through his own body. He couldn’t think of anything else, because as lost as he was in the sensations Mac had him feeling with his eyes closed, he was just as lost in the heat that poured off the man now.

“What did you think would happen, B? Coming out here all flustered and angry with just a t-shirt and those cute boxers on?”

At first, Bennett had no idea what he was talking about, but then he remembered. He slept in his ‘Particle Physics Gives me a Hadron’ boxers and had been so lost in his anger that he’d never put on pants.

He swallowed, trying to loosen his tight throat so he could speak, but Mac leaned in, lips touching Bennett’s ear, and the only thing that came out was a whimper. He never whimpered. Fuck.

“Nothing turns me on more than you in full on Princess mode with your geek on full display.” And to prove that, Mac pulled them tighter together with the hand that still sat in the small of his back. Bennett could feel Mac’s hard length pressed against his. The barrier of the worn jeans that Mac had on and Bennett’s boxers was like paper between them.

“I’ve been good this week too. Not kissing your sweet lips, not touching your body, not taking you against any and all surfaces when you were so goddamn sexy with the paint splattered all over you and your shirt sticking to your body, soaked from your sweat. So, maybe I deserve a reward too.”

“Oh, god, yes.”

Mac pulled his face back just enough so that Bennett could look into his eyes again. He had that cocky grin playing at his lips but this time it didn’t annoy Bennett, it lit him on fire.

Mac’s eyes dropped and stared at his lips, making his nerves come alive. He licked his lips and Mac moaned. That sound. God, that sound went straight to the center of all that swirled around them.

Bennett remembered his moans from that blowjob, the sound doing just as much that night as seeing Mac on his knees soft lips wrapped around Bennett’s cock. And hearing it again brought those memories flashing through his mind taking an already heated moment and making it hotter and more.

“Please.” He didn’t know what else to say. It’d felt like they’d stood there frozen forever. Simple touches doing more than any amount of foreplay Bennett had ever experienced.

“I like when you beg me, B.”

Risking it All #2
Chapter One
Danny
Each swing of the axe was like a drumbeat setting the rhythm of each breath, each beat of his heart, grounding him at the same time as giving him the freedom to let the world fall away. Him, his axe, and the sounds of the birds and leaves as the wind blew in the early morning. Danny loved this time of day. It was quiet and calm, and there was no one to crowd him, to ask for things, or to expect anything.

Being up at four in the morning wasn’t anything new to him. He’d been doing it for years, as long as he could remember. Always up and doing something, no matter what day it was. As it was the end of August, the mornings were still warm and slightly humid even though the sun wouldn’t come up for another two hours.

Chopping wood was one of his favorite things to do. Mac thought he was crazy but to each their own. Sometimes, he used the wood chopper, but in the morning, it was more about centering his mind, thinking through problems, or just getting lost in thought.

The hours of chores passed quickly, and before he knew it, he was showered and at work, directing his crew on the day’s tasks.

That Friday happened to be a slow one, so Mac had stayed home to catch up on some other things while Danny handled the crews and the few jobs they had on the calendar. Danny loved slow days. It was like having a day off from the hectic go, go, go they’d been having since spring hit.

By lunchtime, most of the crew had been sent home after finishing up their jobs for the day. Danny stuck around in case a call came in for an emergency even though Mac had told him to go home. It’s not like he had much to do at his house, so deciding to stay around town was no big deal.

He went to the office after stopping off at Mr. Mills’s house yet again for some small project he needed one of them to get done. And again, without an appointment, but Danny wasn’t going to tell boss man. He’d harp on him again about nice guys and appointments. As he walked into the office, the song Whole Lotta Woman by Kelley Clarkson that he saved for Allie’s ringtone was blaring out of his phone.

“Hello.”

“Hey. I’m calling in that favor you owe me.”

“Nice to talk to you, Allie Bug.” Danny knew Allie hated the nickname he gave her, but it had to be better than calling her Kitten like her dad did. Plus, that’s what best friends did to each other.

“Why do you insist on pissing me off?” Allie replied, clearly exasperated with his teasing.

“Because you’re too far away to hit me?”

Allie grumbled under her breath, but when she spoke again, he could hear the smile in her voice. “Like I said, I need you to do something for me.”

“What do you need?”

“Go pick up Jaden from Mac’s house for me? I’m hanging out with him tonight, but I got a last-minute repair in, so I can’t— Hold on.” Danny heard a loud bang and Allie swear before she quickly added, “Technically, it’s a favor for Bennett. He needs Jaden out of the house.”

“Why does Bennett need Jaden out of the house?”

