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Wednesday, November 6, 2024

πŸ’œNational Family Caregivers 2024 Part 1πŸ’œ



πŸ’–πŸ’™πŸ’šπŸ’›πŸ’œπŸ’—πŸ’œπŸ’›πŸ’šπŸ’™πŸ’–

As my mother's 24/7 caregiver, November being National Family Caregivers Month has always been important to me.  Not because I want personal recognition for what I do but to help show people that caregiving is more than just medical assistance, it can also be emotional, physical, psychological, that it effects every aspects of a person's life, it can be temporary, short term, long term, chronic,.  I would give anything to make it so my mother did not need the assistance but that isn't possible so I do this so she can have the best quality of life and still live in her own home.  So I realized that there are stories out there that have caregivers and whether it's a big or small part of the plot doesn't matter, they help show people what caregivers provide all within very entertaining romances and reading experiences. 

πŸ’–πŸ’™πŸ’šπŸ’›πŸ’œπŸ’—πŸ’œπŸ’›πŸ’šπŸ’™πŸ’–


Part 1  /  Part 2  /  Part 3  /  Part 4



Dance on Ice by RJ Scott & VL Locey
Summary:

Chesterford Coyotes #3
For the figure skater and the hockey player, their sport demands total devotion, but can falling in love come first?

My name is Shaun Stanton, and I’m bisexual.

In hockey-obsessed Chesterford Academy, Shaun Stanton stands out as the star player and captain of the Chesterford Coyotes, and his exceptional skills have already attracted the attention of NHL scouts. He lives and breathes hockey, but there’s more to his story. His father wants Shaun to be the star he never was, and their relationship is a complex mix of guidance and intimidation. Worse, while hockey is Shaun’s sanctuary and a key part of who he is, he harbors a secret his dad can never discover: Shaun is gay He’s caught between the future career he’s destined for, and the truth he has to hide. There’s one bright light in his life, the vibrant figure skater who shares the early morning practice ice, a friend he worries about, but has now become something more—Kenji is everything Shaun wants and can’t have.

My name is Kenji Kelly, and I need to be perfect.

Kenji Kelly is a young man who walks two worlds: his family is a beautiful mix of American and Asian cultures. He loves both figure skating and hockey, and he’s a out and proud pansexual teen. While it seems to the world around him he has it all, deep down Kenji has a secret that’s slowly becoming harder to conceal. His life is the ice and his coach does not believe in failure. The one person who knows his hidden secret is Shaun, the captain of the Coyotes and a friend from youth hockey days. Shaun’s gaze towards Kenji, once filled with concern, now seems to hold something deeper, unsettling Kenji but also igniting similar giddy, burgeoning feelings in him. As their feelings for each other become stronger, the secrets both young men carry grow heavier and more distressing with each passing day.

NB: Trigger warning for mention of an eating disorder.


Original Review April 2024:
I said with the other two entries in Chestorford Coyotes and I'll say it again here: with a few exceptions I generally haven't read YA since I was about 14 years old but as this series is part of the Scott/Locey Hockey Universe there was no way I wouldn't give it a go.  And boy was I glad I did!  

Dance on Ice is an emotionally charged read that will first break the heart but then repair and warm it too.  You can't help but feel immense anger towards both Shaun's dad and Kenji's coach, Ilya. Will either be redeemable?  For that you'll have to read Dance for yourself but I will say emotions run very high and not always very favorably.

Watching both Shaun and Kenji become the people they are meant to be is hugely gratifying.  The bulk of the story is the now timeframe but through the boys' inner thoughts we get a sense of who they were before their friendship went down the crapper so seeing them move past that is as I said, gratifying but also extremely heartwarming.

Scott and Locey do a magnificent job telling Kenji's eating disorder and how it is always there, no matter how you get a hold on it with therapy and time, it will always be lingering, needing to be cared for.  What I really loved was they not only tell Kenji's side but also the side of those who care about them, who want to help, who tend to put their foot in their mouth more times than they intend in their quest to help.

It was nice to see Trent from Deep Edge, book 3 in the authors' Harrisburg Railers, the original series that jumpstarted their hockey universe.  I had a feeling he would make an appearance with the figure skating connection and the authors didn't disappoint.

Dance on Ice is a lovely story of hurt, comfort, friendship, young love, but above all healing on multiple levels.  As far as I know, Dance is the last entry in this series but I for one would love to see a holiday story to see where our young couples are 5 or 10 years down the road.  Dance may take you through an emotional wringer but in all the heart-filled amazing ways.

RATING:






Gideon by Lily Morton
Summary:
Finding Home #3
Gideon Ramsay is so far in the closet he should be a talking faun.

