Friday, April 11, 2025

πŸ“˜πŸŽ₯Friday's Film AdaptationπŸŽ₯πŸ“˜: Little Women by Louisa May Alcott



Summary:

Meg is the eldest and on the brink of love. Then there’s tomboy Jo who longs to be a writer. Sweet-natured Beth always puts others first, and finally there’s Amy, the youngest and most precocious. Together they are the March sisters. Even though money is short, times are tough and their father is away at war, their infectious sense of fun sweeps everyone up in their adventures — including Laurie, the boy next door. And through sisterly squabbles, their happy times and sad ones too, the sisters discover that growing up is sometimes very hard to do.

Based on Louisa May Alcott’s childhood, this lively portrait of nineteenth-century family life possesses a lasting vitality that has endeared it to generations of readers.

A wonderful story... As a child, I strongly identified with Jo because she is a writer. —Jacqueline Wilson

The American female myth. —Madelon Bedell

It is an essential American novel, perhaps the essential American novel for girls… Girls come to it on their own. —Jane Smiley

In “Little Women”, Alcott anticipated realism by twenty or thirty years. —G. K. Chesterton





Chapter 1
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Playing Pilgrims

"Christmas won't be Christmas without any presents," grumbled Jo, lying on the rug.

"It's so dreadful to be poor!" sighed Meg, looking down at her old dress.

"I don't think it's fair for some girls to have plenty of pretty things, and other girls nothing at all," added little Amy, with an injured sniff.

"We've got Father and Mother and each other," said Beth contentedly from her corner.

The four young faces on which the firelight shone brightened at the cheerful words, but darkened again as Jo said sadly, "We haven't got Father, and shall not have him for a long time." She didn't say "perhaps never," but each silently added it, thinking of Father far away, where the fighting was.

Nobody spoke for a minute; then Meg said in an altered tone, "You know the reason Mother proposed not having any presents this Christmas was because it is going to be a hard winter for everyone; and she thinks we ought not to spend money for pleasure, when our men are suffering so in the army. We can't do much, but we can make our little sacrifices, and ought to do it gladly. But I am afraid I don't." And Meg shook her head, as she thought regretfully of all the pretty things she wanted.

"But I don't think the little we should spend would do any good. We've each got a dollar, and the army wouldn't be much helped by our giving that. I agree not to expect anything from Mother or you, but I do want to buy Undine and Sintram for myself. I've wanted it so long," said Jo, who was a bookworm.

"I planned to spend mine in new music," said Beth, with a little sigh, which no one heard but the hearth brush and kettle holder.

"I shall get a nice box of Faber's drawing pencils. I really need them," said Amy decidedly.

"Mother didn't say anything about our money, and she won't wish us to give up everything. Let's each buy what we want, and have a little fun. I'm sure we work hard enough to earn it," cried Jo, examining the heels of her shoes in a gentlemanly manner.

"I know I do-teaching those tiresome children nearly all day, when I'm longing to enjoy myself at home," began Meg, in the complaining tone again.

"You don't have half such a hard time as I do," said Jo. "How would you like to be shut up for hours with a nervous, fussy old lady, who keeps you trotting, is never satisfied, and worries you till you're ready to fly out of the window or cry?"

"It's naughty to fret, but I do think washing dishes and keeping things tidy is the worst work in the world. It makes me cross, and my hands get so stiff, I can't practice well at all." And Beth looked at her rough hands with a sigh that any one could hear that time.

"I don't believe any of you suffer as I do," cried Amy, "for you don't have to go to school with impertinent girls, who plague you if you don't know your lessons, and laugh at your dresses, and label your father if he isn't rich, and insult you when your nose isn't nice."

"If you mean libel, I'd say so, and not talk about labels, as if Papa was a pickle bottle," advised Jo, laughing.

"I know what I mean, and you needn't be statirical about it. It's proper to use good words, and improve your vocabilary," returned Amy, with dignity.

"Don't peck at one another, children. Don't you wish we had the money Papa lost when we were little, Jo? Dear me! how happy and good we'd be, if we had no worries!" said Meg, who could remember better times.

"You said the other day you thought we were a deal happier than the King children, for they were fighting and fretting all the time, in spite of their money."

"So I did, Beth. Well, I think we are; for, though we do have to work, we make fun for ourselves, and are a pretty jolly set, as Jo would say."

"Jo does use such slang words!" observed Amy, with a reproving look at the long figure stretched on the rug. Jo immediately sat up, put her hands in her pockets, and began to whistle.

"Don't, Jo, it's so boyish!"

"That's why I do it."

"I detest rude, unladylike girls!"

"I hate affected, niminy-piminy chits!"

" 'Birds in their little nests agree,' " sang Beth, the peacemaker, with such a funny face that both sharp voices softened to a laugh, and the "pecking" ended for that time.

"Really, girls, you are both to blame," said Meg, beginning to lecture in her elder-sisterly fashion. "You are old enough to leave off boyish tricks, and to behave better, Josephine. It didn't matter so much when you were a little girl; but now you are so tall, and turn up your hair, you should remember that you are a young lady."