“I didn’t ask, and I don’t want to know. Knowing those nerdy types, it’s probably something kinky.”

“Okay, I guess I can do that. What time do I need to get him?” Danny asked as another loud noise rang through Allie’s end of the call.

“Now. Basically, anytime in the next fifteen minutes.” Allie let out a string of curse words before he heard her muffled voice yell to the young kid she employed part-time, “Nate, come over here and hold this.” Danny was debating on hanging up when her voice, clearer than it had been, came through the line again. “Shit, I can’t stay on the phone. Nate’s holding the motor up on the bike I’m working on, and he breaks more things than a toddler on a rampage. Can you call Bennett for me? Just let him know you’re the one picking up Jaden. Bring him to the diner, and don’t just drop him off, Danny,” she said, the warning clear in her voice. Danny was slightly offended; even if he wasn’t completely comfortable around Jaden, he would never leave him alone at the diner. “You should try to get to know him better, I have a feeling he’s going to be around a while.”

She hung up in typical Allie fashion with no goodbye or thank you, leaving Danny shaking his head.

His phone dinged with a text, and he saw Bennett’s number come through from Allie. He clicked the numbers on the screen as he locked up the office doors behind him.

“Hello?”

“Hey, Bennett.”

“Danny? Is there something you need? Mac’s at home.”

“Allie called and explained what’s going on. I owe her a favor she’s calling in. I’m going to go get Jaden and bring him to the diner to wait for her.” Danny’s tone wasn’t very reassuring he was sure, but it was more to do with how easily the sight of Jaden hit all his buttons. He’d only met the guy the one time. Clearly city and clearly not someone Danny had anything in common with. Or a chance in hell with. But he had to admit, he was intrigued by the guy. Intrigued and turned on.

“You? Are you…I mean…you’re just going to drop him off at the diner?”

He wondered how these two could think that of him when he was literally known as the town nice guy, he grunted before replying, “No. I agreed to, uh, wait…you know, with him.” Danny paused, thinking about the beautiful man sitting alone at the strange diner where he didn’t know anyone, then rushed out, “I wouldn’t want anyone to have to sit alone for all that time anyway.”

“If you’re sure, Danny...”

Danny was trying not to sound too eager since his libido had taken over his brain, so he paused before replying, “Yeah, no problem.”

As Danny drove from the office in town to Mac’s house, he wondered about the man he was going to pick up. Bennett’s best friend, a rich, flirty city boy. Made him wonder what more lay beneath the surface. He learned a long time ago not to judge a book by its cover.

Danny was the friendly sort. Obviously, with the whole “town nice guy” thing. He made friends easily. His mom always said it was because he was such a sweet boy. He internally rolled his eyes, but the thought of his mom still made him smile. Danny knew it was because he was raised with manners and a sense of community, not because he was nicer than anyone else.

Jaden, on the other hand, was a city boy. Cultured and rich. He wasn’t one to pass judgement, but Danny figured a socially active, smart, sassy, money guy like Jaden wouldn’t have the same ideas about home and community. Maybe he was wrong. It’d been known to happen.

He’d seen Jaden just the other day at Mac’s when they all hung out for the first time. Jaden was funny, making jokes and flirting with everyone. Danny often found himself smiling along with everyone else. But from what he had seen of city people, they always had two faces. One for public and one for private. Who’s to say that wasn’t Jaden’s public face? He didn’t think Jaden was going to be an asshole or anything, but it damn well was probably going to be awkward as fuck with how much they didn’t have in common. Danny had no idea what to talk about with someone like Jaden. He was quiet, and Jaden was…not.

Wasn’t that an understatement?

Plus, if he was honest with himself, the man was gorgeous. And it’d been a real long time since he’d had any sexual partners other than his right hand. The opportunities had always been few and far between. Some of the people of White Acre—as much as he loved them—were judgmental bigots. None of them knew that part of Danny. Not his parents, not his friends, and not his co-workers. They all assumed he was straight, and he’d never corrected the assumption.

He had his reasons, and so far, his life was good as it was. Sometimes, the what ifs would creep up on him when he was home alone or when he had watched Mac fall in love with Bennett. There were too many things stopping him from having what Mac had. Why risk change when, in the end, he would still be alone?

Danny turned on one of his new audiobooks about the history of ancient Rome as he continued his journey, stopping any thoughts of Jaden and coming out.

Fifteen minutes later, he parked in Mac’s driveway and made his way up the walk to ring the doorbell.

