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Saturday, April 25, 2026

Saturday's Series Spotlight: LA Storm by RJ Scott & VL Locey Part 2




Shield #3
Summary:
Can Jackson ensure the safety of his loved ones when the darkest elements of LA's underbelly seek retribution?

Oliver knows the clock is ticking on his dream of winning the Stanley Cup. After fourteen years playing for New York, he’s beyond frustrated to leave friends behind when traded to the LA Storm. As a widower and father of two girls, he’s facing the twilight of his career, and, worst of all, he’s lonely. Making friends is easy enough, but he craves someone to hold him at night. When Jackson, equal parts grumpy chaos and charm, lands in his life, friendship turns to lust, and love isn’t far behind. He finds himself drawn to Jackson, and as their relationship deepens, they become each other’s haven amidst the chaos of their lives. However, danger from Jackson's work threatens their peaceful world, challenging their relationship and forcing love to take a backseat to survival.

After bringing down a notable money launderer, Jackson's small team receives orders to delve deeper into the world of organized crime in Hollywood. His early success quickly spirals into an overwhelming web of criminal intrigue. In this new, uncharted territory, he feels increasingly isolated, both personally and professionally. The more issues he uncovers, the less he seems to close. Meeting Oliver shakes his world even more, especially when he accidentally falls for the widower and father of two little girls. A few nights of fun is one thing, but deeper feelings and kids are something he is not at all prepared for. Yet, despite his reluctance, he becomes deeply attached to the little family who has embraced him with so much love. Now, he just has to shield them from the dangers that have followed him to their doorstep.

This opposites attract romance features a single dad hockey player grappling with personal loss, a grumpy detective entangled in the complexities of organized crime, and a love story that happens despite the odds.






Spiral #4
Summary:
When the worlds of academia and sports collide, a doctor of math and a dyslexic hockey star find that love has its own perfect equation.

Craig learned to skate as soon as he could walk, moving from figure skating to excelling in hockey and succeeding in both despite the challenges of his dyslexia. Visual aids, practical, hands-on learning, and the support of friends not only helped him in school but also honed his skills on the ice, making him a versatile and intuitive player. When he meets Jamie at a team party, Craig is instantly captivated by the handsome professor. Despite the lasting effects of a former abusive relationship that’s still haunting him, they end up in bed. Craig’s insecurities drive him away—after all, what can a professor possibly see in someone like him? His past relationship makes trusting Jamie hard. Thankfully, Jamie is not only persistent but also understanding, and despite his worries, Craig can’t help but say yes. Falling for Jamie is as easy as slipping on fresh ice.

After his ex from hell stole his research and made him the academic community's laughingstock, Dr. Jameson “Jamie” Hennessy decided to reset his life and moved across the country to live with his best friend. With everything he worked so hard for now gone, Jamie needs funding to stay on the West Coast, and for that, he needs a new approach to his research. After one too many drinks at a team party, things heat up with a sexy hockey player he can’t take his eyes off, but after the most incredible sex of his life, Craig leaves him alone in a cold bed the morning after. When Jamie’s admiration for Craig and his obsession with mathematics collide, a new hypothesis about movement in sports is born. Could Craig be the answer he wasn’t even looking for?


Shield #3
Original Review June 2024:
I just knew we'd see Jackson again after he was introduced in Second(ironically the 2nd entry in the LA Storm branch of the Scott/Locey Hockey UniverseπŸ˜‰) and I was not disappointed.  You couldn't help but feel he was straddling the line between good cop/bad cop(or perhaps good cop/overworked-potentially-leading-to-bad-decisions cop) and yet you also knew his heart was always on the good side of that thin line that is too often overlooked these days.

Again, I was not disappointed.

What is there not to love about Oliver?  You just want to wrap him in the tightest Mama Bear Hug to protect him from the hurt he's dealt with but also to reassure him that this new start is truly that "a new start".  Athletes who spend most of their career with one team and find themselves being traded as their career reaches the later stages can't help but have conflicting and crippling moments of doubt.  Those crippling doubts can manifest in multiple internal questions: "how could they toss me away after all the years I've given them", "did they see something in my performance that I didn't",  and "can I actually make a positive contribution to the new team" just to name a few.  Oliver has to deal with that as well as being a single parent after the death of his wife and doing it in a strange city.  Don't get me wrong, yes these raw emotions are there and important but Oliver doesn't let it bog him down, he's prepared to do what he must for his girls, for his team, and for himself.

Then a big monkey wrench is thrown in and he finds himself dealing with an attack to a friend and that's where Jackson enters the picture possibly complicating things even more.

Jackson, what can I say? As stated above he's overworked but good at his job and as for after hours Jackson time, well let's just say he has his fun when and where he can. When thrown together at a crime scene sparks may not beam but they definitely do more than flicker.   Both men are ready and/or willing for a new start but just how bumpy or smooth that road is . . . well that's where the fun lies. There is no secret that both RJ Scott & VL Locey are all about the HEA so the end result is really never in doubt(and that's no spoiler).  These authors are all about the journey and boy what a journey they bring to life in Shield.