"I'm not! And if turning up my hair makes me one, I'll wear it in two tails till I'm twenty," cried Jo, pulling off her net, and shaking down a chestnut mane. "I hate to think I've got to grow up, and be Miss March, and wear long gowns, and look as prim as a China aster! It's bad enough to be a girl, anyway, when I like boys' games and work and manners! I can't get over my disappointment in not being a boy; and it's worse than ever now, for I'm dying to go and fight with Papa, and I can only stay at home and knit, like a poky old woman!" And Jo shook the blue army sock till the needles rattled like castanets, and her ball bounded across the room.

"Poor Jo! It's too bad, but it can't be helped. So you must try to be contented with making your name boyish, and playing brother to us girls," said Beth, stroking the rough head at her knee with a hand that all the dishwashing and dusting in the world could not make ungentle in its touch.

"As for you, Amy," continued Meg, "you are altogether too particular and prim. Your airs are funny now, but you'll grow up an affected little goose, if you don't take care. I like your nice manners and refined ways of speaking, when you don't try to be elegant. But your absurd words are as bad as Jo's slang."

"If Jo is a tomboy and Amy a goose, what am I, please?" asked Beth, ready to share the lecture.

"You're a dear, and nothing else," answered Meg warmly; and no one contradicted her, for the "Mouse" was the pet of the family.

As young readers like to know "how people look," we will take this moment to give them a little sketch of the four sisters, who sat knitting away in the twilight, while the December snow fell quietly without, and the fire crackled cheerfully within. It was a comfortable old room, though the carpet was faded and the furniture very plain; for a good picture or two hung on the walls, books filled the recesses, chrysanthemums and Christmas roses bloomed in the windows, and a pleasant atmosphere of home peace pervaded it.

Margaret, the eldest of the four, was sixteen, and very pretty, being plump and fair, with large eyes, plenty of soft, brown hair, a sweet mouth, and white hands, of which she was rather vain. Fifteen-year-old Jo was very tall, thin, and brown, and reminded one of a colt, for she never seemed to know what to do with her long limbs, which were very much in her way. She had a decided mouth, a comical nose, and sharp, gray eyes, which appeared to see everything, and were by turns fierce, funny, or thoughtful. Her long, thick hair was her one beauty, but it was usually bundled into a net, to be out of her way. Round shoulders had Jo, big hands and feet, a flyaway look to her clothes, and the uncomfortable appearance of a girl who was rapidly shooting up into a woman and didn't like it. Elizabeth-or Beth, as everyone called her-was a rosy, smooth-haired, bright-eyed girl of thirteen, with a shy manner, a timid voice, and a peaceful expression which was seldom disturbed. Her father called her "Little Tranquillity," and the name suited her excellently, for she seemed to live in a happy world of her own, only venturing out to meet the few whom she trusted and loved. Amy, though the youngest, was a most important person-in her own opinion at least. A regular snow maiden, with blue eyes, and yellow hair curling on her shoulders, pale and slender, and always carrying herself like a young lady mindful of her manners. What the characters of the four sisters were we will leave to be found out.

The clock struck six and, having swept up the hearth, Beth put a pair of slippers down to warm. Somehow the sight of the old shoes had a good effect upon the girls, for Mother was coming, and everyone brightened to welcome her. Meg stopped lecturing, and lighted the lamp, Amy got out of the easy chair without being asked, and Jo forgot how tired she was as she sat up to hold the slippers nearer to the blaze.

"They are quite worn out. Marmee must have a new pair."

"I thought I'd get her some with my dollar," said Beth.

"No, I shall!" cried Amy.

"I'm the oldest," began Meg, but Jo cut in with a decided-

"I'm the man of the family now Papa is away, and I shall provide the slippers, for he told me to take special care of Mother while he was gone."

"I'll tell you what we'll do," said Beth, "let's each get her something for Christmas, and not get anything for ourselves."

"That's like you, dear! What will we get?" exclaimed Jo.

Everyone thought soberly for a minute, then Meg announced, as if the idea was suggested by the sight of her own pretty hands, "I shall give her a nice pair of gloves."

"Army shoes, best to be had," cried Jo.

"Some handkerchiefs, all hemmed," said Beth.

"I'll get a little bottle of cologne. She likes it, and it won't cost much, so I'll have some left to buy my pencils," added Amy.

"How will we give the things?" asked Meg.

"Put them on the table, and bring her in and see her open the bundles. Don't you remember how we used to do on our birthdays?" answered Jo.

"I used to be so frightened when it was my turn to sit in the big chair with the crown on, and see you all come marching round to give the presents, with a kiss. I liked the things and the kisses, but it was dreadful to have you sit looking at me while I opened the bundles," said Beth, who was toasting her face and the bread for tea at the same time.

"Let Marmee think we are getting things for ourselves, and then surprise her. We must go shopping tomorrow afternoon, Meg. There is so much to do about the play for Christmas night," said Jo, marching up and down, with her hands behind her back and her nose in the air.

"I don't mean to act any more after this time. I'm getting too old for such things," observed Meg, who was as much a child as ever about "dressing-up" frolics.

"You won't stop, I know, as long as you can trail round in a white gown with your hair down, and wear gold-paper jewelry. You are the best actress we've got, and there'll be an end of everything if you quit the boards," said Jo. "We ought to rehearse tonight. Come here, Amy, and do the fainting scene, for you are as stiff as a poker in that."