Chapter Two
Jaden
Jaden had never sat on outdoor furniture so ridiculously comfortable in his life. Plush pillows and cushions his ass just sank into. Who could ask for more? It was so damn luxurious he could see himself lying all day on the thing, and he wasn’t a laze-all-day kind of guy. He was the kind of guy to go out on the town with his friends, go to new gallery openings, or go on weekend shopping trips. Jaden was not the kind of guy to lay around on a truly magnificent lounge, on his best friend’s boyfriend’s back porch, in small-town White Acre. But…life had thrown him for a loop, and now…now, maybe he was that kind of guy?

Who knew?

He still couldn’t wrap his mind around the fact he was there. In White Acre of all places. What had he been thinking? Small towns were not for him. Small towns often came with small-minded people, and he was used to culture and a more liberal mind set. Why had he felt this place was the answer to his problems?

The doorbell chiming through the house interrupted his thoughts. Good, he was tired of thinking about it. Hence why he hated lying around doing nothing. Too much thinking happened. Sigh. Maybe he should just go back to Boston.

The chill that ran down his spine halted all thoughts of that. Not yet. He wasn’t ready.

He got up off the lounge. His body immediately protested the move, wanting nothing more than to crawl back onto it, but finding out who arrived at Mac’s humble abode was too intriguing to pass up. Plus, he was bored and nosy.

“Jaden!” Mac’s voice yelled out deep and loud as he stepped into the foyer behind Mac. Jaden swore the man had no manners.

“Mac, you do not need to bellow. Didn’t your parents teach you how to use your indoor voice?” Jaden asked as haughty as he could.

Mac startled, probably not expecting him to be so close, then his near-constant smirk appeared as he replied, “Forgive my rudeness, my King.” Then the man bowed. Snarky bastard was making fun of his last name.

Jaden was really enjoying getting to know Mac. “Clearly, the art of sarcasm runs strong in you. But I love the title. Do continue to use it,” Jaden replied with a wave and a wink. It was then he turned his focus on Danny—yummy, bearded, gorgeous Danny—standing at the front door. Danny was the epitome of tall, dark, and handsome but with a boyish next-door charm. Dark brown hair, tanned skin from his work outside, and hazel eyes—more gold than brown with little flecks of green around the iris—made Danny one yum yummy package Jaden wouldn’t mind unwrapping.

"Oh, wishes do come true. It looks like my handsome knight in shining armor has shown up to rescue me," Jaden purred.

"I don’t know about the knight in shining armor bit, but I'm here to take you to Allie. She said you have plans to hang out tonight." Danny's voice was deep and smooth, sounding like silk would feel as it slid over Jaden’s skin.

Jaden didn’t know what he was talking about because he was sure he had no such plans. Something in Danny’s eyes told him to just go along with it. Maybe this had to do with the broken voicemail Bennett left him earlier. It had been so bad, he had no way of understanding what was said.

“Oh yes, my knight, how could I forget plans with my dear Allie? Let me just grab my things from my room then we can go.” Jaden walked upstairs to his room, torn between wanting to hang out with Allie and wanting to spend time with Danny flirting.

Five minutes later, Jaden was climbing into Danny’s truck—climbing being the keyword since the truck was so tall he felt like a child, small and clumsy, trying to get into it. It was the least graceful he’d ever been in his life.

The beast of a machine was over six feet tall and dark blue with silver running boards which did nothing to help him get into the vehicle without using all his muscle. His muscles weren’t much since he hated working out and figured all his walking in the city was the equivalent to going to the gym.

As soon as he settled into his seat—buckling up, of course—Jaden turned to face Danny. “Where is it we’re going exactly? Because I don’t remember making plans with Allie. Or are you kidnapping me? I could absolutely get on board with that,” Jaden said playfully. “I bet you’re the type with a secret sex dungeon in your basement where you torture poor innocent boys like me.” Jaden fluttered his eye lashes, holding his hands to his chest in mock innocence. “Not that I’m opposed to a little torture of the sexual kind.”

“You’re trouble, aren’t you, Jaden?” Danny glanced over at him, smirking before looking back at the road.

“With a capital T,” Jaden replied, biting his lip.

“All I know is Bennett needed you out of the house for something to do with Mac, and I owed Allie a favor, so I came to get you to take you to her.”

“Now I wonder what Bennett has planned.”

“No idea. Allie said she didn’t ask in case it was something kinky,” Danny said, the smile on his face clear in his voice.

“I love that woman more and more.” Jaden chuckled.

They rode in companionable silence. Danny hadn’t spoken much when he’d first met him at Mac’s the other day. But he was that guy. The one who always had a smile plastered on his face but rarely said anything. Jaden had known people like him, but typically, in his world, they were fake, forced smiles. There was nothing fake about Danny. He was a genuinely nice guy.