I love when a book has more than one sub-genre and Shield is definitely first and foremost: romance, yummy, yummy, yummy romance.  But in Shield we also get a little mystery and I can never say no to a good who-done-it?.  Add in a little friendship, family, hockey(can't forget the hockeyπŸ˜‰), and what you have is a lovely entertaining piece of reading magic.

How could I forget little Scarlett & Daisy? Oliver's little girls are a pure delight, they may not have a lot of page time but every scene they are in they completely own it.  I loved how there is no accepting or not accepting when it comes to Daddy's first date with Jackson, it's just how it is and I firmly believe one day all of society will be in frame of mind but unfortunately we aren't there yet but having Oliver's daughters be there gives a sense of hope for the future. Maybe I read more into that scene than the authors put in to it but that's what I took from it.
 
 What about Jamie? Oliver's old nanny-turned-BFF comes for a visit but stays when his occupational situation changes and from the looks of it, we'll get to see loads more of Jamie in the next Scott/Locey Hockey Universe LA Storm  installment, Spiral and I for one can't wait.



Spiral #4
Original Review September 2024:
I have to start off by saying how much I love the fact that so many of the amazing characters created by Scott & Locey for their ongoing hockey universe have flaws(I don't really like that word but can't think of a better one to encompass so many hurdles they find before them).  Some are physical, others are emotional, but none of them are just thrown in for dramatic content.  It just really makes them all so much more real, makes the reader feel as if they could run into them on the street, picking up toilet paper at the grocery store, or filling their car up and grabbing a gallon of milk at the gas station. Some might have an ego due to their talents on the ice but they don't look down at the non-athletes they come in contact with so thank you, ladies for creating athletes we wish we saw all the time.

Okay, so on to Spiral.

When we met Jamie in Shield, it was pretty clear he deserved to have his story told and we were not disappointed.  His professional reputation has been tested due to his former boyfriend stealing his research so he moved across the country to stay his with his best friend Oliver and return to helping him with his girls.  (Side note: we discovered Oliver's story in Shield so I highly recommend reading that entry before Spiral to fully understand the chemistry between not only Jamie and Oli but also Oli's boyfriend Jackson) Oli and Jackson are having a party for the Storm during which Jamie meets Craig, despite mutual attraction it takes a few too many drinks for a bedroom connection to occur.  With everything surrounding Jamie's professional life in the fire his attitude is uplifting, no doubt Oli, the girls, and Jackson(though Jamie would hate to admit itπŸ˜‰) play a huge role in keeping the man sane.

Let's talk Craig.  Many of us(perhaps I'm dating myself here and really it isn't so many of us but I'll say it isπŸ˜‰) have seen the 90s rom-com The Cutting Edge where the hockey player transitioned to figure skating after an eye injury and here we have Craig going the opposite route, skating to hockey.  Personally I think it would be harder to go from skating to hockey, to put it bluntly: to go from delicate moves to hard hitting but maybe I'm wrong.  Either way I think it brings a special extra something to his style, on and off the ice.  Throw in his dyslexia and you have a man who has fought to get where he is and that isn't even taking into account his former abusive relationship.  Add it all up and Craig is a fighter and though he may not always see it, he's a winner.(BTW: I am not comparing Spiral to Cutting Edge in anything other than the change of sport for the athlete)

Put the two gentleman together and you not only have an adorable couple but you have two men who have fought uphill to be where they are and their chemistry is off the charts but will it be enough to keep them together? Well, you know the answer to that: you have to read for yourself but as we all know that Scott & Locey are all about the HEA so I think you guess where they end up but the enjoyment, the meat and potatoes, the reader's adrenaline rush is riding along with the duo as they get from point A to point Z.  You won't be disappointed.

RATING:




Shield #3
I parked my Ducati in a small lot next to the clinic, the familiar sounds of the neighborhood enveloping me as I dismounted. The laughter of children as they played on the sidewalks, the distant buzz of traffic, and the occasional shouts from windows were more real to me than the place I’d grown up in affluent Dallas suburbs where money was king. I could do some good here.

As I walked into the clinic, I immediately felt at home. There was a warmth and bustle to the place, volunteers chatting, trying to make a difference, kids crying, parents in groups. I waved to Lazlo on reception. He’d changed the color of his hair again—now blue from green—and he grinned at me.

“Yo, Cowboy,” he called.

I headed that way. “Hey Laz, is Joe in?”

Lazlo frowned, leaned closer, and lowered his voice. “He gone all do-not-disturb, not seeing patients, and he’s losing his shit with everyone who knocks on his door.”

That didn’t sound good. Joe was former military, a medic, and the guy who ran this place on nothing but fluff and buttons. He was ruthless at recruiting volunteer doctors and nurses, an expert at guilting big pharma to donate, rough and ready, and dragging this entire community to good health one case at a time. But he was also a gentle giant, loved people as much as they loved him, and losing his shit didn’t sound like him at all. Maybe it was a money thing? I could help with that. I saved money every year for my girls, a trust fund that would see them happy and settled with a good start, but after that and my sole luxury—the Ducati—everything else I gave away.

