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Tuesday, February 10, 2026

πŸŽ…πŸŽ„After Christmas Holiday Reads 2025πŸŽ„πŸŽ…



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Well, the holidays are over and the new year is in full swing but there were still a few Christmas romances that were burning up my Kindle.  So here are my reviews for those holiday tales and it's never too late to surround yourself with the magic of Christmas, personally I think we could all use it more now than ever with the current climate. If you find you're still in the holiday mood be sure to also check out all my Christmas 2025 posts for all things holiday.


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The Business of Christmas by Ellie Thomas
Summary:
Christmas Below Stairs #2
Sequel to Christmas Below Stairs

In Regency London, former servants Eli and Joseph are now established shopkeepers, running their business with the help of Tilly, previously a kitchen maid in the grand town house where they used to work.

Eli, the former valet, is looking forward to enjoying Christmas and splashing out on gifts for their small, unconventional family, unaware Joseph has other ideas.

Rather than being satisfied with the hard-won success of their current premises, Joseph’s ambitions come to the fore, together with his resentment about being treated unfairly as a person of colour and his upbringing as a lowly foundling.

Could Joseph be letting his frustration take control, leading him to make a rash decision that might plunge them into penury? And can Eli intervene without jeopardising their relationship?


I won't say I forgot anything about the first book, Christmas Below Stairs because I didn't, reading The Business of Christmas was like it was yesterday when I last left Eli, Joseph,, and Tilly.  I love the romance of these stories but I think it's the relationship with Tilly that stands out for me. I won't say it's fatherly but its more than just brothers looking out and caring for their little sister.  As much as found families tend to play a huge part in many of the books I read, I don't think I've come across the connection these three strong-willed characters have, certainly not in historicals.

I won't give anything away but I can certainly understand and/or appreciate Joseph's need to better himself because of some of the looks he gets, obviously for different reasons but I get it. However, I can understand the apprehension Eli feels as well.  It's these elements that make them so perfect for each other but that doesn't mean it's easy.

The Business of Christmas is a lovely, heartwarming next chapter in the lives of the former servants who now determine their own path.  I don't know if the author has any plans to revisit this found family again but if so, I'll be sure to read it.

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The Magic of Midnight by RJ Scott
Summary:
Wishing Tree Vermont #3
When a cinnamon-roll bookseller meets the coffee shop grouch next door, sparks (and snowflakes) fly in Wishing Tree, Vermont.

In the small town of Wishing Tree, Vermont, Wesley has broken free from the golden cage of his wealthy family’s expectations. Now, he’s hiding away in his beloved bookstore, a cozy haven filled with stories that warm the soul. But his greatest joy? Showing the grumpy coffee shop owner next door that life doesn’t have to be so serious—especially at Christmas.

Hunter never planned to trade lectures on history for steaming lattes and frothy cappuccinos. But when a sudden twist of fate lands him in Vermont, running a coffee shop he inherited, he buries himself in the daily grind, determined to avoid messy emotions—and the annoyingly cheerful bookstore owner who seems intent on dragging him out of his shell.

Wesley’s relentless charm and holiday spirit clash with Hunter’s stubborn pragmatism, sparking irritation, banter, and undeniable chemistry. Underneath the tension, stolen kisses and quiet moments reveal a connection that feels like the season’s magic.

But just as their love begins to bloom, a twist of fate threatens to pull them apart. With Christmas fast approaching, can Wesley and Hunter overcome the odds and find their happily ever after? Or will their story end before the final snowflake falls?


I always love it when a book has at least some connection to a bookstore, especially a small town bookstore which can be rare to find these days, so that right there ups the joy for me. The Magic of Midnight is an opposites attract story that will tug at your heart but you'll also laugh, there isn't enough humor for a rom com label but the tugs on your heart won't bog you down in sadness either, quite the opposite really, you'll be uplifted seeing how those tugs play out.

As for the characters, Wesley and Hunter. Wesley is definitely the friend we all wish we had, he is so full of joy despite the journey behind him ending up in Wishing Tree in the first place. I can't lie, when we first met Hunter, I didn't like him but I also knew that was going to be part of his charm, seeing him grow as his story unfolded. Some might find Wes' excitement(to put it mildly) a bit OTT at times but I found it was one of the things that endeared him to me, having that pure joy in the seasonal events is something I can relate to.

Speaking of seasonal events, having Thanksgiving included in this story was a real treat, there is just not enough stories in the LGBTQ genres that mention the turkey holiday, so when I find one, it definitely stands out.

As I'm a spoiler-free reviewer, I'll just say, Wes and Hunter may be opposites attract but they also compliment each other which IMO makes them perfectly paired. Maybe "snark and cuddle" is more appropriate than "opposites attract" but IMO they both fit. However you label it, they are just a joyous holiday treat.

The Magic of Midnight is a perfect addition to the author's Wishing Tree series and though it is a standalone as it is a new couple, I highly recommend reading the series in order because past characters do pop up. IMO reading it order makes the story flow a little smoother, but you won't be lost if you start here, but be warned, it will make you want to learn the journeys of entries 1 & 2.

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Detective Fox by Isobel Starling
Summary:
A seasonal M/M Romance by Award-Winning Author Isobel Starling

Every good Dick needs a sidekick…

Actor, Tom Lewis’s world came crashing down when a honey trap and tabloid expose outed him and put pay to his flourishing career. The housewives favorite was most well-known for his role as ‘Detective Fox’ in the quaint British series 'Malmesbury Murders'. But after the media speculation about his sexuality, the show is on hiatus and Tom hasn’t worked in six months. Now things are getting serious, money is running out and Tom desperately needs a job. So when his agent offers him a seasonal acting job, he reluctantly agrees… and takes on the role of Santa for a top London Department store. This decision changes Tom’s luck.

When Tom overhears two unidentified store workers discussing a "job to get a little Christmas bonus”. He realizes the 'job' is of an illegal sort. Now, Tom could call the police, but then again, wouldn’t it be great for his flagging career if Detective Fox saved the day? So, Fox is on the case, and as every good Dick needs a sidekick, Tom decides a sexy young Elf named Eli Mason will fit the role - in more ways than one!

FYI. This is an M/M Romantic comedy
This book was previously titled "Detective Fox and the Christmas Caper" The title and cover have been updated.
The content has not changed.


My time is short so this won't be the review I hoped to write, fingers crossed I'll have time to come back and write more but know this is a delight. It has been on my Kindle for ages, and by "ages" I mean years, nearly a decade and I have no idea why it took so long to read it but I'm glad I finally did.

Amateur detection is one of my favorite kinds of mysteries and Isobel Starling did not disappoint. The blend of humor, mystery, and romance is what made Detective Fox such a joy to read. Tom and Eli are amazingly fun together, both on and off the case.  Being a holiday story is like adding an extra layer to an already yummy cake. And the fact that this is a British mystery is the delicious icing on that amazing cake.

I may not take the opportunity to read this annually but I know I'll be listening to it when the holiday season comes around again, maybe even when Xmas in July arrives. A holiday gem but in truth it's such a great mystery treat that it would be great all year long. I've only read one other Isobel Starling story and that was nearly 9 years ago so I'm going to stretch my label a bit and include her in my new-to-me author list and look forward to discovering more.

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The Business of Christmas by Ellie Thomas
Business was brisk the next morning.

If this keeps up until Christmas, we’ll be plump in the pocket, Eli thought. He tried not to wince at how much of that profit would be squandered in Joseph’s expensive schemes.

He anticipated that Joseph would return later than usual from the house clearance, after perusing the Swallow Street property.

He’s not one to dawdle, my Joseph.

Eli clung onto the hope that by taking a positive step towards fulfilling his ambition, Joseph, usually so level-headed, would start to see the wider view.

Maybe he’ll realise we’re better off staying here.

Eli’s misplaced optimism faded when Joseph appeared from the back of the shop in his shirt sleeves, his face wreathed in smiles.

“Did you get some decent moveables?” he asked mildly. “We need a few baubles to replace what I’ve sold so far.”

“That’s good news. Yes, I picked up some saleable trinkets. At least they will be once Tilly’s cleaned them up and you’ve placed them to your satisfaction.”

Joseph’s grin was so infectious that Eli’s lips curved, despite his rising trepidation.

“I dropped by that place off Swallow Street as we agreed,” Joseph continued blithely. “The landlord happened to be there and was very amenable to my enquiries. He’s even hinted at making a deal on the rent.”

“You didn’t agree to any terms?” Eli asked sharply.

