Monday, November 22, 2021

Monday's Mysterious Mayhem: They Call Him Levity by Davidson King



Summary:

Levity works the streets of Welcome Boulevard, begging people for money. It keeps food in his belly, a leaky roof over his head, and he gets to do it with his best friend, Clove. No, it’s not the ideal life, but he does what he must to survive.

Salvatore Grillo is a man who is used to getting what he wants. He’s a loyal brother to his autistic sister, runs numerous business empires, and knows how to make people to bend to his will. It’s not often someone comes along and shakes things up. And then Levity smiles at him.

Levity’s idea to pull in more money draws Salvatore’s attention, and while being the focus of a crime boss should be terrifying, Levity is intrigued by the man. Not to mention, Sal is as gorgeous as he is powerful. The two gravitate toward one another and soon are wrapped up tightly in each other’s worlds. When enemies try to break through their doors and their lives, Salvatore has to do everything in his power to save not just himself but Levity too.

Not knowing who is behind all the chaos or when they will strike makes their happily ever after almost impossible. Time’s running out for Sal and Levity. Will they survive, or will their story end before it’s even begun?


WOWZER! WOWZER! WOWZER!  OHMYGOD!OHMYGOD!OHMYGOD!OHMYGOD!  HOLY HANNAH BATMAN!  and a hundred other phrases and exclamation points that say one thing: HOLY CRAP KING'S DONE IT AGAIN!!!

Okay, now that I got my blood pumping under control I'll continue.

Being a member of the author's Facebook group I've seen her talking and posting about They Call Him Levity for awhile now but I'll be honest, I never actually read any of her Tuesday Teaser posts because I knew it would make the wait for release that much harder.  Davidson King did not disappoint.  My anticipation may have been high which can be a little scary as there is always a chance of not standing up to one's hopes but I was 99% sure that wouldn't be the case as King has quickly become one of my absolute favorite authors and her knack for storytelling has always outshined my imagination.

Salvatore and Levity are wonderful together, from their first meet you know it's going to be a bumpy ride but also an incredibly entertaining journey.  Levity just has a way about him that you know people gravitate towards him and in doing so he'll never be completely alone.  Salvatore's love for his sister lets you know that he'll do whatever he needs to to keep those he loves safe.  When you put that kind of devotion together, it's never going to be unwelcomed or boring.  That level of chemistry, not only for each other but those around them is what makes this story burrow in to your heart.

They Call Him Levity has pretty much everything but science fiction, post-apocalypse, and the kitchen sink.  There is drama, romance, friendship, heat, mystery, love, action, passion, and of course plenty of heart.  Will Welcome Boulevard replace Haven Hart at the top of my Davidson King shelf in my reading psyche?  Time will tell, personally I can't see it quite quenching that level of storytelling hunger within me although if I'm being honest it most likely be so close that it will come down to the fact that Haven Hart came first and nothing can quite top your original introduction to an author's work.  But boy do I look forward to the trials and tribulations of those on Welcome Boulevard and I got a feeling there will be lots of mayhem lurking on every corner.

RATING:



One 
Salvatore 
“What do we have here?” The small box, wrapped in glittery purple paper and a gaudy bow, was placed on my desk. My sister, Jacquelyn, beamed at me, her slender teenage body vibrating with anticipation. 

“It’s your birthday, Sal! I got you something. Open it, pleeeeeease?” She jumped, her wavy brown hair bouncing. 

A quick glance at my watch told me I had twenty minutes before Marcel would arrive to take me to my meeting. “Of course, I’ll open it.” 

The second my butt hit the chair, Jacquelyn squealed with delight, picked up the present, showering my blotter with glitter, and handed it to me. 

“I’ll be cleaning glitter out of my suit all day.” I made sure to smile brightly so she knew I wasn’t upset, just joking around. 

Jacquelyn was my younger half sister. My father, Agostino, married her mother, Belinda, eighteen years ago, and shortly after that, Jacquelyn was born. At the age of four, we were told she was on the autism spectrum, and while I don’t mean to toot my own horn, if it wasn’t for me, she’d likely have been thrown into a facility by Belinda. The woman had no patience or love for her daughter, and my father didn’t have the time. 

“I made it.” Jacquelyn took the seat across from me, her grin never wavering. 

“You know how I love when you make me things, Jac.”

She nodded enthusiastically. “I do. it’s why I decided to make you a gift instead of buying you one.” 

I tore open the wrapping, glitter spraying everywhere, but I didn’t care. I couldn’t have stopped the smile that spread across my face if I’d tried. Jacquelyn had made an acrylic photo cube, and on each side was a picture of her and me at some point in our lives. The first was when she was born, then her at five when she’d ridden her first pony; another side was when our father had handed the businesses over to me and we’d all gone to dinner. Each picture showed her and me and the bond we’d forged in her seventeen years. 

“Wow, Jac, this is the best present I’ve ever gotten.” 

She laughed and rolled her eyes. “You say that every year.” She darted over to me and kissed my cheek. “Are we going to celebrate tonight?” 