Not that anyone knew, and they never would.

“Had a couple of referrals for you,” Lazlo said, slapping some files down. “Why don’t you take them, and this…” He placed a coffee next to it, “… see if you can cheer Joe up.”

Referrals were about moms with breast cancer, the same cruel disease that had taken Melissa, or those newly diagnosed with diabetes in fact, any families who struggled where Lazlo thought I could help I picked up the files, headed through the door to the consultation rooms, passing walls adorned with handmade posters and kids’ art, and finally through the last door, marked staff only, with my key card

I knocked on the door, juggling paperwork and the coffee, using my elbow on the handle, and tumbling inside with a grin on my face, all ready to cheer Mr. Grumpy up.

Only to find him at the wrong end of a gun, bleeding from a head wound, and barely able to move.





Spiral #4
Chapter One
Jamie
I carefully placed the last mini sandwiches onto the colorful platter, stepping back to admire the spread of finger food that Scarlett, Daisy, and I had managed to whip up. The table was an artful mess of snacks created by me. I’d channeled my British father and my mom, former Miss Maine, who’d taken to living near London and being a Brit with extreme enthusiasm. They’d given me a mathematical brain, dual passports, an English accent, and a love of afternoon tea. I’d made tiny sandwiches, cruditΓ©s, dips, small cakes, and, of course, scones and all the extras—ready for the afternoon crowd of ravenous hockey players and their families.

“Looks like we could feed an army, huh?” I chuckled, glancing down at Scarlett, who meticulously rearranged the carrot sticks.

She beamed up at me, her blue eyes sparkling with pride. “Dad’s going to eat at least half of these,” she declared confidently, her gaze sliding over to the sandwiches.

With her light blonde hair bouncing as she nodded vigorously, Daisy added, “And Jackson likes the sandwiches best. He told me last time!” Her tiny finger pointed toward the pile of sandwiches adorned with various toppings.

I smiled at their excitement. “Well, then, I think we’ve done a stellar job. High five, team!” I raised my hand, and they both smacked it with giggles.

Loud clattering on the stairs announced Oliver and Jackson’s arrival from upstairs. I turned to see them descending the staircase, ready with a joke about a herd of elephants, Oliver’s hand briefly clasping Jackson’s. The two men, hopelessly in love, shared a quick, tender kiss at the bottom—a simple moment of affection that sent an unexpected twinge of envy through my chest.

I turned back to the table, arranging the LA Storm napkins to distract myself—I’d spent two hours sourcing the perfect purple for the table and the balloons. It’s not that I expected people to notice this, but as my dad said, if something is worth doing, then it’s worth doing right. I’d chosen an afternoon tea motif. I’d even hung bunting over the counters, and there were sandwiches, proper crisps I’d found in a trendy shop in Santa Monica, plus scones with pots of jam and cream. Or jelly, as Oli liked to call it, which is weird given that jelly is what I used to have as a kid. Back in the UK, our jelly was wobbly and sweet, unlike what Americans called jam. There was also a barbecue, but that was for later. First, the heathens making up the LA Storm would be introduced to the more sophisticated side of British cuisine—the perfect scone.

“Looks good, guys,” Oliver said and clapped my shoulder.

I sent him my trademark smile, the one that said I wasn’t jealous at all. It wasn’t as if I wanted Oliver. He was my best friend, and I was genuinely happy for him, but we were always going to be just that—friends. Only witnessing that moment between him and Jackson highlighted the space beside me—a space I hadn’t realized I was yearning to fill until Jackson had moved in and the four of us, Oliver, Scarlett, Daisy, and me, had become five. I couldn’t even hate Jackson. He was a hot mess, all intense and scowling at times, but Oli loved him, and his love was smoothing all of Jackson’s rough edges. I liked Jackson. I like Jackson for Oli.

But I missed holding hands, kissing, or sharing a coffee and crossword with someone.

I thought I’d had that with Sean.

Arsehole-wanker-Sean, fellow mathematics genius and my former boyfriend, who proved everyone right by not only ruining my entire bloody life but, more importantly, stealing my research and undermining my credibility.

Jackson caught my eye and smiled as they approached. “London! This spread looks fantastic!”

That was a new thing Jackson had started doing, calling me London. He gave everyone nicknames, and he’d chosen mine because of being a Brit, of drinking tea, and calling everyone a wanker.

He’sthe wanker.

Still, part of me liked the moniker, even if I sent him my best haughty Lord-of-the-manor snarl every time he used it—not that my reaction had any effect.

He wrinkled his nose at me but carried on talking. “The girls have been bragging about their chef skills all morning,” he said.

Oliver ruffled Scarlett’s hair, surveying the table. “Looks like you’ve outdone yourselves again. Thanks, Jamie.”