“’Course not. I said I had to consult with my business partner and then we’d visit the premises together to make a final decision. He was most agreeable.”

I bet he was, Eli thought grimly. The whole affair felt off to him. Surely if the shop was in a prime position, it would have been snapped up already?

Unlike Joseph, Eli didn’t interpret the landlord’s eagerness favourably.

“Once you see the place I know you’ll grasp the potential. We could even go before the week is out.”

This was moving far too fast for comfort. Before I know it we’ll be dished up and stuck with somewhere we can’t afford.

“Go and see what?”

Tilly appeared in the doorway, holding a duster.

She might sleep like a baby, unaware of the regular night time activity on the floor below her attic chamber. During the day, there was no such thing as a private conversation. Tilly’s step was light and her ears were sharp.

Eli might have felt relief at the interruption to gather his thoughts if he hadn’t sensed looming disaster.

“We’re thinking of getting another shop,” Joseph said incautiously. “We’ll soon be moving to the West End where the guineas are more plentiful.”

“Move?” Tilly was stricken.

She looked from one man to the other, seeking assurance that they were joking.

Belatedly, realisation crossed Joseph’s face that he had spoken too soon.

“Nothing’s decided, Tilly,” Eli said soothingly. “It’s only a consideration.”

“But if you leave, where would I go?”

Tilly clutched the duster to her thin chest like a prized possession.

“As if we’d venture anywhere without you, Tilly,” Joseph said with unnatural heartiness. “Wherever we go, you’d come with us.”

Tilly would not be comforted. She was close to tears.

“But what about my friends? I can’t abandon Hester, she’ll be distraught. Why do we have to leave at all? This is our home.”

She burst into tears and fled. Joseph took a step to follow her.

“Leave her be,” Eli said gently. “Let her cry herself out. We’ll talk to her when she’s calmed down and is in a fit state to pay attention.”

Joseph appeared thunderstruck by Tilly’s outburst.

“I thought she’d be excited by the news.”

Oh, Joseph, Eli pinched the bridge of his nose in exasperation.

The rumble of a cart sounded from the back lane. Eli grasped the opportunity for distraction.

“That will be the delivery from the house sale. Why don’t you get set to unload the goods and shift them in the store room. Then we can have them ready to sell all the sooner.”

Joseph stood stock still, his expression puzzled as though he barely understood Eli’s instructions. Only the entrance of two ladies made him hasten away, not wanted to be caught improperly attired by potential customers.

“As I was telling you, Addie,” one of the ladies said chattily. “They have some lovely pieces here, perfect for Christmas gifts.”

Eli smiled benignly, allowing the ladies to browse and persuade each other to make a purchase without his interference.

Let’s deal with one problem at a time, he thought, unnerved by the sudden disharmony in their small household.





The Magic of Midnight by RJ Scott
Chapter 1
Wesley
“…and the entire regiment was never heard from again,” I said, drawing the words out and pausing, letting the silence grow heavy before I leaned closer to the lantern, which flickered in the middle of the store, casting long shadows stretching across rows of shelves and stacks of books.

My midnight-on-Halloween audience—all adults—sat scattered on beanbags and mismatched chairs normally used by kids, their faces tipped toward me, wide-eyed, waiting for the last line of the story. I could feel their anticipation, the delicious edge of fear I’d stoked with every twist and pause. Dressed as the ghost said to haunt the old Whitaker house on the edge of town, I moved closer into the soft light of an old lamp I’d found in the storeroom when I first bought the place—the story lantern that gave this place its name—and whispered the final words, savoring the silence.

“Blood and bones, an eerie presence—that’s all that remains. And that, my friends, is why no one dares spend a night in the Whitaker place. Not if they hope to leave alive.”

Gasps and a chorus of “oohs” and “aahs” rippled through the twenty or so people, the sound breaking the tension before laughter followed as I sat back in my chair. The ghost story I’d first spun three years ago, when I’d moved here and opened The Story Lantern bookstore, had taken on a life of its own, whispered and retold until it was turning into a Wishing Tree urban legend. What started as a bit of fun for me was now the kind of tale kids dared each other to repeat in the dark, and seeing that happen made my chest swell with something equal parts pride and wonder.

“I’m never going up that road again,” Brooke Haynes whispered to her husband, leaning into him with a dramatic shiver. “Not unless my big, brave husband comes with me and protects me from every creak and shadow.”

Callum snorted. “‘Brave’? You married the wrong guy if that’s what you’re after. I’m running away faster than you.”

“You’d leave me to the ghosts?” she teased, smacking his arm lightly.

“Absolutely,” he shot back, earning laughter from those around them.

I loved Brooke—she volunteered here for story hours and special events, and of course, she visited all the time with her kids. Charlie and Alice were avid readers who devoured everything I gave them, and although Willow was only three, she had already memorized her favorite picture books and insisted on turning the pages herself. Brooke had started taking on some of the invoicing side of the business, not that I’d asked, but apparently, it gave her a break from real life, and she loved it. At least with her handling the invoicing, it meant she caught mistakes, and I didn’t miss paying people or receiving money. She hadn’t said anything about what she saw, but I noticed her frowning as she checked items off the bank statement yesterday.

I hated that she saw how close I was to losing everything, but luckily, she never brought it up, so I could pretend it wasn’t real. And hell, someday, I might even be able to pay her back for what she did.

If I managed to keep the store.

People stretched, giggled, and stumbled to their feet, a little drunk on the pumpkin punch Brooke had shared liberally, then began drifting toward the door, chattering and laughing as they broke off into small groups, clutching each other as they stepped out into the crisp bite of the November night, searching for ghosts. It was past one in the morning, and Halloween in Wishing Tree had ended not with candy, but with whispered tales and a lantern glowing in my bookstore.

I wasn’t exactly sober myself—not really drunk either. I’d had one pumpkin cocktail and three caffeine-free coffees, but I was buzzing. One cup of spiced yumminess wasn’t enough to do anything but warm me, yet the high of telling stories, of watching my bookstore come alive, filled me until I almost forgot the stack of bills on my desk in the back office. Almost.

“You’re awesome, Wes!” Brooke exclaimed, flinging her arms around me in a tipsy hug that nearly knocked me off balance. She clung tight until Callum, laughing, pried her away and steadied her with an indulgent, long-suffering shake of his head. They’d made a point of telling me the kids were staying with his brother Bailey, and they had the whole night to themselves, and boy, were they enjoying it.

Giggling, shouting, ghostly wails, and laughter trailed up the street, and then a gruff voice cut through the night. “It’s one a.m.! What the hell’s going on down there?”

The crowd scattered like guilty kids. I tilted my head back, lantern light spilling through the window, and there he was, leaning out from his second-floor apartment next door. Hunter McCoy, owner of The Real McCoy coffee shop, was my big, scary neighbor who looked about ready to call the cops. His scowl was ferocious, and I couldn’t stop myself from grinning up at him. My grin widened because damn if Hunter didn’t look unfairly hot when he was irritated. Broad shoulders filling the window opening, that dark, mussed hair begging for fingers to be raked through it, a scowl that made his full lips more distracting. I’d never admit it out loud, but watching him glower down at me made my stomach twist in a way no ghost story ever could.

“It’s the magic of midnight storytelling, Hunter!” I shouted.

“It’s a noise at midnight violation!”

“Oops,” I called guiltily.

“What the hell are you wearing, Darkwood?” he snapped.

I glanced down at my costume. Dressed as a dead man—pale face paint, ragged Civil War uniform spattered with fake blood, a length of rusty chain dragging at my boots—I had piled on every ghostly stereotype I could think of.

“Isn’t it obvious?”

“No.”

“I’m a fallen Civil War soldier, doomed by a series of tragic events that saw my entire regiment slaughtered on the old Whitaker homestead just outside Wishing Tree!”

Hunter stared down at me, unimpressed. Then, with a sigh that carried months of his exasperation with me, he muttered something about how the 14th Vermont Infantry had never marched that close to town, his tone not rude but historically disdainful enough to make the remaining onlookers snicker. I turned to shrug at them; the only ones standing were Brooke and Callum, and they grinned back at me.

“Historically accurate Hunter is grumpy,” I summarized, and they were laughing as they left. I felt a bit mean then; I didn’t mean to make fun, but the pumpkin punch made my head spin.

“Keep the noise down!” he said and then slammed the window shut.