Originally, Belinda had wanted to have a big party at the house for my birthday, but if she couldn’t acknowledge Jacquelyn’s achievements and milestones, she could fuck off when it came to mine. 

“Yep, you and me, kid. I made reservations at Luciano’s, where we will eat until our buttons fly off our pants.” Gripping her hand, I stood and pulled her into a strong hug. She hated light touches, and every embrace had to be a bearlike grip. 

“I’ll be ready!” 

No sooner had she left my office, did Marcel enter. 

“Ready to go, Boss?” His eyes flickered to the gift Jacquelyn made me, and a small smile played on his mouth. “Nice gift.” 

“Right?” I tossed the wrapping-paper glitter bomb into the trash and placed the cube next to my blotter, where I’d always see it. 

“Can’t wait to see what I get this year.”

I smacked his shoulder as I exited my office. “You love her for her craftiness.” 

“Seriously, she could sell her creations.” Marcel and I walked across the foyer and out the front door to the car. 

“She’s insanely talented.” We got in, Marcel taking the driver’s seat and I the passenger’s. 

Marcel slipped something out of his jacket pocket. “I still have the money clip she made me four years ago.” It was made from three kinds of metal and had a looping M on it. 

“I’ll have to talk to her. Maybe it’s something she’d be interested in doing.” 

We were quiet as Marcel pulled the car onto the highway, he concentrated on the road, a smirk in place indicating he was deep in thought. 

Marcel was an attractive man. Flawless dark skin, bald in the way so few could get away with, and occasionally a perfectly sculpted beard. But he was clean-shaven today. We were close to the same height and build, but he was my second-in-command and always made sure every place I went to was safe. I trusted him like a brother. 

“What’s on the agenda today? I know we have to see Grit this morning, what else? I have a dinner date with Jacquelyn this evening; I can’t miss it.” 

“No worries, you won’t. Grit this morning, and you’ll be done by three, promise.” 

Nodding, I moved my gaze to the window. The huge mansions shifted, and smaller houses came into view. The longer we drove, the more dilapidated the scenery became, until we were pulling up to our meeting place. 

“There he is,” Marcel said as he got out of the car. 

I followed, seeing Grit seated on the bench outside Stella’s Diner. Where Marcel’s baldness was hot, Grit’s wasn’t. But he was a different kind of man, too. 

“Ahh, sir, hey!” As Grit stood and walked over, a wave of body odor engulfed us, and I tried not to wince. It wasn’t his fault he was homeless or that getting a shower was hard to come by. I paid him, but I wasn’t in charge of how he spent his money. I was aware of some who worked for me who used their cash to keep clean, fed, and housed based on what I’d been told. What Grit did was a mystery. 

“Good morning, Grit. Hungry?” 

He nodded. “Yeah, I could eat.” 

“I’m on it.” Marcel hopped into the diner, and I stayed with Grit on the bench. 

“All right, Grit, how’s the week looking?” I sat with my foot resting on my knee and far enough away to avoid Grit’s waving hands. 

“Right, so, the MVs, they did pretty good last week, and this week looks even better.” His yellow and black teeth made an appearance when he grinned. 

MV stood for Misfit Vagabonds, a name coined years ago by my father. “That’s not telling me much, Grit. There are ten of you working along Welcome Boulevard. How much are each of you bringing in?” 

He shrugged and scratched behind his neck. “We got about three grand last week.” 

That wasn’t ideal. Others were pulling five, but Welcome Boulevard was a hard strip. Cops were on that area a hell of a lot more than the others. 

“And this week, you said it will be even better?” “Yeah, we got another guy, Clove’s friend. Might help to have a new face.” 

I never okayed anyone new. It worried me that an undercover cop might try and infiltrate to take down the whole panhandling operation my father and I had spent years trying to perfect.

“This guy, I dunno. Grit, new faces make me worry.” 

He was already shaking his head before I could finish. “Nah, I know him. Just been busy with other things for a while. But he’s legit. I swear.” 

Marcel came out of the diner with a to-go bag and handed it to Grit. “Here you are.” 

Grit took the bag, inhaling the aroma. “Thanks, Marcel.” 

“No prob. Any good news?” 

“I’ll tell you in the car. Grit, I’ll see you next week. Let’s see if this new individual can raise your numbers. Collection will be the same time and place.” 

Grit stood, his to-go bag held close to his chest. “You got it.” 

“Be safe.” Marcel walked over to the car and I followed. “Someone new?” he asked once we were settled and driving to our next stop. 

“Someone Clove knows.” As soon as I said Clove, Marcel’s face lit up. I wondered if he realized how obvious his adoration for that guy was; he certainly couldn’t keep it a secret from me. 

“I’m sure if Clove knows him, he’s good.” 

“We’ll see how the week goes.”