I shrugged, a half-smile playing on my lips. “It’s nothing. It keeps me busy, and I enjoy it.” Glancing over at Jackson, who was already reaching for a sandwich, I teased, “Make sure you save some for the others, Columbo.”

Jackson blinked at me, “Columbo? Really?”

I tilted my chin. “It was the most derogatory nickname I could think of,” I announced.

Jackson bit his lip, probably trying to hold back a laugh. “I love it,” he said and knuckled my arm, which, ouch, he didn’t know his strength. Then he laughed and popped the sandwich into his mouth. “And no promises on the food, London,” he mumbled through a mouthful, earning him an eye roll from Oliver and giggles from the girls.

The doorbell chimed, signaling the arrival of the first guests. Daisy sprinted to the door, Scarlett on her heels, their laughter trailing behind them as they raced to open it.

I gave the snack arrangement one last tweak as Oli and Jackson headed to the door. Would people hate my idea? They were here for a barbecue, and me making all of this was probably going to end up being the butt of jokes. For a moment, I panicked and thought about swiping the whole lot into the trash. The colorful food seemed small, overshadowed by the buzzing energy filling the house as big hockey players arrived, partners in tow, kids shouting, laughing. I felt a familiar pang of nerves. I liked people in general, but I wasn’t good with chaos. People streamed in, shedding jackets and greeting each other with enthusiastic handshakes and warm hugs. The room was loud, with a mixture of laughter and conversations, plus the faint sounds of a hockey game on the TV in the background. It didn’t take long for hockey to be front and center.

Oliver was already amid it all, clasping hands and giving hearty handshakes. “Hey, Ash!” he called out, drawing my attention to his defensive partner, who entered with a grin. They did the whole bro-hug thing, and then Ash hurried over to me, and we exchanged the customary fist bump, his grin contagious.

“I need one of those biscuit things,” he announced. “Oli said you have them with jelly and heavy cream, right?”

I laughed, both at his eagerness and his description. “You mean scones, Ash. They’re scones, not biscuits. And yes, we’ve got them—complete with jam and clotted cream, not jelly and heavy cream. It’s a British delicacy, not a rodeo snack.” I was lying—it wasn’t a delicacy, but it was bloody delicious.

Ash raised his eyebrows, clearly amused. “Man, you Brits have a weird way of naming your food. But if it tastes as good as it looks, you can call it whatever you want.”

He wandered off toward the food table. I shook my head, chuckling as Oliver approached me and clapped me on the shoulder.

“Your scones are a hit, Jamie. Even if half the team can’t say ‘clotted cream’ without making a face.”

“It’s the simple joys of educating Americans on the finer points of English cuisine,” I deadpanned, the snark in my voice tinged with affection. “Someone has to elevate your culinary experiences. Can’t have you living off hot dogs and popcorn forever.”

Our banter was cut short as more guests arrived, each greeted by Oliver’s booming voice and warm handshakes.

And there he was.

Craig.

I hadn’t been watching for him at all.

Nope.

He was here, a five-foot-ten-inch cute but lethal hockey player. Fast and deadly, he was feared by defensemen all over the NHL for his crafty, squirrely speed. He was dressed in slim-fit cutoffs and a T-shirt that clung to every one of his sexy lines. He arrived alone—I think—with no sign of a girlfriend or boyfriend, and he moved through the crowd with smiles and happiness. He was already halfway through his first beer, with another in his other hand.

As his eyes met mine, the noise of the party faded into a distant murmur. I was so drawn to him, even though he was everything the men I’d previously dated were not: shorter than me, wiry, an air of easy confidence despite the chaos of fame hockey had thrust upon him. His relaxed demeanor here was a stark contrast to his on-ice reputation.

Despite how idiotic it would be to get physical with one of Oli’s teammates, I wanted him.

As our gazes locked, I felt something like hope that maybe he’d come over for a scone and I could dazzle him with something witty. I straightened my favorite dark blue waistcoat. I wore them as a kind of armor, a way of breaking the ice, playing into being a Brit, having something quirky and just for me, but his gaze dropped to my fingers adjusting the fit, and when he glanced up at me, something inexplicable shadowed his expression. It wasn’t discomfort, but there was a retreat, a subtle drawing back that seemed at odds with the smile he offered everyone else. He turned away, weaving through the crowd, a trail of light laughter marking his path. He was utterly unreachable, and I couldn’t help but wonder what I’d done.

Because it had to be me.

My social skills were either at the level of Scarlett and Daisy—I knew all the words to every Disney movie—or at the level of fellow academics. Every other situation was fraught with danger.