A talented, mercurial, and often selfish man, Gideon has everything he should want in life. Fame, money, acting awards – he has it all. Everything but honesty. At the advice of his agent, Gideon has concealed his sexuality for years. But it’s starting to get harder to hide, and his increasingly wild behaviour is threatening to destroy his career.

Then he’s laid low by a serious illness and into his life comes Eli Jones. Eli is everything that Gideon can’t understand. He’s sunny tempered, friendly, and optimistic. Even worse, he’s unaffected by grumpiness and sarcasm, which forms ninety percent of Gideon’s body weight. And now Gideon is trapped with him without any recourse to the drugs and alcohol that have previously eased his way through awkward situations.

However, as Gideon gets to know the other man, he finds himself wildly attracted to his lazy smiles and warm, scruffy charm that seem to fill a hole inside Gideon that’s been empty for a long time. Will he give in to this incomprehensible attraction when it could mean the end of everything that he’s worked for?

From the bestselling author of the Mixed Messages series comes a story about a man who needs to realise that being true to yourself is really just a form of finding home.

This is the third book in the Finding Home series but it can be read as a standalone.





Dance on Ice by RJ Scott & VL Locey
There was a heated exchange of words, Kenji skating backward and away, almost at center ice. All I needed to do was to push forward on one skate, and glide there, and we could say hello. We’d been best friends once, and if I apologized—if I was honest with him about how I’d messed up—maybe we could go back to being friends. As the argument escalated between my dad and Kenji’s coach, I felt a knot form in my stomach and I was paralyzed by my own insecurities. I watched Kenji and cursed myself for not having the courage to reach out to him.

Dad was becoming more animated, Kenji’s coach just as loud, gesticulating wildly.

I didn’t have the balls to skate to the center ice.

And Kenji didn’t turn to look at me.

Dad returned, as scarlet as me, but where my reaction was shame and confusion, his was temper and hatred.

“You’re sharing the ice,” he snapped.

He was so angry, and I didn’t know how to feel. He’d sacrificed everything for me; worked three jobs to keep me in hockey gear, drove me to every practice and game, and even volunteered as a coach for the team. The thought of letting him down filled me with guilt.

I owed him.

He’d poured his heart and soul into my hockey career, and it all centered on us practicing six days out of seven on this ice, and today we didn’t have the ice.

I should feel territorial, right? It was what Dad wanted me to feel, I was sure. Instead I felt… weird. Then something hit me. Why was I sharing the ice that was for the school? I was somewhere for the Academy teams to practice and play, and it wasn’t open to the public, courtesy of a shit ton of funding from very rich benefactors at our very wealthy campus. Why was someone from outside Chesterford Academy on our ice?

“They’ll let anyone join this damn school, freaking twirly shit getting in our way. Fucking girls out here on our ice.”

“He’s—”

“No!”

I wanted to defend Kenji, to explain that figure skaters were as valid as hockey players, same as I’d done when Kenji had left hockey for the figure skating and begged to be allowed to be friends with him still. But my dad’s hatred had spilled over and scared me.

“Shut your mouth and listen up,” Dad snapped. His reaction stung, his threats left me feeling powerless and defeated, and small.

So small.

“Figure skaters are boys as well,” I word-vomited, thankful the boards were between me and him when Dad stiffened and sent me a stare that would kill other people. Dad had never touched me, apart from fixing my hockey hold, or straightening my back, but his expression was murderous, and that meant the curses would fly and he’d take out his impotent rage on me with words. He leaned over the barrier, and my heart skipped, my chest tightened. I held my position and tilted my chin as he lowered his voice, hate dripping from every word.





Gideon by Lily Morton
I shake my head. “So what’s in store for the middle of the night?”

“It’s six o’clock in the morning,” he scoffs.

“The only way I see six o’clock in the morning is when I’m coming home to go to bed.”

“Well, Mick Jagger, that wild way of life is over for the moment, so instead we’ve got wake-the-day meditation.”

“Did you just compare me to a rock star who looks like a raisin on a pair of legs?” I blink. “Wake-the-day meditation,” I say in a tone of absolute disgust. “What the fuck is that? Am I to be responsible for the sun coming up on this ship too?”

Eli tosses a bundle of clothes at me. “I’m sorry to interrupt your messianic leanings,” he says, not at all apologetically. “Put those on and hurry up. We’ll have breakfast afterwards.”

I look down at the tight, grey marl, full-length leggings and black vest in dismay. “Surely there must be something else we can do?” I say, and I can hear the desperation in my voice. “My brother’s the spiritual yoga person in our family.”

He stops and looks at me curiously. “Is he? Is he any good?”

“Very,” I say, hearing the pride in my voice. “He teaches a class in the village now.”

“That’s an accomplishment for him, I think.”

I peer at him. “He had a stutter,” I say. “You could probably hear a trace of it in the way he speaks now.”

He nods. “It must have been nice having you as a brother.”