"I can't help it; I never saw anyone faint, and I don't choose to make myself all black and blue, tumbling flat as you do. If I can go down easily, I'll drop; if I can't, I shall fall into a chair and be graceful. I don't care if Hugo does come at me with a pistol," returned Amy, who was not gifted with dramatic power, but was chosen because she was small enough to be borne out shrieking by the villain of the piece.

"Do it this way: clasp your hands so, and stagger across the room, crying frantically, 'Roderigo! save me! save me!' " and away went Jo, with a melodramatic scream which was truly thrilling.

Amy followed, but she poked her hands out stiffly before her, and jerked herself along as if she went by machinery, and her "Ow!" was more suggestive of pins being run into her than of fear and anguish. Jo gave a despairing groan, and Meg laughed outright, while Beth let her bread burn as she watched the fun with interest.

"It's no use! Do the best you can when the time comes, and if the audience laughs, don't blame me. Come on, Meg."

Then things went smoothly, for Don Pedro defied the world in a speech of two pages without a single break; Hagar, the witch, chanted an awful incantation over her kettleful of simmering toads, with weird effect; Roderigo rent his chains asunder manfully, and Hugo died in agonies of remorse and arsenic, with a wild "Ha! ha!"

"It's the best we've had yet," said Meg, as the dead villain sat up and rubbed his elbows.

"I don't see how you can write and act such splendid things, Jo. You're a regular Shakespeare!" exclaimed Beth, who firmly believed that her sisters were gifted with wonderful genius in all things.

"Not quite," replied Jo modestly. "I do think The Witch's Curse, an Operatic Tragedy is rather a nice thing, but I'd like to try Macbeth, if we only had a trapdoor for Banquo. I always wanted to do the killing part. 'Is that a dagger that I see before me?' " muttered Jo, rolling her eyes and clutching at the air, as she had seen a famous tragedian do.

"No, it's the toasting fork, with Mother's shoe on it instead of the bread. Beth's stage-struck!" cried Meg, and the rehearsal ended in a general burst of laughter.

"Glad to find you so merry, my girls," said a cheery voice at the door, and actors and audience turned to welcome a tall, motherly lady with a "can-I-help-you" look about her which was truly delightful. She was not elegantly dressed, but a noble-looking woman, and the girls thought the gray cloak and unfashionable bonnet covered the most splendid mother in the world.

"Well, dearies, how have you got on today? There was so much to do, getting the boxes ready to go tomorrow, that I didn't come home to dinner. Has anyone called, Beth? How is your cold, Meg? Jo, you look tired to death. Come and kiss me, baby."



The four daughters of a New England family fight for happiness during and after the Civil War.

Release Date: March 10, 1949
Release Time: 121 minutes

Director: Mervyn LeRoy

Cast:
June Allyson as Josephine "Jo" March
Peter Lawford as Theodore "Laurie" Laurence
Margaret O'Brien as Elizabeth "Beth" March
Elizabeth Taylor as Amy March
Janet Leigh as Margaret "Meg" March
Rossano Brazzi as Professor Friedrich Bhaer
Mary Astor as Margaret "Marmee" March
Lucile Watson as Aunt Josephine March
Sir C. Aubrey Smith as James Laurence
Elizabeth Patterson as Hannah Mullet
Leon Ames as Robert March
Harry Davenport as Dr. Barnes
Richard Stapley as John Brooke
Connie Gilchrist as Mrs. Kirke
Ellen Corby as Sophie

Uncredited
Harlan Briggs as Old Crony at Grace's store
Frank Darien as Crony at Grace's store
Lisa Golm as Mrs. Hummel
Olin Howland as Mr. Davis
Isabel Randolph as Mrs. Gardiner
Will Wright as Mr. Grace

Awards:
22nd Academy Awards - March 23, 1950
Best Art Direction-Set Decoration–Color - Cedric Gibbons, Paul Groesse, Edwin B. Willis and Jack D. Moore - Won
Best Cinematography–Color - Robert H. Planck and Charles Schoenbaum - Nominated






1933  /  1949



Louisa May Alcott
Louisa May Alcott was both an abolitionist and a feminist. She is best known for Little Women (1868), a semi-autobiographical account of her childhood years with her sisters in Concord, Massachusetts. Alcott, unlike Jo, never married: "... because I have fallen in love with so many pretty girls and never once the least bit with any man." She was an advocate of women's suffrage and was the first woman to register to vote in Concord, Massachusetts.




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Thursday, April 10, 2025

πŸ’»Blog ReleaseπŸ’»: Finding a Way Through Loss by Heather C York



Summary:

A short collection of poems I've written to help me deal with the loss of my mother who passed away a few months ago and as her 24/7 caregiver for 20 years and primary for another 10 prior to that, her loss was felt very deeply. I had so many emotions and thoughts bouncing around in my head and heart so I took to my laptop and let them out.

Some of these writings will be more personal and some more general. Grief hits us all differently and processing it has many forms and paths, there is no right or wrong way to digest the pain. If even only one of my poems helps you process the emotions you are feeling then I am glad to have opened up my heart.