We’d spoken only once before, an encounter that had started promisingly enough. He’d teased me about my accent, and in response, I had exaggerated my Britishness, rolling out my best King’s English, which had drawn a laugh from him and a playful declaration that I was cute. Flustered, I’d returned the compliment, called him cute, and for a second, he’d frowned, then it had cleared, and he blushed. Maybe it was being called cute? He wasn’t as big as some of the other players, so was it that I implied he was small? I recall getting flustered, but the conversation had quickly spiraled into academia—with what I thought was a light, flirty discussion about Fibonacci sequences. He’d seemed interested until suddenly, he wasn’t. His words had tangled, and he’d excused himself abruptly, leaving me bewildered and concerned I’d crossed a line I hadn’t seen.

Now, watching him at the party, the ease with which he interacted with others made our previous encounter all the more confusing. Did he think I wasn’t cute after all? The thought nagged at me, a persistent whisper amidst the clinks of glasses and bursts of laughter.

I tried to shake off the feeling, focusing on the guests instead, explaining that jam went on the scone first and, no, clotted cream wasn’t a dipping sauce and needed to be spread, but my gaze was drawn repeatedly to Craig as he moved through the room. He was in the corner with Scarlett and a couple of the wives, touching his toes, everyone laughing as they copied him. He was so… bendy… and when he went into the splits, I nearly choked on a slice of cucumber.

The things I could do to a man that flexible…

Why he seemed to avoid me now, after what had felt like a connection, was a puzzle, but after the first shot of whiskey, my edges smoothed, and with the second, I felt as if I could talk to him. After the third and fourth, with him downing beer like water, I felt as if I could take on the world.

He excused himself and headed upstairs to the bathroom, laughing and joking, taking the stairs two at a time, and, bloody hell, I was after him like a dog on a bone. I found him at the top of the stairs, nowhere near the bathroom, but instead tucked into a small reading nook the kids used, his head in one hand, a beer loose in the other. He was slumped and exhausted, and he hadn’t heard me there.

“Craig?” I asked.

He lifted his gaze slowly, all kinds of resigned. “Jamie,” he said in reply.

I had a hundred things I wanted to ask him or tell him, but a whiskey brain is different from a normal brain, and I yelled the first thing I could think of.

“Why do you hate me?”



Saturday's Series Spotlight
Harrisburg Raptors
Part 1  /  Part 2  /  Part 3  /  Part 4

Owatonna U
Part 1  /  Part 2

Arizona Raptors
Part 1  /  Part 2

Boston Rebels
Part 1  /  Part 2

Chestorford Coyotes

LA Storm

Railers Legacy

Hockey Universe
Xmas Edition
Part 1  /  Part 2  /  Family First

Road to the Stanley Cup Edition
Part 1  /  Part 2  /  Part 3

Father's Day Edition

Caregivers Edition
Part 1  /  Part 2

Valentine's Day Edition





RJ Scott
Writing love stories with a happy ever after – cowboys, heroes, family, hockey, single dads, bodyguards

USA Today bestselling author RJ Scott has written over one hundred romance books. Emotional stories of complicated characters, cowboys, single dads, hockey players, millionaires, princes, bodyguards, Navy SEALs, soldiers, doctors, paramedics, firefighters, cops, and the men who get mixed up in their lives, always with a happy ever after.

She lives just outside London and spends every waking minute she isn’t with family either reading or writing. The last time she had a week’s break from writing, she didn’t like it one little bit, and she has yet to meet a box of chocolates she couldn’t defeat.





VL Locey
V.L. Locey loves worn jeans, yoga, belly laughs, walking, reading and writing lusty tales, Greek mythology, the New York Rangers, comic books, and coffee.
(Not necessarily in that order.)

She shares her life with her husband, her daughter, one dog, two cats, a flock of assorted domestic fowl, and two Jersey steers.

When not writing spicy romances, she enjoys spending her day with her menagerie in the rolling hills of Pennsylvania with a cup of fresh java in hand.



RJ Scott
EMAIL: rj@rjscott.co.uk
EMAIL: vicki@vllocey.com



Shield #3

Spiral #4

Harrisburg Railers Series

Owatonna U Series

Arizona Raptors Series

Boston Rebels Series

Chestorford Coyotes Series

LA Storm Series

Sparkle #1.5(LA Storm)

Railers Legacy Series


Monday, November 17, 2025

πŸ’œMonday's Mysterious MayhemπŸ’œ: Enzo by RJ Scott



Summary:

Redcars #1
He’s hurt. Hunted. Barely holding on. But Enzo will kill to keep him safe.

Enzo has already found his place at Redcars—a garage turned sanctuary for men with dangerous pasts and loyal hearts. He’s built a life of purpose, surrounded by a chosen family who knows exactly what it means to survive.

Then a bloodied, barefoot stranger collapses at their gate.

Terrified, half-starved, and hunted for the key to millions, Robbie has nowhere left to run. But Enzo sees him. Not just the bruises or the shadows of his past—but the man underneath, all sharp edges and shattered trust. And something in Enzo refuses to let go.

Redcars isn’t just a place to hide. It’s a promise. And when the past comes calling, Enzo will do whatever it takes to protect what’s his.

Enzo is a gritty MM romantic suspense featuring high stakes, found family, and an ex-con willing to cross the line for love. Expect drama, danger, “I would die for you” devotion, and the kind of love that doesn’t ask permission to stay.