Two 
Levity 
Clutching the paper bag in my hand, I made my way up the decrepit stairway toward our apartment. It wasn’t much, but Clove and I used any and all money we made to keep some sort of roof over our heads and food in our bellies. Before today, I’d had a decent gig going—cleaning up garbage in an alleyway behind a questionable nightclub. But cops had raided the place, and it was shut down. The owner used to slip me fifty bucks every week, and without that job I wasn’t bringing in anything. 

Thanks to Clove, who got me another job, a risky one, I’d make more and meet new people. 

Our apartment had no lock—we had to use a rope to stop people from coming in whenever they wanted—so I knocked and waited for Clove to let me in. When both of us were out, it was trickier to lock up. 

“I smell muffins!” Clove cheered as he untied the rope and opened the door. 

Laughing, I shook the bag, and the baked goods jiggled. “Marcy gave me four.” 

Once inside, I handed Clove the bag and retied the rope. 

“She fucking loves you, man. Only you could pay for two and get four.” 

Smiling, I sat on the milk crate next to him and accepted the strawberry muffin. “What can I say, I’m charming.” It was true; I was a people person. I adored meeting new faces, hearing their stories, and learning their journeys. I bit into the muffin and hummed. “So good.” 

Clove was devouring his blueberry muffin, nodding in agreement. “The best.” 

Clove and I had been friends for four years, and he was the eyes in the back of my head. I had been walking along the street and had seen some asshole push him against the wall, calling him a bum and piece of shit. I hated entitled people who snubbed their noses at anyone not on their level. While I didn’t know what had sparked that altercation, something inside had pulled me over there to help. Ever since then, we’d been inseparable. 

“We gotta be at our post in an hour.” Clove brushed the crumbs out of his beard and tied his long brown hair up in a bun on the top of his head. 

“Okay.” 

The sink in our tiny bathroom only trickled, but we had toothbrushes and were able to snag sample soaps, mini shampoos, and conditioners, so we cleaned up and headed out to our post on Welcome Boulevard. 


“You.” A bald man that appeared as if he’d rolled in the mud pointed at me. “All you do today is watch Clove, got it?” 

“Sure thing.” I smiled, and he rolled his eyes. 

“Here’s where you’re all at today.” I learned that the guy’s name was Grit, and he was in charge of this area. He alone answered to the main dude in charge or whatever. I didn’t care, and I was good at taking orders. 

Once Clove and I got our position, we went over. “Zoom drives by here a lot; he’s the cop lookout. When he says scatter, we gotta run.” He pointed behind him to where a manmade path led down to a ravine. “When we’re at this post, we run that way.” 

“Sounds good.” 

Clove placed his ratty backpack under the guardrail. I watched as he took out a folded piece of cardboard and opened it up. It read “Homeless, please help.” 

“Not very original,” I said, flicking the sign. 

Clove huffed. “We’re at a traffic stop, not like we can write a poem.” 

I figured Clove had been doing this gig for long enough to know what worked, so I sat on the guardrail and observed as he did his thing. 

Cars stopped, the people inside pretended not to see us, never daring to make eye contact, as if doing so would make us pant like a puppy thinking we’d get a treat. 

Three hours later, under the hot sun, Clove had made maybe fifty bucks…and I was bored. 

A red jeep came to a stop by the light, and I saw their rims had little Yoda faces in the middle, and I laughed. I strode over, much to Clove’s dislike, and gestured for them to roll down the window. 

The driver gave me a disgusted look, which wasn’t new to me, so I made a point to smile and mouth, Please. He finally complied. 

“What? I don’t have cash on—” 

“No, it’s fine, just wanted to say I love your rims! Yoda, genius.” 

He appeared startled, as if he wasn’t expecting me to pay him a compliment. 

“Thanks, my wife got me a gift certificate and I chose those.” 

I nodded my approval. “I see a lot of cars, more wheels than most, these are the greatest I’ve seen.” 

The man smiled. “Thanks. Um…” His eyes darted toward the light—it was a long-ass light. “Here.” He held out a ten-dollar bill. “All I got.” 

“Oh, thanks, I really just wanted to compliment the rims, though.” 

He snorted. “Yeah, thanks, but take it anyway.” 

I grabbed the bill and thanked him just as the light turned green and he drove off. 

Shrugging, I gave it to Clove and sat back down on the guardrail. 

“What the hell was that?” 

I shrugged. “I liked his rims.” 

Clove eyed me, then the traffic. “Do it again.” 

“Do what again?” 

“I dunno, whatever you just did.” 

I peered along the street, and nothing grabbed my attention. “I don’t see anything else cool enough to comment on.” 

Clove slapped me with the cardboard. “Lie!” 

The light turned red once more and, biting my lip, I searched the cars. Finally I saw a bumper sticker that read, “Honk if you hate stupidity.” 

Strolling over, I could see the woman in the driver’s seat turn from me. I tapped her window, and she waved me away like I was a gnat. But I tapped again. 

She rolled her window open a crack. “Leave me alone.” 

“Honk.” And she furrowed her brow. 

“Pardon?” 

“Honk. Your bumper sticker says honk if you hate stupidity. I don’t have a car, so…honk.” 