I wince. “Not really,” I mutter, feeling his interest sharpen, but he doesn’t ask me any questions. His infuriating lack of pushing for answers always makes me want to knock him over the fucking head with them. “I was a terrible brother,” I admit. “I was away at boarding school anyway, but when I was at home I was impatient with him and distant. I’m trying now, though,” I finish earnestly. “I want a relationship with him.”

“You must be doing something right,” Eli says in a mellow voice. “He obviously loves you.”

“That’s family. You can’t help that,” I scoff. Nevertheless, I feel a relaxing in the tenseness that always surrounds me when I think of the mess I made of the relationship with my brother.

“Not always,” he says, and there’s a finality in his voice that makes me drop the conversation.

Even though it’s early in the morning, there’s still a bustle to the ship as staff hose down the outside decks and sort out the bars to the accompaniment of a multitude of languages spoken in bright, eager voices.

I follow Eli up the steps towards the top deck, trying not to stare at his arse in those leggings. It’s actually impossible, as if my eyes are magnetized and he’s got an iron backside. Nevertheless, I manage to wrench my gaze away from the magnet’s pull and that’s when I spot it.

“Is that a tattoo on your back?” I ask, looking at the grey lines I can see as his vest shifts.

He looks back, smiling slightly. “It might be. Why?”

“No reason,” I immediately say, trying for an air of studied disinterest. By the quirk of his mouth I’m guessing I’m not hitting any acting strides today, so I give up. “I like tattoos,” I say instead.

“It is a tattoo,” he says. “It’s a dragon, which is very stereotypical for a Welsh man. And also stupid because it fucking hurt having something that big over my back.” He looks at me. “Have you got any?”

I shake my head. “Nope. It’s not really good for an actor.”

He comes to a stop, the breeze blowing strands of hair around his clear, unlined forehead. “But loads of actors have got them.”

“Now they have. When I started in the business it wasn’t encouraged.”

He nods seriously. “I guess they were too concerned with introducing sound into films at that point.”

For a beat I stare at him and then, to my amazement, laughter bubbles out and I give a disgusting snort. “Yes, damn those pesky talkies.”

Eli grins at me happily before turning round and mounting the stairs in his characteristic long-legged strides. I’ve noticed that he never seems to rush anywhere, but somehow he seems to get to places quicker than anyone else.



RJ Scott
Writing love stories with a happy ever after – cowboys, heroes, family, hockey, single dads, bodyguards

USA Today bestselling author RJ Scott has written over one hundred romance books. Emotional stories of complicated characters, cowboys, single dads, hockey players, millionaires, princes, bodyguards, Navy SEALs, soldiers, doctors, paramedics, firefighters, cops, and the men who get mixed up in their lives, always with a happy ever after.

She lives just outside London and spends every waking minute she isn’t with family either reading or writing. The last time she had a week’s break from writing, she didn’t like it one little bit, and she has yet to meet a box of chocolates she couldn’t defeat.





VL Locey
V.L. Locey loves worn jeans, yoga, belly laughs, walking, reading and writing lusty tales, Greek mythology, the New York Rangers, comic books, and coffee.
(Not necessarily in that order.)

She shares her life with her husband, her daughter, one dog, two cats, a flock of assorted domestic fowl, and two Jersey steers.

When not writing spicy romances, she enjoys spending her day with her menagerie in the rolling hills of Pennsylvania with a cup of fresh java in hand.





Lily Morton
Lily is a bestselling gay romance author. She writes love stories filled with heat and humour.

She lives in sunny England with her husband and two children, all of whom claim that they haven't had a proper conversation with her since she got her Kindle.

Lily has spent her life with her head full of daydreams, and decided one day to just sit down and start writing about them. In the process she discovered that she actually loved writing, because how else would she get to spend her time with hot and funny men? 

She loves chocolate and Baileys and the best of all creations - Chocolate Baileys!



RJ Scott
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PINTEREST  /  PATREON  /  TIKTOK
BOOKBUB  /  KOBO  /  SMASHWORDS
iTUNES  /  AMAZON  /  GOODREADS
EMAIL: rj@rjscott.co.uk
EMAIL: vicki@vllocey.com

Lily Morton
EMAIL: lilymorton1@outlook.com



Dance on Ice by RJ Scott & VL Locey

Gideon by Lily Morton


Monday, August 19, 2024

πŸ“šMonday's Musical Melody(Back to School Edition)πŸ“š: Dance On Ice by RJ Scott & VL Locey



Summary:

Chesterford Coyotes #3
For the figure skater and the hockey player, their sport demands total devotion, but can falling in love come first?

My name is Shaun Stanton, and I’m bisexual.