Not even Grumpy-McGrumperson Hunter McCoy could stop me from smiling as I slipped back inside, locked up, and turned off the electric lantern—no candles in a bookstore—then wrapped my arms around myself with a sigh of happiness. The store was mine; the stories I made up were mine, and the freedom from my family, from my old life, was mine. I might be a little lonely when the place was quiet in a way that sometimes reminded me I was alone. I never missed my parents, nor my bullying idiot brothers Benedict or Lewis, but my kid brother, Rupert? Yeah. I missed him.

One day, maybe I’d track him down. Maybe he didn’t hate me quite so much now.

“Stop getting maudlin,” I was cross at myself. “Focus on the good stuff.”

Like the fact I had the sexy-as-hell Hunter living next door.

Everything was great.

Everything was not great.

By the time I finally dragged myself awake, I’d had maybe five hours of sleep, tops. My skull throbbed with a headache that felt as though someone had wedged an axe behind my eyes, and my mouth tasted as if something had crawled in there and died overnight. Maybe I’d had more than one pumpkin drink after all, or maybe I was running on fumes from the high of the night before. I rolled over, groping blindly for the alarm clock, groaning when the numbers glared back at me—six a.m. Not to mention, my screen showed a missed call from my oldest brother, along with three messages from our family lawyer, and two from my father; I swiped to ignore them.

Money. It had to be about money.

Not right now, assholes.

I staggered into the bathroom, squinting at the harsh light. Peering into the mirror, I winced at the pale, exhausted face staring back at me—and at the smear of red along my neck. For a second, my stomach lurched at the thought I’d injured myself before I remembered the fake blood from last night. Grimacing, I scrubbed at it with a washcloth until it came away.

The shower was bliss, even if I lingered longer than I should have, taking extra time to rinse the sticky mess from my shoulder-length hair. I really needed to get it cut—one day, when life wasn’t so chaotic. I leaned closer to the mirror, double-checking for any leftover blood. Nothing. Just me, looking as rough as I felt, with water dripping down my nose. I gave my hair a rough towel dry, called it good enough, and pulled on clean clothes before heading down from my tiny apartment and into the bookstore a little after seven, unlocked the door, ready for an expected delivery, and dropped behind the counter with a mug of black coffee and a spider-shaped Halloween cookie.

The door swung open, and I plastered a smile on my face as if that could disguise how wrecked I felt.

Hunter filled the doorway, tall and broad, with sandy blond hair catching the light from the street outside. Handsome in a rugged way, his blue eyes flashed as they landed on me, piercing through the fog of my tiredness. He wore jeans that fit perfectly and a plain white T-shirt—of course, it was plain, with no logos or silly joke slogans. Clean lines, simple, effortless. And as always, the sight of him made my stomach swoop as if I were tumbling off a cliff, ridiculous and undeniable.

God, he was gorgeous.

And pissed, apparently.

“For the love of god, update the address with whoever the hell is sending you whatever this is!” Hunter snapped as he strode in with a box of books, hefting it like it weighed nothing. I would’ve been straining muscles and gasping for breath with that load, but he carried it as if it were empty. He was already scowling, and when his foot caught on the dangling arm of a plastic skeleton propped by the door, the whole thing toppled into him. Box still in hand, he wrestled with fake bones and nylon string as though it was a real monster, his expression sliding to the peak of the Hunter Index of Grumpy. I pegged him at a solid eight out of ten.

“Seriously?” he muttered, entangled, dropping the box with a thud to the floor.

I hurried over to help, which meant I was far too close to Hunter—broad, scowling, smelling of soap and fresh coffee—and even closer to the accidental brush of his rough hand across mine. Heat curled low in my stomach, my chest tightening with a ridiculous twist that made me want something I could never hope to have.

Hunter’s growl of exasperation deepened as I tried to help, which of course made things worse. One wrong tug and we were chest-to-chest, his arm against mine as the skeleton dangled awkwardly between us. My mouth worked faster than my brain. “Wait—don’t move. The femur’s twisted in with your sweater.”

He looked down with a sigh, then gave me a flat, unimpressed stare. “That’s a tibia.”

I smirked. “Tibia, femur, whatever. Same thing.”

His eyebrow twitched, the closest Hunter ever came to rolling his eyes. “Tibias are… never mind.”

He unpicked the tangle, and with one final tug, he stepped back. The skeleton slid apart in clattering pieces to the floor.

“You broke Cyril,” was all I could say.

“Cyril?” He didn’t sound impressed.

“Cyril the Cursed. He was a train robber, died in mysterious circumstances way back, and now his skeleton hangs in the bookstore as a warning.”

Hunter shook his head. “It’s plastic.”

“That’s what you’re meant to think,” I shot back, grinning.

He sighed—same as he always did when we talked, and I’d have been disappointed if he hadn’t—then jabbed a finger toward the box on the floor. “Fix the address.”

I didn’t want him to leave, not yet. “Do you, uh, want a coffee? To say sorry? I’ve got cookies.” The words spilled out before I could stop them, and inside my head I was already groaning—what the hell had I said?

The implied ‘you’re an idiot’ was in his raised brow. “I own a coffee shop, right?”

“Okay, so I can’t make coffee as good as you, I’ll give you that.”

“Yep.”

“Buuuuut your cookies are normal ones, and mine are Halloween cookies,” I explained, as if that made a difference.

It didn’t.

“I have to get back, we’re busy,” he said, then left in a swirl of cold air as the door swung shut behind him.

For a moment, I stared at the space he’d left, wishing I had half the steady foot traffic his cafΓ© pulled in every morning. People lined up for his coffee before the sun was up, and although he scowled through their orders, they came back for more. Meanwhile, my register sat quiet more often than not, and I was left relying on the occasional story night or holiday event to keep the lights on. It was hard not to compare—Hunter’s grumpy charm seemed to sell lattes by the dozen, while my best efforts at magic and cookies barely paid the heating bill.

I replayed the disaster in my head—me blurting about Halloween cookies and offering him coffee, him looking at me as if I was the most idiotic person he’d ever met. With a sigh, I nudged the delivery box with my knee. No way was I going to heft that thing, but it didn’t budge; instead, my knee nearly gave out, and pain shot up my leg. Swearing under my breath, I fetched the box cutter and sliced it open—it looked like I was transporting the books inside a few at a time. Yay for my on-the-slim-side, un-muscled, but kinda cute self.

“Yes!” Inside was the final book in my favorite paranormal YA series by an author I adored, and on top of it was an envelope. My heart stuttered as I tore it open—Adrian freaking Trevelyan had written me a note. Maybe it was his PA, maybe it was form-letter fluff, but it was addressed to me, Wesley Darkwood, care of The Story Lantern Bookstore.

Adrian’s note was short and scrawled in dark ink, but my eyes caught every word: he was thrilled to agree to come to Wishing Tree for a suggested book signing on December 21st, asked if I knew of any local inns or B&Bs where he could stay, and wondered if it would be all right to mention the event on his social media. He also said that I could message him directly if I needed to.

My heart thudded as I read it twice, then a third time, the paper trembling in my hands. There was a messaging address at the bottom, a direct email, and…

“He agreed. He’s coming. Oh my god, oh my god.” My very first book signing—and it featured my all-time favorite author? At Christmas? In Wishing Tree. Home of the Parade of Lights, the Christmas market, and the wishing tree itself.

I picked up a copy of the book, a sticky note on the front: ARC Copy for Wesley Darkwood and Brooke Haynes only.

“Oh my god! Brooke is gonna lose her shit!” I yelled. When I’d written to Adrian, I’d talked at length about how Brooke and I had read the series a hundred times, and he mentioned her! The book wouldn’t be released for another week, and the thrill of being among the first to hold it sent a fizz of excitement through me. There was nothing better—well, nothing except the moment when others would finally get to read it too, and I could gush and argue and revel in it with them.

Brooke was seriously going to die when she realized what we had, but I was definitely going to read it first. I sent her a message to say I had news, and by ten she was outside the door, Willow bundled on her hip, their cheeks pink from the cold.

“What news?” she said immediately. “Is everything okay? Is it the bank?”

I blinked at her. “Why would it be the bank?”

“I…” she shook her head. “Never mind.”

“This is something so good! I’m still in shock. That letter we sent to Adrian Trevelyan’s agent. Oh my god! Adrian himself… he wrote to me… he said yes!”

Her eyes widened, and then she whooped and danced over to me. Willow laughed as her mom placed her on the corner reading rug, her hands already reaching for the nearest picture book.

She put her hands on her hips. “Right, let’s start organizing this.”

“Brooke, you don’t have to⁠—”

“I’m here, deal with it,” she cut me off with the voice of a woman who managed three kids and a lawyer husband. I’d sent my half-hopeful, half-desperate plea six months ago. And he’d said yes. Hell. What now?