A small smile played on her lips, and she burst out laughing. “Funny.” 

I shrugged. “You have a lovely laugh.” 

She pursed her lips, then opened a small console and pulled out a five-dollar bill. “For you, thanks for the laugh.” 

“Wow, thanks. Have a good one.”

I walked over to Clove and handed him the five. 

“Dude.” He took it. “I think you’re on to something.” 

“What would that be?” 

“You made fifteen bucks in under ten minutes.” 

I could add so I nodded. “What’s your point? Aren’t we supposed to make money?” 

“Yeah, but I made nothing in that time.” 

I pointed to his sign. “Do you know how many drivers see signs like that? There’s nothing original about it, and at the next light is another person with the same kind.” 

“We aren’t the Rockettes—we’re begging, not performing.” 

Sighing, I lolled my head back, my face absorbing the sun. “Okay, do your cardboard thing, then.” 

There was silence, so I turned to see him chewing the side of his mouth while scrutinizing his sign. “So, like, what should I put on it?” 

“Maybe like, ‘Wanna hear a joke?’ ” 

“Pfft. I don’t know any jokes.” 

I thought for a moment as cars whizzed by. “You got a marker in there?” I gestured to his bag. He went over and took one out. “Gimme your sign.” 

He handed it and the marker over. I wrote on the other side and returned them to him. 

“Do you want to hear a random fact?” 

I smiled. “Yeah. I know a shit-ton of useless facts.” 

He slapped the cardboard against my chest. “Have at it, then.” 

“Can’t, Grit said I had to observe only.” 

Clove spun in a circle, arms out. “You see him?” 

Lifting off the guardrail, I took the sign. “Fine.”

I held it up for a few minutes, Clove grinning at me from where I was sitting before. At a red light, someone rolled their window down. It was a middle-aged man with a bushy mustache. “Let’s hear it.” 

I got a little closer. “Random fact. A shrimp’s heart is located in its head.” 

“No shit?” 

“Scout’s honor.” I held up my hand. 

“Huh. My kid’ll like that. Here.” He held out two singles. 

“Thanks, have a good day.” 

Slipping the money into my pocket, I gave a gobsmacked Clove a bright smile just as another driver said, “I want to hear a random fact.” 

I made three hundred dollars that day, and damned if I didn’t have a hell of a lot of fun.

Author Bio:
Davidson King, always had a hope that someday her daydreams would become real-life stories. As a child, you would often find her in her own world, thinking up the most insane situations. It may have taken her awhile, but she made her dream come true with her first published work, Snow Falling.

When she's not writing you can find her blogging away on Diverse Reader, her review and promotional site. She managed to wrangle herself a husband who matched her crazy and they hatched three wonderful children.

If you were to ask her what gave her the courage to finally publish, she'd tell you it was her amazing family and friends. Support is vital in all things and when you're afraid of your dreams, it will be your cheering section that will lift you up.


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Sunday, November 21, 2021

Week at a Glance: 11/15/21 - 11/21/21














Release Blitz: The Quid Pro Quo by AL Lester

Title: The Quid Pro Quo
Author: AL Lester
Series: Bradfield Trilogy #2
Genre: Transgender, M/TransM, Historical, Paranormal, Mystery
Release Date: November 20, 2021
Editor: Lourenza Adlem
Publisher: JMS Books


Summary:

Village nurse Walter Kennett is content with his makeshift found-family in tiny Bradfield. However one midsummer morning a body is found floating in the village duck pond, dead by magical means.

Detective Simon Frost arrives in Bradfield to investigate a inexplicable murder. The evidence seems to point to Lucille Hall-Bridges, who lives with doctor Sylvia Marks and nurse Walter Kennett at Courtfield House. Simon isn’t happy—he doesn’t believe Lucy is a murderer but  he’s sure the three of them are hiding something. In the meantime, the draw he feels toward Walter takes him by surprise.

Walter is in a dilemma, concealing Sylvia and Lucy’s relationship and not knowing how much to tell Frost about the paranormal possibilities of the murder. He isn’t interested in going to bed with anyone—he’s got a complicated life and has to know someone really well before he falls between the sheets. He’s taken aback by his own attraction to Detective Frost and angry when Frost appears to twist the spark between them to something transactional in nature.

Will Walter be satisfied to stay on the periphery of Lucy and Sylvia’s love affair, a welcome friend but never quite included? Or is it time for him to strike out and embark on  a relationship of his own?

The second in the Bradfield trilogy, set in the Border Magic universe. With a transm/m couple.


As Simon was replacing the device on the telephone table a pretty young woman put her head out of a door at toward the end of the hall. “Sylv!” she said, “Do you want tea? I’ve boiled the kettle.” and then when she realised he wasn’t who she thought he was, “Oh, I do beg your pardon! I thought you were Dr Marks!”.

“She’s still in the surgery,” Simon nodded across the hall.

The woman emerged into the hall. “Lucille Hall-Bridges,” she said, extending a hand. “I’m a friend of Sylvia’s. I help with the house.”