In hockey-obsessed Chesterford Academy, Shaun Stanton stands out as the star player and captain of the Chesterford Coyotes, and his exceptional skills have already attracted the attention of NHL scouts. He lives and breathes hockey, but there’s more to his story. His father wants Shaun to be the star he never was, and their relationship is a complex mix of guidance and intimidation. Worse, while hockey is Shaun’s sanctuary and a key part of who he is, he harbors a secret his dad can never discover: Shaun is gay He’s caught between the future career he’s destined for, and the truth he has to hide. There’s one bright light in his life, the vibrant figure skater who shares the early morning practice ice, a friend he worries about, but has now become something more—Kenji is everything Shaun wants and can’t have.

My name is Kenji Kelly, and I need to be perfect.

Kenji Kelly is a young man who walks two worlds: his family is a beautiful mix of American and Asian cultures. He loves both figure skating and hockey, and he’s a out and proud pansexual teen. While it seems to the world around him he has it all, deep down Kenji has a secret that’s slowly becoming harder to conceal. His life is the ice and his coach does not believe in failure. The one person who knows his hidden secret is Shaun, the captain of the Coyotes and a friend from youth hockey days. Shaun’s gaze towards Kenji, once filled with concern, now seems to hold something deeper, unsettling Kenji but also igniting similar giddy, burgeoning feelings in him. As their feelings for each other become stronger, the secrets both young men carry grow heavier and more distressing with each passing day.

NB: Trigger warning for mention of an eating disorder.


Original Review April 2024:
I said with the other two entries in Chestorford Coyotes and I'll say it again here: with a few exceptions I generally haven't read YA since I was about 14 years old but as this series is part of the Scott/Locey Hockey Universe there was no way I wouldn't give it a go.  And boy was I glad I did!  

Dance on Ice is an emotionally charged read that will first break the heart but then repair and warm it too.  You can't help but feel immense anger towards both Shaun's dad and Kenji's coach, Ilya. Will either be redeemable?  For that you'll have to read Dance for yourself but I will say emotions run very high and not always very favorably.

Watching both Shaun and Kenji become the people they are meant to be is hugely gratifying.  The bulk of the story is the now timeframe but through the boys' inner thoughts we get a sense of who they were before their friendship went down the crapper so seeing them move past that is as I said, gratifying but also extremely heartwarming.

Scott and Locey do a magnificent job telling Kenji's eating disorder and how it is always there, no matter how you get a hold on it with therapy and time, it will always be lingering, needing to be cared for.  What I really loved was they not only tell Kenji's side but also the side of those who care about them, who want to help, who tend to put their foot in their mouth more times than they intend in their quest to help.

It was nice to see Trent from Deep Edge, book 3 in the authors' Harrisburg Railers, the original series that jumpstarted their hockey universe.  I had a feeling he would make an appearance with the figure skating connection and the authors didn't disappoint.

Dance on Ice is a lovely story of hurt, comfort, friendship, young love, but above all healing on multiple levels.  As far as I know, Dance is the last entry in this series but I for one would love to see a holiday story to see where our young couples are 5 or 10 years down the road.  Dance may take you through an emotional wringer but in all the heart-filled amazing ways.

RATING:



There was a heated exchange of words, Kenji skating backward and away, almost at center ice. All I needed to do was to push forward on one skate, and glide there, and we could say hello. We’d been best friends once, and if I apologized—if I was honest with him about how I’d messed up—maybe we could go back to being friends. As the argument escalated between my dad and Kenji’s coach, I felt a knot form in my stomach and I was paralyzed by my own insecurities. I watched Kenji and cursed myself for not having the courage to reach out to him.

Dad was becoming more animated, Kenji’s coach just as loud, gesticulating wildly.

I didn’t have the balls to skate to the center ice.

And Kenji didn’t turn to look at me.

Dad returned, as scarlet as me, but where my reaction was shame and confusion, his was temper and hatred.

“You’re sharing the ice,” he snapped.

He was so angry, and I didn’t know how to feel. He’d sacrificed everything for me; worked three jobs to keep me in hockey gear, drove me to every practice and game, and even volunteered as a coach for the team. The thought of letting him down filled me with guilt.

I owed him.

He’d poured his heart and soul into my hockey career, and it all centered on us practicing six days out of seven on this ice, and today we didn’t have the ice.

I should feel territorial, right? It was what Dad wanted me to feel, I was sure. Instead I felt… weird. Then something hit me. Why was I sharing the ice that was for the school? I was somewhere for the Academy teams to practice and play, and it wasn’t open to the public, courtesy of a shit ton of funding from very rich benefactors at our very wealthy campus. Why was someone from outside Chesterford Academy on our ice?

“They’ll let anyone join this damn school, freaking twirly shit getting in our way. Fucking girls out here on our ice.”

“He’s—”

“No!”

I wanted to defend Kenji, to explain that figure skaters were as valid as hockey players, same as I’d done when Kenji had left hockey for the figure skating and begged to be allowed to be friends with him still. But my dad’s hatred had spilled over and scared me.