“We need a venue,” I said, panic rising. I hadn’t thought this through at all. “We can’t have it here in my store, it’s too small.”

Brooke leaned across the counter, eyes gleaming, and plucked a new notebook from the display, then grabbed a pen from behind the cash register. “Lucky for you, I already provisionally booked the town hall for the twenty-first.”

“What?” I stared at her. “You did?”

“As soon as you sent the letter to his agent,” she said, smug as anything.

I couldn’t help the grin. “Of course you did.”

She opened the notebook and clicked her pen as if she was about to dictate my entire future. “Okay then—tickets, promo, social media. Let’s go.”

And just like that, we were off—Brooke scribbling lists at lightning speed while I tried not to panic that Adrian Trevelyan, of all people, was actually coming to Wishing Tree for a signing.

Brooke tapped her pen against the notepad, already halfway through her list. “I’ll handle ticket sales—we’ll need to cap them, the hall only seats what, three hundred and fifty if you count the folding chairs in the back.”

I said faintly, my mind spinning. “That’s…a lot of people.”

“Which means a lot of books,” she said crisply, jotting down another line. “You’ll need to order at least four hundred copies to even start to cover preorders and on-the-day sales.”

My pulse jumped. My credit card was still reeling from last month’s supplier order, practically maxed, and the thought of piling four hundred more books on top of that made my stomach knot. If the pre-orders came through fast enough, maybe I could juggle it. Maybe. “Four hundred—Brooke, that’s⁠—”

“Doable,” she cut in.

“My account⁠—”

“I’ll talk to the publisher about sale or return, and invoicing after sales. And I’ll coordinate with the town hall for extra parking, signage, that sort of thing. Social media blitz starts Monday. Easy.”

I blinked at her, panic and gratitude colliding in my chest. “I can’t—Brooke, I can’t pay you for all your work on this.”

Hell, I could barely keep up with stock—so much for investing every cent I had in something I loved when it wasn’t a huge money maker.

She tilted her head, calm but firm, and then her voice softened. “Wesley. You let me sit in your store with a coffee and say I can read anything I want from your shelves. You never mind if Willow naps in the corner or if Alice raids your personal coloring books. You give me space when I need it.”

As if to prove her point, Willow padded back over, her small hands reaching up to me, as she demanded to be lifted. “Carry two!” she said—none of us knew what it meant. I scooped her into my arms, and she wrapped herself around me, face burrowing into my shoulder.

“I don’t need paying,” Brooke added gently. “You’re a friend, and I get more from this place than you realize.”

The weight of Willow’s head on my shoulder, the steady hum of Brooke’s certainty—it undid me a little. I’d never had a real friend before—at least not one who was pretending to be my friend while secretly wanting an in with my family. “Still…thank you,” I murmured.

Brooke smiled, sliding the notepad across to me. “Save it for Adrian Trevelyan. He’ll bring the crowd. You just make sure the shelves are stocked and the cocoa’s hot.”

I tightened my hold on Willow, who gave a sleepy sigh and whispered, “Deal.”

Brooke tapped her pen on the page, then glanced up at me, eyes sharp. “You know…if this goes well, Wes, it won’t just be about Adrian. Authors talk. Publicists notice. The Story Lantern could get on the map as the small-town stop for tours.”

My stomach flipped. “That sounds…terrifying.”

“It sounds like survival,” she countered, though her smile was kind. “And maybe growth, too. More signings. More readers. A future.”

I didn’t answer right away. Willow’s breathing against my shoulder made me ache with how much I wanted what her mother was suggesting—a future here, with books and light and laughter filling this little shop. A place people came back to, again and again.

“Let’s just get through Adrian first,” I muttered, my voice rough.

Brooke chuckled. “Fine. But don’t be surprised when this is just the beginning.”





Detective Fox by Isobel Starling
CHAPTER 1 
AGENT 
“I got you a great gig, Tom.  It’s yours for the taking.  You don’t even have to audition.” 

Tom Lewis lay in his preferred prone position on his agent’s worn black leather couch, where, over the last six months, he regularly flopped down and despaired about the unfairness of being an unemployed actor of such high caliber. He lifted the red velvet cushion that he’d pressed over his face to block out the sound of yet another complaint from his agent—usually along the lines of: “You know if you really wanna get back out there, you’re gonna have to step out of your comfort zone…”   

But no, Tom was pretty sure he’d just heard his agent say he’d got him—a—job?  Tom sat up, swung his legs off the couch, and stared at his agent with an expression of disbelief on his face.  He hadn’t worked since an exposΓ© in the British tabloids about his ‘Shocking Sordid Gay Sexploits’ months before.

Tom Lewis was considered a pin-up for homemakers the length and breadth of the British Isles, and he also had an enthusiastic American fan base too.  The forty-five-year-old actor was the epitome of tall, dark, and handsome, with swarthy looks, wavy raven hair to his jaw-line, and eyes so dark brown they appeared black.  In the days before the exposΓ©, a topless shot of Tom could send his fans, who gave themselves the moniker Tomkats, into a hormonal Twitter frenzy.  But, no matter how straight Tom presented, privately he was 110% gay and believed that the only people who needed to know that fact were the men he wanted to sleep with.  It was no one else’s business, and, so rightly, Tom was appalled at being outed, and alarmed by the vitriol of women online who were devastated that their fantasy man loved cock. 

Tom’s preference was for younger men.  So what if he was on Grindr.  Just because he was a well-known actor, it didn’t mean he wasn’t entitled to a private life.  Therefore, Tom had enjoyed his private life, hooking up whenever he could fit cock into his busy schedule. 

Tom now knew he’d been deluding himself.  After all, with such a well-known face, it was only a matter of time before one of his sexual partners recognized him.  And so it came to pass. Tom had been chatting online with a hot young thing named Devin, and later enjoyed an evening of very kinky sex with the twenty-year-old he’d met via the dating site.  But it turned out that Devin was a trainee reporter for the Scum or The Mail—Tom couldn’t remember which tabloid.  It didn’t matter anyway.  

Tom narrowed his eyes and considered his agent with consternation. “Jesus Derek, you could have said earlier and stopped me from whinging on and on for the past thirty minutes.” He said, “Come on, what’s the gig?  Spill,” Tom urged, suddenly hopeful… maybe even excited. 

Tom’s theatrical agent was Derek Bates, whom Tom had privately nicknamed The Master, for obvious reasons.  He sat behind a desk piled so high with paperwork that Tom was surprised it didn’t collapse under the weight.  Derek was connected, and he was old school—meaning he wasn’t one for tablet computers, PDF files, and new-fangled script software. No siree; Derek wanted paper copies of all scripts his clientele were considered for, in triplicate.  Luckily, Derek’s secretary, Arnold was a computer wiz and would get him out of any technical issues that were beyond him—like turning on the desktop computer!  

Derek was in his late fifties, ruddy-faced and sporting a blond wig that a certain horrible US president would probably arm-wrestle him for.  He had the body of a man who’d enjoyed far too many rich lunches on expenses, and spent too much time on his arse behind a desk.  

Derek met Tom’s keen gaze.  “I got you a sweet deal under the circumstances.  Five weeks at three thousand per week.  There’ll be two weeks rehearsal at two grand a week too”, Derek explained, “They were delighted at the chance to have the man who played the famous Detective Fox on their team.” 

Tom’s eyes widened at the thought of that kind of money.  It was a decent salary, and with the offers drying up after the social media furor from the tabloid stories, it would be very welcome.  His credit cards were maxed-out, and he’d been considering selling his Chelsea riverside apartment to make ends meet.  

Tom stared at his agent and noticed the shifty look in his eyes.  Suddenly, he felt uneasy.  Who would want him so badly without an audition?  What the hell was this gig?

“Look, I’ve told you a million times, I am NOT doing panto,” Tom scowled. 

“Would I do that to you?  Would I?”  Derek simpered, sounding wounded.  There was a lull for a moment while both men eyed one another suspiciously before Derek said “I’ll have you know that I believe Panto is a wonderful British tradition.  But, it’s not a pantomime, okay?” 

“Jesus, just tell me… is it a sitcom or a movie?  Please don’t say it’s a reality show; you know I’d rather crawl over broken glass than appear on one of those.”  

Tom was always very picky about his roles, and so far this stubbornness had paid off.  But now he was exasperated, teetering on the edge of agreeing to anything just to have something to take his mind off what a clusterfuck his life had become.  Three grand a week for five weeks solid work was not to be sniffed at. 