Mom
I miss you more than words can say
Your light continues to shine
Even though you are gone
It shines because your love
Charged the lamp with endless energy

Where that light and energy came from
No one seems to know
It was who you always were
The light may still shine around us
But we would rather have you here

That is selfish of us I know
But we were better people 
When you were near
Simply because your presence
Made our smiles full of joy

I miss you more than words can say
We continue to try every day
To make the light you left behind be enough
Most days we fall short but still we try
For your light gave us hope, love, and the want to try



Every Day
Every day you were there
Every day we knew could be your last
Every day we did our routine
Every day we knew routine could change

Every day came and went
Every day finally stopped
Every day is never the same
Every day you are not here

Every day has become a new routine
Every day the tears erupt
Every day the laughter is light
Every day is just Every day


Heather C York

Born and raised in a small town in western Wisconsin I enjoy the peace and quiet.  Farmer’s daughter by upbringing turned caregiver out of necessity but also want, I spend most of my time helping wherever I can.  I always had the dream of being an author and though things have not turned out as I had always dreamt I have not given up on that dream and one day I know I’ll fulfill it because chasing one’s dreams is what life is all about.

I've recently opened a store on Picfair showcasing some of my amateur photography for sale. I like to focus on nature and landscaping, seeing how light and shadows can create beauty of every day things we tend to take for granted.

Lover of all things Star Wars, George Lucas is my God, lol.  I was 4 when I first saw the original back in 1977 and a devoted fan ever since.  May the 4th and Revenge of the Fifth are celebrated holidays in my house just as I would celebrate Christmas and Halloween.  We can’t all like the same things but beware before badmouthing the galaxy far far away in my presence, I may be a Rebel and Jedi at heart, there are times that bring out the Sith in me.

I read and watch all genres but LGBTQ+ is my jam so if you are looking for a new read be sure and check out my blog, Padme’s Library where I feature mostly MM stories of all genres and tropes but I also do a Friday Film Adaptation of all sorts.






⏳Throwback Thursday's Time Machine⏳: Rebels at Heart by Kate McMurray



Summary:

Charles Foxworth is among New York City’s most fashionable men, though he is only pretending to be a dashing British aristocrat. Still, he is content with his role and has little interest in the war. His companion, Isaac Ward, has more invested in the coming conflict; Isaac was born a slave, and though he is now free, that freedom could be guaranteed if he chose to pick up arms. Then war arrives on the shores of the city and Charles’s idyll is over. He quickly realizes that the war could take from him the very thing he holds most dear: Isaac.



Re-Read Review April 2021:
I'm really not going to add too much to my original review from 2017, everything I said then is spot on now too.  If I were to add anything it would only be that Charles and Isaac sucked me into their journey even more so than 4 years ago, so much so that I'm not sure why I initially gave it only 4 bookmarks because Rebels at Heart is a 5 easily.  I use to take off for shorter stories and novellas so perhaps that is why, but whatever the reason was then, now it is clearly and most emphatically a full 5.  

If you follow my reviews you will have long since noticed how much I love historicals and certain eras more than others.  Unfortunately, there is just not enough set during and around the American Revolution for my liking and so when I find one, it goes on my TBR List.  Kate McMurray not only tells an amazing yarn in Rebels but she has also created a re-readable for me that I can safely say won't be 4 years before I visit Charles and Isaac again, they might not make my annual re-reads but it won't take 4 years to come back either.  Definitely a win-win on all fronts: historical, romance, drama, friendship, and chock full of heart.

RATING:

Original Review August 2017:
Rebels at Heart ticked all my historical and romance boxes.  On the surface Charles is the poster boy for those who benefited by supporting the continuation of living under British rule but as we all know its not all about what one lets people see.  Isaac is one who would benefit the most by serving with the rebels, his current freedom would be guaranteed.  Charles and Isaac are so much more than the aristocrat and servant they show to the world and I absolutely loved their connection, it was real and honest even though no one else could ever be allowed to see it.  Rebels at Heart is a lovely novella that makes a wonderful quick read, not because there is little substance or the number of pages but because Charles and Isaac touched my heart and I couldn't wait to find out where Kate McMurray took them.  Sometimes it takes the threat of losing something or someone to make one jump into action and realize where you were meant to be all along.  Rebels is one of those tales where the story is not in knowing where it ends in general but the journey the readers are taken on as the characters arrive at said ending. A great little addition to my historical shelf.

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“Pink, Mr. Foxworth?”

Charles looked down at his frock coat, carefully chosen for its fine weave and the pattern of embroidered irises climbing the edges of the lapels. The color was bright, yes, but didn’t strike him as being especially noteworthy, particularly in comparison to the rest of his wardrobe. Besides, ‘pink’ was such a pedestrian descriptor. The color was more like that of a rose at twilight.

“What of it?” Charles asked.

Isaac raised an eyebrow. “This color is a bit ostentatious, even for you. Last week’s ruffles were one thing, but—”

“I’ll have you know, Monsieur du Rochelle ordered this fabric especially for me from a little shop in London.”

“Yes, but perhaps we could limit ourselves to one affectation at a time. The coat is lovely, but paired with those breeches and the striped stockings, it is all a bit much, no?”

“It is perfect.”

Isaac let out an exasperated breath. He tugged on the lapels of the coat, forcing it to fit tightly across Charles’s shoulders.