“Shut your mouth and listen up,” Dad snapped. His reaction stung, his threats left me feeling powerless and defeated, and small.

So small.

“Figure skaters are boys as well,” I word-vomited, thankful the boards were between me and him when Dad stiffened and sent me a stare that would kill other people. Dad had never touched me, apart from fixing my hockey hold, or straightening my back, but his expression was murderous, and that meant the curses would fly and he’d take out his impotent rage on me with words. He leaned over the barrier, and my heart skipped, my chest tightened. I held my position and tilted my chin as he lowered his voice, hate dripping from every word.


Saturday's Series Spotlight
Harrisburg Raptors
Part 1  /  Part 2  /  Part 3  /  Part 4

Owatonna U
Part 1  /  Part 2

Arizona Raptors
Part 1  /  Part 2

Boston Rebels
Part 1  /  Part 2

Hockey Universe
Xmas Edition
Part 1  /  Part 2  /  Family First

Road to the Stanley Cup Edition

Father's Day Edition

Chestorford Coyotes

LA Storm
Script  /  Sparkle  /  Second
Shield  /  Spiral


πŸ’πŸ‘¨‍❤️‍πŸ‘¨πŸ’πŸ’–πŸ‘¬πŸ’–πŸ’πŸ‘¨‍❤️‍πŸ’‹‍πŸ‘¨πŸ’




RJ Scott
Writing love stories with a happy ever after – cowboys, heroes, family, hockey, single dads, bodyguards

USA Today bestselling author RJ Scott has written over one hundred romance books. Emotional stories of complicated characters, cowboys, single dads, hockey players, millionaires, princes, bodyguards, Navy SEALs, soldiers, doctors, paramedics, firefighters, cops, and the men who get mixed up in their lives, always with a happy ever after.

She lives just outside London and spends every waking minute she isn’t with family either reading or writing. The last time she had a week’s break from writing, she didn’t like it one little bit, and she has yet to meet a box of chocolates she couldn’t defeat.




VL Locey
V.L. Locey loves worn jeans, yoga, belly laughs, walking, reading and writing lusty tales, Greek mythology, the New York Rangers, comic books, and coffee.
(Not necessarily in that order.)

She shares her life with her husband, her daughter, one dog, two cats, a flock of assorted domestic fowl, and two Jersey steers.

When not writing spicy romances, she enjoys spending her day with her menagerie in the rolling hills of Pennsylvania with a cup of fresh java in hand.





RJ Scott
FACEBOOK  /  TWITTER  /  WEBSITE
NEWSLETTER  /  CHIRP  /  INSTAGRAM
AUDIOBOOKS  /  B&N  /  GOOGLE PLAY
AUDIBLE  /  FB GROUP  /  TUMBLR
PINTEREST  /  PATREON  /  TIKTOK
BOOKBUB  /  KOBO  /  SMASHWORDS
iTUNES  /  AMAZON  /  GOODREADS
EMAIL: rj@rjscott.co.uk
EMAIL: vicki@vllocey.com



Dance on Ice #3

Harrisburg Railers Series

Owatonna U Series
B&N  /  iTUNES  /  SMASHWORDS
KOBO  /  WEBSITE  /  GOODREADS TBR

Arizona Raptors Series
B&N  /  iTUNES  /  SMASHWORDS
KOBO  /  WEBSITE  /  GOODREADS TBR

Boston Rebels Series
B&N  /  iTUNES  /  SMASHWORDS
KOBO  /  WEBSITE  /  GOODREADS TBR

Chestorford Coyotes Series

LA Storm Series

Sparkle #1.5(LA Storm)


Sunday, June 23, 2024

πŸŒˆπŸ’Sunday's Sport StatsπŸ’πŸŒˆ: Unwritten Rules by Brigham Vaughn



Summary:

Rules of the Game #3
Rule #1: Don't fall in love with your family's sworn enemy

Taylor Hollis brought home gold at the Olympics, then quit competitive skating at the height of his career.

Four years later, he lives a quiet life teaching figure skating classes and looking for the perfect guy to settle down and build a family with.

When the Evanston River Otters hire Taylor to take part in a feel-good media piece, he’ll have to defy his father and work with the son of the man he detests.

And his one weakness is a hot older guy who’s good with kids.

Rule #2: Choose your loyalties wisely

Last season, Jamie Walsh left the Chicago Windstorm after a nasty divorce and falling out with his linemate.

Now he’s getting settled as a new forward for the Otters.

His biggest priority is his five-year-old daughter, Ava, but he can’t ignore how attractive he finds her skating teacher.

The only man he’s ever been interested in.

The more time they spend together, the harder it is for Jamie to ignore his feelings.

Too bad Taylor’s father has always blamed Jamie’s dad for ruining his hockey career.