“As I said,” Derek continued, “The client would be delighted to have the Famous Detective on board.  They thought it would be a great theme to follow—” Derek took a deep rattling breath and then launched over the cliff…“—in investigating who’s been naughty and who’s been nice.” 

An icy shiver ran down Tom’s spine.  He was a Royal Shakespeare Company-trained actor, for God’s sake. 

“You have got to be fucking joking!” Tom roared in his best Detective Fox voice.  Derek held his hands up in surrender to try and placate his client.  

Tom’s anger melted away “Has it really got THAT bad?”  Derek gave a tight-lipped shrug.  

“Oh, Gawd.”  Tom rested his head in his hands, and a wave of depression engulfed him.  

He was officially a failure. 

“Hold your horses; hear me out, Tom.  Have I ever let you down?  Well, have I?”

Tom didn’t even attempt a reply.  

“It’s a good gig,” Derek insisted. ”The starring role of Santa for the Hambling’s Department Store Christmas extravaganzahh.” The agent delivered theatrically.  There was a long silence, as if Derek was waiting for his ta-da moment.  It never came. Tom just looked at him blankly with those scarily dark eyes. 

“Hambling’s—err, Tom, you must know Hambling’s?”  Derek said nervously to fill the awkward silence. 

“Of course, I bloody know Hambling’s,” Tom spat. “It’s London’s most expensive, exclusive department store.” 

“Le Blanc did it two years ago—and The Hoff took the gig last year.  You should be honored, seriously.  They even want you to choose your supporting cast.  Isn’t that great?  You wouldn’t have to deal with any arseholes who’d run to the papers.  Hambling’s has said they’ll make all of the applicants sign confidentiality agreements.  They have top-notch security.  If you take the job, they’ll give you carte blanche.” 

“Supporting cast,” Tom blurted disdainfully “Don’t make me laugh. You mean Elves.” he huffed.

“Come on Tom, will you do it?” Derek pleaded. 

“It’s either this, panto or I don’t know.  Have you considered teaching?”  He exhaled, exasperated. “You can’t go on like this.  And, though it pains me to say, seeing you mope around the place, it’s not good for business, and it’s not good for your brand.  Did you see the Daily Mail on Tuesday?  Apparently, Tom Lewis ‘cut a lonesome figure, much like the character he’s famous for.”  

“I was shopping for groceries for Christ’s sake,” Tom roared indignantly “Who the hell is full of the joys of spring when they’re shopping for toilet roll and detergent?”  Tom threaded his hands through his thick, dark hair, slumped back on the couch, and then pulled the red velvet cushion back over his face. 

There was no way in hell Tom would lower himself to dressing in a red, padded Santa suit.  He’d worked hard to become a serious actor, and he’d worked harder on his washboard abs.  He’d taken sword fighting lessons, learned to ride a horse, and spent years perfecting his range of accents.  Detective Fox was a deeply troubled soul who'd ‘seen too much’, and Tom had dug deep to find the wounded, loner Dick who always solved the case—and had no idea just how devastatingly attractive women found him.  

The last series of the show ended with a cliffhanger.  The actor who’d played his sidekick, Banks, had been shooting his mouth off on set and causing trouble amongst the cast so, in the show, he was killed off, and Fox never discovered whodunit.  The storyline was supposed to be continued as a sub-plot for the new season as Fox tirelessly searched for clues as to who killed his partner. 

Tom was sure he’d be back on the show sometime in September, but now the producer was saying it would happen after the New Year, and they would have a less troublesome actor lined up to be the new sidekick.  But then there were whispers in the press about recasting Detective Fox, too, and until the producers made a decision, Tom Lewis was in limbo, twiddling his thumbs.  

Tom came to a decision.  He could not take a role as Santa, not for anyone, no, no, no.  Talking about Christmas made him realize that he had no plans for the holidays this year.  He was a forty-five-year-old, single, unemployed actor, and in all honesty, he would probably be alone on Christmas Day, drowning his sorrows in a bottle of Bombay Sapphire Gin and a tub of ice cream.  It was the most pathetic situation he could imagine.  Tom’s closest friends had families or plans to jet off to warmer climes.  Tom could barely afford a meal out these days.  He would probably get sympathy invites, but the thought of spending the holidays with other people's screaming kids was not a welcome one.  Tom could take or leave children—leave them, mostly.  He wondered idly if all actors who’d played Santa Claus secretly hated kids eventually.  

Tom pondered for a moment longer.  Was he really suited to play Santa Claus?  Of course, he could play Santa, he was an actor, a professional, for goodness sake, and a friendly old man in a fat suit was well within his range.  It would be good to have a reason to get out of bed in the morning, and seven weeks work for nearly twenty grand—now that would see me comfortably into the New Year.  

If Tom took the role, he would do it his way.  He lay there on his very patient agent's couch and thought about actors he’d admired who‘d played Father Christmas.  There was Fred Astaire, and Richard Attenborough, and, more recently Tom Hanks and John Goodman.  Lots of successful actors played the big guy, and it hadn’t damaged their careers.

Tom pulled the cushion away from his face and took a deep breath.  He grimaced morosely, and then said, “Damn it—tell them I’ll do it.  But there’ll be no one-to-one.  No hugs.  No photography.  I’m not having stranger’s kids sitting on my knee, and suing me in twenty years for ruining their childhoods.” 

Derek gave a deep gravely laugh. “Atta Boy.” he cheered “I knew you’d say yes.  It’s all been arranged.  Auditions are on Friday.” 




Ellie Thomas
Ellie Thomas lives by the sea. She comes from a teaching background and goes for long seaside walks where she daydreams about history. She is a voracious reader especially about anything historical. She mainly writes historical romance.

Ellie also writes historical erotic romance under the pen name L. E. Thomas.










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Writing love stories with a happy ever after – cowboys, heroes, family, hockey, single dads, bodyguards

USA Today bestselling author RJ Scott has written over one hundred romance books. Emotional stories of complicated characters, cowboys, single dads, hockey players, millionaires, princes, bodyguards, Navy SEALs, soldiers, doctors, paramedics, firefighters, cops, and the men who get mixed up in their lives, always with a happy ever after.

She lives just outside London and spends every waking minute she isn’t with family either reading or writing. The last time she had a week’s break from writing, she didn’t like it one little bit, and she has yet to meet a box of chocolates she couldn’t defeat.








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Isobel Starling loves writing M/M thrillers, mysteries, fantasy, and historical books. With over 50 titles, she's a #1 bestselling author in the USA, UK, France, and Germany. As well as English, German and French, her books are also available in Italian, and Spanish. 

Isobel runs Decent Fellows Press, where she produces audiobooks by John Wiltshire, Anna Butler, LJ Hayward and Harper Fox. Of the 50 audiobooks Isobel has produced, 45 of those are with the multi-award-winning narrator Gary Furlong.

So far, Decent Fellows Press has won the Independent Audiobook Award for Romance 2018, and has one title nomination for the SOVAS (Society of Voice Arts and Sciences) Award 2021 - Thriller Category. 

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Saturday, August 2, 2025

πŸŽ…πŸŽ†πŸŽ„Saturday's Series Spotlight - Xmas in JulyπŸŽ„πŸŽ†πŸŽ…: Wishing Tree, Vermont by RJ Scott Part 1



The Wishing Tree #1
Summary:
It takes an impossible Christmas wish for Bailey to find forever love with his brother’s best friend.

Turning twenty-five and still a virgin, Bailey has barely dated, let alone acted on the private fantasies featuring his brother’s best friend, newly retired hockey star, Kai. All he wants is for Kai to love him, but after a summer when Kai’s anger drove them apart, love doesn’t seem possible at all.

When Kai goes home to Wishing Tree, he knows he owes everyone an apology, not least of all to the man he loves. He’s convinced he can be the man Bailey deserves, and he needs to show Bailey how much he’s changed.

The only problem? Bailey has secrets he’s scared will drive Kai away, and Kai is running out of time to convince Bailey that falling in love starts with a wish, and can end up in forever.

The Wishing Tree is a standalone small-town Christmas MM romance with perfect snow, twinkling lights, a first real kiss, a shy virgin with a silken kink, a retired hockey player, and all the Christmas feels. 





A Christmas for Holly #2
Summary:
Trapped in a snowstorm, Paul and Lucas find that unresolved feelings from a single, impulsive kiss could spark something deeper, leading them toward the most magical Christmas miracles.