“You are perhaps the worst valet a man ever had,” Charles said. “I should punish you for such insubordination.”

Isaac smoothed his hands down the front of the coat. “But you won’t.”

“Perhaps not.”

Isaac smiled slowly. “You seem to forget sometimes that I am not actually your servant.”

Charles smiled back. “You will never let me forget.”

Isaac took a step back and ran his gaze up and down Charles, as if he were admiring his own artwork. “You seem to forget, too, that we are at war. Perhaps a bit of austerity is in order.”

Charles waved his hand. “Austerity? Bah. Nay, the toll of war is perhaps an even greater reason to celebrate life. Do you not agree?”

Isaac did look skeptical, although he’d always dressed modestly. Presently, he wore a faded red waistcoat and shirtsleeves, and Charles knew he’d don the dull blue frock coat before they went outside. His clothes were usually plain, woolen things in somber colors. Isaac’s long, dark hair was pulled back from his smooth, brown face and tied with a simple black ribbon at the base of his neck; he never wore wigs or hair powder. He never wore any sort of ornamentation, save occasionally buckles on his shoes. And even now, he stared at Charles with those startling blue eyes of his and that seemed ornamentation enough.

“Do you think me excessive?” Charles asked, turning toward the mirror. “’Tis merely a dinner party at Colonel Bradon’s house I’m forced to attend. I suppose I could wear the green coat. Or the dark red one.”

Isaac gave Charles a half-smile. “You look fine, Mr. Foxworth.”

“You do think me foolish, though, I suspect.” Charles waved his hand dismissively. “No matter. I shall go attend the soirΓ©e as my old ridiculous self, and all the ladies will wonder why I have not yet succumbed to the charms of matrimony, because isn’t my new coat just dear, and oh, you know how it is, sweet lady, I merely have yet to find the right woman to warm my heart.”

Isaac looked on while Charles nattered on with a frown on his face. “Charles, I know—”

“Oh, pish, ’tis fine for you to stand there frowning. You do not have to converse with these people.”

Isaac rolled his eyes and stepped forward. He ran his hands over Charles’s shoulders one last time, smoothing out any stray wrinkles or imperfections in the new coat. Charles relished the touch, the warmth of Isaac’s palms, even through all the fancy fabric. Charles liked the affectations, the fine clothes, the carefully cultivated mannerisms, but he liked being naked with Isaac as well, perhaps more so.

He ducked his head and pressed his lips against Isaac’s. Isaac sighed into his mouth and snaked those warm hands up the back of his neck to the edge of his wig.

Isaac pulled back. “I wish to run my fingers through your hair. Without the wig.”

“I know, darling. I wish that, too, but Colonel Bradon and obligation call.”

“You look fine, as always. A bit like a peacock, perhaps, but devastating in your charms, and so very handsome.”

Charles smiled. “Thank you, dearest Isaac. I do appreciate a compliment. You are looking quite rugged today. Perhaps you are a mere beaver hat away from throwing that musket over your shoulder and marching off to war without me.”

“I swore I would not.”

“Yes. I am glad for it. I know not quite what I would do without you.”

Isaac stepped back and crossed his arms over his chest. “You would have to put on your peacock-colored clothes all on your own, I expect.”

“Where would the joy be in that?”

“Indeed.”

Charles tugged on his coat and examined himself in the mirror. He looked passable. A bit tired. Perhaps the rose-colored coat was making his skin look a bit sallow. It was too late to worry about that, however, because he would be late if he dallied any longer.

No matter that he would rather spend the evening with Isaac than with Colonel Bradon and his band of merry Loyalists, even with the new coat.


Kate McMurray

Kate McMurray writes smart romantic fiction. She likes creating stories that are brainy, funny, and of course sexy, with regular guy characters and urban sensibilities. She advocates for romance stories by and for everyone. When she's not writing, she edits textbooks, watches baseball, plays violin, crafts things out of yarn, and wears a lot of cute dresses. She's active in Romance Writers of America, serving for two years on the board of Rainbow Romance Writers, the LGBT romance chapter, and three--including two as president--on the board of the New York City chapter. She lives in Brooklyn, NY, with two cats and too many books.


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Monday, April 7, 2025

Monday's Memorial Moment : Duty & Inclination by Rebecca Dupont



Summary:

During the height of the American Revolution, young men Alexander Hamilton and John Laurens meet in the service of General George Washington. The two men become aides-de-camp, working alongside General Washington and his staff to manage the correspondence, intelligence and secrets needed to propel a ragtag army through a war with the greatest power on Earth.

Hamilton and Laurens quickly form a friendship, sharing similar ideas against slavery and a desire for glory on the battlefield. Yet they soon discover a passion for each other beyond their paperwork and swords. But when the war calls Laurens south and Hamilton learns of a wife left in England, the differing priorities and values between the two men begin to reveal themselves causing both to question what their love and future can be.

Based on true events and personal letters, Duty and Inclination follows the romantic relationship between two men, during one of the pivotal moments in American history, who will leave their mark on their future country and on each other.