The way Bennett described Danny, it sounded like he was constantly going out of his way for people. Picking him up was a perfect example. Favor or not, Jaden knew he could’ve said no. From what Jaden gathered, Mac had been trying to get Danny to stop helping people the way he did because some people were taking advantage of the man’s good will.

Life was not fair to drop a man—most likely gay from the way he pinged Jaden’s gaydar—in his lap who was not just sexy as fuck but nice too. Nice guys were hard to find. That was recently proven to him.

Jaden didn’t think he could go there. Not with any guy. Not yet. Maybe.

Jesus. Jaden was starting to feel all blah about his love life.

Danny pulled into what looked like a strip mall and parked.

After nearly breaking his neck climbing out of the beast of a truck as Danny stood by smirking at him, they walked into the diner, sitting at a booth along the windowless back wall and grabbing menus from the holder. A few minutes after they sat, a waitress walked over to take their order.

“Hello, beautiful girl. I would like an iced tea with lemon please. Also, the largest plate of fries you’ve got. My friend here needs the calories to fuel that big body of his.”

Danny just shook his head at him before saying, “Like I said…trouble,” making Jaden laugh.

Jaden checked his phone in case he had a text or voicemail, but seeing no notifications, he put his phone down in the center of the table between them.

He found looking at Danny too easy. Jaden decided to go with small talk 101 because the staring was going to get awkward fast, and it made him want to fidget. And Jaden didn’t fidget.

“So, handsome Danny, have you always lived in White Acre?”

“Yeah, born and raised. Although, I did go off to college for a few years,” Danny replied.

“It must’ve been liberating to get out of small-town life and spread your…wings a bit?”

Danny’s eyes narrowed slightly at Jaden’s pause, and he knew he’d caught the unspoken innuendo. Before Danny answered, what Jaden liked to call a dirty-boy smirk was gracing those sinful lips. “Wasn’t much of a partier and spreading my…wings really wasn’t my thing.”

He was playing with Jaden.

The realization hit him low in his belly, causing heat and excitement to spread. He couldn’t say he wasn’t a little bit surprised by it. Also, a lot turned on. Most guys weren’t in his league when it came to coyly flirting, and he often won when it came to the game. Clearly, there was more to Danny than met the eye.

Jaden was going to enjoy this.

Jaden didn’t out people when they didn’t want to be outed, so he lowered his voice to a level where only Danny could hear him. “I bet you showed a boy or two how good it felt to spread theirs though.” Jaden winked.

And there was that smirk again. Danny was much more dangerous than Jaden had thought. Danny didn’t exactly confirm he was gay. Jaden would be surprised if he did, if he was honest. They weren’t friends. Yet.

But he was a mystery, like a puzzle Jaden was going to solve, piece by piece. He loved a good puzzle.

The playful banter died when the food was delivered. They were quiet for a bit as they stuffed their faces, or at least Jaden was because goddamn those fries were delicious.

Jaden’s phone dinged with a notification. A smile spread over his face when he glanced at the message displayed across his lock screen. It was from the game he played, Shards of Resistance, about a new expansion pack coming out soon. Not being able to hold it in, he let out an excited and maybe overly loud, “Yes,” before he could stop himself.

Danny’s attention went to the message visible on his phone screen.

“Sorry, just got a bit excited.”

“Was that about SoR?” Danny asked.

“Umm, yeah? You know about SoR?”

“Oh yeah, was it about the expansion pack?” Danny asked. “Wait… You play video games?” Danny’s doubt was clear.

“No, not video games, one video game. One no others can stand up against in both graphics and storyline.” Jaden was geeking out over a video game. Even he couldn’t help thinking it was ridiculous. But…he did love SoR.

“I know, and each expansion you think the storyline couldn’t get better, but then it does. The graphics are some of the best out there. I’ve tried other games, and none hold up against SoR.”

“Wait. You play Shards of Resistance?” Jaden’s voice held a note of disbelief.

Danny shrugged. “I’ve been playing it since it came out. How about you?”

“Same. You are the first person I know more than just online who plays. Not to sound like too much of a gamer geek, but this makes me so freaking excited.”

Danny chuckled. “Me too. No one in my life, other than my parents, even knows I play to be honest. It’s not a secret or anything, but they wouldn’t understand.”

“Ugh, same. I mean, I get it, I don’t act or look like what people think gamers are supposed to look like,” Jaden rolled his eyes, “but I am for SoR.”

“Who did you choose for your character in the game?” Danny asked, leaning forward to rest his arms on the table. Jaden was pretty sure Danny’s forearms were the size of his thighs. Muscles like that caused shivers down his spine. The idea of wall sex with Danny spread through him, and he quickly shut it down. Nope, not going there.