Jamie and Taylor are perfect for one another but they’ll have to ignore both of their families’ unwritten rules if they let themselves fall in love with the enemy.

TRIGGER WARNING:
Frank discussion of eating disorders and past infidelity of secondary characters.



PROLOGUE
FOUR YEARS PRIOR
“Hey, wanna come with me to the rink?”

Jamie Walsh looked up from his phone to squint at his teammate. “We had practice this morning and I’m still wiped from the flight. Call me lazy but I don’t want to get any more skating in now, thanks.”

Dustin Fowler laughed. “No, not the hockey rink, dude, the figure skating rink. Weren’t you listening to anything I said?”

“Uh, no,” Jamie said guiltily. “I was texting Kara. Sorry.”

Fighting is more like it but what else is fucking new?

Fowler waved it off. “You’re good. I get it. Wives take priority.”

Jamie stifled a hollow laugh. Priority. Yeah. That was the damn problem. Kara didn’t think Jamie was making their relationship enough of a priority.

And yes, Jamie definitely felt guilty jetting off to the Olympics for two weeks when she was home with their baby girl. But this had been a lifetime dream of his and he was thirty years old. This was his first and probably last shot at winning gold with Team USA.

Why couldn’t she understand how important that was to him?

“Nah, it’s okay. Kara left to put Ava down for a nap anyway. She’s been fussy all day.” Jamie sat up with a groan. “So you want to go check out the figure skaters? You trying to pick up or something?”

Jamie was cool with playing wingman while his single friend found a hot figure skater to hook up with but he prayed he wouldn’t have to vacate their shared room later so Fowler could get some action.

Fowler chuckled. “No, dude. My sister is a skater. Her performance isn’t until tomorrow but it’s at the same time as our game against Finland. I wanted to swing by practice tonight and at least show a little support. Thought you might want to tag along.”

“Oh,” Jamie said. Damn, he really hadn’t been paying attention.

Fowler scratched his head. “No biggie if you want to stay here and have some alone time with your wife once your little one is napping though. I won’t be offended.”

Jamie managed a wan smile in response. Even if Kara wasn’t pissed about him leaving for the Olympics, they hadn’t had sex in a long time, much less via Skype. They’d Skyped a lot in the past when he was traveling with the Chicago Windstorm but of course, that was before they got married and had a kid.

“Walsh?” Dustin stared at Jamie like he needed to go through concussion protocol.

Jamie shook his head to clear away the depressing reality of his marriage and stood. “Yeah, let’s go. Watching some skating sounds fun.”

Better than sitting around their tiny room and moping, anyway. He stuffed his phone in his pocket and put all thoughts of his relationship aside.

He was here at the Olympics and he was going to make the most of it.

But when they left the Olympic Village and arrived at the rink, there were men on the ice.

“Umm,” Jamie said, looking around at the figure skaters.

Fowler laughed. “I got a text from Em saying the guys are nearly done with their run-through. The women will be up next.”

“Got it.” Jamie grinned at him.

“C’mon, man, let’s find a seat.” Fowler nodded to the stadium-style seating.

The stands were maybe half filled, and more people were trickling in.

Fowler waved to a couple sitting partway up and Jamie followed. He greeted Dustin’s parents warmly. He hadn’t seen them in years but he and Dustin had hung out a lot when they’d played together in Juniors and it was great to see his family again. They caught up for a minute before Jamie turned to face the ice.

There were half a dozen guys going through their full routines simultaneously. The controlled chaos wasn’t so different from warmups before a hockey game but Jamie was still amazed no one crashed into anyone else while executing complicated jumps.

The skaters were all incredible. They appeared to defy gravity when they leapt and spun, graceful and strong all at once. It was so different from the hard physicality of hockey.

Jamie’s attention was drawn to one in particular. It must have been the way he moved, every motion controlled but fluid. Effortless and graceful but still so damn powerful.

As he landed another complex-looking jump, Jamie let out the breath he’d been holding. “Damn,” he muttered.

“They’re good, huh?” Fowler said with a grin.

“Seriously. I’m envious of their footwork.”

“You should try training with them sometime. It’ll definitely help.”

“Oh?”

“Yeah, during the off-season I work with a figure skating coach along with a private hockey coach and trainer. Really helps with my edgework and agility.”

Well that explained why he was so damn good. “I’ll have to look into it.”

Jamie turned his attention to the ice again, his gaze immediately landing on the dark-haired guy he’d been watching before.

Jamie leaned forward, studying the lines of his body, watching a tightly controlled spin segue into a graceful glide. His heart beat a little faster and he felt oddly flushed as the routine built in intensity.

Jamie watched, lips parted, when the guy landed with a final dramatic flourish, the last to finish his performance. Jamie was on his feet clapping before he could stop himself, but many of the other people in the stands did too.