Unexpected 
John Laurens listens to the gentle clop of his horse’s hooves over packed earth, a quiet hum of bird song and the whisper of the wind. The summer woods feel peaceful, almost serene, nothing to indicate that a war rages through every corner of the American Colonies as it has for nearing two years now. With years away from his native land in Geneva and London for his schooling, Laurens missed the sound of real nature, but he is not here to enjoy the scenery. 

The dense woods of Pennsylvania soon part to reveal the sea of white canvas tents arranged in parallel rows which make up the current encampment of the American Continental Army and his destination. 

“Halt!” One of a pair of sentries stationed at the edge shouts. “Who goes there?” 

“John Laurens.” Laurens slows his horse and pulls a letter from his cloak. “I have a summons from General Washington.”

The man who receives it scans the page. Laurens notices the sharp cut of the man’s jaw and fullness of his lips. Laurens grits his teeth and looks away until the sentry hands the paper back. “Welcome to camp, sir. Follow the main line down, you will see the General’s tent.” 

Laurens nods. “How should I know it?” 

Both men chuckle. “You shall know it, sir,” the one man says, “largest of the lot.” 

“And very French at present,” the other quips. 

Laurens frowns. “Speak plainly, sirs.” 

They both gesture down the main drive through the encampment. “Ride straight.” 

Laurens sighs and pushes his horse on slowly into the lines of tents. He keeps his horse on the straight line they indicated but cannot stop his eyes sliding from side to side over the camp. He takes in the straight rows, most of the tents the same size and make but occasionally larger ones that are perhaps officers. Part of the land looks recently cleared with some stumps between tents with the rest twisting as lines will allow through the breaks in the trees. He observes soldiers stoking small fires, men cleaning rifles, and the sound of chopping wood. 

It takes but five minutes before Laurens sees the tent the guards must mean. It is indeed larger than the personal tents of the soldiers and other supply shelters, rounder in construction with its own pair of guards in front of what must be the entrance. Laurens sees the flaps open and hears some voices inside. 

Laurens swallows as he stops his horse. He is not truly apprehensive, but a man cannot help some nerves in such a moment. He has not met General Washington before, and he is legendary throughout the colonies. Laurens dismounts and hands his horse off to a Private. Then he walks to the entrance of the tent, letter in hand. 

“John Laurens,” Laurens says, holding out the letter. 

A guard nods at him then shifts around and steps into the tent. “Sir? A John Laurens to see you. He bears your seal in hand.” 

Laurens has little time to think upon the efficiency of the enlisted men before he walks through the flap and into the tall tent. Of the three men in the tent, there is no mistaking His Excellency George Washington, commander of the Continental Army in their fight against the British. He stands taller than all the men present, though Laurens is by no means short. His face appears stern yet somehow warm, enough that while Laurens feels he should stand stiff, he does not feel off put. The General's hair is a red Laurens did not expect, certainly not the burst of Irish red he has seen in England but there is no mistaking the auburn there. Laurens would call his uniform, his manner, his simple presence in the space resplendent. He looks every bit the army commander. 

Laurens takes off his hat, shoving it under one arm, and slides off his gloves, looking quickly around the large tent – one long table with several chairs, some maps hanging off ropes of the tent canvas and a pair of side boards along either edge of the tent walls. Then Laurens looks back to the General with a deferential bow. 

“Ah,” the General says, “Mr. Laurens, thank you for accepting my invitation and position of aide-de-camp.” 

“Thank you, Your Excellency.” Laurens walks forward toward the trio on the other side of a long table taking up most of the tent. “It is a pleasure to meet you in person. My father has always spoken well of you.” 

The General smiles and makes a small noise of assent. “He is an honorable man.” The General then turns to the two men beside him, indicating the man wearing a green riband across his chest. “My military secretary, Lieutenant Colonel Robert Hanson Harrison.” 

The man nods at Laurens and shakes his hand congenially, a fatherly bearing to his expression accentuated by the gray strands in his brown hair, likely ten years older than Laurens himself. “Of South Carolina, are you not?” 

“Yes,” Laurens replies. “Though lately of England in pursuit of my law degree.” He does not mention the hurriedly married wife and new daughter he gladly left behind in that country. 

Then the General turns to the obviously youngest man in the room, nearly as tall as General Washington with powdered hair, and much red trimming to his coat. Laurens knows he is French even before the General introduces him.

“A recent addition, such as yourself, to our ranks, The Marquis de Lafayette.” 

Laurens smiles, taking the man's hand. “Bonjour, monsieur.” 

“Bonjour,” the Marquis replies, “is good to.... eh... meet.” 

“Je suis heureux de vous rencontrer aussi, Marquis.” 

The man's face changes at Laurens' French greeting, relief or joy, Laurens cannot truly tell. 

“Ah, oui, merci beaucoup...” 

“The Marquis comes to us with a commission of Major General from Congress,” His Excellency explains. 

Laurens raises his eyebrows in surprise; the Marquis appears as young as he. “Impressionnant!” 

The Marquis nods once with a modest smile. “Je ferai de mon mieux pour le mΓ©riter.” He turns to General Washington and nods, “Thank you, sir.” 

“Mr. Laurens,” His Excellency continues, “is a volunteer aide to my office and comes highly recommended by Congress.” 

Laurens looks down and nods. “By my father at least,” Laurens corrects as tactfully as he may, “who is a member of Congress.” 