The festive season offers nothing but despair for Paul ‘Holly’ Hollister, the once-proud captain of the Albany Harriers. His once-glittering hockey career has crumbled, leaving him crippled with anxiety and without a sense of direction. After a stint in rehab, Holly is desperate for peace—something his best friend Kai seems to have found in the snowy town of Wishing Tree. Despite his hatred for the cold, Holly is drawn there by friendship—and by the unsettling dreams of Lucas Haynes, the man he drunkenly kissed at Kai and Bailey’s wedding and hasn’t been able to forget since. The only problem? Lucas is determined to keep him at arm’s length.

Lucas Haynes has never felt a romantic pull toward anyone—until that unexpected kiss with Holly at his brother’s wedding flipped his world upside down. Finding out Holly was already in a relationship afterward had only fueled his frustration and his decision to avoid the hockey star. But now that Holly is in Wishing Tree, single and adrift, Lucas can’t deny the attraction that still simmers between them. When a snowstorm traps them together, Lucas’ sarcasm and distrust slowly crumble under Holly’s vulnerability. As secrets come to light, old wounds are reopened, and the undeniable spark between them grows into something more, Lucas starts to wonder if this closeness could be the love he never thought he’d find—and if Holly might get the second chance at happiness he so desperately needs.

A Christmas for Holly is an opposites-attract, hurt/comfort, Christmas romance featuring a retired hockey captain with crippling anxiety, a guarded gift store owner grappling with unexpected attraction, unresolved tension from a drunken wedding kiss, a charming small town blanketed in snow, meddling but loving family, and a snowstorm that brings honesty and vulnerability to light—leading to a heartwarming holiday happily ever after.


The Wishing Tree #1
Original Review January 2022:
As always, RJ Scott's talent for romance is spot on, she has never let me down yet and The Wishing Tree is another great holiday story that I've come to expect from her.  Don't get me wrong, no matter how many stories an author has written that I loved I always go in with an open mind so my past story love doesn't cloud my judgement.

Bailey and Kai's journey is an amazing balance of love, friendship, drama, romance, and holiday festiveness.  No one element overshadowed the others and I think that was one of the things that really spoke to me here.  Having grown up in a small town I can honestly say the author captures the feel that comes with a smaller community, good and bad, it's spot on.

Another factor I really loved was how this story is a combination of on page and off page love.  What do I mean by that?  Well Bailey's kink is made known but not so much the exploration of it.  Stories with kinks to any degree can be great fun, be incredibly passionate both in discovery and execution but sometimes I don't need to have said heat in graphic detail and when done right, off page heat will pull me into the story even deeper.  You ask "how?" well the author is leaving it up to the readers' imagination and that can actually be immensely fun, by letting my mind write the scene I feel like I'm part of the story.  So Kudos to RJ Scott for letting me be part of this holiday story.

The Wishing Tree is definitely a winning holiday gem and has me already missing Bailey and Kai but also has me wondering what creative holiday story Miss Scott will bring us when Christmas 2022 nears.



A Christmas for Holly #2
Original Review Book of the Month December 2024:
Due to some family health issues this won't be as long a review as I typically do.  Also, due to those health issues it took me a bit longer to read A Christmas for Holly than usual as well but don't for a minute think if was because RJ Scott's 2024 Xmas story wasn't as good as any of her others, because it was brilliant.  Not only was the story full of love, friendship, chemistry, family, drama, healing, and all around heart it also included some Thanksgiving talk which is hard to find in the LGBT genre.

There are early moments where you want to give Holly a smack but at the same time it is pretty obvious he is dealing with some internal issues so despite the hurt he causes you just want to wrap him a huge Mama Bear Hug.  As a caregiver, I appreciate the patience Lucas has, probably more than I would have in that situation.  There is just so much packed into this holiday fare, you can't help but feel completely enveloped by the emotions of the season and connected to all the characters.  Truly an all around holiday entertaining gem.

And if you've read The Wishing Tree(book 1), you get a glimpse of Kai and Bailey as well and their story was such a lovely read that getting to see them again was just the bow on the package.  If you have yet to read Wishing Tree, Vermont book 1, you won't be lost as they are separate couples with their own stories but I think knowing their journey helps paint a more complete picture.

RATING:





The Wishing Tree #1
Chapter One 
BAILEY 
Back then 
The Wishing Tree is beautiful, a dark shape towering over me against a pale dawn sky in the middle of the park. It was magic to me as a child, a place to leave Santa a wish for the gift I wanted the most, which then appeared magically on Christmas Day. It had stood here longer than this town, the streets built around it, with room for the small park where the fountain ran with spring water, and for the bandstand, which was lost in the snow in the far corner. No one really knew the history of the huge, spreading oak, only that at some point in the past the people who lived in Buchanan Springs had decided to start tying ribbons to the branches in winter and make wishes. 

It became something more— a tourist mecca. So much so that the town changed its name in 1952, and the thriving existence of Wishing Tree, Vermont, owed everything to this silent witness of the changing years. 

“I don’t know what to wish for,” I murmured, the words echoing in the hush of the blanket of snow that had fallen overnight. Dawn painted the sky with the first blush of sunrise, and I was early enough that I was the only one there, staring up at the branches and then down at the blank card in my hand, not knowing what to write. 

This could be the most important wish I’d ever make. 

More important than the make-your-own-jewelry set I’d asked for when I was ten, or the paints and sketch books I’d requested at eleven, or even the theatrical makeup set I’d wanted when I was twelve. I was fifteen, gay, searching for meaning in my small-town life, and desperately in love with my brother’s best friend. 

And today was the day I told my family everything. Not about who I loved, but who I was. Gay. Different. Wrong.

“Just write the words, Bailey,” I admonished, but the words wouldn’t come. 

I was terrified of what my family would say, how things might change, and worst of all if they would ever love me again. 

I wish that my family won’t hate me. I wish I didn’t feel so wrong in this world. 

The wish had to be perfect. What did I want more than anything else? 

Kai Buchanan. That was who I wanted. 

An image of Kai slipped into my head, and I just let it stay there, used to thinking about him because he consumed my waking thoughts and followed me onto heated dreams. It didn’t help that he was in town for a couple of days— a quick visit with his family before heading back to the Albany Harriers and his professional hockey career. I’d seen him three times— managed to avoid him on two of those occasions, never knowing what to say to him. I huddled further into my coat as a cold breeze collected fallen snow and flung it at my face. 

The sound of approaching footsteps on the icy trail made me shuffle forward a few inches to hide, vainly hoping no one would notice my bright yellow coat, but I’d been spotted. In horror, I saw that it was one person I didn’t want to see who’d caught me there so early. Kai. 

“Angel! Hi!” He bent at the waist, stretching, but turning his face as he did, so he could send me a smile. His eyes were such a beautiful shade of caramel, just this side of topaz, and his lips were lush and pink and pillow soft. He called me Angel because, according to him, my hair, all blond curls and long, made me look like an angel. I secretly loved him calling me that, and he was the only one who did. 

“Hey.” I sketched an awkward wave, the card obvious in my hand and, embarrassed, I shoved it deep into my pocket, hoping he didn’t notice. 

“Are you adding a wish?” he asked, then he jumped over a mound of snow and headed my way. I swear I was going to die on the spot. “I should do that before I go.” He lifted the lid to the sheltered card box, and picked up a pen, which he proceeded to tap on the surface. “I’ll have to owe the tree a dollar. I’ll bring it back later.” He glanced up at the tree as if he was apologizing to the skeleton of branches. “I don’t know what to wish for.” He side-eyed me. “What are you wishing for?” 

Oh god, my tongue was a hundred times too big for my mouth. I couldn’t tell him all my secrets; I wouldn’t have known where to start. I let out what sounded like a squeak, and same as my brothers, he didn’t pause to let me answer because he knew as well as they did that I didn’t talk much, that I was shy. 

He tapped the pen on his lip, leaned on the small table next to the honesty box, and crossed his legs at the ankles, staring up at the branches and frowning. “I guess I could wish for the Harriers to go all the way to the Cup, but I don’t want to tempt fate.” He glanced at me, and smiled, and my chest got so tight I forgot how to breathe, my greedy inhalation of air so dramatic. 

He frowned at me. “Are you okay?” 

I nodded. He was so beautiful, and I was so besotted that talking was hard. Talking was impossible. He smiled at me, and his smile was my undoing. I edged deeper into my shaded hiding place— just a small shuffle step— but everything was too loud, and the peace I’d found under the tree had gone. My safe space was more like a prison because I was frozen to the spot, and what had started out as a simple act of putting a wish on the tree was now me not being able to breathe. 

Fuck. That happened fast. 