“Hey, who is he, anyway?” Jamie nodded toward the ice as the skater acknowledged the applause with a little wave and glided toward the boards.

“The favorite to win gold for the US this year.” Fowler took a seat. “Taylor Hollis.”

“Oh shit,” Jamie whispered. He dropped into his seat with an audible thump, his knees taken out from under him like he’d been slashed by a stick.

Fowler gave him a puzzled look. “You know him or something?”

“Uh, not personally,” Jamie said with a grimace. “But, um, you remember who my dad is, right?”

“Yeah, Adam Walsh. Former Chicago Windstorm center …” Fowler’s eyes went wide. “Wait …”

“Yeah.” Jamie slouched in his seat. “His rivalry with Rick Hollis was pretty legendary and Taylor is Rick’s son.”

“Shit. They had beef back in the day.”

“They did,” Jamie said tightly.

“Huh.” Fowler considered the idea. “I’d never put two and two together.”

“I vaguely knew Taylor Hollis was a figure skater but I had no idea he was here at the Olympics this year.” Jamie scrubbed his hands over his face.

Shit.

The rivalry between their fathers had begun early in their careers and Jamie been seventeen when the accident happened. He’d spent his pro hockey career defending his father against the people who’d accused him of being a talentless goon.

The last thing Jamie wanted was for their history to be discussed in post-game interviews. He was under enough pressure already.

“Hey, there’s Em,” Fowler said with a nod as a young woman skated onto the ice, followed by a few other skaters.

Jamie watched Emily’s routine while Fowler caught him up on her career and training, his face glowing with pride. Her routine was flawless, and Jamie enthusiastically clapped for her.

After practice was over, Jamie followed Fowler down to the ice and into the back hallway where they waited for Emily to finish talking to the press.

Jamie leaned against the wall, hoping he wouldn’t run across Taylor while he was back here. He had a vague memory of seeing Taylor in the news over the years but he couldn’t remember what he looked like and he hadn’t been sitting close enough to the ice earlier to get a good look at his face.

He surreptitiously googled Taylor’s name to check. Huh. Definitely the kind of guy who would stand out in a crowd, so he should be easy to spot. Jamie kept scrolling Taylor’s bio, surprised to see he was a decade younger than him since their fathers were roughly the same age.

Of course, Jamie’s parents had been young when they got married and had kids. The Hollises must have been older.

“Great job, Taylor!” Mrs. Fowler called out and Jamie’s head snapped up.

Oh shit. Here we go.

“Oh, thank you,” a light, clear voice replied.

Jamie nearly dropped his phone in his haste to get it tucked into his pocket. When he looked up, Taylor Hollis stood a few feet away. Yeah, definitely easy to recognize with his big blue eyes, pale skin, and flushed cheeks.

A weird tension settled in the pit of Jamie’s stomach.

“Great to see you, Sue,” Taylor said, beaming. He leaned in to kiss her cheeks. “You’re here to see Emily?”

“Yes. We’re so proud of her. And you of course. You were marvelous earlier.”

“I knew I liked you for a reason.”

They laughed together and Jamie shot a confused look at Dustin. “You know Hollis?” he hissed under his breath.

“Me personally? No, but he and Emily train at the same facility in Chicago so our families know each other,” he said quietly. “Why?”

“I was just surprised.”

The Fowlers and Taylor made small talk for a little while and Taylor flicked a few curious glances in Jamie’s direction. His gaze was bold and assessing as it raked over Jamie’s body but nothing indicated he knew who Jamie was. Good. That was for the best. The last thing Jamie wanted was to drag the Fowlers into their messy family history.

When Emily appeared, Dustin and his parents drifted away to talk to her, and Jamie and Taylor were left alone.

Taylor tilted his head back and smiled up at Jamie. He’d exchanged his skates for shoes and he was a good five or six inches shorter than Jamie.

“Well, hello there. I don’t believe we’ve been introduced.”

Taylor stuck out a hand and Jamie smiled as he shook, helpless to do anything else in the face of his bright grin. “Hello to you too. Great performance tonight.”

Taylor made a face. “Ugh. I totally flubbed my last triple toe loop but thanks.”

“It’s definitely easier to see the mistakes instead of the successes,” Jamie pointed out with a shrug. “But you can’t focus on only the negative. Gotta take the wins along with it, right?”

Taylor’s gaze raked across him again, landing on the Team USA hoodie he wore. “You’re competing?”

“Yeah, I’m—”

Taylor held up a hand. “No. No. Let me guess.” He narrowed his eyes and scrutinized Jamie closely. The attention made Jamie warm. “Snowboarder? Freestyle skier?”

Jamie’s smile widened. “Neither.”

“Luge.”

He chuckled. “Nope.”

“Darn. I was hoping I might get a chance to see you in spandex.” Taylor winked.