Simon took her hand in his. Her grip was sure and warm. “Detective Frost,” he replied. “Nice to meet you, Miss Hall-Bridges. She had a recent bruise running from her jaw to just below her eye, entering the black-and-purple stage.

“I’ve made a pot of tea,” she was saying. “I don’t know whether anyone will want any, but I do like to feel useful and tea is so…normal-making, isn’t it?”

He nodded, slightly bemused at her chatter. “Yes, indeed,” he said. “Very normal.”

She gave a perfunctory tap on the surgery door, opened it and disappeared inside without waiting for a response. “Sylv, Walter, I’ve made tea. Would you and your detective like to come into the drawing room?” Her voice faded, presumably as she joined them in the examination room.

There was a pause. Then, “Oh!” he heard her say. “Oh.” She sounded a little shocked. “What’s happened to her hands?” she asked.

“Scraped on the bottom on the pond I think,” Simon heard Dr Marks say. “She was face-down in the water.”

“Oh.” Miss Hall-Bridges’ voice was small. “Sylvia…there’s…she’s…I can feel…do you think…?” Her voice trailed off and Dr Marks spoke over her, clearly away they might be overhead.

“Let’s not worry about that now, shall we? The policeman is sending her down to Taunton to a postmortem. You go and take the tea-things into the drawing room. We’ll just cover her up.”





Author Bio:

Writer of queer, paranormal, historical, romantic suspense, mostly. Lives in the South West of England with Mr AL, two children, a terrifying cat, some hens and the duckettes. Likes gardening but doesn't really have time or energy. Not musical. Doesn't much like telly. Non-binary. Chronically disabled. Has tedious fits.


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Saturday, November 20, 2021

Saturday's Series Spotlight: San Capistrano by Angelique Jurd Part 1



The Beach House #1
Summary:
The Beach House is the first installment in The San Capistrano Series, following the story of a chance meeting between pediatraic nurse, Alex Davis, and lawyer, Ben Larsen, at a rock concert.

Alex is a shy, quiet man who keeps to himself, the product of a judgemental and abusive upbringing. At a concert he meets Ben. Confident and comfortable with his life, Ben has only ever known unconditional acceptance in his family.

When Ben asks him out, Alex assumes it will be like every date he's had: casual and unimportant. He doesn't count on falling in love. Will Ben be enough to help Alex turn his back on a lifetime of rejection and accept that he can be happy?


Tides of Love #2
Summary:
Two years have passed since Ben and Alex met at a rock concert and fell in love. Living together in the city and regularly visiting Polly and Ally at the Beach House, the pair have no idea their happy life is about to be turned upside with both a happy event and devastating news.

When Ben is shot by a client's abusive spouse, Alex is forced to find strength nobody knew he had.




Winds of Change #3
Summary:
Picking up immediately after Tides of Love, Winds of Change follows Ben and Alex as they face Allie's illness and embark on a new stage of their life together. For the first time in his life Ben can't control what is happening in his life. Can Alex provide the strength Ben will need to get through the coming months?






The Beach House #1
1 
Ben Larsen is not a small man. This is something he knows, just as he knows U2 is the greatest band on earth and that merchandise at rock concerts is overpriced. Just as he knows the guy in the next row must have at least four inches on his own six-feet-one. He also, Ben notes, has a great ass. 

Tall Guy makes it to the salesperson before Ben, buys a black t-shirt, and then leaves. Ben watches him from behind someone who apparently is buying the entire van full and by the time he has his gray t-shirt tucked into his backpack, Tall Guy is nowhere to be seen. Sighing, Ben flops down under a tree with a sigh of relief, happy to wait in the shade while the eager beavers push their way through the gates. 

When he sits up again and looks around, sitting to his right, tapping on a phone screen is Tall Guy. 

Long legs stretch out from black Bermuda shorts and a ratty Ramones t-shirt stretches across a well-muscled chest. The face peering at the phone screen is serious, with high cheekbones, tan skin, and a tangle of chestnut curls tumbling over the torn collar of his t-shirt. Ben flips his sunglasses down, leans back on his elbows, and watches the crowd. Every few moments, unable to help himself, his gaze slides to the right until he is taken by surprise by wary, hazel eyes looking back at him as Tall Guy removes his t-shirt. Caught, he grins. 

“Good choice,” he says, nodding at the new t-shirt. 

“Yeah.” Tall Guy rolls up the Ramones shirt and stuffs it in his battered backpack. 

“Seen them before?” Ben asks to distract himself from the broad chest on display.

A line creases the skin between his eyes as Tall Guy hesitates, twisting a leather cuff around his left wrist. 

“Yeah, couple of times. You?” He tugs the new U2 t-shirt over his head. 

“Missed them last time they were here, had appendicitis, but caught them three times before that,” Ben says, sitting forward, and for the next five minutes they discuss U2. Both are Bono fans, and both are at the show alone. Tall Guy seems shy, but Ben doesn’t get a sense his company is unwanted. 