“Oui, Henry Laurens, he, I have heard,” the Marquis replies. 

Laurens smiles appropriately. With a father as wealthy and connected as Laurens’, such remarks are a litany well known in Laurens’ life.

“Now we should proceed,” the General says turning to Harrison hovering nearby. “Harrison, if you would fetch Colonel Hamilton and Tilghman for me?” 

“Yes, sir,” Harrison says as he moves toward the tent exit. 

“Laurens, I shall be taking the Marquis on a tour of the camp while you become settled into your new responsibilities here.” The General gestures to the Marquis. “Unfortunately, I am not versed in French as I should wish and, though I know of your own fluency, I would not put you to such work so quickly.” 

“Sir, if you should wish –” 

The General holds up his hand to stop Laurens. “Thank you, but you are not the only man among my staff who speaks French, though we are quite pleased to have you as another. I plan to put you toward much of the French translation work we have.” 

Laurens nods. “Of course, sir.” 

“The Marquis has already begun his education in our language,” General Washington continues. “As you have heard.” 

The Marquis smiles gratefully, if also embarrassed. “Je suis encore lent Γ  apprendre.” 

“You shall learn fast enough,” Laurens says. 

He thinks he should offer to help teach the Marquis, but he cannot determine if this should be out of the bounds of propriety. Perhaps there will be time in the future; Laurens should not expect so much of one day. Still, he cannot help but feel eager to serve in any manner.

“I am confident,” His Excellency continues. “And at present I have at least one other aide who may accompany us.” 

Laurens nods. 

“You, sir, shall need to learn more of your duties and find a place for yourself. It may feel short lived, however, as we shall be moving again tomorrow.” 

Laurens frowns. “So soon?” 

“Such is the nature of army life, Mr. Laurens.” 

“Sir?” 

Laurens turns at the sound of a new voice from the entrance to the tent. 

A man with sandy blond hair and a wide smile walks into the tent. “Ah, you must be our extra aide.” 

“And you must be attending myself and the Marquis, Tilghman.” 

Tilghman smiles. “Oui, I shall.” He nods to the two of them. “As you wish, Your Excellency.” 

“You also surmise correctly,” the General continues with a gesture to Laurens, “Tench Tilghman, this is John Laurens.” 

Laurens shakes hands with the boisterous man who says, “Welcome to the army, Laurens!” 

“Is this our new aide?” 

Laurens' eyes shift past Tilghman at the second voice to see another man walking into the tent. The man ducks his head under the flap as he removes his hat then looks up at their party with a wide smile. Laurens swallows once and tightens his hands around his gloves as he stares. 

While the General's hair is an auburn – more autumn than fire – this man's hair is as close to Irish as one might expect, all oranges and reds and almost a shock of color that matches perfectly with his blue and buff uniform. Despite the tight braid laid against his neck, Laurens sees this man’s red hair bears a natural curl causing a wave against the pale skin of his brow. He stands shorter than Laurens, shorter than all in the room, but the way he walks – confident and almost cocky, like those in the room should be answering to him – offsets what another man might fear censure of. His face, his expression, appears smooth and youthful, certainly of an age with Laurens – still a few years from twenty-five, with narrow points and delicate cheeks bearing an almost feminine blush to them. And his eyes. His eyes are blue, a dark blue like the sea, deep and dangerous and Laurens thinks they are beautiful. 

Laurens pulls one hand free of his own tight grasp as he catches the end of what General Washington says, “... of my aides, Alexander Hamilton.” 

Hamilton grips Laurens hand and shakes it once. “A pleasure, sir.” 

“John Laurens.” Laurens shakes his hand back. “And it is mine.” 

Hamilton lets go of Laurens' hand and Laurens' curls his fingers back up tightly by his side. 

“Lieutenant Colonel,” His Excellency addresses Hamilton. “If you would be so good as to acquaint our new Laurens here with our protocols, find him his tent, and have him set to work. I am sure you have some French which he could assist you with.” 

Hamilton nods. “Of course, Your Excellency.” 

“I shall be taking Tilghman away from you for much of the day, I imagine.” 

The General looks at the Marquis again as Tilghman repeats the General's words in French, though it appears it may have been unnecessary. Laurens suspects it will not take long for the Marquis to master their language. 

“Your Excellency?” Laurens glances at the tent flap once more to see the first aide, Harrison, poking his head in. “Your horses are ready, sirs.” 

“Thank you, Harrison.” The General looks at The Marquis and Tilghman in turn. “Gentlemen, if you will follow me.” 

They both say, “yes sir,” then follow the General outside with nods of farewell. 

Then Laurens and Hamilton stand alone in the tent. 

Laurens shifts his hat down from under his arm into his hand, clearing his throat. “Lieutenant Colonel, please lead on, I am at your service.” 

Hamilton smiles at him with a shake of his head. “You need not address me by my rank, Laurens, we are of equal footing. Hamilton is well enough.” 

Laurens shakes his head. “I have no such rank yet. I am but a volunteer.” 

Hamilton looks him up and down. Laurens' hand clenches around his hat. He has the urge to fidget or tap his gloves on his leg, but he keeps himself still.