Original Review June 2025:
We were first introduced to some of the Redcars gang back in the author's Single Dad sixth entry, Pride.  It may have taken longer than I expected to meet the Redcars gang but characters can be stinkers when it comes to telling their stories.  The lads weren't quite ready yet but now they are and frankly, I can understand why Robbie wasn't eager to tell his tale.

Robbie.  What can I say about Robbie?  He is one resilient fella.  I don't want to give anything away so I'll just say this: I don't think I've ever read a character I wanted to protect more.  I've read many, many tortured souls but there is something about his past that will break you in pieces but the fact that he's still standing also fills you with so much hope.  I'd give him Mama Bear Hugs out the whazoo but I know he probably wouldn't like them too much so I'll just send him an endless supply of good vibe-filled virtual hugs.

Enzo. Where do I begin?  Enzo is a man with his own inner demons from his past, many of which he seems to have gotten a pretty solid handle on but there are things we never completely let go of and he has those too.  Seeing him with Robbie tells me more about his core character and true soul than any words or platitudes could.  If this was a daytime soap opera, the lads of Redcars would be labeled "anit-hero", as a fan of soaps growing up I am very familiar with the title but can't say I ever agreed with it really.  Oh, I get what it means, typical bad boy with a heart of gold especially when it comes to a certain good character and that's great, I love a good old fashion opposites attract trope but I never cared for the "anti-hero" moniker.  Anywho, that's what many might label Enzo as but I see him as a man who had very little choice in the past, did his time, and is working hard to overcome it and yet he's not afraid to return to the evils of old to protect those he loves.  

Honestly, it doesn't matter what label you put on the lads, they are each deserving of happy times.  Getting them to that point is what RJ Scott's Enzo is all about and it may be a bumpy ride but it's a trip worthy of a backseat stomach shaker.  It can be a hard read for sure, heartbreaking, heart-hurting, but it's also heartwarming and heart-healing that will make you smile and maybe even help bring some comfort to any hurting you might have in need of healing.

I've read stories with dark elements before, not often but definitely a dozen or so a year, so over time I've digested some pretty disturbing tales.  Enzo is not the darkest, we learn what the poor lad went through for years and it's hell on Earth but it's told in a way that is feelings at times more than events. Don't get me wrong, we see some pretty horrible memories but as a whole I say it's the fear, anger, and hurt that tells the pain more than showing the deeds.  Which in my opinion, can actually increase the darkness and does does just that in Enzo, but for me it's not the darkest I've read but I would easily put it in the top 5.  

So be aware, this is not for the feint of heart.  Having given that warning, don't think it's all doom and gloom. Yes, it does not have as much of the happy happy feels and some would label it more angst than drama(personally I see them as the same thing but that's just meπŸ˜‰), there is actually a lot that will fill your heart with, well perhaps not "joy" but definitely a feeling of uplifting contentment.  Once you meet Robbie and Enzo, it doesn't take long to become invested in their journey, good or bad, you quickly need to see it through.

One last note about the Redcars trilogy.  Each story is a standalone in the fact each tells a different character's journey but there are certain elements in Enzo that weren't completely fulfilled.  I wouldn't label it a cliffhanger but certainly a carryover.  I would say this is definitely a series meant to be read in order, though I have not seen the next two books of course but that's the take I got from it.

RATING:





ONE
Roman
He left me on my knees.

I didn’t even feel the cold at first—I was numb. My body and mind was locked into an endless cycle of pain and submission. Hope had been stripped from me, torn away, until all that remained was the emptiness inside my chest. I used to believe I could survive anything, but here, in this place, I knew better. Survival was a cruel joke, a whisper I barely remembered. Maybe it would be easier if I just… stopped.

Not yet.

Not until I was sure there was nothing left to fight for.

The rough concrete bit into my skin through my torn jeans, the damp chill of the basement seeping into my bones. My arms ached, bound tight behind me, wrists raw from the coarse rope holding me captive. The chains on either side rattled when I moved, a cruel reminder of my place, my punishment.

Beyond the locked door, I could hear muffled laughter. It was distant, careless. The kind of laughter that belonged to men who had choices, who weren’t caged in the dark like an animal. I swallowed, my throat dry, my ribs throbbing where his boots had found their mark. The coppery tang of blood sat thick on my tongue, mixing with the taste of failure.

John had been drinking. He was always drinking.

Stealing. Making me hide the evidence. Drinking.

Hurting me.

That first time, when he’d found me, I thought maybe—just maybe—it would be different. He’d fed me, given me water, promised me safety. That was the hook. The lie. Safety didn’t exist in his world, only control. Only what he decided I was worth. And he decided I wasn’t worth much at all.

Every day was the same. The cycle. The routine.

A hand in my hair, dragging me from sleep. Words slurred; orders given. I was a thing. A possession. Something to be kept. He’d whisper it like a promise, “Your brain belongs to me now, Roman.”