“Guess we’re the only ones with taste,” he says with a grin and offers his hand. “Ben Larsen.” 

After a moment, Tall Guy returns the smile, revealing deep dimples, and they shake hands. 

“Alex Davis,” he says. 

When the gates open, they go in together. 

✽ ✽ ✽ 

After the concert, it takes nearly an hour to wade through the ankle-deep mess of bottles and litter back to the road and as they approach the gate, Ben clears his throat. 

“It’s going to take half the night to get out of here. Want to grab a beer across the street while the worst clears?” 

Alex looks at him, sizing him up Ben thinks, biting his lip while playing with the leather on his wrist. “Congestion isn’t going to ease up anytime soon,” he adds with a shrug. 

This time Ben thinks he sees curiosity alongside the caution in Alex’s eyes, and then the man seems to decide. 

“Sure, why not?” 

Dimples flash again. Nice, Ben thinks. Those alone would make a noisy bar worth it. Side stepping the general crowd they make their way along the road to the first bar that doesn’t seem insane.



Tides of Love #3
1 
Alex pours kibble into a bowl, puts it on the floor and clicks his fingers. 

“Come on Bart, breakfast,” he calls. 

A gangly Labrador puppy, the color of cocoa, skids around the kitchen door, paws scrabbling on the tiles and slides straight into the bowl. Kibble scatters all over the floor and Bart sets to slurping up as much of it as he can. 

“Dude, really?” Alex gropes for the broom and begins sweeping up the spilled dog food. 

“Let me guess, Dork Dog knocked his dish over again.” Ben leans against the door jamb, grinning. 

“Be nice, he’s just a baby. Don’t listen to him, Bart.” 

The puppy, a Christmas gift from Ben six months earlier, stops nosing bits of kibble around the floor, and jumps up, pawing at Ben’s thigh, tongue lolling, and tail wagging while Ben tries to drink coffee rather than wear it. Any concerns he’d had about getting a dog has vanished in the face of Alex’s reaction only to resurface when Bartholomew, promptly dubbed Bart by Alex, peed by the bed overnight and Ben stepped in it the next morning. He had renamed him Dork Dog on the spot and refuses to refer to him by any other name. He knows it amuses Alex that, despite this rocky start, Ben was the first to break the ‘no sleeping on the bed’ rule and hates to miss a walk in the park. Which is where they’re headed now. If Bart lets him finish his coffee. 

A volley of barks erupts when Alex clips Bart’s leash on his collar, makes sure the poop baggies are attached, and reaches for the bag of tennis balls. 

“I think he actually ate one yesterday,” Ben says rinsing his cup and checks his pockets for his keys. “How is that even possible?” 

Alex snorts. 

“You can talk. I wouldn’t be at all surprised if you ate a tennis ball. I’m pretty sure you’re actually a Labrador in disguise.” 

✽ ✽ ✽ 

Bart strains against the leash, pulling them along the street to the dog park. He stops only to pee on every lamppost and wag his tail at every passer-by. 

“He’s just a poop and pee factory with paws,” Ben says as he waits, hands shoved in his pockets, for Alex to pick up after the puppy. He refuses to help, arguing that Alex is a nurse and thus trained in dealing with excrement. “I think everything comes out as fast as it goes in.” 

Laughing, Alex unsnaps the leash and lets Bart bound across the grass after a tennis ball. For half an hour they take turns throwing tennis balls and Bart alternately drops them at their feet or refuses to let them go. Eventually, worn out, he flops down under a tree, tongue out, panting. Laps at the water Alex pours into his hand for him. 

Ben lays down next to them, propped up on one elbow. Bends down to kiss Alex, stretched out in the shade, arm curled beneath his head as a pillow. Ben’s public displays no longer make Alex nervous, but it helps that they’re not the only same gender couple at the dog park and most people here know them. Besides nothing can spoil his mood; today is his thirtieth birthday and in a month, it will be two years since he and Ben met. 

Two years of feeling loved and safe; of coming home to someone who loves him as he is. Falling asleep warm and sated and waking up to bright green eyes and a heated smile.

“Happy birthday, baby.” Ben kisses him again, hand warm on his waist. Bart thumps his tail on the ground. 

“What time are Polly and your mom arriving?” Alex asks when the kiss breaks. 

“In about two hours and we need to be at the restaurant by five.” Ben checks his watch. “Meg says she’ll come over at four, so that should give us time to get everyone sorted.” 

“Only if you don’t spend hours in the bathroom,” Alex replies, twisting out of reach when Ben tries to tickle him. 

Bart rolls on his back, oversized paws in the air, tongue lolling. 

“Your favorite girl is going to look after you tonight,” he says and scratches the Labrador’s belly. 

Bart scrambles up onto Alex’s lap, licks at his face and neck. Snuffles in his hair and ears. Alex drops back in the grass with the dog stretched out on top of him; closes his eyes and reaches out for Ben’s hand. He feels happy. 

“Alex?” Ben laces their fingers together and kisses the back of his hand. 