Cold sweat trickled down my spine, and I shivered, clutching my arms to my chest, and not looking up at Kai in case I gave too much away. He’d been a witness to these short panic attacks since I was a toddler, and wouldn’t think anything of it, but I didn’t want to be this stupid thing. I wanted to be confident. I stared down at the snow and waited for him to comment, but he was focused on the wish, and I had space to try to settle the panic. I hadn’t slept at all last night, knowing what I was going to do today How I was going to tell my family I was gay and how I might lose everything if they didn’t understand. 

Kai tapped his pen against the card, and I focused on the rhythmic tapping and the husky depth of his perfect voice. “Maybe I should wish that I get called up for the All-Star team?” The last comment, he phrased as a question. I made a humming noise to indicate I agreed, and all I could wish for at that moment was for the ground to open and swallow me.

“Nah, that’s not likely. I think I’ll just go for winning the next game,” he announced with added jazz hands, then scribbled on the card with his tongue poking out from the corner of his mouth, before threading a ribbon through a big hole and tying his wish to one of the higher branches. “There.” He patted the wish and held his hand out for my card. “You want me to tie yours up?” Not only was he six years older than me, but he was also a foot taller, sexy, and confident with cropped dark hair, and so handsome it made me want to cry. I’d known him my entire life— his sister Brooke, was dating my oldest brother, Callum; he was best friends with brother number two, Lucas; and he played pool with brother three, Duncan. He knew me better than most, and this was where it was going to go to shit because when I didn’t say anything, he rested a hand on my shoulder and squeezed. 

“It’s okay, Angel, you do it on your own time.” He stretched away from me, touching his toes. “I’ll see you after Christmas.” 

“You’re going already?” Did I sound desperate? I think I sound desperate. 

“Yeah, later today.” 

“Oh.” Words had long since fled. Shit. Shit. Shit! 

“Bye.” He picked his way over the snowdrift, and I wish he’d jump it again because that was sexy. But then, I didn’t want him to go. I wanted him to stay here and tell me what to wish for. I didn’t know how to word it so that people would understand who I was and wouldn’t hate me for my secrets. I didn’t want to lose everything. I had to tell someone, I had to try to see if I could still be loved if my secrets were out in the world. 

“I’m gay,” I blurted, and wished I hadn’t spoken at all when the words drifted toward him. 

He turned to face me, as I blundered ahead with the list of things I wanted people to know. “I’m gay, there, I said it. Gay. And I like wearing… I mean, I have this silk that I like to have with me all the time, and I hold it tight, and it makes me feel…” sexy, special… “good. I want to have it next to my skin. I want to wear silk panties like I’ve read about, and I want to get a corset, so it’s real tight, but soft, and it’s the only way I can get off… fuck… I want to love all those parts of myself, and I’m terrified my family will hate me, and that the town won’t understand, and that I will never get anyone to get the real me.” I tipped my chin and stared at him. “And worst of all, I love you.” 

Kai’s mouth dropped open— he didn’t look shocked at my outburst, or disgusted, or any of a million hateful, hurtful things I assumed I’d see. But as I watched him unpick all the words, he didn’t immediately pull me into his arms and kiss me senseless either. If anything, he seemed confused and wary. 

“Oh, Angel,” he sounded resigned, overcome, and after a moment’s hesitation he picked his way back over the snow to me. He wasn’t exactly throwing himself at me and answering with vows of undying affection. Humiliation began to curl inside me. “It’s okay,” he added. 

“It’s not okay,” I managed to force out in desperation, then pressed my hands over my chest. “I’m all wrong, it’s all wrong. You don’t love me, and why can’t I just be normal. I’m not right inside…” 

To my shame, hot tears spilled over, and coursed down my cold face, and I couldn’t catch a breath. 

“Come here, Angel.” Kai stepped into my space and held me tight, comforting me as if I’d had a nightmare and had just woken up. He rocked me and told me all kinds of things. “It’s okay to be who you are, and to love anyone you want to. Just don’t waste your time on me, okay?” My heart cracked then, and I tugged myself away. “As for your family? They’re good people, and you know that they’ll one-hundred-percent have your back.” 

He patted my shoulder as if I was a dog who needed a reward. “Nothing has to change— but you know, you might want to keep some of your secrets for a while, like thinking you have feelings for me, and the silk, yeah? But the big stuff, being yourself, being gay, that’s just you, and they’ll know that.” 

“I don’t think I have feelings for you, I know I do.” 

I wish my heart wasn’t breaking. I wish Kai was mine. I wish I was more the kind of person that Kai might hold and love. 

“I have a girlfriend,” he began carefully. 

“But you’ve kissed a boy, too.” I know I sounded desperate. 

“What?” he glanced around us, and he looked scared. “Who told you that? It’s not true.”

I lowered my voice. “Yes it is. A man in a nightclub; I heard you and Lucas talking about it.” My heart was pounding. 

“Shit. You can’t tell anyone that,” he said with urgency, leaning close so he could whisper his fears. “No one but Lucas knows; it’s a secret, okay? No one on the team knows, okay? You can’t tell anyone. Swear to me.” 

“I won’t, I wouldn’t…” He looked so accusing, as if I’d done something awful, and I hated the way it made me feel. 

“Sorry, I know you wouldn’t. Fuck!” He clenched his hands into fists at his sides, clearly fighting something I couldn’t understand. “I have to keep my secret, but you don’t need to keep yours, okay. I know that’s double standards, but…” He ran out of words. 

“We both have secrets,” I said softly, tears pricking my eyes. 

“But mine could ruin my career, and I’m not going there.” 

“I’ll be sixteen soon, and I could come to Albany with you and—” 

“We’ll always be friends, Angel.” He made as if to touch me but then thought better of it and dropped his hand. “I can’t be anything else. I have to go.” 

Kai shivered. He wasn’t wearing a coat like me, the only concession he’d made to the weather was the woolen hat that covered his hair and ears. He made as if he was going to ruffle my hair, and I ducked and would have toppled back into the snow if he hadn’t caught me. He was so close. All I needed to do was reach up and press my lips to his, and that would’ve been my first kiss, and then he’d see that he could love me the same way as I did him. But he set me away from him and patted my shoulders all the while looking around us as if he expected someone to notice us. 

“Bye, Angel.” I usually loved that he called me Angel, but right then it felt like an insult as I watched him leave. 

“Bailey. My name is freaking Bailey,” I murmured as he reached the path. He must have heard me, because he turned to face me, and I couldn’t read his expression at all. 

“You’ll always be Angel to me,” he said clearly. “My Angel,” he tagged on those two words wonderingly, and with hesitation, and that made me furious. 

“I’m not your anything!” I whispered brokenly. 

For a moment, I thought he might come back to me, but I realized how wrong I was when he winced, and then ran off along the trail, disappearing around the corner in the blink of an eye. 

I wished he loved me, I wished he’d wanted to kiss me. I loved him with all my heart and tears blurred my vision as I pulled out the wishing card. Somehow my poor bruised heart helped me to know exactly what I wanted to say. It was everything I wanted. 

I wish my first kiss was with Kai Buchanan and that one day he’ll love me back.





A Christmas for Holly #2
Chapter 1
Lucas
Last Christmas
With fresh snow falling and everyone’s breath turning to mist in the cold, I watched my little brother Bailey marry my best friend Kai. I never imagined seeing them exchange vows would hit me this hard, because I wasn’t swept up in romance or fairy-tale moments. But there was something about how Kai’s eyes lit up when Bailey slid the ring onto his finger, about how they looked at each other as if nothing else mattered. It wasn’t jealousy that I felt—just a pang of… something.

Of what, I couldn’t say.

As one of four boys—Callum, Duncan, me, then Bailey, the youngest—Bailey had plenty of choices for best man, and Callum had gotten the honor by default. He was doing an admirable job, standing tall and proud, as if he’d waited his whole life to usher his kid brother into marriage. I already had my role as shared best man—Kai’s. It was a title I co-owned with Paul “Holly” Hollister, current captain of the Albany Harriers, the team Kai had just retired from.

Holly was bright, loud, and always on, and today was no different. He flirted with everyone and made so many people smile.

Including me.

And, for some reason, whenever he smiled at me, it made my heart do strange things, as it had done since I first met him when we were both eighteen. I’d gone to the draft in Winnipeg with Kai, and the Harriers took him and Paul, or Holly as he was nicknamed for obvious reasons. I was thirty-two now… fourteen years in the making, but my affection, for want of a better word, for Holly got stronger with every interaction. I dated here and there when the mood struck me, but it always felt more like an obligation than something I wanted. I didn’t spark easily. With all three of my brothers now married, I sometimes wondered if I ever really would.