I lost track of how long it had been. The days blurred together and became years. No windows. No way to mark time beyond his moods, beyond the weight of his fists or the sharp crack of a belt when I failed him, and the bite of the cage on my penis, locked, and the key thrown away right in front of me.

“They want you locked up, I don’t want to see that pathetic thing. I’m not fucking queer and you don’t get to feel anything as long as you keep your mouth shut.”

The cage twisted with hair and blood and cut my skin when they wrenched on it.

“They don’t know what you can do! You remember boy, you don’t tell them shit!”

Tonight, it had been more numbers to remember, statistics to work out, letters to memorize. Then, a visit from the two who join in, who use me, who hurt me, who laugh.

I was too exhausted to get them right, my mind sluggish, my body trembling from lack of food. I’d tried. I always tried. But trying wasn’t enough. Mistakes had consequences.

Now, I knelt in the dark, the air thick with mildew and the acrid scent of old sweat. The cold steel of the collar at my throat was a constant, pressing weight. A mark. His mark.

I used to have a name. A life.

I used to be Roman Lowe.

I wasn’t always this pathetic thing. I used to matter. But John had taken every part of me away, crushing everything good until I couldn’t remember what it felt like to be whole.

Piece by piece, he’d destroyed me until all that was left was what he’d made of me.

And if I stayed here much longer, I wouldn’t survive.

He told me they were coming tomorrow—the people he answered to—and I knew this was my last chance because when they realized what he’d done with their money, and then he realized I’d hidden money that money out of everyone’s reach…

I’m dead.

I had a plan. It wasn’t much—a desperate, last-ditch gamble born of sheer panic. I was at the edge, teetering between hope and surrender. I’d decided I wouldn’t let him keep me if I couldn’t break free. I’d make him kill me first. I’d rather die than let John and his friends win. Every time he forced the drugs down my throat, I learned how to half swallow, gag after he’d gone, how to spit them out when he wasn’t looking, how to scrape them into the fibers of the rug or let them dissolve in the drain, and then to stash them in my secret place. The more I resisted, the clearer my mind became. The haze he tried to keep me under was lifting, but with that clarity came a sharper, more unbearable desperation to escape.

Escape or die.

Escape or swallow every pill I’d stashed.

After he left, I counted to a thousand—sometimes, he came back to check on me, and I’d figured out that a thousand was the magic number before I could be sure he wasn’t returning that night. Only then did I dare to move, to test my restraints. I pulled at the left chain, my fingers raw from nights of the same ritual, of the same desperate hope. The metal links groaned under the strain, the resistance familiar, yet like before, I felt it—movement, however slight. The mortar in the old wall crumbled a tiny bit, a whisper of freedom. It wasn’t much, but it was enough. Enough to keep me going, enough to keep me fighting, sufficient to remind me I might be able to get out.

I yanked again, harder this time, the chain biting into my skin as I twisted it with all the strength I had left. My wrists burned, slick with blood, the raw wounds reopening with every desperate yank. My ribs ached, each breath a sharp stab of pain, the bruises deep and unforgiving. The air was thin and damp, but I couldn’t stop. I wouldn’t stop. Freedom was there, just beyond my reach—I had to keep pulling.

When the chain finally gave way, I toppled sideways, the sudden lack of resistance sending me sprawling onto the cold, hard floor. Papers scattered beneath me, their crisp edges sharp against my skin as blood smeared across them—ruining the numbers, the letters he’d forced me to memorize. My head struck the floor, and a dull thud reverberated through my skull while my ribs flared in agony, each breath shallow and sharp. But the chain was loose.

I froze. What if someone heard it hit the floor? What if he came back?

I forced myself to stay still, to listen. One hundred. Two hundred. Three. Silence. Only then did I move, scrambling to my feet, sluggish with pain and exhaustion. I crossed the room toward the table where he always left the keys—a cruel taunt, within sight but never within reach My fingers trembled as I grasped them, slipping the key into the cuffs and twisting until I felt the click of freedom, then doing the same thing for the collar around my neck. I couldn’t take off the cage encasing my cock, didn’t matter how hard I pulled or bled, it didn’t move. It would have to stay.

Carefully, I lowered the chains to the floor, arranging them as if they had never been disturbed. Then, with slow, deliberate movements, I nudged the stool under the tiny window—the same stool he sat on when he loomed over me, his voice sharp, his words like knives. The same stool where he would shout at me, scream at me.

But not tonight.

Tonight, I would be gone. One way or another—whether I made it out or whether John found me before I could—I knew this was my last chance. I was either walking out of here or I’d die trying.

The tiny window—sometimes he’d open it just enough so the cold air would run over my skin. I was so skinny that I could fit through. Scraping wood and splinters tore into my arms, but I didn’t stop. I couldn’t. I squeezed through, hit the ground hard, and ran.