“Mmmmmm?” 

“Will you marry me?” 

Alex opens his eyes. Ben’s expression is uncharacteristically closed and unreadable; he’s pale and tense. Alex bites his lip and takes a deep breath. 

“Did you just propose?” 

“Depends.” 

Alex’s mouth twitches and he bites the inside of his cheek to keep from laughing as he plays along. 

“On?” 

“Whether you’re going to say yes or not.” 

This time Alex does laugh. 

“Good answer.” 

“Safe answer.” Ben’s voice is low and shaky.

Alex reaches up to pull him down into a kiss. 

“In that case, yes.” 

The shadow drops from Ben’s face and his eyes soften as he relaxes and tries to lean into the kiss. Bart has other ideas, however. The pup shoves his nose between them forcing Alex to sit up, laughing, and wiping away puppy drool. When he turns back, Ben’s holding a small black box in his hand. Alex looks from the box up to Ben’s face and back again. Swallows hard, then reaches out to open it. 

Nestled in the box is a plain gold band. Set into the center, flush against the gold, is a diamond. Alex takes a deep breath and tries to calm down. He reaches out and grasps the hem of Ben’s tee-shirt to reassure himself and realizes it’s something he’s not done since their first months together. It’s been at least a year since his last panic attack and that was brought on by running into a friend of his mother at a movie one evening. He and Ben had been hand in hand, leaving the cinema as she walked in. She’d nodded and kept walking without speaking but Ben had had to pull over twice so Alex could vomit on the side of the road. Alex had spent the night clinging to him, fingers twisted in his t-shirt. 

“Baby?” Worry rushes into Ben’s eyes. 

Alex takes the ring out of the box and holds it for a moment in the palm of his hand. 

“It’s okay. I just always thought I’d be alone,” he says. “You changed everything. Even knowing how messed up I am, you still want me … I’m just trying to wrap my head around this.” 

When Ben picks up the ring, Alex catches his breath. Smiles as it is slipped onto his finger. 

“I love you,” Ben says.

“I love you back.”



Winds of Change #3
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Ben Larsen stretches, leans back in his chair and rubs his eyes. Yawns. When Alex dropped him here this morning, he had been desperate to get back to work. A week at home alone, with just Bart for company, had gone from a novelty to a prison sentence within twenty-four hours. That said, today has been longer and harder than he’d expected. 

Aside from needing to use his cane more often as the day had worn on - until he had finally given in and taken a pain killer a couple of hours ago - Alex hasn’t stopped phoning and texting all day. Cute at first, it’s getting on Ben’s nerves now. It’s not that he doesn’t understand, it’s just - oh God his phone just chimed again. He leans down and rests his forehead on his desk. 

“You’re popular today.” Fiona stands in the doorway. Pulls on her jacket on, getting ready to go home. 

“Alex appears to have morphed into some kind of clinging ivy,” he says with a sigh, glancing at his phone screen. Alex still refuses to let Ben drive anywhere and apparently is on his way with the car. Nor is he allowed to do anything in the house. Or to walk the dog. Ben’s also getting very tired of looking up during sex. His leg feels fine, damn it. Well, mostly fine. Certainly, fine enough that he can handle being a bit more athleticism between the sheets. 

To his surprise, Fiona comes in and sits down. 

“Ben, be patient” she says. “I don’t think you realize how lucky you are.” 

“Oh, don’t worry. Every five minutes someone tells me, so I’m getting the damned gist of it.” He rubs his eyes. “Fiona, I’m sorry, that was rude. It’s just, I know, okay? It was scary, I get it. But it’s over.”

Fiona waits until he’s finished, then leans forward, and rests her hands one on top of the other on the edge of the desk. A small smile plays at the corners of her mouth. 

“Do you know what your problem is? You’re spoiled. I know it was scary for you. And painful. But I want you to listen me. I don’t think you appreciate what it must have been like for Alex. I had to phone him, and tell him you’d been shot. I heard his voice, I heard how scared he was. Just days from your wedding he had to face losing you. On his own. That would be terrifying for anyone; what was it like for him? Cut him some slack if he’s a little overprotective at the moment, okay?” 

Giving him a fond smile, Fiona stands and bends so they’re almost nose to nose. 

“And Ben,” she speaks with deceptive softness, “if you speak to me like that again, you’ll be picking up your own Starbucks in the mornings.” 

“Noted.” Ben feels more than a little ashamed. Obviously, stress does not bring out his better side. When he shares the thought with Fiona she laughs. 

“Well you’ve had a rough year so we’re going to give you a free pass on this one. I’ll see you in the morning.” 

“With Starbucks?” 

“We’ll see.” 

As she goes through the outer office he calls to her. “Thank you, o wise woman.” 

She raises a hand without turning around and he grins. Picks up his phone and flicks a message to Alex to say he’ll be waiting downstairs and turns his laptop off. No point taking it home tonight, Matt and Claire are dropping by after dinner. He puts on his jacket, collects his satchel and cane, and flicks off the lights.