Jamie laughed. “I’ve been known to wear spandex.” Though it was usually buried under layers of padding.

“Hmm.” Taylor’s gaze trailed down to linger on Jamie’s thighs. “Speed skater, then. You have great quads.”

The back of Jamie’s neck got warm again and he wasn’t sure if he was glad or sorry he’d given in to Fowler’s heckling and changed from sweats to jeans before they left. “Nope, but you’re closer.”

Taylor let out a little huff. “Hmm. You aren’t a hockey player, are you?”

“Hey,” he protested. “What’s wrong with hockey?”

“Nothing! My dad was a hockey player. I can’t believe I missed the obvious choice.”

Jamie’s stomach sank and he rubbed the back of his neck. Well, now he’d be an asshole if he didn’t acknowledge their connection. “Uhh, yeah. I kinda knew about your dad. I’m, uh, Jamie Walsh. My dad’s a former player too.”

The look of horror on Taylor’s face when he made the connection made Jamie wince.

“Yeah, sorry. I should have led with that, I guess,” he mumbled. “I didn’t want to make things awkward in front of the Fowlers. If you want me to go, I can—”

“No.” Taylor shook his head. “No, don’t go.”

“Well, I get the situation with our families is, um, a little complicated.”

Taylor sighed. “That’s putting it mildly.”

“But uh, maybe it would be good if we cleared the air before the media got wind of us both being here? I know my dad felt really horrible about what happened between them and—”

“Felt really horrible?” Taylor’s voice turned incredulous. “He fucking should. He nearly paralyzed my father.”

“It wasn’t intentional,” Jamie said bristling. “It was an accident. If Tucker hadn’t plowed into my dad, it never would have happened.”

Color rose in Taylor’s cheeks, and he crossed his arms, glaring at Jamie. “He was already going after my father before Tucker slammed into him and—”

“That’s bullshit,” Jamie said, glowering. “And this is a ridiculous grudge to hold after so long.”

“You didn’t watch your father get wheeled off the ice on a stretcher,” Taylor snarled, poking at Jamie’s chest with his index finger. “You didn’t see the look on his face when he realized his career was over.”

Jamie batted his hand away and stepped closer, scowling down at him. “You were what, eight at the time? Maybe you misunderstood the situation.”

“I was seven but I understood plenty.” Taylor didn’t back down an inch, jutting his chin up, his full lips flattening into a scowl. “My father nearly gave up on everything because he’d never be able to play hockey again. Because the doctors told him he might never walk again. So fuck you, Walsh. Fuck you and your father.”

Taylor turned away, anger radiating from every line in his slim body as he swept past the Fowlers.

“It was great to see you but you might want to rethink the people you spend time with,” he sneered, with one backward venom-filled glance at Jamie.

Hollis/Walsh Feud Reignites at the Olympic Games

The on-ice rivalry between Rick Hollis and Adam Walsh in the early 2000s was the stuff of legends.

It sold tickets and pumped up fans on both sides but the hotly contested fight for a playoff spot between the Chicago Windstorm and the Detroit Auto Wrenches quickly turned ugly.

A hit from Adam Walsh led to Rick Hollis being taken off the ice on a stretcher, ultimately ending his career.

Although Walsh was cleared of any wrongdoing by the league after Hollis’s injury, Hollis has never held back about his feelings for Walsh’s style of play.

What’s equally clear is that there’s no love lost between the younger generation either. Neither Jamie Walsh nor Taylor Hollis commented on a reported altercation at the Olympic practice rink last week but Taylor Hollis ended his silence yesterday.

The recent USA vs the Czech Republic game was marred by an altercation between ice hockey forward Jamie Walsh and the Czechian center that left Jakub Svoboda limping to the trainers.

When asked about it, figure skater Taylor Hollis echoed his father’s words about there being no place in the game for unsportsmanlike behavior.

“I’d hoped there had been changes made since my father’s day,” the younger Hollis said. “It’s disappointing to still see goon-like behavior not only being allowed but rewarded.”

Despite the rivalry between their families, Jamie Walsh and Taylor Hollis both brought home a combined total of four gold medals for Team USA in the Olympics this year.

Jamie Walsh has been unavailable for comment.



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Brigham Vaughn
Brigham Vaughn is on the adventure of a lifetime as a full-time writer. She devours books at an alarming rate and hasn’t let her short arms and long torso stop her from doing yoga.  She makes a killer key lime pie, hates green peppers, and loves wine tasting tours. A collector of vintage Nancy Drew books and green glassware, she enjoys poking around in antique shops and refinishing thrift store furniture. An avid photographer, she dreams of traveling the world and she can’t wait to discover everything else life has to offer her.

Her books range from short stories to novellas. They explore gay, lesbian, and polyamorous romance in contemporary settings.



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