I ran. And I kept running across sidewalks, the freeway, and down side roads. My legs burned, my lungs screamed for relief, but I couldn’t stop. Every time I slowed, I imagined his voice, cruel and close. I pictured his face in the window, imagining his hand dragging me back. I ran harder. Deep inside, I thought about my name, the way it used to sound when I said it aloud. I thought about sunshine, the feel of clean sheets, a breeze through an open window—the tiniest scraps of memories I refused to let go of. I clung to them, to the tiniest spark of hope I could find something better. It was dark, and empty, and I didn’t care who saw me… not yet. Not when the city sprawled ahead, vast and unforgiving, the streetlights’ glow offered no safe spots to hide.

My body gave in. My legs buckled, and I stumbled into an alley, barely upright. The air was thick with the stench of rot, old garbage, and motor oil as I dragged myself into the narrow gap behind a row of bins, pressing into the shadows as if I could disappear entirely.

A harsh and sporadic light flickered above me, casting jagged beams across the brick walls. I wanted to move, to keep going, but my body refused. Every muscle ached, every breath was a ragged gasp, and exhaustion weighed me down like chains still wrapped around my wrists.

I curled up as tight as possible, drawing my knees to my chest, shaking. The taste of blood lingered in my mouth; the phantom grip of iron still fresh around my throat. I squeezed my eyes shut. I was free.

But John’s voice still echoed in my head, cruel and possessive, branding me with every syllable. I could still feel his hands, although they weren’t there, the bruises on my skin like a map of everything he’d taken from me. My body had escaped, but my mind and thoughts were still shackled to that place. Was this what freedom felt like? Hollow and terrifying?

I heard voices—one gruff, the other lighter. “I don’t like rats,” the lighter one muttered. “It’s just rats,” he added, as if trying to convince himself.

“Grow a pair,” the gruff one snapped. “The alarm tripped; we’re checking it out.”

I whimpered, trying to stifle the pain and fear.

“Is that a dog?” one of them asked, voice uncertain. “No, it’s—” The flashlight beam wobbled around, searching. My pulse pounded. I grabbed the closest thing I could find—a tin slick with something slimy inside. It had sharp edges, and I dug my hand into it, rubbing it against my wrist. If I could cut myself deep enough, I could bleed out here, and John would never be able to take me back. The beam landed on my face, blinding me. Panic surged, and I attacked, swinging wildly, my makeshift weapon connecting with a solid body: a grunt, a stumble. I scrambled, desperate, clawing for any chance to escape.

“No! No! No!” I screamed, “I won’t go back!” But a big guy held me tight, forcing me onto my belly.

The can was out of reach, his hand clamped over my mouth. The scent of oil was more pungent now, thick in my nose. “Shhh,” he ordered. I kicked, thrashed, and clawed, desperate to break free. The guy holding me grunted, his grip tightening painfully around my arms. “Shit, he’s strong,” he muttered, shifting his stance to keep me pinned.

“He’s hurt, bad,” the lighter voice said, shocked.

“Get a hold of him!”

“There’s too much blood!”

“Jesus, call the paramedics.”

“No! Help me!” My voice cracked beneath the oily palm, raw with panic. I jerked, twisting like a trapped animal, but the big guy only held me tighter, his grip like iron. I managed to free a hand and clawed at his face, my nails scraping the skin. He let out a sharp curse. “Please… don’t tell anyone… don’t!”

“Jesus! Stop!” But I didn’t stop. I thrashed harder, my foot connecting with his shin. He grunted, but his hold didn’t loosen. If anything, he tightened it, his arm crushing my chest. My breath hitched, panic spiking. I dug my nails in again, desperate to break free. “Damn it, he’s fighting like hell!” he growled.

But I didn’t care. I wasn’t going back. Not ever. In that moment, I was sure this was it. That I’d escaped only to be caught by someone worse. My mind spun with fear, the edges of my vision dimming. Were they with John? Had he found me already? Was this some new punishment? I’d never see the sky again. I bucked in his hold, but it was useless. I was being dragged into the unknown. I writhed, my breath coming in sharp, ragged gasps.

“Hold still!” the gruff one snapped, but his grip was too tight, his arms like a vice around me. My wrists burned where they had been rubbed raw, blood slicking my skin.

“Kill me! Please!” Then I screamed, but he slammed a hand over my mouth.

I won’t go back.

I’d rather die than be dragged back into that nightmare.



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RJ Scott
Writing love stories with a happy ever after – cowboys, heroes, family, hockey, single dads, bodyguards

USA Today bestselling author RJ Scott has written over one hundred romance books. Emotional stories of complicated characters, cowboys, single dads, hockey players, millionaires, princes, bodyguards, Navy SEALs, soldiers, doctors, paramedics, firefighters, cops, and the men who get mixed up in their lives, always with a happy ever after.

She lives just outside London and spends every waking minute she isn’t with family either reading or writing. The last time she had a week’s break from writing, she didn’t like it one little bit, and she has yet to meet a box of chocolates she couldn’t defeat.


EMAIL: rj@rjscott.co.uk



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