Alex pulls up as he arrives in the lobby. Ben resists the urge to snap at the doorman who holds the main door open and offers to help him to the car. Reminds himself that everyone is trying to help and it’s not their fault they don’t realize he doesn’t need help. Alex is holding the passenger door open when he gets to the car and he bites his tongue again as he eases into his seat and does his seat belt up. Leans across to kiss Alex’s cheek when he gets back in, smiling at the typical shy duck of the head in response. He doesn’t think Alex is ever going to be entirely comfortable being kissed in public. 

“How was your first day?” 

“Honestly? Long.” Ben rubs his thigh; aware Alex is watching him from the corner of his eye. “And tiring. And full of worried people who think I’m fragile.” 

“They’re trying to help,” Alex says, biting his lip. 

“Yeah, I know.” Ben reaches over and pushes hair away from Alex’s face, so he can see him better. “I’m just not used to it.” 

“Hey that’s my line. Want me to put Matt and Claire off for a couple of nights?” 

“No, I’m okay.” He takes a breath. “What I would like though, if we have time, is to have a pain pill and then take Dork Dog for a walk. Together.” 

“If you’re in pain …” 

“Alex, I really need to go for a walk,” Ben cuts off the objection then takes another breath. The words had come out harsher than he’d intended. “I’m going crazy being treated like I’m made of crystal, okay? I need to start getting back to normal.” 

Alex nods and Ben takes his hand. 

“I know this hasn’t been easy for you but I’m fine, honest. A bit tired and a bit achy but I’m okay. I promise.” 

Alex bites his lip and nods again.

“Okay. We can go for a walk. A short one. I could still put Matt off until tomorrow or Wednesday.” 

“Don’t you dare.” Ben nudges him with his elbow. “He’s bringing brownie.” 

As soon as they’re parked, Alex hurries out of the car, opens the door and reaches for him. Ben grabs him by the elbow and tightens his fingers, fighting the urge to snap at the taller man. 

“Look at me,” he says. When Alex looks at him, he speaks again, measuring each word. “Not made of crystal. I can get in and out of the car on my own.” 

Alex stares at him for a moment, then drops his eyes. Ben is torn between yelling at him and letting him help. Takes a deep breath. 

“I need to get back to normal.” 

“I know. I’m just…” 

“Trying to help. I know. Alex, you sent me over fifty text messages and called me at least half-a-dozen times today. I get it but it’s over, I’m fine. Okay?” 

Alex nods but doesn’t move. Ben tilts his head, so he can look into his face. 

“Baby, I really am fine. I don’t need help with this shit. What I need is to walk our dorky dog. I need some of your brother’s brownie. Later, I’m pretty sure I’m going to need a blow job.” He grins when he sees Alex fights to hide a smile. “But I don’t need help with the car.” 

“Okay.” Alex steps back to wait. Ben pulls himself out of the car and stands, collects his cane and satchel, and slams the door behind him. 

“See? All by myself.” He lets Alex put his arm around his shoulder. “Now, about that blow job …” 

“Yeah, good luck with that.” Alex pushes the lift buttons. Inside, Ben leans against the wall and purses his lips.

“So, are you going to make me ask or are you going to tell me?” 

Alex shakes his head, confused. 

“How many times today did you throw up?” 

Alex stares at his feet without speaking. 

“Fifty text messages, six calls.” Ben pokes Alex with the cane. “In less than eight hours. How many times?” 

“Twice this morning.” 

“Did you eat lunch?” 

“Had some yoghurt and crackers. They stayed down.” He sighs. “I know I’m being clingy and I’m sorry. I thought I was over the worst of it but you going back today... to where it … happened… just kind of shook me up.” 

Ben considers this and nods. The lift doors open, and they step out. 

“Okay, so here’s what we’re going to do. We’re going to collect Dork Dog from Meg and I’m going to take him for a walk – just around the block – and you are going to cook that pasta thing with the chicken and the spinach. Then your brother will come over and you can tell me off for eating too much brownie and then when they’re gone – “ 

“Yeah, okay, I know what’s next,” Alex cuts him off. “But I don’t like the idea of you taking Bart by yourself. What if he gets bouncy and pulls you over?” 

Ben grits his teeth and takes a deep breath. 

“Alex, if I was one of the kids from the unit, what would you be suggesting?” Ben pushes his advantage. “If it makes you feel better, we can ask Meg to go with me. I don’t need her to, but we can ask.” 

They’re stopped outside Meg’s door and Alex sighs as he presses the doorbell. Ben knows he’s won.


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New Zealand author, Angelique Jurd, writes contemporary gay (MM) romance. Her stories are emotional, sexy, and loving with heart warming endings. After getting a degree in languages, travelling the world, raising a family, and working as a business journalist, she went back to school and studied English Literature and Media Studies.In 2018, she published her first novel Jesse’s Smile with Small Black Cat Media. Since then, she’s continued to write contemporary gay (MM) romance and her academic research in fan studies and the queerification of popular fiction characters by fans.


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