Hamilton stares Laurens in the face again then nods. “You seem a man of conviction, to come as a volunteer, and immediately into the General’s office, I think it should not be long before a rank shall be yours.” 

Laurens clears his throat. “Should I distinguish myself and earn some import on the field as to deserve it, I shall be glad to accept it then.” 

Hamilton laughs once. “A modest man, are you?” 

“Merely a practical one. Why should I deserve a rank now?” 

“Well, if you have a dedication to the patriot cause and your father is a member of our Congress, is that not enough?” 

Laurens frowns. “Do you think it enough? Would you rather lesser men with better names advance before you?” 

Hamilton purses his lips and his expression changes. Laurens thinks he must have said the right thing. 

“No, I would not, but not all men think as I.” 

“I am not all men.” 

Hamilton smiles so it looks like a smirk then gestures toward the tent flaps. “Shall we?” 

Laurens nods and follows Hamilton from the tent once more, swooping his hat back on his head and shoving his riding gloves into his coat pocket. 

“At present we are confined to our tents and the command tent as you saw for our work,” Hamilton gestures behind them, “but, when able, we will commandeer a house for the General and we his staff. I am afraid you may find it cramped and crude at times, but such is the army with limited supplies and space.” 

“I understand,” Laurens replies as they walk down the line of tents. 

“As you may imagine, our work is much bound to the page and ink. The General mentioned translation, as you may know we have many Frenchmen rallied to our cause. It is myself, Tilghman and now you who are fluent.” 

“I am adept in some other languages as well, but I would not say fluent in any but French.” 

“English, I hope?” Hamilton flashes him a smile, the two of them now walking side by side with matching strides. 

Laurens cannot help a chuckle. “I am so fortunate as to have mastered English even with schooling in England to attempt to put me off.” 

Hamilton laughs too. “Ah ha, better to return where we speak it best.” 

“No comparison, of course.” 

They glance at each other, Hamilton's smile shifting into something companionable. 

“Well,” Hamilton looks away ahead of them. “We are also called upon for many other tasks as the General's most trusted men. We are involved with intelligence, prisoner interrogation, supply, of course paperwork, reports and correspondence. Meade is the best rider among us and sent most often. You shall meet him soon, I should imagine. Our tasks are more numerous than I am able to list now but we attend the General in any way he sees fit. Your hand shall tire of writing within a fortnight.” 

Laurens smiles again. “Stains upon my fingers?” 

Hamilton smirks back. “Undoubtedly.” He holds up his right hand where Laurens spies an obvious blot of ink. 

Laurens purses his lips and speaks without thought. “A shame to waste it.” 

Hamilton laughs once again. “Ah yes, we cannot afford to waste any supplies we have, even ink.” 

Laurens ducks his head and watches the grass because he truly meant Hamilton's hands, not the ink. 

“And,” Hamilton says with an audible inhale of air, “we are required to entertain all manner of guests, General's wives for one; less than you may believe but more than you should hope.” 

Laurens nods as he watches their boots match pace. 

“Ah, what else?” Hamilton's hand brushes against Laurens' and Laurens pulls his hand closer to his side. “Writing out His Excellency's letters; I have at times been able to draft my own replies.” He continues with pride in his tone. “As well as copies. You would think our army comprised more of paper than men.” 

Laurens glances at Hamilton again as he speaks. Hamilton flashes a look at Laurens, all teeth and lips. “And when upon the battlefield, we are to relay messages between officers, often recoonoitering ahead of the fray.” 

“And to fight?”

Hamilton frowns. “But little.” 

Laurens suspected such before his arrival, but he had hoped for a different reality. “Have you seen battle yourself?” 

Hamilton nods. “I was at Trenton last year and New York before joining the General's office.” 

“And now?” 

“Now a desk occupies much of my time, but it is needed work as much as the sword.” 

Laurens whispers, “I should prefer the sword...” 

“I understand you.” Laurens looks at Hamilton sharply not intending for him to have heard. “But it is where you are now, is it not?” 

“Yes.” 

“You are still an extra aide, perhaps something different shall lie ahead of you.” 

Laurens thinks Hamilton forward in his predictions on Laurens' station and advancement, but he finds himself unoffended. “I think my name puts me here, but I know myself and know what a call to arms feels like.” 

They walk three steps with no words then Hamilton says. “Our pen is our sword until it may change into that which we seek. If our ink will not steer the way, then how should our victories occur? How should these men find their fights?” 

Laurens looks up at Hamilton. “You think not of glory?”

Hamilton's lips twist as he walks, his stride quickening. “I do.” Then he glances at Laurens. “But I am here now and by the General's side, I do not call that lacking. If I am able to serve, be it by pen or sword, then I should do so in defense of my country. Do you not agree?” 

Laurens nods. “I do.” 

Laurens worries now that Hamilton will be a problem or worse, a pleasure far more than he should be in Laurens' eyes.


Rebecca Dupont

Rebecca Dupont has had a passion for writing for twenty years which often teams up with her love of history. As a member of the queer community, she wants to use her pen to bring queer history to life. Dupont believes historical fiction, especially based in fact, is a way for many people to understand and see themselves in a past that often prefers to erase them. Dupont is a history and museum studies major who lives with her partner in Washington D.C.