But, mmm, wall sex…

Jaden had the most in-depth conversation about the game with a real live person sitting in front of him since he’d started playing it. Typically, his only conversation was with others online who played. He could tell he was being just as animated about it as Danny.

Danny laughing and smiling was a sight to see. Add in his logic and insight into the nuances of the game, and Jaden was hooked. Dangerously hooked. He couldn’t get hooked to anyone. Not now and not in White Acre. He didn’t live there. His life was back in Boston. Maybe.

But he could make a friend, right? Danny could be a friend. While he was here, he could play the game with him and hang out. Then maybe Jaden would stop being so bored and melancholy over…all the stuff he was running from.

Jaden didn’t notice the moment Allie walked in until she stood by their table wearing faded, worn jeans, work boots, and a tank top with a confused expression on her face.

“Oh, my dear Allie. How wonderful to see you,” Jaden said as he stood to give her a proper greeting.

“Allie, since when do you let people hug you?” Danny questioned.

“Not people, Danny Boy, just Jaden,” she replied pleasantly before continuing what Jaden would call a cheerful threat. “So, don’t go trying to give me hug, or I’ll have to punch you in painful places.”

Jaden sat back down with Allie sliding into the seat next to him. “How was work today?” he asked.

“Fantastically miserable,” she replied with a big grin.

With a smile on his face, Danny shook his head, saying, “You are a masochist, Allie Bug.”

“Nah, I love my work. I just don’t always like the clients who walk through my door expecting some biker dude with a long beard and tattoos to be running the show.”

“At least they would be right on the tattoos,” Danny teased.

“Ha, ha, Danny.” Allie reached across the table, poking Danny in the chest. “Anyway, Jaden, you ready to get out of here?”

“Of course. I just need to flag down the waitress to pay my bill then we can go.”

“No need. It’s on me. This way you guys don’t have to wait around,” Danny replied.

“Are you sure? I’m sure Allie doesn’t mind waiting.” Jaden glanced at her to confirm his words, and with a shrug of her tattooed shoulders, she agreed.

“I’m sure. Go you two, I’ve got this.”

“All right, you heard the man. Let’s get the hell out of here. I’ll order us some pizza on the way.” Allie stood with a bounce in her step.

“Thank you, Danny.”

With a smile and a wave, they walked out of the diner.

Jaden wanted to give Danny his number. He wanted to be able to continue talking the way they were before Allie showed up. It had felt good, and Jaden needed it at the moment. They couldn’t play because he didn’t have his system with him, but they could talk and be friends. The newness of it was exciting.

Plus, the man was easy on the eyes, though not so much on his dick.

But with Allie there, he didn’t want to make it look like he was hitting on Danny since she and everyone else thought he was straight. Jaden didn’t want to be the one to come along and put even the smallest of dents in his closet door unless Danny said so.

They had gotten almost all the way out to Allie’s little sportster car when he decided to say fuck it and go back and give Danny his number. Wavering on this type of thing wasn’t like him. He was forward to a fault.

“Allie, dear, I’ll be right back. I think I forgot my sunglasses on the table.” Jaden turned, not waiting for her response, and went back inside. Danny was still sitting there, waiting for the check.

He noticed him as soon as Jaden got five feet from the table. “Everything all right?”

“Yeah, I wanted to give you my number. I had fun today, so maybe you can call if you wanted to talk some more about the game.” Jaden stopped, suddenly unsure. He hated not being confident in himself.

Danny was looking up at him from his seat, a gentle smile graced his lips before he softly replied, “I did too, Jaden, and I’d love to do it again. Here,” Danny pulled out a receipt from his wallet, “I left my cell in my truck.”

Jaden wrote his number on it with the pencil he handed him from his shirt pocket. As he walked away, he felt good. Light-footed like he was walking on a cloud. Better than he had in a while.

Author Bio:
Morningstar Ashley is a transplant from the Yankee-controlled territory of New York, and now finds herself in the heartland of cowboys and longhorns—Texas. Armed with her imagination, wit, and trusty sidekicks in the form of her two crazy kids, devoted dorky husband, big lap dog, and rambunctious cats, Morningstar spends her time reading the books she loves, crafting her own characters, and arguing the merits of hot chocolate over the bitter brew known as coffee. (Hot chocolate wins, FYI.)

After a lifetime of trying to get people to realize her first name wasn’t Ashley, Morningstar decided the best way to settle the debate was to put her name on a book cover. Now she finds the accomplishment of publishing so satisfying her mind won’t stop creating stories of love across the spectrum of LGBTQA+.


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