But then there was Holly.

It had started at the draft. He’d gone first round, the media darling of the event, and as a diehard hockey fan, I couldn’t help but be in awe of him—the boy the media had dubbed the savior of whichever team landed him.

From that moment, Holly became part of my world. At first, it was through Kai, given I was Kai’s best friend from small-town Vermont, and Holly was Kai’s best friend in the city. We shared the best friend title, and Holly became woven into my story through that.

Over time, though, things shifted. Holly wasn’t just the captain of the Harriers, the two-time Stanley Cup champions, the guy who’d led his team to back-to-back wins in his early twenties. He wasn’t only Kai’s best friend or the player who pulled in millions while dazzling the media with his bright grin and quick charm. He was… Holly. A guy who winked at me across the ice the second time he lifted the Cup, handed it off to Kai, and celebrated with a laugh that echoed in my chest long after the moment had passed.

Maybe the wink had been for me. Perhaps it had been for the whole family, sitting behind the bench and cheering for the team. But something had sparked that day, and I hadn’t been able to let it go since.

It never became anything tangible, not really. A few moments of gentle flirting here and there, nothing more than teasing smiles and stray glances that confused me about what they meant—if they meant anything. But it was enough to plant the seed, to make me start noticing things about him I’d never noticed about anyone else. The way he carried himself was confident but never cocky. The way his laugh could light up a room. He seemed to draw people into his orbit effortlessly as though he was the center of some unseen source of gravity.

And now, here at the wedding when I caught sight of him across the crowd, laughing at something Duncan had said, my heart leaped. It didn’t make sense. I wasn’t supposed to feel this way about someone like Holly—a star so bright he seemed untouchable. But somehow, without me realizing it, I’d been drawn in, caught in his orbit. And now, I wasn’t sure how to untangle myself, or if I even wanted to.

But the man who’d come to the wedding wasn’t the same Holly I’d slowly fallen for. He’d still winked, flirted, laughed, teased Kai, and hugged Bailey, but there was something off in him.

Broken. Remote.

Was I the only one who could see it?

“Great wedding!” he’d shouted in my ear, already halfway to sloppy drunk, leaning on me, then moving on before I could answer, loud and showboating and grabbing everyone around him for a laugh. He was as smooth as ever in his Armani suit, polished to perfection, all show, and not much more, so where was the real Paul Hollister who made my heart skip and my cock go hard?

“What’s going on with Holly?”

I’d been asked the same question by way too many people, as if I was the knowledge keeper of all things Holly. Callum was confused when Holly swept Brooke from his arms and dipped her so low they ended up on the floor. Then Duncan told me Holly had scared some of the kids by making lion noises from the bushes. Finally, Mom asked me to help when Holly tried to limbo under the cake table, nearly causing the whole thing to fall.

I was the best man to Kai, not a watchdog for a drunken idiot, but still, I followed him at a distance.

“Always next to me, sexy!” he shouted at me again, then yanked me onto the dance floor as though he were possessed. I managed to wrangle him so we ended up at the edge of the room, far enough away from the bar that he couldn’t get another drink.

“What is wrong with you!” I whispered for his ears only. “Calm the fuck down!”

He laughed at me, then I couldn’t hold onto the slippery sucker, and he was away faster than the fastest fast thing.

By the time they’d cut the cake, which was still in one piece, Holly was already down several more glasses of champagne, laughing louder than anyone, avoiding me at all costs. I saw the stares he was getting. Some disapproval—how could he disrupt a cozy winter wedding? Some fondness—aww, he doesn’t do quiet or contained.

Holly was everywhere at once, larger than life. Except tonight, Mr. Entertainer’s laughter was too loud, his smiles forced, and it got so bad that Kai nodded at him and then me.

“Can you keep an eye on him?” he asked, his brow furrowed as he glanced over at Holly, who was now halfway through what had to be his fifth drink. “I’d do it myself, but⁠—”

“No problem,” I replied. I got it. Today was Kai’s day, and Bailey deserved every second of his attention.

“Any idea why he’s like this?” I asked, watching Holly stumble toward the bar again.

Kai shrugged. “Team’s not doing so well.”

“Right. The fate of the world,” I muttered, rolling my eyes.

Holly captained his team as if it were a matter of life or death, and I understood why he’d be upset with a few losses—well, a lot of losses. It took many zero points to be three points from the bottom of the league.

But to act out as if his whole world was falling apart because of them…

I went to the bar where Holly was ordering another drink. “I think you’re good for now,” I told him, reaching out to steady him when he swayed.

Holly turned, eyebrows lifted. “Lucas! Sexy man!” He slung an arm around my shoulders, and I could smell the sharp tang of whiskey on his breath. “Here to join the party?”

“Here to make sure you don’t ruin the party,” I said, peeling his arm off me. “How much have you had?”

“Not enough,” he grinned, a hard edge to his voice.

“Well, stop,” I said, nodding toward Kai and Bailey. “Remember them?”

Holly’s gaze softened momentarily, and he seemed to remember where he was. “Yeah. I’m happy for them. Just wish…” He shook his head, turning away.

“Wish what?” I asked before I couldn’t stop myself from stepping around him so I could meet his dark brown eyes.

My breath hitched at the emotion I saw there, and I wanted to hug him so badly. I was the guy who was always content on his own. The guy who watched friends fall in and out of love while he focused on work, family, and a handful of friendships that didn’t come with strings or expectations.

But here I was, staring at Paul Hollister, wondering why, tonight, when he was acting like an asshole, I was still there with this tug in my chest.

“Wish what, Holly?” I asked again, hearing the softness in my voice.

He blinked at me, his gaze sharp for someone with too much liquor in him. “Nothing.” He gestured to the dance floor, where many people had started swaying to some Christmas tune. “Let’s dance,” he said, his tone half challenge, half plea.

I snorted. “Yeah, I don’t dance.”

“Then hold my drink,” he said, thrusting his near-empty glass at me before staggering toward the middle of the dance floor.

I stood there awkwardly, holding his drink as he stumbled and spun, coaxing laughter from people around him, grabbing the hands of strangers and putting on a show.

“You can sit down, you know,” I muttered when he made his way back for a refill, a sheen of sweat on his forehead, a grin plastered across his face that didn’t quite reach his eyes.

“Sit? At a wedding?” he scoffed, grabbing his drink and taking a long sip. “What are you, ninety?”

“You don’t have to keep up the act, you know,” I said, the words slipping out before I could second-guess them.

For a moment, his smile dropped, and his eyes met mine, searching. Then he laughed. “What act?”

“You tell me,” I replied, my voice low.

He opened his mouth as if he were about to answer, but then he just shook his head. “You wouldn’t get it.”

“Try me.”

His bravado kept slipping, showing these quick flashes of vulnerability before he covered it up with another laugh. Or perhaps it was that, for once, I wanted to share that vulnerability, and I don’t know… fix it?

He stared at me, his eyes narrowing. “Why do you care?” His voice was rough, almost accusing.

“Good question,” I muttered. Because I didn’t know. I didn’t know why his ridiculous act, half-sober smirk, or stupid laugh didn’t stop me from feeling the pull toward him.

“You don’t know me, Lucas,” he said, his voice a low rasp, his eyes bright with emotion. “And trust me, you don’t want to.”

I held his gaze, refusing to look away. “But here I am.” I shrugged, though my chest felt tight with something I didn’t recognize.

Holly’s expression softened. He opened his mouth, and for a heartbeat, I thought he might say something real. But then he smirked, taking another swig of his drink. “Your funeral, buddy.”

As he walked back onto the dance floor, his laughter ringing out, I watched him, a familiar ache gripping my chest. Not for the first time in my life, I wanted to understand this pull toward another person—this urge to hug him, hold him close, and make things better.

And it scared me.



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RJ Scott
Writing love stories with a happy ever after – cowboys, heroes, family, hockey, single dads, bodyguards

USA Today bestselling author RJ Scott has written over one hundred romance books. Emotional stories of complicated characters, cowboys, single dads, hockey players, millionaires, princes, bodyguards, Navy SEALs, soldiers, doctors, paramedics, firefighters, cops, and the men who get mixed up in their lives, always with a happy ever after.

She lives just outside London and spends every waking minute she isn’t with family either reading or writing. The last time she had a week’s break from writing, she didn’t like it one little bit, and she has yet to meet a box of chocolates she couldn’t defeat.


EMAIL: rj@rjscott.co.uk



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